嗰晚返到屋企，我成晚都瞓唔著，諗咗好多如果，但每個如果嘅盡頭都唔係一個好結局。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNeMnRtZLb
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其實個天想我點？喺我覺得放低咗嘅時候再考驗多我一次，就係等我認清楚自己未放得低？897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsNGQx2awWR
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCcfwjtdsD
咁我依家認啦，我唔會再呃自己，我的確係未放得低。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Vp1TvLlbO
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUfhd2JskGj
可能真係懲罰我對自己唔夠誠實，事實上唔係撞返芯玥我都無機會直面自己嘅問題。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVAMCcy21FR
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQvZsARV1N1
我好記得蠔哥問過我：「你係咪真係放低咗先？」嗰陣我啱啱開始同晴晴一齊。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJU87MVdGGi
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ZkQcEKnLH
「放低咗啦，都咁多年喇。」897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhB5zDYJzyx
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡulZVRSpzPN
「但依個你好似唔係好鍾意咋喎。」雞腎一矢中的：「你拍拖都一排啦，都無主動提起過佢。」897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWkeDBzJzvP
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVO8uz6V7yE
「鍾意架。唔係吓吓都要提先係鍾意嘅。」897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQanKxpp5k7
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzuBN1JFkJB
我當時講嘅大話，講到同晴晴一齊耐咗幾乎連自己都信埋。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0KpsRPfLsb
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIKU37T7BXT
直到被親戚問起先發現原來紙始終都包唔住火。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTHCeZ2oVAN
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUNA7B4NGYn
但我當時只係承認自己同晴晴行唔到落去，而無發現自己其實未放得低芯玥。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4cRBuI30pA
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7MvLOooQab
我真係唔明，又唔係第一個女朋友，亦唔係最後一個，點解就係放佢唔低？點解就係面對佢我先仲好似困咗喺過去無進步過咁？897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPFju20CyNk
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZPtrFIltc
面對晴晴我可以分咗手就無再諗過佢，係半秒都無。但芯玥呢？依六年嚟每次有啲咩細節觸動到我嘅神經就會諗起佢。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFO7VHjT8UQ
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxeuGpujyHp
可以的話，我真係好想將所有同芯玥嘅記憶刪除得一乾二淨，連同佢開心嘅回憶都唔想要，想依世人無認識過鄧芯玥。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡogfWehkvGF
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKvmWwbXiFO
成日叫人放下向前行嗰啲人，同叫個咳緊嘅人唔好咳，叫個唔開心嘅人開心啲係一樣。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwGPuzX3qUF
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKG4JkEWKJe
我哋都好清楚人到最後只可以自救，乜都只可以靠自己，我都知未來可能有一日做得到，但我依家就係做唔到。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRBrzGIyXHv
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0fAQFyWtKL
我已經好多個夜晚自己匿埋喊，亦無煩過芯玥，好努力咁去放低，去呃自己，去睇啲放下嘅佛偈，去再愛下一個，再拍拖⋯⋯點知再嚟多個咁大嘅整蠱，依種情況有邊個遇到過？可唔可以教吓我點做？897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvyT1KeNAbm
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtlkwxzfkiO
每一次我以為放低咗，再發現原來又係未得，就會喊。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxm02ASKTFK
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡANryTUOVa0
「一年喇⋯⋯」897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0jRGtpQKUc
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「兩年喇⋯⋯」897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7nGztv75hz
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「三年喇⋯⋯」897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt0NZy0mX9L
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz9EYc5LyRO
直到同晴晴一齊，我已經接受咗依個人生入面無辦法填平嘅窿。我至少做得到諗起都無再喊。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkka4nrhABD
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmkk9ISkOc8
「六年喇⋯⋯」897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlOuxlIA124
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然後依家，再被個窿跣多次，跌到頭破血流。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9YMHnHiZEj
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