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上到去，思雯仲係琴晚咁攤喺床。我搖醒佢叫佢食早餐，佢個樣明顯宿醉未醒，五官那埋一嚿。8964 copyright protection374ＰＥＮＡＮＡbPNY87sibG 維尼

「買咗你最鍾意嘅沙嗲牛麵。」8964 copyright protection374ＰＥＮＡＮＡTqnEyTiDFa 維尼

我開枱排好個早餐陣：「食完借條毛巾比我沖涼吖，我成晚無返過屋企。」8964 copyright protection374ＰＥＮＡＮＡTatjv2E3Ie 維尼

「嗯⋯⋯」8964 copyright protection374ＰＥＮＡＮＡOfRxvYmRla 維尼

思雯軟弱無力咁坐好，望住碗麵，筷子撈兩撈，夾咗幾條吸入口，同平時大大啖塞落去食到雪雪聲嘅形象對比起嚟，特別可憐。8964 copyright protection374ＰＥＮＡＮＡIN5kcZSQNv 維尼

係我從未見過嘅思雯。8964 copyright protection374ＰＥＮＡＮＡmsTrEJlCNX 維尼

佢咬咗一細啖牛肉，終於忍唔住又流眼淚，索鼻水，不停用手臂擦去淚水，直到淚如雨下，就好似個盪失路嘅小朋友抬頭喊。8964 copyright protection374ＰＥＮＡＮＡBtjH8hiwZw 維尼

「嗚哇⋯⋯」8964 copyright protection374ＰＥＮＡＮＡQGMSIbrAwZ 維尼

我即刻坐過去摟實佢，不忘拎紙巾印走佢面上嘅悲傷，直到紙巾濕透。8964 copyright protection374ＰＥＮＡＮＡltHKWqH8CX 維尼

「我有好努力架⋯⋯我有架⋯⋯我真係有改架⋯⋯」8964 copyright protection374ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJBNRszXQk 維尼

「我知，我知。」感覺抱住思雯嘅人應該係康仔。8964 copyright protection374ＰＥＮＡＮＡM96QocRAir 維尼

「試下打比佢吖？話唔定仲有得掹呢？」8964 copyright protection374ＰＥＮＡＮＡS4z1FQzDsG 維尼

「佢扑咗我喇⋯⋯無機會喇！嗚呀⋯⋯」8964 copyright protection374ＰＥＮＡＮＡVa3yvbRhjR 維尼

估唔到康仔做得咁絕，但其實冰封三尺非一日之寒，咁耐以嚟我都唔止提過一次思雯要注意同其他男仔保持距離。8964 copyright protection374ＰＥＮＡＮＡwz8DxPfLMg 維尼

我諗康仔都真係去到忍無可忍嘅地步先會咁絕情，因為佢地兩個再糾纏落去只會令大家更痛苦。8964 copyright protection374ＰＥＮＡＮＡRei46swtwq 維尼

係愛過，但性格上嘅差距實在太大，左右都有條大繩拉實佢哋，單靠愛情係可以行前幾步，係可以勉強勾到對方隻手指，只係長年累月咁勾住，大家手指頭都已經發白發紫，堅持唔到落去。8964 copyright protection374ＰＥＮＡＮＡrFnJfF1DFx 維尼

有人相信真係好愛，一定改得到。8964 copyright protection374ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1sOi0bCJfG 維尼

由此反推，改唔到就係唔愛。8964 copyright protection374ＰＥＮＡＮＡxl0awDzxK8 維尼

但我望住思雯，佢係改唔到壞習慣，不過佢唔愛康仔咩？絕對唔係，佢每滴淚珠都係傷心欲絕，佢有努力，亦真係好愛康仔。8964 copyright protection374ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Q0mTx78pA 維尼

佢哋兩個都曾經願意為對方改變，點解都行唔落去？8964 copyright protection374ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5sEkVG5RvB 維尼

好似家姐咁熱愛生活，過好每一日，點解佢就要死？8964 copyright protection374ＰＥＮＡＮＡcqEkNJHbP6 維尼

依個世界就係咁無奈，好多事唔係話你努力過個結果就會好。8964 copyright protection374ＰＥＮＡＮＡVNw9qh9Ua6 維尼

係好可惜，但努力溫書就一定有一百分架咩？8964 copyright protection374ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9w1NJykmYy 維尼

我一邊安慰思雯一邊自己胡思亂想，又開始鑽牛角尖。8964 copyright protection374ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2yBq8ufr0k 維尼

「康仔同你實在太唔同喇，勉強無幸福架。你努力咗架啦，都係唔得只可以認命。」8964 copyright protection374ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqaGmaFAqC 維尼

「我唔想呀！」8964 copyright protection374ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPYLB3KrF7 維尼

「唔想都要想，乖⋯⋯我都唔想接受家姐死咗架⋯⋯都係要接受架⋯⋯」講到我自己都鼻酸眼紅。8964 copyright protection374ＰＥＮＡＮＡhuC8QRhyuF 維尼

我不停拍思雯背脊安慰佢：「唔輪到我哋唔想⋯⋯」我更加用力摟實佢：「嗰陣你喺我身邊，依家我都會喺你身邊陪你！」8964 copyright protection374ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Oz19YqjPf 維尼

幾多年過去，身邊嘅人換咗幾個圈子，唯獨有啲人係一直仲喺度。8964 copyright protection374ＰＥＮＡＮＡeBdW5WJPNr 維尼

思雯用盡氣力咁喊，喊聲喺全層嘅走廊迴盪。8964 copyright protection374ＰＥＮＡＮＡfmWgkWvhpi 維尼

無幾耐，佢就攰到又瞓著。我清理咗佢食得半啖嘅早餐，沖完涼就捐入佢被窩同佢一齊瞓。8964 copyright protection374ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8aQfnStppn 維尼

好快我又被喊聲嘈醒，已經過咗半日，唔知思雯醒咗幾耐，佢嘅淚水浸濕咗半個枕頭套。8964 copyright protection374ＰＥＮＡＮＡqLZECCTKQj 維尼

我半睡半醒又摟住佢：「噓⋯⋯乖⋯⋯乖。」8964 copyright protection374ＰＥＮＡＮＡhIbw3yFJ7k 維尼

我好明白唔係每次傷心嘅眼淚都可以浸濕個枕頭套，所以都由得思雯發洩。8964 copyright protection374ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7n7fX64gB 維尼

我唔會好似我阿爸阿媽咁，見到我喊就數一二三之後一巴車落嚟。8964 copyright protection374ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2piPNaARQg 維尼

斷斷續續喊咗幾轉，連盒裝紙巾都消耗咗成兩盒有多，思雯抹眼淚鼻水搞到眼角同鼻翼都損咗同甩皮，雙眼皮喊到變單眼皮，終於因為對眼太痛而暫時收聲。8964 copyright protection374ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDQfdSTUug 維尼

我拎咗冰袋敷喺思雯眼上等佢舒服啲。8964 copyright protection374ＰＥＮＡＮＡuKk9xla9Nc 維尼

見到佢依個樣，我嘅負面情緒又好似慢慢攪返上嚟。8964 copyright protection374ＰＥＮＡＮＡVd0ag4ybtn 維尼

「我同兩老講咗搬出去，下星期就會趁閒日佢哋返工嗰陣上去執嘢架喇。」8964 copyright protection374ＰＥＮＡＮＡinrlHjgx5j 維尼

為咗幫思雯轉換心情，我分享咗嚟緊嘅搬屋大計。8964 copyright protection374ＰＥＮＡＮＡVVyEIlUaVW 維尼

「⋯⋯使唔使幫手？」雙眼敷住冰袋，鼻哥窿插住兩條紙巾嘅思雯問。8964 copyright protection374ＰＥＮＡＮＡfliPGrhXyj 維尼

「你覺得幫到你分散注意力咪嚟囉。」8964 copyright protection374ＰＥＮＡＮＡorplvjojDF 維尼

「我唔打算返工住喇，起碼請一個禮拜假⋯⋯真係無心情做嘢⋯⋯」8964 copyright protection374ＰＥＮＡＮＡlRAItS6L9l 維尼

「咁我到時叫你嚟幫手啦，配多條鎖匙比你，隨時同我講聲就上嚟坐囉。」8964 copyright protection374ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13eZaGinHJ 維尼

「嗯。嚟緊應該有排麻煩你。」8964 copyright protection374ＰＥＮＡＮＡE185putdWV 維尼

「麻咩煩吖，一世人兩姐妹吖嘛。煩得過我嗰陣時？」8964 copyright protection374ＰＥＮＡＮＡp0aHWm7Wgt 維尼

思雯少少失笑：「都真⋯⋯我諗我唔會成日走上天台⋯⋯但係你唔使返學咩？」8964 copyright protection374ＰＥＮＡＮＡoDjerOTnwv 維尼

「請咗假，當然唔係成個星期啦，兩日啫。」8964 copyright protection374ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7yLnv59hGY 維尼

「兩日你搬得晒咩？」8964 copyright protection374ＰＥＮＡＮＡj5pONE82rW 維尼

「拎啲必須品過去架咋。」8964 copyright protection374ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZqVPH9tFx 維尼

「得啦，到時幫你手。」8964 copyright protection374ＰＥＮＡＮＡcmmDpXnHWF 維尼

「我無假嗰幾日你自己一個ok嗎？」8964 copyright protection374ＰＥＮＡＮＡH8cHPGxn5Q 維尼

「去旅行散心⋯⋯最好架啦。」8964 copyright protection374ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6YN4Z0OI7h 維尼

聽到思雯仲有心情去旅行，我都當堂安心返少少，應該唔會去旅行做傻事嘅。而且離開傷心地轉換下環境都係好事。8964 copyright protection374ＰＥＮＡＮＡSFD5DOCYFP 維尼

「咁你幫我搬屋，我送你機。」8964 copyright protection374ＰＥＮＡＮＡVTssslFiK3 維尼

思雯點點頭，捉住我衫角：「多謝⋯⋯」8964 copyright protection374ＰＥＮＡＮＡceDucA8PFk 維尼

「得啦。」8964 copyright protection374ＰＥＮＡＮＡJpkHktLjZe 維尼

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