嗰晚返到屋企，我成晚都瞓唔著，諗咗好多如果，但每個如果嘅盡頭都唔係一個好結局。896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡadvXb1waUR
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其實個天想我點？喺我覺得放低咗嘅時候再考驗多我一次，就係等我認清楚自己未放得低？896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEghNtHykZ6
896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡloapgdmO3A
咁我依家認啦，我唔會再呃自己，我的確係未放得低。896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkdQZlgXAk4
896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18RU0ZOrum
可能真係懲罰我對自己唔夠誠實，事實上唔係撞返芯玥我都無機會直面自己嘅問題。896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2HWgkSc3Fo
896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg2L7JTSBqE
我好記得蠔哥問過我：「你係咪真係放低咗先？」嗰陣我啱啱開始同晴晴一齊。896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1HLTIne5Mm
896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBB2mPSYkq
「放低咗啦，都咁多年喇。」896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Imsth9Y2O
896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBc7bjYbPr5
「但依個你好似唔係好鍾意咋喎。」雞腎一矢中的：「你拍拖都一排啦，都無主動提起過佢。」896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIcwM70iJlR
896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOsybLvoBqG
「鍾意架。唔係吓吓都要提先係鍾意嘅。」896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIa3BQzrywc
896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBtgRx0Idkx
我當時講嘅大話，講到同晴晴一齊耐咗幾乎連自己都信埋。896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQbeKdAp0l1
896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡprB7lytNb0
直到被親戚問起先發現原來紙始終都包唔住火。896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOrGDnT3Pm2
896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9K2oqZqdsd
但我當時只係承認自己同晴晴行唔到落去，而無發現自己其實未放得低芯玥。896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokCFS9E54v
896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtlr87Ja6IG
我真係唔明，又唔係第一個女朋友，亦唔係最後一個，點解就係放佢唔低？點解就係面對佢我先仲好似困咗喺過去無進步過咁？896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqc6dyZsVlI
896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgRRMITFZ52
面對晴晴我可以分咗手就無再諗過佢，係半秒都無。但芯玥呢？依六年嚟每次有啲咩細節觸動到我嘅神經就會諗起佢。896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSaF2LhQ2UU
896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmLvihA597W
可以的話，我真係好想將所有同芯玥嘅記憶刪除得一乾二淨，連同佢開心嘅回憶都唔想要，想依世人無認識過鄧芯玥。896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡycJtCUNjPS
896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgpm13v1Q5b
成日叫人放下向前行嗰啲人，同叫個咳緊嘅人唔好咳，叫個唔開心嘅人開心啲係一樣。896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xMSjOm9Ku
896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrHBwv9FYVl
我哋都好清楚人到最後只可以自救，乜都只可以靠自己，我都知未來可能有一日做得到，但我依家就係做唔到。896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvhYkktlOX1
896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcLHywQ9mPM
我已經好多個夜晚自己匿埋喊，亦無煩過芯玥，好努力咁去放低，去呃自己，去睇啲放下嘅佛偈，去再愛下一個，再拍拖⋯⋯點知再嚟多個咁大嘅整蠱，依種情況有邊個遇到過？可唔可以教吓我點做？896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyEtoIBrIhU
896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf3rqodH8Fi
每一次我以為放低咗，再發現原來又係未得，就會喊。896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYa9kzOsdUm
896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIR6PR2l2MK
「一年喇⋯⋯」896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQyCj1Ny9A
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「兩年喇⋯⋯」896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu1mdZQSgqn
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「三年喇⋯⋯」896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6mMWwkwbBC
896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8n4yqwPfik
直到同晴晴一齊，我已經接受咗依個人生入面無辦法填平嘅窿。我至少做得到諗起都無再喊。896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0rBqn9505n
896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqS3EhG19nO
「六年喇⋯⋯」896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWYg4nVD6ad
896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKW5AZM0kxK
然後依家，再被個窿跣多次，跌到頭破血流。896Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7enzCytwzq
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