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我再一次有意識時，發現眼前漆黑一片。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKOPtDWkqEl
於是我慢慢地打開眼睛……585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJl7PI1tTcU
發現自己躺在了4F班的課室裡。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡal3cZ03zq1
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我看著熟悉的天花板，然後從地板坐起來，觀察了一下四周。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6gvuHHrsi
發現其他4F班的人都在上著課。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEwre3oycle
但奇怪的是……他們似乎都沒有留意到我剛剛躺在地板上。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyDe0SjOj0Y
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我馬上站了起來，並走到了坐在我前方的依玲並問道：585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡccY2wcsJB5
「依玲！做咩我啱啱瞓咗喺地下嘅……」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaKhZTRv77b
我實在是想不起剛剛發生甚麼事了，完全沒有了剛剛發生了甚麼事的記憶。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVaSxsHS76
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「噓！依家呂老師講緊書啊！」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7eCcNpVWM
依玲轉過身向著我擺出了一個「安靜」的手勢，然後小小聲地說道。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGbvQ7uQsI
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「呂老師？佢有教我哋班架咩？」我好奇地說。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPkevXIOiJc
然後就立即望向課室前方的教師桌……585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWeFPcZIDr
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「好啦，Class！今日我哋嚟學Drama嘅history！」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡULnRtlFxjM
果然如依玲所說，真的是呂老師正在講書。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjR3tjp3QBi
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWbiWMSCaOk
但我可是知道呂老師並沒有任教我們4F班任何一個科目的……585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0Dtao2MfW
到底發生了甚麼事？585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkgPGnL6OrH
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在摸不清頭緒的情況下，我只好再把視線放回依玲身上。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNEnAOQyFy1
「點解呂老師會教我哋嘅……依玲？」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjicsRSVUbJ
剛剛還在我眼前的依玲突然不見了！585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj35jXUfUoh
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不只是依玲……而是整個課室所有人都不見了。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaj8VOsPONq
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq1Zt2axgIT
「大家去哂邊啊！」我走到了課室的中央自轉了一圈。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJW6rEWET9
突然我聽到了外面走廊傳來了一陣吵鬧聲。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGYewYLdkCY
於是我就走出了課室，看一看走廊有沒有其他人。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsw00htDxO7
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但當我走出了課室門口時。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡavALL2Zhha
我突然又聽到身後的課室充滿著笑聲。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG0XEfflcXU
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡerl7L8hjXm
於是我立即向後看……585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjIGI074JTG
大家又再一次出現在課室之中。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwwkUqRkuxz
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「Alvin！一日最衰都喺你！」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡElxPLUZjo8
突然有人在我背後推了我一把，使我整個人失去平衡跌倒在地上。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKHw9Ax0L9u
但奇怪的是……我完全感覺不到痛楚。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtaFEQlrlkm
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被推倒在地上的我，立即轉頭查看一下到底是誰把我推倒……585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT2wdXw2LfM
是Dan。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2sN86vNuR
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他非常憤怒地看著，然後就走到我前方大聲罵道：585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡahoQoZ02dJ
「唔喺你喺到阻止哂！我一早追到Elaine啦！」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBXz1khfcv
接著，他就朝我揮出一拳！585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2qWAcWrWbj
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我下意識地閉上了眼睛，並舉起雙手打算擋下他的這一拳。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTAFbt9qdNU
但過了數秒後，我感覺不到有任何的東西打在我的手臂上，而且周遭都變得寧靜起來……585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAH8zUBp5pF
於是我慢慢地張開雙眼。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR0zKazTuXJ
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY4N5R8wJKq
我發現了現在身處在上一次與全班玩捉迷藏時，與依玲一起在遊樂場躲藏著的那個海盜船遊樂設施裡面。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKd6qJB02m0
這裡也是我第一次抱著她的地方……585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkc6pZj4bBt
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「阿侑……」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEuDHOqys4R
我聽到依玲的聲音從我後方傳來，於是我立即轉頭看。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7dnjx42W6
而只看到依玲躺在地上，並雙手向我張開著。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0txSvxHdF4
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLeEiQ2nHgf
然後她用著一個彷彿就快要哭出來的語氣看著我說：585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3vI1aEtJ1N
「你唔好走……我哋喺好朋友嚟，我唔會比你走……」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeXgAgYNtb2
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuUoQS0V5VW
這一刻，我完全搞不清狀況……585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi29Lqk3yf5
但我很快就發現自己無法說話，只能張開著嘴發出「啊啊」的聲音。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3fm8iZYzIX
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu3l0rpTbvW
「你最後都喺想走啊……因為你仲喺有嘢隱瞞緊我……」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWvbDAOIfB3
躺著的依玲坐了起來，然後低著頭一邊說，一邊向我慢慢爬過來。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6u3cgjBMC
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2OzYdrG9Wz
我仍然無法說話，只能看著她慢慢地爬到我的身旁。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBrvjAxa2Su
這時，我發現自己除了不能說話外，更不能動彈。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3f5xU2qUoW
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依玲爬到了我身旁並停下來。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKbDbXyvJZ
然後她抬起頭，露出了一對通紅的眼睛看著我說：585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTI0HPWbIFc
「其實你對Venus都有好感……但又唔同我講……你想搵佢嚟取代我！」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXnXskf2Djq
她突然撲向我。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSkCRfEHbAL
而本能反應下，我又再一次閉上了眼睛……585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBYGQt6tfJT
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「阿侑……阿侑？」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIqD8fkPCzq
又是一把熟悉的聲音在呼叫著我。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOEZ4xNXv2F
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpmtUhQSs2o
我慢慢地張開眼睛，然後看見了Venus由上而下看著我並叫道我的名字。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb6ugvdeFCb
很快我就發現了自己此刻正是躺在了Venus的大腿上……585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvnxGcZPJOy
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuXhGroXAjV
我再看一下四周……發現我們正身處圖書館。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPUXkTfbGAd
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「你知我鍾意你架呵？」她問道我。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzhMht90mQH
我當然是知道的，但我沒有回答她。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdN4N1qp64U
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8HwlfiiuHX
「咁你會唔會同我一齊？」她又再問道我另一條問題。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf8ZF8Hm0ZU
但我一樣沒有回答，只是從她的大腿上起來並坐到她的一旁。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEkVBu0ZKAv
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxyijJr4kV2
「其實你喺知道架……我哋食過口水尾、挨過膊頭瞓、比你攬過、仲錫過你臉……你喺知我鍾意你架……只喺你……」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Fij56M6Nj
她把話說到一半後就停頓了。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYFOeMD11jB
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFgyAWoXYZV
「只喺我咩？」我發現自己終於可以說話了。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOkdNrXei0o
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡniuaedr7ZH
Venus遙一遙頭，然後就看著我說：「只喺你仲未放低佢。」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4JuXZ1QBR
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在她說完後，我轉眼間就來到了一個海岸邊。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmp0DAi0CCP
我相信自己對於這個海岸的記憶是非常深刻的。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWpoz7UDXN
接著，我就沿著海岸邊步行著……585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3miK8kA8Z8
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpoqUfugaX5
「我哋分手啦。」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiuBgqKDMe4
她果然也出現了。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe4CRTElMTo
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhpzLxo5ax8
我強忍著心中那股痛楚，然後轉向後方看著她。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXGHhK3dHQG
「Mandy……」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnqaYY8tAAw
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「我對Long D真喺無信心。」她繼續說著。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEruiFTUkbb
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGeVJy3cfC
「未試過又點知真喺無信心……」我看著她說。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4qwD06rO4A
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRlu6rBi0VI
「我哋分手啦。」她又重複了剛剛的那一句話。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxhUeHYv1JH
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfRUeu3tuZv
「其實……個晚我一直都好想同你講……唔好咁快放棄，我哋可以嘗試一下……」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNwuPtdC8J
此時，我的眼眶已經充滿著淚水。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPFlLwEgRpC
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這一句或許是我一直很想與她說的一句話。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD56yLJfaii
或許我相信著這一句話可能可以扭轉整個結局。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqRaXneUVTk
可惜當時她直接掛斷了電話及封鎖了我。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRQ8vqHVkIv
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3AlXti6GCC
而現在的我也知道，我眼前的她……585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ55XndIZLaE
只是我過去一的個記憶，過去一的一個遺憾。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfLziT98aov
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8YbSj09KXm
我慢慢地閉上了眼睛，深呼吸了一下。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZX7oWi9eP
然後再打開眼。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5Y0jaCJzj
剛剛眼前的Mandy消失了……585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡChdC5F2KWv
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「我唔想離開你！」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwVzEl2NIB
她突然出現在我後方，並撲到我身上，然後用雙手緊緊地摟住我。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeUyXI1DVk4
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMeZzgsuRN1
她一邊淒涼地哭著，雙手一邊越摟越近。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡurtlcNawLx
雖然比她緊抱著，但這一刻，我感受不到她的呼吸、心跳及溫暖。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlzLwuerqCd
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「呢啲都只喺回憶嚟……」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQAVHdjjTs
不知道為何我雙眼開始流下淚水。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGxXMM28GwO
而且我的心，感到非常的疼痛……585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkxFuV0pZOV
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ90zAfKKBpI
「我唔喺回憶啊……我哋一齊翻啦……好無？」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9ooGX0A7a
「她」在我背後說著。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7vc7h1a7c3
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0I62V5Kvu9
我沒有回應「她」。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlEq8SUUsBE
只是用手把「她」摟緊著我的雙手慢慢地拉開。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxZXqgelqPN
然後再轉身看著「她」並後退了幾步。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7XgXZSrwJw
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDgVWzMdQm
「她」用著一個疑慮地眼神看著我，然後就再次問道：585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBgbpKoTBYM
「你唔想同我一齊翻咩？」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ12jIhXumL
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvhVS9o8D6j
「夢……喺時候要醒啦……」我說的同時，眼淚繼續從我雙眼流著。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl7ezTuofPm
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxybpTYg3AH
「可能我真喺好似Rita咁講，真喺未放低你呢！我哋復合啦，好無？」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMjulOfm3Fc
「她」繼續說著。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvK3piAwwN6
但我是知道的……585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLG6ULOwIzr
這些都只是我的幻想而且。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0e07c6tEOe
585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn1JUexuVZS
我遙一遙頭，然後抹走了臉上的眼淚後說：585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIquqtI7J4p
「感性上，我都想同你復合……但喺理性上話我知，我哋只喺過去……雖然好遺憾，但喺一切都要完啦……好多謝「你」仲成日出現，提醒我……喺時候要放低。」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvoell3P7wx
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她沒有回應我，只是向我微笑著，然後就……585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6kW0Oir76
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「鈴—鈴—鈴—」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAoC4clvsAs
我打開了眼。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcPTc0Dcubz
「果然喺發夢……咦？」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUTzXW50JcC
我摸了一摸自己的臉頰，發現是濕濕的。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw9L4U4fWca
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「我竟然發夢發到喊……」我自嘲起來。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5xTXACCqpY
然後用被子把臉上的淚水都抹乾。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA5SvdeTSBl
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接著，我把手機的鬧鐘關上，並從床走了下來，再伸展了一下身子。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLcf2Pl0MzS
「又要準備翻學啦……」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEszuue0j6W
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當我打開房門準備前往洗手間準備梳洗時。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJIniWELSEc
我回頭看了一看床頭的那一隻熊玩偶……那一隻Mandy送給我的熊玩偶。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1P67zY4cqp
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「睇嚟要將佢收起先得……」585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1qCL4Bj6Ps
然後我就離開了房間。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCb5BL5hxYm
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而那隻熊玩偶就在此時向前倒下了。585Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZnleJ7h8G
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