第一二九章：畢業營(八)374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnnKJLligwi
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眼前漆黑一團，已經分不清哪裡是左，哪裡是右。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiy4IFGO34C
甚至連自己是否上下顛倒都不知道。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfgzFmbj5zp
身體輕飄飄似的，好像可以往遠方飄去，但同時又感覺有股不名的力量正把我拉扯在原地上。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDPkyEZiSD3
這種感覺，真的很古怪。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZe4rR7TMje
到底我在哪，這裡是哪裡？374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6hC1IjtvTh
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQqk4NzE7YD
然而正當我在心中詢問這兩道問題時，卻突然眼前一亮。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ5j6wl8J7j
有一顆散發著刺眼光芒的球體出現在眼前。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbELBxzyDow
接著就是無數耀眼的小光點，在黑暗中閃爍起來。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiipHvTcBC9
這是月亮嗎？這些是星星嗎？374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNvJp8RpmOD
這是夜空嗎……夜空，怎麼又是夜空……374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMj8pjNJam6
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4KWWhRHxQT
「咁我哋繼續保持住依家咁樣嘅關係先啦。」374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMC2NILXH5
聽到這句熟悉的說話，我馬上向四周查看。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMIO16MIZSf
是我，我看到自己正與Venus雙雙坐在公園的滑梯上。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmv3Y6ewKkg
她把頭靠在我的肩膊上，向我說了這一句話。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ObqjpQ1fd
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsLerxqpERt
「不如我哋重新嚟過，唔喺曾經嘅戀人，唔喺前男女朋友，而喺重新由朋友呢個關係再開始過。」374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRo1ZKYEk2V
這次到我的身後傳來另一把聲音。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR3bfN7qtDf
扭過頭去看，又是我，我正與Mandy站在一盞昏黃的街燈下。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRivsn6Hg1Z
同時淚水也從她的眼眶流下來。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFlDMiblTgT
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbr8yrLiEzw
「咁我哋依然都仲喺好朋友啦。」374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd0HrOGPKan
果不其然她也出現了。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHv3OSEGzwj
我轉過身來，看著自己，看著自己正在課室裡與她，依玲對望。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLmAHIF4RmL
兩年的自己、還有兩年前還是斜陰瀏海及沒有佩帶眼鏡的依玲，真的令人感到懷念呢……374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl40ZHiu2zg
但是，到底我在懷疑甚麼呢？374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡijW07LDeRW
我知道這些都只是過去，都只是記憶。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4wIP63ZsnV
為何越是回想它們，就越讓我感到傷感呢？374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJ7AfBBuhx
這些回憶就如同昨天發生一樣，但我卻覺得它們已經在我的腦海中殘存了許多年了。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvJ4rFfsK0z
一年？三年？還是五年呢……？374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxVY9Hf5lP
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNWNefKSNp
時間在這裡形同虛無一樣，既存在，又不存在。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAq4GPUi1uT
我開始連自己是過去、現在、還是未來都開始搞不懂。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOup24uFOuX
但此時，眼前卻突然出現一道溫暖的光芒。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvD5kcbLct5
有一個熟悉但同時又感到陌生的身影出現在那道光芒之中。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ48WK79cRR1
「她」緩慢地向我伸出手。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3wjtWs9Pq5
我很想捉住那一隻手，卻一直都無法向前。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhbSO6HxZ6d
那一股無形的力量，在瞬間便開始把我拉離那一道光。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7DKY1g0x6
不要！不要拉我走！我還有話要跟「你」說！374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡizTX84iGA4
請讓我跟你說一聲，其實我……374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMwsB8cV95J
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「我……」374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM99yP0viev
在模糊的意識裡，我慢慢地張開了眼睛。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLDZFsu4Sd0
只見米黃色的天花板以及我舉高了的右手。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEzLBmGYITJ
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhuQNqDyDgB
我立即放下右手，並向床的右邊一看。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ7OrK99ixX
只見Felix等人都在碌架床上熟睡著。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY3qxPLwcKd
對，我現在正身處在宿舍裡。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfnajKlqy2
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡid25Y3QymF
「已經好耐無發過啲咁真實嘅夢啦。」我不禁在心裡說了這句話。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFNJm2gRIyp
接著便拿起了放在床邊的手機查看時間。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmMFHFMynOA
是早上六時正，與大家預定的七時起床還距離一段時間。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdPb5nDkD9L
到底應該再小睡多一會，還是起床好呢……374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ8dsXGuWZ3
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就在我糾結著的時候，卻突然聽到隔壁的房間傳來了開門聲。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuI1jtCmg7U
出於好奇心，我便爬下了床並打開房間的門，看看到底是誰睡醒了。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkrV5jiKHwr
「咦，Alvin你同烏溪沙嗰次一樣咁早醒喎！」是Clark。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuAM4rM2NCa
「你都咁早醒嘅？」我小心翼翼地把房門關上，以免弄醒裡面的人。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTzua7DXvo
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnvlqpWbb9M
「我不嬲都好早醒。」Clark一邊說著，一邊走到了沙發上盤坐起來。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiRCEDRaYiZ
相比起他經常很早就醒來，我對於他此刻盤坐起來的舉動更感好奇。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjRaUFQs8UZ
於是便坐到了大廳的另一張沙發上問道他：「咁做咩要盤坐喺到？」374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjefT8wLMnV
「做冥想。」他的語氣突然變得平心靜氣起來。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1aOpL10Et
「冥想？佛教嗰啲？」374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvES8XxU0gh
「欸……我冥想又唔喺想淨心嘅，只喺想感受一下身邊所有事物嘅流動。」374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINx7VV66B1
他說完後，就閉上眼睛，深呼吸了一口。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeSUrnNM6CG
因此，我便一同模仿起來，雙腳盤坐並閉上眼睛深呼吸……374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsYm5nXKUXk
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「呱—呱—」374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcp9XpdCzyp
然而，就在我開始「冥想」時，外面卻傳來一陣古怪的鳥啼。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ABT6ROHMr
因此我立即張開雙眼並說：「呢隻雀定鴨嚟架……」374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdT5hnq7AXz
「佢可以喺雀，可以喺鴨。」Clark仍然閉著眼說道。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbb6qekBJTY
但他的這一句模稜兩可似的，使得我也感到疑惑起來。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZpLQbay1DI
「點又可以喺雀又可以喺鴨？兩種生物嚟架喎。」374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM9YVBxaLYR
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd9Irw35v1p
而他隨即只是搖一搖頭並說：「你會認為佢唔喺雀就喺鴨，只因為你局限咗喺個人認知入面。或者佢喺一隻幻想自己喺雀嘅鴨呢？咁佢到底喺鴨定喺雀呢？」374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoYhE9ihDYx
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTBqCNcIB7
「咁緊喺鴨啦，佢本質喺鴨啊嘛！」我馬上理所當然地說道。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGgVMA8OWXD
但是迎來的，只是Clark再一次搖頭起來。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8J6sPpWMvo
「你一咬定佢喺鴨，只喺你嘅諗法。但企喺佢角度，佢可能覺得自己喺隻雀呢！雖然佢肉體上喺鴨，但心靈上就喺雀。咁我哋又應唔應該淨喺認可佢嘅軀體，而忽略佢嘅靈魂呢？」374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQAxiVrwOUm
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR4qHJs065Y
「哇，你越講越玄，我開始聽唔明啦！」374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcB9Q5c1dhu
又雀、又鴨、又個人認知、又軀體、又靈魂，真是越說越撲朔迷離。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ39rHwLtHWl
「Alvin。」但他很快又叫道了我的名字並張開眼來。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ74rrelAkbo
「做咩啦？」與此同時，我也恢復回正常的坐姿。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx4cOGdQEJf
畢竟盤坐久了，雙腳也開始發麻了。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNRftbLdwi
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY807d7hbNV
「你有無諗過有唔同時間線嘅自己？」374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPNXtZVzi2Z
來了，是他們玄學組的「多元世界論」。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWUgNZS6ABW
「你喺指可能喺另一個世界有個女版嘅我？」我開玩笑地說道。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhLMqmIjTSK
可是Clark的表情並沒有任何變化，仍然是神氣自若地看著我說：374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ00rB9amzza
「唔喺，我指可能喺有另一個時間線嘅你，可能同緊Elaine、Mandy或者Venus其中一個一齊拍緊拖。」374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXcjgze4510
「邊有可能會一齊啊，哈。」我立即皺起眉並輕笑著說道。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSn3cKwDXoj
「點解唔會一齊呢？」他選擇了追問。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuNOd0avHwZ
使我不禁抓了一抓頭後，便靠在沙發上沉思了一會。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHswzhyZ1jF
並在大約一分鐘後，我也開口：「因為感情唔喺你想像中咁易。」374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3DfHNp7MND
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ66jkbSq7J8
然而，這次Clark沒有追問或反問，而是做了一個示意我繼續的手勢。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzv0OqX4Rf4
因此我接著也雙手抱胸繼續說：「當你鍾意咗一個人，你會驚對方唔鍾意你。當你同一個人相愛，你會驚對方離開你。當你挽留一個人，你會驚大家會重蹈覆轍。當你放低一個人，你會後悔其實自己做錯咗抉擇。當你搵到下一位摯愛，你會驚佢會唔會只喺你下一位前度。最後當你……」374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMaA058wnam
我停住了，沒有繼續說下去。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCdLOWFjJ17
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而Clark也當然問道：「最後咩？」374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQKMg4k2oo2
我沒有即時回答，反而是再次閉起了雙眼，大口地深呼吸起來。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡesoIaZvd39
然後就張開眼，並說：374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHnWQb7HeB4
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「最後當你再遇到佢嘅時候，到底應該釋懷放手，定喺再次捉緊佢。」374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7bOcI6d8Fd
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