第九十二章：承諾與失望440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtANNQDhXH2
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「Alvin，你聽日喺咪會嚟睇我打學界？」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIVluzN6JIu
在腦海中，我聽到了一把挺熟悉的聲音……440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFDdrzmuncB
她問道了這一條問題，總感覺在過去的回憶當中，也有人詢問過同一條問題……440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡquS32xkkVc
對，那個人……就是Mandy。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCRkX5FckyI
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我記起，那天是中三時的某一個星期五。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPApdmkJUvC
我在出席完每逢星期五最後兩節課的全校集會後。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSEgq8ouuMZ
便與當時同班的Haley正在一邊談論著近期的動漫話題，一邊走回課室。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7raoF0Q0j0
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「Alvin，Haley！你哋傾緊啲咩啊？」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ojYhbZD8T
突然Mandy出現在我們後方並問道。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvBVTAU0osg
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu3d5JCbbyq
Haley見況，立即說：「唔阻你兩個，行先。」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQQwc6lNoSz
接著他便一下子把我拋棄在後，自己一馬當先走上了樓梯。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4rhTAG59Iy
無錯，其實他也是我與Mandy秘密交往的知情者之一。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKxJbLKOWNy
不過他這樣一下子就走掉，也避免太過令人懷疑起來了……440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfVZhuiMPGT
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「喂，Haley！洗唔洗走咁快……」我怎樣叫也叫不住他。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjxXaJxFird
於是也只好放慢腳步，讓Mandy走上前與自己平排步行著。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpRt3LRPqmc
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ntVTRuvHy
「Haley個死仔，話走就走！」我馬上向Mandy抱怨起來。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2C2bNH94Dp
而Mandy則是隨即輕笑起來，並說：「Haley可能怕尷尬掛，哈哈。」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡURiOMzKwV0
於是我們接著也一同慢慢地走上樓梯，踏上返回課室的路程。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNRsdhaQeil
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然而就在中途，Mandy卻突然扭過頭來說：「Alvin，你喺咪聽日會嚟睇我打學界？」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXWBqvBbHuM
「會！一定會！應承咗你架嘛！」我馬上也回應了。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKcyN2jWzAf
因為明天星期六，可是Mandy久違的羽毛球學界比賽。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhwS8Bf9Vrh
身為她的男朋友，我沒有理由不去支持一下，為她打氣吧？440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCKeIBxqzxs
除此之外，其實我也打算在她完成比賽後，帶她去看電影。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDp11C6G2Y
我甚至連戲票都已經一早買定了。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNCV7R4X6qu
然而，我卻沒有實現這一個承諾……440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxm3VdH1leq
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0n6ZRpd28C
隔天，正當我打算出門口時，媽媽卻突然收到了醫院的電話。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOJbTG8kTms
並告知在醫院的外公已經在為生命的終結，開始進行倒數。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk3uB5OT1ke
若果想見最後一面，就一定要現在立刻前往醫院……440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4gQdY7scs
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7YLxcegTEz
然而，我當然是跟隨家人一起趕去醫院與外公道別。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZFRppymI1
並在路途上，向Mandy發送了一個訊息：440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhbnxNxghuN
「我公公有事，要趕去醫院」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJdx18khKeC
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但是，當時Mandy卻正在為比賽作最後熱身，手機放到了在儲物櫃之中。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfEMrMF9vKs
因此沒有接收到我的訊息，並一直在比賽時，無時無刻都在尋找著我的身影。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiXR2eQgK8X
卻因為我的缺席，而分神，最後也與勝利無緣。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgnhebm8Ya8
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雖然事後她都知道了我因為有親人去世，才會缺席。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfwIhAVzADn
使得輸掉了比賽的她，卻要反過來安慰我。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxn2Z8ZtbuU
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdLyupT4Ws6
但後來，我透過也有去觀賽的Rita描述所知。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSruUBg9Dah
當時比賽時Mandy的視線不時都望向觀眾席，彷彿就是在尋找著某人的身影。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyRy5Rv3BjM
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnlz1pSsbKt
我不單止沒有按照承諾去看比賽為她打氣，甚至還使得她輸掉了比賽。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIScVkMpaZf
雖然她一直都說不關我的事，而且知道我是有原因才不來的。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfV1EEO4nIm
還覺得我有立即通知她，是盡責的行為。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMyWa94iCo
然而，只是因為她沒有看到訊息，才不知道我沒有來。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqqgicncbNE
而一直在比賽時東張西望，這是她身為選手的不成熟。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoxJfleHhXY
但是，其實我是非常自責的，因為若果我有出現的話，或許她就不會輸掉比賽。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGNR6UAEvh
我從此得知了，當承諾實現不了的時候，就只會帶來失望，是對自己的失望……440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKg0RT9Engs
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「叮鈴鈴—鈴鈴—」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8pXXLyJij
「嗄！」我突然從鬧鐘中醒過，並發現電話只是放在了我頭的一旁響鬧著。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW6g18CgwYK
於是我立即拿起來看，並隨即發現了Venus數個未讀訊息……440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3f4DhhJoH
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYeQV6HC26Y
「弊，琴晚唔好小心瞓著咗，無覆到佢！」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFLeELD6h70
我慌張起來地說道，並馬上點開她的訊息來看。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtlbJt51iXw
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ylqgbW3HJ
「阿侑你聽日有咩比賽啊？」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDeeGag5vt
這是她午夜十二時半向我發出的。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnaYRu5yLL2
然而，那時候我卻昏睡了，所以遲遲都沒有回覆她。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAUwkM8Py3P
因此，在大約十分後她又傳來：440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZNb0FUqbYJ
「Online住唔應嘅？」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8moUwPqbNp
「跑完步攰得制瞓咗？」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvUHziGZnnv
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61OQJH1DGP
接著，再過五分鐘後，她確認了我已經是中途昏睡了。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xjQtkBHX5
她便傳來了一句打氣及晚安。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5WEINbP6Hp
「聽日繼續加油啦！晚安啦傻>w<」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIom8MXkxJL
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVeHseLQsWF
然後，直到今早六時半，她又向我傳來了一個訊息：440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJxtWNDrtfR
「我準備做手術啦」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSjp7P91NJ
「做完再覆你ouo<3」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf59P6KubuN
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9sPodq8GF0
我看到了她即將要進行手術的訊息後，立即就回覆她：440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa62pwYUJTi
「加油啊！我會等你回覆架>X<」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzujiK7JvnB
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ99gy207MPw
然而，這一段訊息，卻是維持了一段時間的單剔號。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1TUspz9PDH
意味著她並沒有收到我的訊息。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIcV8CE9Fxr
會是單剔號，可能是因為訊號不良接收不到，也可能是她關機了。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7xKnNVsxX6
但這時候，我都只能坐在床上看著手機上與她的對話眶。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZLYRlPJJeG
心裡不斷希望剛剛的那一句訊息，由單剔號變成雙剔號……440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwMR7v0kqwU
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雖然剔號並沒有改變，但是此刻我也再次回到運動場上。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDpAjIacCdy
不過雙腳仍然在作痛著，痛楚比昨晚的還來得更刺更痛。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDO3ipxrd2Y
而且更糟糕的是，甚至在我平常步速下步行時。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy2dEZTf2nn
也會不時感到突如其來的一陣刺痛，使我在一瞬間一瘸一拐起來。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd9Q8o6RiQh
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3YkGZM1Sor
但我還不能就此停下腳步，因為此刻我都已經站在了二百米短跑的起點線上。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHyJ5xVtVVV
只要再多撐三場賽事，我便能光榮地向做完手術的Venus展示自己的努力，展示自己達成承諾了……440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8wDn5fzuq7
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「各就位……預備……」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhfatxnxV1s
起點發令員很快也舉起了起步槍。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡePpQDJM34i
於是我也蹲下來作起步準備，然而就在蹲下的一瞬間。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWouQL0AlIo
小腿卻如同被猛火燃燒一樣，我也只能以三個詞彙來形容，就是刺熱、酸痛以及辛苦。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyVnjfwFknS
但是我已經回不了去，因為起步的槍聲也隨即響起。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZiumS1TOAt
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「呯—」 440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvMCV3GMKG8
我立即抬起身來向前跑，卻發現自己怎麼跑也跑不快。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEu6rStk26O
並且很快就從第三名被超前成為第四名。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtpIHxIl7IR
接著更陸續被反超前，由第四五跌到第五名、第六名、第七名……第八名。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRo8OwEWr33
最後更成為了最後一名。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK55hrHptTH
但是，即使我再怎麼發力奔跑也好，還是追不上眼前的選手……440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDwfNr2Tf7F
只能眼白白看著他們逐一衝線，自己卻還在跑著。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHCaTEYgUKp
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這場二百米賽事，我可是徹底地敗北了。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtsSnJotbnA
到底我是在搞甚麼鬼了？440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZaHAS09iv
為什麼會落敗？為什麼這麼簡單都贏不了？440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡefKBFFCJtN
我恨自己，恨自己又未能實現承諾。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD09grCYMsq
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然而片刻後，我也一拐一拐地在看台下方走著。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡADpfeqMXSP
打算前往更衣室檢討一人自己的失敗，並再次拉筋起來準備下午的賽事。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUdEpc3c0Ny
可是這時候，前方卻有人阻擋了我的前路，並說：「阿侑……你做咩啦……」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOfl4kr65im
是Mandy。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcGUn6Qzwvf
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMW6MjSy9TY
「無啊，我去更衣室拉筋啊，仲要準備下晝嘅比賽。」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU6Bz07wpzm
我馬上就向她說道了目的，並打算從她身旁走過。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKSEU6aWgxa
可是，她卻突然捉住了我的手臂並說：440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbdAIZ1t7GR
「Zack佢話你怪怪地，搏哂命去參加比賽，所以我先落嚟睇一睇你。」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVM37YTWFeM
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxDWzDZb6NS
「咁要贏就要搏命架啦。」我還是一臉輕鬆的與她說著。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNZiBnivVAR
可是她卻表現激動起來：「搏命搏到依家行路拐下拐下咁，你無嘢啊嘛？」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ87FTrXXMKu
我嚇了一嚇，沒有即時回應她。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMR1PIWBbQ5
於是她也繼續說下去：「何鵬侑，你講！到底發生咗咩事你要咁搏命？」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWxCzJ1yLb9
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvL8xJinwIx
「我應承咗人，咁咪要搏命囉！承諾嚟架嘛！」我說道。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJdJPzoigb
「喺承諾咁又點？」但她隨即就質問起來。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT9X3lYxaks
此刻被她質疑到「承諾」時，我也忍不住激動起來說：440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzGIA9b5im3
「實現唔到承諾咪會失望囉！就好似以前咁，我明明應承咗你，但喺又嚟唔到睇你學界比賽，仲要搞到你分神輸咗！咪搞到你對我失望囉！」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgPhOPxB4on
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「啪—」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUyJeJjZqiq
她突然一巴拳打到我的左臉上。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHnNma9iuMH
我瞬間愣住，並發現了她已經淚流滿面起來。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI0H9ok8qXM
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「我個陣……根本就無對你失望……我知你有原因先唔嚟……點解你就一定要……一定要覺得我喺對你失望啊……」她哽咽地說著。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitdiNeW9ty
直至這一刻，我才下意識過來。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqLWIMCoPY
剛剛的那一句說話，到底是有多麼的錯……440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxMuBMb6F7Y
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「為了實現承諾而使人失望，划算嗎」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaevKorKOPd
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