第九十二章：承諾與失望418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMJqOolukc
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「Alvin，你聽日喺咪會嚟睇我打學界？」418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKkICDWrizl
在腦海中，我聽到了一把挺熟悉的聲音……418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS84mGZZN6f
她問道了這一條問題，總感覺在過去的回憶當中，也有人詢問過同一條問題……418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfgk0PtKeV3
對，那個人……就是Mandy。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3clyDAtMVo
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我記起，那天是中三時的某一個星期五。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2vu0tISMfv
我在出席完每逢星期五最後兩節課的全校集會後。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ58yubhNNC0
便與當時同班的Haley正在一邊談論著近期的動漫話題，一邊走回課室。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Iya2znSfL
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「Alvin，Haley！你哋傾緊啲咩啊？」418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQcmh1ii77
突然Mandy出現在我們後方並問道。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8B5PCAVBOr
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Haley見況，立即說：「唔阻你兩個，行先。」418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIPq29UZxnb
接著他便一下子把我拋棄在後，自己一馬當先走上了樓梯。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbKtsjvHbIm
無錯，其實他也是我與Mandy秘密交往的知情者之一。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn7ZyQ08Mt5
不過他這樣一下子就走掉，也避免太過令人懷疑起來了……418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKNGTGAtJHq
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「喂，Haley！洗唔洗走咁快……」我怎樣叫也叫不住他。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ71422jsXvF
於是也只好放慢腳步，讓Mandy走上前與自己平排步行著。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ZHEsdDCQM
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「Haley個死仔，話走就走！」我馬上向Mandy抱怨起來。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJsNXOL4oR
而Mandy則是隨即輕笑起來，並說：「Haley可能怕尷尬掛，哈哈。」418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJHzQYugYRR
於是我們接著也一同慢慢地走上樓梯，踏上返回課室的路程。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2mYVdWSMYK
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然而就在中途，Mandy卻突然扭過頭來說：「Alvin，你喺咪聽日會嚟睇我打學界？」418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWJdAYZ09i
「會！一定會！應承咗你架嘛！」我馬上也回應了。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgsteQOTK8H
因為明天星期六，可是Mandy久違的羽毛球學界比賽。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRWUtwSeW6L
身為她的男朋友，我沒有理由不去支持一下，為她打氣吧？418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0BWrnN726q
除此之外，其實我也打算在她完成比賽後，帶她去看電影。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvG087vvwOH
我甚至連戲票都已經一早買定了。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvpMhwvFkoJ
然而，我卻沒有實現這一個承諾……418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8ZziILHlr
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隔天，正當我打算出門口時，媽媽卻突然收到了醫院的電話。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLav9wj9Gam
並告知在醫院的外公已經在為生命的終結，開始進行倒數。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCnqwEWHBeC
若果想見最後一面，就一定要現在立刻前往醫院……418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHjp6wycxOK
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然而，我當然是跟隨家人一起趕去醫院與外公道別。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAvJf0pCjRo
並在路途上，向Mandy發送了一個訊息：418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu3YBu2G1dY
「我公公有事，要趕去醫院」418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhDYvUdSXO
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但是，當時Mandy卻正在為比賽作最後熱身，手機放到了在儲物櫃之中。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE1hcIH7Zek
因此沒有接收到我的訊息，並一直在比賽時，無時無刻都在尋找著我的身影。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZum2VlrrX
卻因為我的缺席，而分神，最後也與勝利無緣。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd9wsQ8SINb
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雖然事後她都知道了我因為有親人去世，才會缺席。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUnB9WEbLOQ
使得輸掉了比賽的她，卻要反過來安慰我。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlSR1jdGHql
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但後來，我透過也有去觀賽的Rita描述所知。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFWJLBZzv0
當時比賽時Mandy的視線不時都望向觀眾席，彷彿就是在尋找著某人的身影。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9MWcpg6YA
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我不單止沒有按照承諾去看比賽為她打氣，甚至還使得她輸掉了比賽。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡticbhUsxns
雖然她一直都說不關我的事，而且知道我是有原因才不來的。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMcEdm53kMW
還覺得我有立即通知她，是盡責的行為。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF7JN0HDq8T
然而，只是因為她沒有看到訊息，才不知道我沒有來。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJlVyMQVuj
而一直在比賽時東張西望，這是她身為選手的不成熟。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzd9C03bHVY
但是，其實我是非常自責的，因為若果我有出現的話，或許她就不會輸掉比賽。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWTjHWiiu0q
我從此得知了，當承諾實現不了的時候，就只會帶來失望，是對自己的失望……418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlGlFVeMMSB
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「叮鈴鈴—鈴鈴—」418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp9UPpq4gBk
「嗄！」我突然從鬧鐘中醒過，並發現電話只是放在了我頭的一旁響鬧著。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHM0UNbFQDg
於是我立即拿起來看，並隨即發現了Venus數個未讀訊息……418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMzgKWGWk3a
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「弊，琴晚唔好小心瞓著咗，無覆到佢！」418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxvm9e0eKwr
我慌張起來地說道，並馬上點開她的訊息來看。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXws2S9RClo
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「阿侑你聽日有咩比賽啊？」418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSrmE7hXWG7
這是她午夜十二時半向我發出的。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7FY98VZSUE
然而，那時候我卻昏睡了，所以遲遲都沒有回覆她。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK450kckRBJ
因此，在大約十分後她又傳來：418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBoc0HJwVoZ
「Online住唔應嘅？」418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQof2Bsv7NO
「跑完步攰得制瞓咗？」418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWxq73zEk5
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接著，再過五分鐘後，她確認了我已經是中途昏睡了。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGCXqTmo3s
她便傳來了一句打氣及晚安。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9wUpKifye7
「聽日繼續加油啦！晚安啦傻>w<」418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2dSjX7a0bi
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然後，直到今早六時半，她又向我傳來了一個訊息：418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdEijguJYp2
「我準備做手術啦」418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCPS42i9d2i
「做完再覆你ouo<3」418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE1xaPptRMf
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我看到了她即將要進行手術的訊息後，立即就回覆她：418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7SFugKaEmQ
「加油啊！我會等你回覆架>X<」418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ09C5sKDZOF
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然而，這一段訊息，卻是維持了一段時間的單剔號。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwCJqKTeXpL
意味著她並沒有收到我的訊息。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡenOIRhsdbc
會是單剔號，可能是因為訊號不良接收不到，也可能是她關機了。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfFfZJaI0q
但這時候，我都只能坐在床上看著手機上與她的對話眶。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9T4bzya23v
心裡不斷希望剛剛的那一句訊息，由單剔號變成雙剔號……418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcLZn0HFzXv
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雖然剔號並沒有改變，但是此刻我也再次回到運動場上。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6mFIAz9Cp
不過雙腳仍然在作痛著，痛楚比昨晚的還來得更刺更痛。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsD2UjSNrY4
而且更糟糕的是，甚至在我平常步速下步行時。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHmzoTL7SZQ
也會不時感到突如其來的一陣刺痛，使我在一瞬間一瘸一拐起來。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdvtIOaMdp5
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但我還不能就此停下腳步，因為此刻我都已經站在了二百米短跑的起點線上。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcwYgtVP7TY
只要再多撐三場賽事，我便能光榮地向做完手術的Venus展示自己的努力，展示自己達成承諾了……418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLoRGUmfwfr
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「各就位……預備……」418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaOVguVXwhQ
起點發令員很快也舉起了起步槍。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3IwuauQhfD
於是我也蹲下來作起步準備，然而就在蹲下的一瞬間。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzgOTd3zSrd
小腿卻如同被猛火燃燒一樣，我也只能以三個詞彙來形容，就是刺熱、酸痛以及辛苦。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2p6ocLzkgz
但是我已經回不了去，因為起步的槍聲也隨即響起。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbW8sii5xam
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「呯—」 418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuuQiGYmpez
我立即抬起身來向前跑，卻發現自己怎麼跑也跑不快。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡptVQeDmHbE
並且很快就從第三名被超前成為第四名。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡomED2wCRAy
接著更陸續被反超前，由第四五跌到第五名、第六名、第七名……第八名。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmYvXlfdgJX
最後更成為了最後一名。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL5ZkWBSuCN
但是，即使我再怎麼發力奔跑也好，還是追不上眼前的選手……418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYY7qm2l3tB
只能眼白白看著他們逐一衝線，自己卻還在跑著。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsPV89bGimj
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這場二百米賽事，我可是徹底地敗北了。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4UouGTmx8X
到底我是在搞甚麼鬼了？418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKSVJHnE87s
為什麼會落敗？為什麼這麼簡單都贏不了？418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDfOcW5wwE6
我恨自己，恨自己又未能實現承諾。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh2vGa9k8KN
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然而片刻後，我也一拐一拐地在看台下方走著。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3gbh7Q7LT0
打算前往更衣室檢討一人自己的失敗，並再次拉筋起來準備下午的賽事。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4DH3eoIM2
可是這時候，前方卻有人阻擋了我的前路，並說：「阿侑……你做咩啦……」418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQlfSkKU9PI
是Mandy。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUcmWq4J5vX
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「無啊，我去更衣室拉筋啊，仲要準備下晝嘅比賽。」418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPnJvhkhVg0
我馬上就向她說道了目的，並打算從她身旁走過。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfBU9FrQbw4
可是，她卻突然捉住了我的手臂並說：418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLO4oiCJTS5
「Zack佢話你怪怪地，搏哂命去參加比賽，所以我先落嚟睇一睇你。」418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJMA54Prk3
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「咁要贏就要搏命架啦。」我還是一臉輕鬆的與她說著。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQrFHeR0MY
可是她卻表現激動起來：「搏命搏到依家行路拐下拐下咁，你無嘢啊嘛？」418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9cBl5Wq0au
我嚇了一嚇，沒有即時回應她。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu2uRwVMvtw
於是她也繼續說下去：「何鵬侑，你講！到底發生咗咩事你要咁搏命？」418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkOpPLL65nY
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「我應承咗人，咁咪要搏命囉！承諾嚟架嘛！」我說道。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN9S4YVlZv3
「喺承諾咁又點？」但她隨即就質問起來。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxjdhlD8Vpe
此刻被她質疑到「承諾」時，我也忍不住激動起來說：418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5x3CPXYR4g
「實現唔到承諾咪會失望囉！就好似以前咁，我明明應承咗你，但喺又嚟唔到睇你學界比賽，仲要搞到你分神輸咗！咪搞到你對我失望囉！」418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJbSIopwt8t
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「啪—」418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdvTwwHt1QW
她突然一巴拳打到我的左臉上。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCjsSc5nkbB
我瞬間愣住，並發現了她已經淚流滿面起來。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCn92MUwWDO
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「我個陣……根本就無對你失望……我知你有原因先唔嚟……點解你就一定要……一定要覺得我喺對你失望啊……」她哽咽地說著。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTLR3H155jB
直至這一刻，我才下意識過來。418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb3uoaP8KCI
剛剛的那一句說話，到底是有多麼的錯……418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVimnIrHsJX
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「為了實現承諾而使人失望，划算嗎」418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzZPhnAkra
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