我失眠到第二朝,七點幾就去紙札鋪買嘢,準備畀阿姨拜天神土地。之後再買雞、燒肉、蘋果同梨。745Please respect copyright.PENANAaMQfSPLiyi
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「九點吉時呀。」阿媽著好衫就叫我手挽所有拜神嘢出門。745Please respect copyright.PENANAMUAVPnJHnj
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去到阿姨屋企,我哋幾個一齊擺陣,大致上都記得點搞。745Please respect copyright.PENANAv4sEwiOigl
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到咗吉時就點香點蠟燭參拜,啲香燭開始薰到間屋煙霧彌漫,我自然想開窗,但佢兩姐妹一齊阻止我。745Please respect copyright.PENANAGIqRJ1bAt7
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「咪呀你,就係要啲煙攻住間屋先好架!」745Please respect copyright.PENANACSCc39LbT8
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咁間屋又唔係我嘅,我想走啦,佢哋又話:「啲神都未走你走先?無禮貌呀!」745Please respect copyright.PENANANcoIlnsqkN
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成件事好唔科學,但佢哋傳統係咁,我唯有頂硬上。745Please respect copyright.PENANANnW06riVQA
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不過我向來有鼻敏感,氣管又唔好,唞唔到氣又流鼻血勁辛苦,最慘係啲香燭唔知有啲咩元素週期表喺入面,會攻到對眼狂標眼水。745Please respect copyright.PENANAnRHe5lp3gA
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「幾時完呀?好辛苦呀大姐。」745Please respect copyright.PENANAf2KAtsRp6W
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「啲香燒完先啦。」745Please respect copyright.PENANAdJoWQCJlGf
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到啲香燒完,我都仲係咁辛苦:「燒完喇燒完喇,走喇走喇。」745Please respect copyright.PENANAUAjKSSGRnp
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我哋幾個收拾好啲垃圾就走,等啲香煙喺間屋自然消退。745Please respect copyright.PENANA1O6gMVCdGi
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一行到出街有新鮮空氣就好咗好多,但啲眼水鼻涕仲係咁流。745Please respect copyright.PENANAnY5E2B45A9
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「間房搞到你咁辛苦,你都識嗌走啦。」745Please respect copyright.PENANAaOMOKKWfaW
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「⋯⋯⋯⋯點同呀?」745Please respect copyright.PENANA4XpbEmpLRP
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「有咩分別?」比阿媽咁問,認真諗吓又好似真係無分別。745Please respect copyright.PENANABARkbjIhMG
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「我問你,邊樣辛苦啲?」745Please respect copyright.PENANAEXAQKMX6Ul
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真係被佢考起,雖然係肉體同心靈上嘅兩種痛苦,但如果被煙攻辛苦啲,咁即係芯玥件事嘅傷心程度根本無我想像中咁勁。745Please respect copyright.PENANAiydJvNN7Eg
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相反芯玥件事辛苦啲的話,被煙攻我都識嗌走,點解個心仲要困喺芯玥度?745Please respect copyright.PENANAhehkxDhdjc
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「我開唔到道門。」745Please respect copyright.PENANA3yWXHcJAlR
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「一係就等時間過,等啲煙散,一係就用自己嘅方法嘗試去開門。無人教到你點開道門架。可能你推咗幾年之後會發覺,道門其實係要拉呢?」745Please respect copyright.PENANA5JEqWLt0uv
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「我試過好多方法都唔得,覺得自己好無用⋯⋯」745Please respect copyright.PENANAfFgwFK6ans
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「道門開唔到就預咗架啦,咁易開到就唔會困咗喺入面啦係咪先?但只要你嘗試去開嗰一刻,無論開唔開到,你都要覺得驕傲,因為你至少肯去掂道門。」745Please respect copyright.PENANAJDvrSxg8TF
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我分唔清啲淚水係咪啲香未散刺激到我流出嚟,定我本身流緊。745Please respect copyright.PENANA3EhjFBCnep
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「但係我無辦法覺得自己係驕傲,我淨係覺得自己好無用。」於是我唔敢再掂道門。745Please respect copyright.PENANA7TKcTXlFvo
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「你係我嘅驕傲。」745Please respect copyright.PENANA3gGq3TL5bG
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原來,係我本身流緊眼淚。745Please respect copyright.PENANAI1lpqQJ3UZ