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我們分手的那一天……371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxuEap0Zeyi
「聽日你唔好嚟送機啦！我知你好想嚟見我！但不見比見更好散！」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwljEDfcyF2
那一晚，Mandy果斷地掛斷了電話。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8kRsk4sxn
並在短時間內，把我從她的WhatsApp、Instagram等社交平台通通封鎖。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9SpLDXYH5X
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7zf330KPFp
我一時三刻說不出任何一句話，大慨大腦根本沒有回過神來。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVEQGJc0bQB
而直到回過神來的時候，已經是我躺在床上看著她在WhatsApp上的資訊欄。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDhUNcVDwgp
空白的頭像、空白的Statues、不存在的最後上線時間。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs3CTg6ygsj
嘗試向她傳送訊息，作最後的挽留。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFnmVZ2pCX
顯示的卻是單剔號。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD71kO8KOjp
五分鐘、十分鐘、三十分鐘、甚至是一個小時後。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbBKIfxJ6p3
仍然是那黯淡無光的單剔號。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZyMfhuXckx
彷彿就在諷刺著此刻的我，失去了她，失去了世界所有的色彩一樣。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZmyHiLTHGh
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雙眼無神的我，把手機放到床的一角。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8qb2YV4XRx
然後就轉身望向天花板，一直死盯著那空白的天花板。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3wG0ai8aII
直到手機突然傳來了「叮鈴」一聲，是接收到訊息的聲音。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdSsFQwkih2
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwC99Es8VMF
「！」我瞬間彈起身來，拿起了床邊的電話。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvtlfupXYEB
心想一定是Mandy了，可是現實永遠都是殘酷無情的。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5XHOy07cps
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjghIUTTeb7
因為訊息的傳送者，只是同班的Haley。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHPAXHzN6H
「Alvin，聽日喺咪十二點喺東涌集合？」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFdMOozEgiQ
他向我查詢了明天到機場歡送Mandy的詳情……曾經的詳情。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0y7qHndeK
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9aIhv6gaAl
「我有啲唔舒服，聽日唔去」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl3UOGzTrp9
在按下訊息傳送的按鈕後，沒有等待Haley的回覆，我已經把手機摔到地上。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9xIzft0r3c
不想看到、不想聽到、不想知道。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzTi3EppdkG
就讓我獨自一個靜靜地渡過這一晚吧……371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdpowMgkjPL
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「我叫Mandy，多多指教啊！」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwnv7thwdIO
這是回憶嗎？371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzXbYmhbT6S
「有機我哋2E班要搞翻個羽毛球班會活動。」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4G8tEVNxc7
又是回憶了。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeqh556tb85
「我退咗燒啦，多謝你之前借件冷衫比我保暖。」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡODZi8Nb8Hr
怎樣都是回憶。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHIkT06Dlnj
「我都鍾意Alvin你。」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZlWE2BQew
不要再是回憶了。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmjUbuWpgtk
「隻熊送比你啊，同你好襯！」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9AcVJ1HcLu
不要、不要、不要！371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdP8rfE1HW
「我唔想離開你！」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXiisTmzgOk
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「夠啦！」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfl344IZubo
在一聲喊道下，我睜開了雙眼。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPLfwgyEBq
只見眼前是那昏暗的天花板。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxHe0RrSjU
原來剛才所看到的，都是夢。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV0Ro2nflwt
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡilRMzu9mN0
好不容易才睡著，卻這麼快又醒過來。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT9c7UG15TN
還是先看一看現在是甚麼時候……371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaHG7bPbIAO
「咦？」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Qz2j3sMGO
當我伸手到床的角落時，卻模不到任何手機狀的物體。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXteg4395fH
「啊，啱先比我扔咗落地……」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGAnkP9P5wj
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwLZzN2pWyF
我轉過身，來到了床邊。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU0ZAzhts1c
很快就看到了被我丟到地上的手機。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtGvcNAzvXn
於是便伸手按下了一下手機的主螢幕按鍵。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjUWmWWrAi9
而手機也瞬間亮起了螢幕。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdo9Lwo5fxH
但裡頭卻是一張我與Mandy的合照。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQCVPN31UEk
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJfIukxRnB
我首先愣住了，但是當看到Mandy的樣子時。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡru7QN0Vm4X
淚水，卻從雙眼流出。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMIE4CMPOg
所有的悲傷，都一下子湧現出來。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡODvlCKtYOf
我不禁抓住心口，無聲地痛哭起來。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEFNLEudAf8
當晚伴隨我的，除了孤獨、無助，就只有絕望而已。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ58aS0tCs5r
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直到第二天，我醒來的時候，感覺已經是下午了。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTI82BJL4Ro
我已經忘記了昨晚到底斷斷續續地睡著又驚醒多少次了。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgTDsMl8xCv
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdoR0RjGFSl
不過醒來後，我仍然躺在床上，一動也不動。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyK4Wkk2MwW
即使在醒後來，地上的手機已經響起了多次訊息傳來的鈴聲。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZia6mqvHto
但是我完全沒有再次撿起的意欲。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfFUdZQWvGb
反正那些訊息，大多都是他們與Mandy送行時所拍下的照片了。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjnlsVCgQO9
而我，卻沒有那個勇氣去看見那些照片。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJPOfTbVEYl
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqyKcOxCvsI
在接下來的時間，我都是躺在床上，沒有睡覺、沒有做其他的東西。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW0BXEJcX4T
只是躺在上面，呆呆地看著天花板。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxlAb8oFA6H
當肚子餓的時候，就走出房間，吃點零食，上個洗手間。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiI7cM69UAt
然後就再次回到房間並躺到床上。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkN4cIzqayH
過程中，手機都仍然被我放置在地上，碰也沒有碰過。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡExUhf8GBS8
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ06ANYkXQBn
但隨著時間逐漸逝去，卻不時都有一剎那突然變得很想拿起手機來看。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfLUFTCm7Ww
不過心裡也會萌生另一個念頭去阻止自己這樣做。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0aGfEWaaZK
其實，我一直不去看手機，不去點開WhatsApp。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6qSMUJv82
一切都只是想營造一種我失去了蹤影的錯覺。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84MEi99oKF
好讓其他人來主動慰問我的狀況，不，是好讓「她」來主動慰問。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHt7RuBD3wW
正確來說，「失蹤」只是打算做給她看而已。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkbG9aLPuVQ
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSzSRhJeumA
然而，我又再一次把事情想得太美好了。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ6GZXweJYy
最終，我還是忍不住了點開了螢幕，但沒有點進WhatsApp裡。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIn3hdYuAQd
這麼就能繼續營造「失蹤」的錯覺了。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHvNGbT1yDB
換言之，我是把手機的通知欄拉下，查看傳送訊息的人中，有沒有Mandy。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ20I356EoQC
不過，當然是沒有了。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMRiX5prnT
當刻心裡除了失望，就已經再沒有任何的情感了。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2BOcZcZcTo
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcfbzQzi2Ub
或許今天沒有，明天會有呢？371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtYxHj9Aomk
相信世界總會尚存一絲的希望。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCKzdz0PD7m
那怕只是個自私的期待，我相信仍然會實現的。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh0qH2rvtmv
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHyUmRBCAg0
如是者，直到第二天，我都沒有點開過WhatsApp等社交平台。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS4OjsWN0lt
手機的用途只餘下用來玩手機遊戲而已。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFDSM7MNI05
接著正如我所想，通知欄中開始出現一些訊息是慰問我的狀況。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiqfHOTjs8p
可是大多數都是「做咩咁耐都唔上線」、「好翻未？」、「今晚打唔打機」等。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Eu18DpJFL
但是，Mandy的名字，卻仍然沒有出現。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQ0NreoZ8U
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpclGlbPxLF
持續這樣渡過第三天、第四天、第五天……一個星期、一個月。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6nOrIEa4pn
當我再躺在床上時，已經在與朋友在WhatsApp上互發訊息聊著天。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtP5F6Vcg5B
手機的鎖屏螢幕，也換做了風景圖。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1KEur1kAzE
聯絡通訊錄中，Mandy的名字，早已換回「Mandy」。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQfqhb73W6
相簿裡的合照，已經全數隱藏起來。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKH2FgivnCn
但唯獨不變的就是，晚上間中睡覺時，都會夢見她。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQOVqSdTf2
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQsfsJEH9Jp
最常夢到的，就是在海旁得知她將要離開的那一晚。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsMF5TnvtSR
我沒有上前擁抱著她，而是捉住她的手說：371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzrf3IHSqE3
「如果我哋再一齊，我絕對唔會再比你離開。」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY3FxpYBrU0
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「阿侑，今次真喺要講再見啦，聖誕之後我會翻番……嗯？！」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXTJZ16qlrG
就在Mandy把話說到一半的同時。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjajsDz3mAD
我卻走到了她的面前，並把她拉到懷中，以雙手緊抱。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnDQCNJLNcs
「我絕對唔會再比你離開。」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsMGHRnF4Gx
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2LlGn89yR0
371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZ5wf97oxB
「尷尬一時，還是後悔一世呢」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYxRF9HD5Xd
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