暑假篇:坦誠524Please respect copyright.PENANAKFqGTKTvtU
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以下將會是依玲的視角……524Please respect copyright.PENANAqaMojO3BB4
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「Elaine,可唔可以同你傾啲嘢。」524Please respect copyright.PENANAEInue8mrwP
Laura向我說了這句話後,就一手把我拉到燒烤場附近的一個遊戲園裡。524Please respect copyright.PENANAmkaLbamH80
而這裡仍然可以勉強地看到燒烤場的一點點火光。524Please respect copyright.PENANAKI4a5M1ATs
但是這個遊樂場卻沒有任何燈光設備,只能依靠旁邊小路上的路燈作照明。524Please respect copyright.PENANAdr0dWFfLwJ
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然而,我此刻心裡只也是想著,到底Laura有甚麼話要跟我說,而必須要把我帶離眾人呢?524Please respect copyright.PENANA5FPH1SDHuT
因此她停下腳步後,我便忍不住問她:「Laura,到底你有咩想同我傾啊?」524Please respect copyright.PENANAcFMMP0Rste
但隨即Laura也坐在了遊樂場的滑梯上,雙手抱膝說:「突然有啲難開口添……」524Please respect copyright.PENANAeGvXHIVpjW
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「有咩難開口到要避開哂班上面所有人,而單獨同我講啊?」524Please respect copyright.PENANAvKNz4Kw5hS
我再問道,並一同坐到了她的身旁。524Please respect copyright.PENANAot2WpLa4aY
接著,她也沉默起來,彷彿是在思考著甚麼。524Please respect copyright.PENANA2wB8mQay4d
而我都搞不清楚她的目的,只能默默地繼續靜坐著,等待她開口說話的一刻。524Please respect copyright.PENANAwkbvkKYRQc
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「唉……」她在沉思過後,先嘆了一口氣。524Please respect copyright.PENANAY4hIat4CNI
然後就說:「本身喺Rita叫我幫手支開你,點知轉頭又叫我順便同你坦誠埋……」524Please respect copyright.PENANAKfr5CUunFK
「咩支開?咩坦誠啊?同埋又關Rita事?」524Please respect copyright.PENANAsaz51O1lfR
我馬上露出了一個百思不解的表情說著。524Please respect copyright.PENANANIEHgVUqB1
並一同在心裡猜想著,既然她提及了是Rita叫她支開我。524Please respect copyright.PENANAMPVso6zkVN
證明此刻在燒烤場的其他人是在討論著一些不想被我知道的事情?!524Please respect copyright.PENANAojMekpu0YG
而且Rita又叫她向我坦誠,到底所謂的坦誠又是些甚麼意思呢?524Please respect copyright.PENANA8CrKxhugek
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我接著也先詢問了她第一個疑點:「佢哋要支開我,即喺為咗要講啲唔想比我知嘅內容,唔通喺講我壞話?」524Please respect copyright.PENANAiUT9VyaEne
可是在我說道後,Laura卻抬頭看著天上的夜空,並說:「你放心,佢哋唔喺講你壞話,喺講阿侑。」524Please respect copyright.PENANAVmYHr0RcFI
「哦,原來喺講阿侑……等等!點解連你都改口叫阿侑架?」我一臉驚訝地問。524Please respect copyright.PENANAr2wP6oFVwb
畢竟,以我所知除了我之外,會叫Alvin為阿侑的人,也只要Venus及Mandy。524Please respect copyright.PENANAtRFQEbe7P5
而且會直呼其名的我們三人,都與阿侑有著……特殊的關係。524Please respect copyright.PENANAkMYOqWPZ0G
但是若果連Laura都直呼阿侑的話,莫非她……524Please respect copyright.PENANAmrDDzeqq1p
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「你放心,我唔喺鍾意阿侑。只喺聽慣咗Mandy咁叫,所以都改咗口。」524Please respect copyright.PENANAk0GbvdFfU5
Laura彷彿閱讀了我的內心一樣,面不改色、語氣平淡地說。524Please respect copyright.PENANA964tMjUqyE
「都好……」我不自覺地鬆了一口氣。524Please respect copyright.PENANAgqH7BA2cXY
但為什麼當知道Laura不是喜歡阿侑後,我會整個人感到放鬆下來?524Please respect copyright.PENANA0PsRoiFlCD
難道,剛才我曾有一刻是在害怕著Laura打算與我坦誠的事……524Please respect copyright.PENANAZdiTK2Q0tl
其實是她都一樣喜歡阿侑?!524Please respect copyright.PENANAJPWJ1RCKAb
不過,既然她都證清不是了,那麼我也可以放心了……?524Please respect copyright.PENANAWBUf0FWosB
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「Elaine啊,其實你對Raymond仲有無感覺?」524Please respect copyright.PENANA5xtv2a66Lc
突然Laura提及了我那個混帳前度男友。524Please respect copyright.PENANA7DRUsbTeKg
單是聽到Raymond這個名字,我馬上就想起那傢伙對我的不忠及滋擾。524Please respect copyright.PENANAEHpNkyiDWy
因此我也隨即感到氣憤起來並說:「緊喺無哂feel啦!條友又出軌、又想推我落樓梯,而且之前仲跟蹤我!」524Please respect copyright.PENANAX4fiQ3MC0j
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「咁你無諗過如果當初Raymond無出軌,依家嘅你哋又會點?」她再問道。524Please respect copyright.PENANAgfhGMzjkHT
而我也沉默起來,其實我曾經都一樣思考過若果當初Raymond沒有出軌,接下來又會發生甚麼樣的事情。524Please respect copyright.PENANA2IRXJX6fv3
如果當時Raymond沒有對我不忠,不去找那個甚麼Jennifer的話,我與他便不會以分手告終。524Please respect copyright.PENANARQvTYJfkBS
更不會發生後續的鬧劇,他不會推我下樓梯、不會經常在電話騷擾我、不會試圖跟蹤我。524Please respect copyright.PENANAqClRKV4idS
說不定,現在我們還在交住中,並繼續被校報評為「校園風雲情侶」。524Please respect copyright.PENANAdgPvkJhXJV
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然而,Laura卻隨即打斷了我的幻想:524Please respect copyright.PENANAGESn8Dkt5k
「其實,當時搞散你同Raymond嘅根本唔喺咩Jennifer……而喺我。」524Please respect copyright.PENANAo35FZ4ph8L
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「咩話?」524Please respect copyright.PENANAmQM4mtBLLd
我即時的第一個反應是瞪大了雙眼,一臉驚訝地扭過頭去看著她。524Please respect copyright.PENANAAt927681zQ
然後就擺出一副難以置信的表情再問:「你咁講喺咩意思啊?」524Please respect copyright.PENANAAdnizYlj6r
但她仍然是看著夜空而沒有回答我。524Please respect copyright.PENANA9pAOEZkwf4
因此我再三問道,並同時終於按捺不住心中的激動:「你指Raymond出軌嘅對象喺你,而唔喺Jennifer?」524Please respect copyright.PENANAlbUWIt20oG
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這次,Laura終於有回應了。524Please respect copyright.PENANAulxhzLhh39
她先低頭沉思了一會,然後就扭頭過來,毫不遲疑地說:「無錯,就喺我。」524Please respect copyright.PENANAcibNarWXvR
從她認真的眼神,感覺到一絲的開著玩笑,看來她是認真的。524Please respect copyright.PENANA6UaPib0FZZ
因為從中四到現在,我根本沒有見過如此認真的Laura。524Please respect copyright.PENANAG1B7YyOhDg
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同一時間,我剛才激動的情緒,也被她幹脆利落的回答,一下子打消了。524Please respect copyright.PENANAHE00y5GeQq
隨即也只能繼續目瞪口呆地看著眼前這名「曾經的第三者」。524Please respect copyright.PENANA6iIoDaEy6t
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與Raymond分手這麼久,我對他的感覺也近乎零。524Please respect copyright.PENANAHFpgrsADCN
而在得知原來Laura是我們分手的導火線後。524Please respect copyright.PENANAzh6iOGPVit
我感覺到的,只要驚訝及難以置信。524Please respect copyright.PENANA72urMMK37V
要生氣,要恨她,我根本做不出來。524Please respect copyright.PENANAbNIaI0ok8p
此刻心中,也只是充斥著一種莫名其妙的感覺而且。。524Please respect copyright.PENANAcrqyzIkSN8
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或許我與Raymond沒有分手的話,我們就會繼續成為眾人目光下的風雲人物。524Please respect copyright.PENANAwSAtiyHQik
然而,我卻無法與一個人成為好朋友、無法與他一同參加話劇學會、無法與他一同溫習數學、無法與他一同渡過許多許多開心而珍貴的時光。524Please respect copyright.PENANAiDvf86RoAt
而且到最後,我更無法喜歡上他,無法喜歡上……阿侑。524Please respect copyright.PENANAS59pvC2ER1
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然而,這時Laura也再說:524Please respect copyright.PENANAz7YieC8Cu1
「所以我希望你可以同Raymond復合,然後讓翻阿侑出嚟。」524Please respect copyright.PENANAnX5cM06J3A
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「你會選擇回到過去改變一切,還是繼續拓展未知的未來」524Please respect copyright.PENANAza9rrH2Vdi