第三十七章:問與答631Please respect copyright.PENANAb3R2wAHIIH
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「琴日做咩搵我搵得咁急,然後又要我打比你啊?」631Please respect copyright.PENANAgDeSlc72F1
我在一大清早就問道剛好返回學校的依玲。631Please respect copyright.PENANAdJiUeZzWN2
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她剛回來並放下了自己的背句,然後就轉身向我說道:631Please respect copyright.PENANAQOYGa55Tqk
「無啊,琴日有啲急事……但喺搞掂咗啦。」631Please respect copyright.PENANA2jO27IcDvl
她的語氣與以往略有一點不同。631Please respect copyright.PENANAZbh6TNbsEU
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「做咩啦?心情差?」631Please respect copyright.PENANAsp7VSvRbvC
我察覺到她的不妥,於是再追問。631Please respect copyright.PENANAoiWfknkc9k
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「無嘢就無嘢啦!」她明顯變得有點煩躁起來。631Please respect copyright.PENANAZwyN3dffZZ
我看見她這樣,都沒有再追問下去。631Please respect copyright.PENANAvoLHeXdwn2
避免令她感到更煩躁。631Please respect copyright.PENANAxKON4wb7zg
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然後依玲都很快就轉回身,開始從背包拿出來一會要遞交的功課,並放到了桌上。631Please respect copyright.PENANA1F7dJyTz5K
而我看著她突然的情緒轉差,只是感到有一點摸不清頭緒。631Please respect copyright.PENANAii2h3vHDEf
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然而接下來的一整天,我與她都很少有交談,今天就是樣慢慢地過去了……631Please respect copyright.PENANAS8Z50kQGnx
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直到放學時,我最後一節的生物科與以往一樣,比其他選修科更早下課。631Please respect copyright.PENANAjKvLkYhDVz
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我拿著課本在樓梯上慢慢地走回課室的樓層時……631Please respect copyright.PENANAT5PLU4p886
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「喂!Alvin!」631Please respect copyright.PENANA3n5UrS9lXc
我立即轉向後方,發現原來是一樣選讀生物科的Rita叫道我。631Please respect copyright.PENANAAmvr9OQTV0
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「等埋我一齊行啦!」Rita說道。631Please respect copyright.PENANA0mMBFz2MUX
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我站在了原地,等待著她走到與我同一級上。631Please respect copyright.PENANAFkeFyVxpTu
然後我們二人就慢慢地走下樓梯。631Please respect copyright.PENANAGke4pTaa0F
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「今日好似喺第一次Bio堂落堂之後,我哋一齊行翻課室。」631Please respect copyright.PENANA4QpBwdx99S
Rita在我一旁繼續說著。631Please respect copyright.PENANA14So3jgv3X
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因為以往生物科下課後,我都是往往自己一個走回課室的。631Please respect copyright.PENANA7FirLT0xWR
不是因為我不想與其他人有交談,而是我想享受這段只有自己一個的短暫時光。631Please respect copyright.PENANA58zSGyUcmJ
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「都好似第一次……你平時會同June一齊走架,今日做咩得自己一個?」我問道她。631Please respect copyright.PENANA7nCegZN6Dt
而June是以前我與Rita初中時,同班的其中一個同學。631Please respect copyright.PENANAdIwnFVBWkB
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「June佢有嘢想問老師,所以叫我走先……Alvin你喺有心事啊?」631Please respect copyright.PENANAtubTrRKBCH
Rita走到比我下級的樓梯,然後抬頭看著我問道。631Please respect copyright.PENANAz8wITSpKgB
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「你又知我有心事?」我直接回答她。631Please respect copyright.PENANA2Xr9rTn5iJ
雖然我都不知道這刻自己是否真的有心事……631Please respect copyright.PENANADuT5siG4QK
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「咪傻啦你!我哋第四年同班架啦!一早睇穿哂你啦!」她笑著說。631Please respect copyright.PENANAiAd4q6uY3T
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「咁你又睇到我有咩心事啊?」我反問她。631Please respect copyright.PENANAqJcPu5FAwh
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「喺咪因為今日Elaine心情麻麻地,所以連帶到你都心情差啊?」631Please respect copyright.PENANAhy3RsH0sCU
嗯……她說出我今天的其中一個煩惱。631Please respect copyright.PENANA5j0Rb7OeYn
但我沒有回應她。631Please respect copyright.PENANAHMCzgWqakO
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「唔講嘢!姐喺係啦!」631Please respect copyright.PENANAiSho22Ki8A
她如同名偵探猜中了真相一樣指著我說。631Please respect copyright.PENANAXY7Ech1uWU
「Elaine我就唔知咩事啦……不過我反而有啲嘢想問下你……」631Please respect copyright.PENANA3ICp8RgqH0
她再繼續說道,並在說最後那句時語氣變得略有一點沉重起來。631Please respect copyright.PENANAkuxqvP29jb
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我看見她的語氣變了,於是便開口問道:631Please respect copyright.PENANAu7Ji5OgXrc
「問咩啊?問到語氣都變哂嘅?」631Please respect copyright.PENANAtzdRqft037
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「其實你放低咗Mandy未?」她看著我說。631Please respect copyright.PENANAoDMQ1olwG9
我聽到後頓時都一同沉默下來了……631Please respect copyright.PENANAqBdUEKBb12
在這一剎那,如同空氣都靜止了一樣。631Please respect copyright.PENANAxAAFBWXrEW
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「我諗……我放低咗……掛……」我支支吾吾地說。631Please respect copyright.PENANAl0TclEIYK6
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「我都知喺要啲時間嘅……但喺如果……我話如果啊!」631Please respect copyright.PENANAuC2WiNbQLL
她思考了一會後再說。631Please respect copyright.PENANAbrhN1TQR9S
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「如果啲咩先?」631Please respect copyright.PENANArveyxAEiu2
我發現她沒有把話說下去,於是便問道。631Please respect copyright.PENANAKK2LW3ePAO
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「如果……如果Mandy同你講佢都一樣無放低到你呢?」631Please respect copyright.PENANATLte13tjyb
她略有點大聲地把這個「假設性」問題說了出來。631Please respect copyright.PENANABjltiqjIF9
使得我嚇一嚇,並立即向樓梯上方及下方看一看有沒有其他人在。631Please respect copyright.PENANAsKIeF5m6Z5
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確認沒有人後,我就開始思考了一下Rita剛剛的「假設性」問題……631Please respect copyright.PENANAhLb1nKgck6
「咁我哋……我哋都分咗手啦!咁繼續留戀落去都唔喺辦法……咁我緊喺希望佢都快啲放得低啦……」631Please respect copyright.PENANAYuZJw0FSPz
我笑著說,但我都相信自己這刻是在強顏歡笑著。631Please respect copyright.PENANA60ampAOhUT
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始終在與Mandy分後,經過了七月及八月情緒低落的洗禮。631Please respect copyright.PENANALd8IhZhMH2
直到升上中四後,前往了新環境及認識新的朋友們。631Please respect copyright.PENANAhIWfDVFt7G
才使得與Mandy分手一事的悲傷慢慢地淡化……631Please respect copyright.PENANA8uGRRbPiSE
雖然不時都會一些對她的回憶,斷斷續續地出現在腦海中。631Please respect copyright.PENANAQyBTJAHcIR
我都不清楚自己是否真的放下了對她的感情……631Please respect copyright.PENANApplek7PePj
所以我都不能確實回答。631Please respect copyright.PENANAuSw7dFDZch
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「你睇得咁開嘅……」Rita對於我的答案,似乎有些保留。631Please respect copyright.PENANAlTkwdIWI7k
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「咁因為佢依家喺澳洲嘛,就算佢仲鍾意我……都做唔到啲咩架!」631Please respect copyright.PENANAtqyOpEBDel
我直接與她說。631Please respect copyright.PENANAq2gHwJlXOD
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始終我與Mandy分手的原因就是因為我們將會分隔異地。631Please respect copyright.PENANAsciwEeWv68
而大家都沒有信心去維繼續繫這一段長距離感情……631Please respect copyright.PENANAnYlQV9LQNQ
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「除非佢突然話翻咗嚟香港啦……唔喺呢啲都只喺假設性問題……我哋快啲行啦。」631Please respect copyright.PENANAf8gBY2fz0O
我不想再纏繞在這個「假設性」問題上,於是便催促Rita快點一同返回課室。631Please respect copyright.PENANAqYXRTZzgHJ
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而Rita並沒有回應我剛剛的說話,只是點一點頭後,就與一同繼續往樓梯下方前進……631Please respect copyright.PENANAW4gJOWSMOc
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回到家後,我立即躺在自己的床上。631Please respect copyright.PENANAwVOW3T05hK
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「未換衫就攤上床?!快啲換翻屋企衫先!」631Please respect copyright.PENANAZHPovgt8Lb
在我房間門口走過的姐姐看見我仍然穿著校服後,就命令我立即去替換衣服。631Please respect copyright.PENANA7CG035ARex
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而我正在換衣的時候……631Please respect copyright.PENANAwOWUegdaFs
「鈴—鈴—」631Please respect copyright.PENANAv8hZ33LZF4
突然手機鈴聲響起了。631Please respect copyright.PENANAJiWSFUjq6Y
於我便快速地更換好衣服,並拿起了手機查看是誰致電給了我。631Please respect copyright.PENANAYchVFTMIOG
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當我一拿起手機,發現是依玲的來電。631Please respect copyright.PENANApllUB9BHUg
我二話不說就接聽了。631Please respect copyright.PENANA54tpAjVit4
「喂?依玲?」631Please respect copyright.PENANAcYh8P6jVou
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「喂?阿侑啊……你做緊咩啊?」她有點支支吾吾地問道我。631Please respect copyright.PENANAgI3exAagkU
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「我啱啱翻到屋企換完衫啊。」我如實告訴她我剛剛做了些甚麼。631Please respect copyright.PENANAO8v8iifG0r
「哦……我都啱啱翻到屋企啊……」她繼續吞吞吐吐地說著。631Please respect copyright.PENANAOeonQaHLJ6
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「做咩突然打比我啊?」我還是把話題帶回為何她會突然打給我。631Please respect copyright.PENANAgni37OakZN
「無……因為今日我對你啲態度好似麻麻地咁,所以想打嚟同你道歉……Sorry啊。」631Please respect copyright.PENANAy0NrIOOoCG
她向我道歉起來。631Please respect copyright.PENANAcYYuzZw9OU
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「哦……好少事嚟……我都無hard feeling,同埋你心情差嘛……所以我無事!放心!」631Please respect copyright.PENANA5eTccflVXL
我希望她不要太過介意。631Please respect copyright.PENANA8RiKB0uHuG
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但當我說完後,她立即沒有回應我,反而是沉默了一會……631Please respect copyright.PENANAk2Mz5vjx6V
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「其實呢……阿侑你喺咪鍾意Venus啊?」她突然問道我。631Please respect copyright.PENANApx23ZtRaZm
為什麼大家今天都會有這麼多的問題……631Please respect copyright.PENANACjvgrCZrqH
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「唔喺啊,我同佢喺friend咋嘛。」我連忙為解釋起來。631Please respect copyright.PENANArNyU3gfERa
但其實這個問題真的有待我去再思考一下……631Please respect copyright.PENANAnDzUSbP3kZ
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「因為琴日Poppy話見到你兩個一齊上咗架出港島嘅巴士……所以我先問一問。」631Please respect copyright.PENANAuUwxke47G0
她又開始支支吾吾地說著。631Please respect copyright.PENANA4ivwEETy0l
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「哦!因為琴日我要出去我媽公司到攞嚟緊Venus件戲服嘅布袋,而我媽又想幫佢做埋度身,所以先叫我帶埋佢出去。」631Please respect copyright.PENANAzprbTeMVe1
我把昨天的事情如實告訴了她。631Please respect copyright.PENANA8I2v0YlMQc
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「原來喺咁……」她說。631Please respect copyright.PENANAaVexDf8m0D
「所以我哋真喺普通朋友嚟。」我立即再補充多句。631Please respect copyright.PENANAkgMU9uMj2C
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「我會咁問其實喺因為見你兩個近排啲互動都有啲埋,覺得你兩個有啲夾……」631Please respect copyright.PENANAbZ98E7DgFF
她這句的說話方式及語氣都感覺似曾相識的……631Please respect copyright.PENANAaUjM1uq4lz
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莫非她是在介意在我與Venus的事?631Please respect copyright.PENANAaYuAJohbaC
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「雖然你知道他並不屬於你的,但你仍然會時時刻刻為他在著緊」631Please respect copyright.PENANAasQPdINGON