過去篇(四)378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeXZKYuQ1ZW
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfu032C2Ifs
某一天，在午息時段，Ivy悶悶不樂地來到學校的庭園。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF1IKOwqBHM
找了一個寧靜的角落，獨自一人坐下，不禁嘆息起來。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDTy0Kkf4q
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQKHtXc8AQU
原來在剛才午飯時間，Ivy又一次鼓起勇氣邀約Alvin一同吃午飯。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBd29GmakVN
可是早就習慣了與其他男生一同外出用膳的Alvin。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ItgqAXZkL
並且升上中學後，根本就沒有被女生邀約吃飯。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDew0HajeXh
因此Ivy突如其來邀約，再加上當時朋友們的催促，Alvin也只好當下拒絕了她的邀請。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4IXEJ1mdbl
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGOSNyRd8Ej
被喜歡的人拒絕邀約，除了感到可惜及失望之外，就根本甚麼都做不到。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrxBEdp1R76
Ivy曾經嘗試融入對方的生活圈子之中，卻永遠都只是停留在表面上的融入。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDYfrFzQxd5
至今，她與Alvin仍然是維持在每天上學見面時談上兩三句話的局面。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVqgcuRJTw
即使放學後，她與Alvin透過WhatsApp聊天的次數，也少之又少。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiVGbty2fHx
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNzvpWanUJ5
「Alvin都好似唔多理我咁……莫非真喺要好似Laura咁講，直接同佢講我鍾意佢……」378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4tPBB0AUME
這時，在Ivy的腦海中也閃現出前陣子Laura的一句說話。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPjQjrtyftr
那句叫她向喜歡的人坦承的說話。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYI8CIAF0wD
可是對於性格偏向內向的Ivy來說，要與喜歡的人坦白，可是一件難若登天的事情。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr7WrWiklCI
單是起初鼓起勇氣向Alvin進一步搭訕，她其實也在心裡掙扎了好幾天。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNRlqmno64f
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYT5P17oErf
「你鍾意Alvin啊？」378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡusmoRHUOyM
突然有一把男聲從Ivy的後方傳來。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwedPbBb99C
使得她馬上驚慌失色起來，並隨即轉過身來，查看聲音的主人。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIr1rdTYMNZ
「Dan……？點解你會嚟庭園嘅？」378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaWIo7Bs1Gv
在確認是同班的同學後，Ivy也接著好奇地問道。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk6D01oJRDM
畢竟，學校的庭園平常根本不會有人到訪。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI8wHzqSeub
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEj5tRhFeyy
「食飽飯無嘢做，咪嚟行過圈囉……但竟然比我八卦到啲嘢啊，呵呵。」378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6O5ZCsLsPZ
Dan在說著的同時，奸笑起來，然後就盯著Ivy，等待對方辯解。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8mGxnlEjeX
「你唔好講出啊！我求你！」Ivy當然是立即雙手合十，不斷向Dan請求著。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡozf7NomgbV
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcCKCdPbRJ1
接著，Dan也抓一抓自己的頭髮，一臉沾沾自喜地說：378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwkWl5h0oP8
「乜我似啲會將人哋秘密亂咁爆出去嘅人咩？」378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvAFP1HM7Uq
Ivy思考了一會Dan的這句話，然後就搖頭說：「咁又唔似……」378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS0qHbJK4BD
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJF5HK50Det
「鍾意咗人幾耐啊？」Dan隨即問道，看來是打算再八卦一下Ivy的事情。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY7Jidod8XM
Ivy頓時也面紅耳赤起來，並不斷捏住自己的校裙。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG5JzRUMJYh
而在一番內心掙扎後，她也小小聲地說：「大概三個月啦……」378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv4sIrUG3ZG
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiRuBvbEcQY
Dan馬上「哇」了一聲，但很快又一臉認真地摸著下巴說：378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjY7O3KdOcT
「唔怪得近排見你同Alvin多咗嘢講啦……不過睇嚟你都好似有嘢煩惱緊？」378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ59C9GpXS9A
在對方的引導下，Ivy也開始向Dan說起了一切的由來。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqIDUw7VI0y
由一開始對Alvin產生興趣，然後就是好感，最後就是喜歡了對方。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9QC6iG1bsX
不過卻一直未能向對方表達心意。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQk3wH8sVJv
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUcX8YTpio6
Dan聆聽完Ivy一番經歷後，隨即也露出一個恍然大悟的樣子。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAvdRJahgMK
「哦，所以啱啱先見你唉聲嘆氣咁坐喺到。」378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgGubRTu9Be
Ivy沒有說話，只是默默地點著頭。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj2dxUcSAWF
於是Dan見況也繼續說：「都明你點解咁沮喪嘅，明明鍾意人，但又無勇氣同對方講，想接近人，但喺又無從入手，令到自己卡咗喺個尷尬位。」378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9fVVlbKj3e
聽到Dan「一針見血」的總結後，Ivy也馬上再次嘆息起來。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpoO8WgFg7Y
然後一臉沒精打采地看著Dan，並用低沉的聲音說：「聽嚟我都喺無機架啦……」378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1fn5fYkPW
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8iWBpmZIkj
「唔好灰啦！不如我幫你探下Alvin口風啦！知佢點諗你都一件好事啊！」378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9ggh6mXZK
Dan見到Ivy一臉死氣沉沉地樣子，馬上轉用一個輕快的口吻說著，希望從而令Ivy振作一點。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLVPjSSWa0
而Ivy聽到了Dan的建議後，馬上想起了先前Laura的一句：「唔試過又點知得唔得呢？」378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡteMzsss7d5
隨即也重燃心中的希望之火，一邊點頭一邊把一切都託付到Dan手上……378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbdmiYpafJz
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378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEqptkYGagh
數天後，Dan看準了放學時Alvin獨自離開課室的時機。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCUmnE0NhRU
馬上裝作想與Alvin一同放學而上前與他搭訕。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ682haZ6BYC
「Alvin，不如今日一齊走啊！」378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNMEi6OBSlr
「少有喎，你今日唔喺同Francis一齊走。」378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjcjQtlIJZ2
「因為……Francis比人罰留堂啊！」378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5xC3HR6fX5
但此刻Francis其實是在班房裡與其他男生共同挑戰著手機遊戲中的關卡……378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2wTUnhD9Pw
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ36aFgLPiCT
接著，Dan與Alvin二人一邊聊著一邊下樓梯。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo0qYJMiTov
聊起兩三句後，Dan也開門見山問道：「Alvin，你喺2E有無鍾意嘅人啊？」378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsPb5glOObL
隨即二人也站在了原地。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWOgvyjvS5
而此時，Ivy也剛好走到了樓梯的轉角處，聆聽到了Alvin接下的回答。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfsx6CIKI9
「無喎。」Alvin的這一個回答，簡單而直接。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0WhTi4rwfZ
不過卻同時使Dan愣住了，而偷聽著的Ivy更感到失望起來。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIfSJ9a54Ej
看來她的幻想，都確實只是幻想。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFCCWEBDyeq
並如同泡沫一樣，在一瞬間破掉化為無物。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhDMiJhZKU
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8IuihZOJe4
「真喺無鍾意嘅人？」Dan再問道，並語氣變得質疑起來。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfOjRnHZR10
不過Alvin仍然迅速而堅定地回答同樣的答案：「真喺無。」378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZaU7lj7ezp
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyqGQFoCwE2
這使得Dan不禁倒抽了一口氣。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLkwt2uB1J6
不過機智的他，也很快就想到第二條問題：「咁班入面有無邊個女仔吸引到你啊？」378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyOECoZXouD
Alvin思考了一會，然後答：「嗯……無喎……」378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgb6yueYdmH
雖然答案一樣，但是這一次Alvin的回答，卻從中感覺到一絲猶如。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEUz8GIOhZU
於是Dan也捉住了這份遲疑，再問：「真喺無？你諗真啲……例如Ivy呢？」378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG6WFqMN7XP
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy0dnkmnCY8
在轉角處的Ivy聽到了自己的名字後，也意會到Dan終於把與Alvin的對話引導到自己身上。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT8Iq3BvB8L
她隨即地把雙手放到胸口上，希望能藉此壓抑住活蹦亂跳的心。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgztK6ljjxP
因為對於接下來Alvin的回答，她確實感到額外的緊張起來。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZsawuqxFu3
可是，她接著聽到答案是……378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwvL03Ix4F2
「Ivy啊……無咩特別感覺喎，咪普通同學咁。」378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcN5pEofiu6
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuMpcExUcgR
聽到Alvin的回答，Ivy頓時如同石化了一樣，目瞪口呆地站在原地。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV1ZiO9Hq8u
連此刻站在Alvin對面的Dan也瞬間感到愕然起來。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlnnnwvmC7f
或許他自己也猜想不到，這就是Alvin的答案。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUjj1KK3QDt
不過，感到有點不知所揩的Dan，也靈機一動，立即再問：378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhO5so2aLRi
「如果Ivy喺鍾意你呢？」378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsTzal2BCHy
他選擇不再轉彎抹角，而是斬釘截鐵地道出了Ivy的心意。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWOIuCmBkAj
但其實他都猜想不到，原來Ivy一直偷聽著。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaD186qhhvy
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡObu2GkttCn
然而，Alvin隨即也皺起眉頭說：「就算佢鍾意我，都唔代表我要鍾意佢。感情呢啲嘢講feel架嘛，如果要迎合佢嘅心意，而勉強自己，我做唔到。」378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVIBD8nT9Z9
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeAYbw6E6Um
正當Alvin說完這句話後，他們的上方也突然傳來了一聲急促的腳步聲。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZye8lrAxkm
於是Alvin好奇地探頭瞄了一眼上方，並發現沒有人。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyz7i3gHhDh
接著也扭過頭來繼續與Dan談論剛剛的話題。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY1IZwNWbVL
然而，他並不知道，剛才腳步聲的主人，正是Ivy。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfzWFSjFawz
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡByMJKB0nja
而與此同時，Ivy也已經淚流滿面，走到了學校的某處。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyz0GXxlKJb
孤單一人坐在角落，蜷縮著身體，雙臂抱住雙膝，痛哭起來。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡISWGKG3QTV
她的哭聲，無比悲哀及淒慘，如同心被刀割一樣。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Nm8xbWeDE
看來這份傷痛，將永遠刻印在她的心中，成為一條永遠無法修補的疤痕。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPE8auuyMTx
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378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjvsDTz8mF
「就算佢鍾意我，都唔代表我要鍾意佢」378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9HEpzTqLT
直至深夜時，Ivy再次因為回想起Alvin的這一句話，而驚醒過來。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUrUXlmH537
她隨即慢慢地離開了床，並坐在一旁的梳妝桌。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcK7EP7UgWw
然後，打開了桌燈，看著鏡中雙眼通紅、神情疲倦的自己。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjlHGRZUT7B
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWofBPxoTak
接著再回想起Alvin的說話，以及這三個月來自己的所做一切。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFbRDobJx9U
她不禁冷笑起來，隨後打開桌上文具盒，拿出了一把美術刀。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAiBLgmw4tR
伸出冰冷的刀鋒，對著自己的手臀……378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcj4QjNR621
「嚓—」378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjcRIztui9A
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgLVtSax7k4
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWhGBj2iIA
「懷著多大的期望，就會迎來同等的失望，甚至最終帶來更深的絕望」378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCmnTnKKVIp
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡek2Uj0VmqY
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDWWEhZ2J5C
作者在此鄭重聲明：378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuR72fTsRAd
𠝹手只是劇情的一部份，並且是虛構情節。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLOyU1l60ej
讀者們請潔身自愛，切勿嘗試！！！378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNgv9i7PKd
無論遇上多麼不如意的事情，都切勿做出任何試圖傷害身體的行為。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ184IlYur6V
若發現事情未如理想，無法獨力承受，請向身邊的人如父母及師長尋求協助。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3uU9qKhGi
切勿將傷害身體來發洩情緒一事合理化，請各位潔身自愛。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlkwf8J1ECa
愛人前先要懂得愛錫自己。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuuntKPbFD7
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRlzqcqXja
作者閒聊：378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG5ieRLXfrK
過去阿侑的一句：「就算佢鍾意我，都唔代表我要鍾意佢。感情呢啲嘢講feel架嘛，如果要迎合佢嘅心意，而勉強自己，我做唔到。」378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ45EzrT0I9Y
完全是在打著現在自己的臉……378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJiXYifvHNt
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