I didn't answer or reply to any of Ryan's calls or texts. I decided to pay him back for what he did I didn't answer or reply to any of Ryan's calls or texts. I decided to pay him back for what he did by playing his own game but with my way. While he kept his phone off, I kept mine on and straight out ignored his calls.861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKe8VQikq1I
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It's Saturday, so naturally our usual coffee shop is hosting a karaoke night tonight. We'd often go there and conquer the place like it's ours. The guys suggested doing so tonight, and I couldn't agree more. It was a good distraction to lighten my mood a little. I invited Denise, who invited Charlotte and Veronica. I was a little surprised when Denise told me she's friends with the twins. Apparently, they all went to gymnastics classes together since the beginning of high school. They're really "dope" people, she told me. I didn't mind extra company anyway, and neither did the guys. They were actually pretty cool about it when I told them about the girls coming, especially Cody.861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKqF71kkjto
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"It's good to have some femininity among the group for once," Cody said.861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK1AEUHiePD
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"Say that again and slit your throat," I reply with a sarcastic, sweet smile.861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56fIAXxY5E
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We went and greeted the workers like they're old friends. The whole group was there, even Amber (yay!), but I didn't see Charlotte around. I asked her sister, who told me that Saturdays are anime marathon nights, in which charlotte and her boyfriend, Luke, would watch anime shows all night.861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEEIpBCu574
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"They're Otakus," Veronica said.861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8jNoWF5Fm
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"Oh-Tacos?" I marvel at the unfamiliar word.861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4rXbvZrcaI
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"Yeah, I thought it was food, too," Denise said.861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVgyG2r6y5A
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"It means their strong anime fans," Veronica clarified.861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSMhP6BRAY
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We started singing solos, duets, and even as groups. We didn't care about the people watching us as we sing unattractively. The boys would choose Taylor Swift or Katy Perry and sing along to the lyrics in their own girlish ways, and the girls would score their impersonation accordingly. I rapped along with Jordan and Cody a couple times and was crowned Queen of Rap by Denise, much to everyone's opposition.861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡshYzv8R2CM
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We disturbed a lot of costumers and workers, who kept telling us to keep it down. That only made us sing worse and louder than before, earning more complains as a result. One of us earned a few claps from the audience: Tyler. He surely can sing like a pro, and he never ceases to impress us every time we hear him. Of course, whenever he held the microphone, Amber would cheer for him dramatically as if he's singing in a concert.861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiwxtLEziw9
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I felt carefree, just doing what I wanted, careless of others' opinions and thoughts of me. I ignored everything else and focused on having fun. I pushed all the drama and troubles out of my mind. I didn't think of Ryan just once.861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaaKv6SY7mf
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Denise invited herself over to spend the night, much to Cody's satisfaction. I didn't mind her at all. Although I only met her two days ago, she's treating me like we're old buddies. She burrowed a pair of orange shorts and a spaghetti white shirt from my wardrobe and made herself at home. We grabbed junk food and drinks before going to the living room to watch a movie. Cody and Will were playing FIFA before we turned it off to watch our movie. We settled on Magic Mike because why not? Cody and Will cringed from the thought, so they moved to Cody's room to continue their game there. Kat and Rosie went to sleep early tonight, saying that they're going house shopping tomorrow early for Rosie since Kat had no work.861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6xaDDnOQu
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My phone rang in the middle of the movie, lighting up with Ryan's picture. I silent it and go back to the movie.861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Bb7n9zFiE
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"You still ignoring him?" Denise asks.861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlnBmWLkZDR
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"Kinda."861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXhNfsrlCTE
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"Kinda? Girl, you're totally shutting the poor guy off."861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFkG8degZ4Y
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"Well, he deserves it, "I shrug, sipping from my coke, "And are you taking his side?"861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzF22rob5me
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"I ain't takin' nobody's side, sister. All I'm saying is give him a chance and listen to what he has to say, you know?" She answers, quickly taking defense mode.861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡagczIQBWXf
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"He's making me regret worrying about him," I explain, "Like it's my fault at the end."861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMqFGBE9xy
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"Maybe he just needs time before telling you what happened to him."861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSzlFhzkUxc
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"How much time? He needs to know that I'm not a patient person."861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ighpUS6qV
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"Well, then be patient for, Nicky, and maybe he'll be patient for you when you need time one of these days."861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8DXNYcvSWh
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She rests her hand on top of mine and looks at me assuringly. I t feels nice just having someone like her to talk to when I need it. I never had a girlfriend before, so having Denise treat me like that is something new to me coming from a girl, yet it has some familiarity to it in some way.861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXMV32Q32gE
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"Maybe you're right."861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRc5YeSybHU
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"Like hell I'm right! I'm Denise McQueen, Nicky."861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ12qUgU1S6
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"What's up with the new nickname?"861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3pbjIoFHP7
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"I just felt like it'd time I have a different name for ya."861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvf65FNYfHl
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After Denise left the next day, I spent my day in an inner battle with myself and debating whether or not to pay Ryan a visit to talk. Denise had me thinking about what she said all night last night till I came to the decision: I should go open up the topic with him. And yet I was never more hesitant about it. Even after getting his address from Dylan, who I figured would have it, I was still not close to decisive.861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNTUWG4dacR
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I ended up taking Cody's car and waiting outside his house for 25 minutes, doing nothing. I took a deep breath before I left the car to walk towards his mansion. Oh, did I mention that he lives in a fucking mansion? The thing is so huge it can fit the whole school in it.861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuBzhJBNpik
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I pass by two guards, who don't bother to ask me who I am. They need to do something about their security. I mean, one of the guards just grinned at me like it's my place.861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRBcWIt6uOK
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I reach for the doorbell, and as I wait for it to open, I recite what I was planning to say one more time.861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0z8bQ0ljqB
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Ryan, I know that there are things you prefer to keep hidden from me, but I want you to know that I care about you because you're my boyfriend and I care about you...861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPrgZWWBCk4
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Shit, I'm really bad at this!861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBoqTKRQmgQ
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The door opens, and I hold my breath in anticipation. A pretty lady in a maid uniform opens the door with a smile and my heart beats go back to normal. She asks who I am and I respond back, "I'm Nicole. Is Ryan here?"861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡasfIqh1YLH
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"Matilda, who is that?" A woman yells from inside.861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJOeWvGC0py
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"It's a friend of Mr. Ryan, Ma'am," Matilda calls back.861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7f2ajpq4I
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Listen, Ryan, I get that you wanna keep things from me, but you need to know that I only wanna help you...861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3X2ERovGyP
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"I'll take care of it, Matilda. You can go now," Ryan opens the door wider. He was wearing a sleeveless tank with dark blue shorts and looked like he was in the middle of a tough workout session.861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpPpbkuDtbB
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"Shadow."861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgc46fQLVYU
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"Ryan."861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVl6BTu5eFg
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He waits for me to start, and for a few seconds, I forget why I came here in the first place. I guess it's because he looks like fucking beast with his muscles flexing and sweat dripping from his body that I got lost for words.861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSA9kRhCCBM
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And then I recall what I'd been reciting since yesterday.861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡliVYjkx3P8
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"Oh, you um...forgot you pen with me." That's it Nicole, smoother than silk. What the fuck is wrong with me?861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBkKAbHaQa9
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I point the pen in my hand at him, "I came to return it." I try hard to avoid his hard gaze that's piercing through my body.861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXamg4N0b7k
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"But this is not my pen," he raises an eye brow, humor and amusement simultaneously evident on his face.861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcxcVuriBh6
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"Yeah," I lift my hat up, brush my hair to the back then put it back on—an action I unintentionally do when nervous—and mentally curse myself and my damn dignity. The whole thought of apologizing or even admitting anything I've done wrong is not exactly something innate in me. Yes, it's selfish and not right, especially when it's really me at fault, but I can't bring myself to do it.861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI9lEmuI2QG
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Then again, for certain people in your life, you'd do whatever it takes to fix your relationship with them, even if it means bringing your stupid ego below their feet.861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5emr6Ia9p
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"It's actually Cody's; I found it in his car, and..." I trail off and watch his expression getting more and more humorous. "Look, I'm really bad at this."861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIpTCkqyVE0
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"You don't say."861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGOVhuhEYCF
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"Please, just go with it as it is," I take a short breath. "I know I've been a little pushy lately. And I know that even if I'm you girlfriend, I shouldn't be like that. I also know that there are some things you don't want me to know. But I don't give a crap about all of this because I care about you. So can you just please let me in? I know I might be asking too much, but like I said before, I don't care about—"861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMGFZ7V58k
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He cuts me off abruptly, holding my face with both his hands and kissing me intently. I kiss him back with similar affection, taken a bit off guard by the sudden gesture. He pulls apart a couple seconds into the kiss to look me in the eyes and say, "you know nothing, Shadow."861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGjltdEXamC
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"Huh?" I say, breathless.861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡipyJvdnUo3
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"I said you know nothing. All you said might be true to some other guys, but not to me. In fact, I wanna share with you everything about me—all my problems and stress. I was planning on telling you everything in the right time, but you never gave me a chance."861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTS5G9VlVf3
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"I'm sorry, Ryan."861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ94ijGbzWeY
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"There's nothing to be sorry for. We both just had to get each other better, that's all," he then pulls me into a hug. "I know I can be really understanding, babe."861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Mhm7t76iv
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I push him away, "Don't get too full of yourself, Hastings." Then I punch his chest, "This is for interrupting me earlier," I punch him again, "and this is for hugging me while you're sweaty."861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoLwDZKeZW0
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"How sweet of you," he says sarcastically, rubbing circles around his chest. "Now, don't you wanna come in?"861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7efZcew1xe
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"No, I better go back before Cody realizes I stole his car."861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdoRyBjfuvd
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Right on cue, Cody's stupid face lights up on my phone screen. Ryan leans against the doorframe while I answer, only to earn myself a shitload of yells from my dear friend.861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBHjjZq5iXI
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"What the fuck, Nic? You stole my baby? Are you fucking me over, right now?! I told you I have a date tonight."861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlT5hSqc9nY
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He did?861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrC3h1tDPqV
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"Calm down, bastard, I'm on my way back."861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDSsO7PRBbh
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"You better be here before I tie my shoelaces," and he hangs up.861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmN1bZGjW4V
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"He really needs to see a doctor," I sigh.
