我捱住頭痛咁返工。965Please respect copyright.PENANAJjowPlr8LA
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痛苦當然唔會一兩日就完全消失,過幾日又會好似潮漲嘅海浪湧上心頭。965Please respect copyright.PENANA7bnEKgE1gC
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亦因為狀態差,影響咗我工作表現,連連揹鑊。965Please respect copyright.PENANAzUrphiZfJC
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「你見點呀金仔?依排好唔妥咁喎。見你無主動講我都無問,但係咪嗰日唔順利呀?」965Please respect copyright.PENANAXyxdpqvE5K
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「何止唔順利。」965Please respect copyright.PENANAtdHNYQS4eY
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我將成件事又講一次畀霞姨聽。965Please respect copyright.PENANAfsek34DB0v
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「你幫我占卜嗰次,其實係全部中晒。最後結局係死神吖嘛,仲好記得架。」965Please respect copyright.PENANADwreb1Rp38
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講完我就抱住頭:「唉,前幾日仲因為飲醉無諗起佢好鬼開心,點知過幾日又嚟過,點搞呀?」965Please respect copyright.PENANAtvexJjM2hH
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同以前一樣,每當我過咗一段時間無啦啦諗返起芯玥,就會覺得自己好無用。965Please respect copyright.PENANA4JXT04IkeA
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「諗通同放低唔係燈掣,唔係一㩒就會無哂架喎。」霞姨話。965Please respect copyright.PENANAiTxxOY30u3
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「但我仲會諗起⋯⋯好無用⋯⋯我唔想再諗起佢但都控制唔到。同啲話戒毒嘅人又走去吸毒有咩分別?」965Please respect copyright.PENANA7l1MdG8zgq
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我望住自己兜咖哩吉豬飯,完全無胃口。965Please respect copyright.PENANAyOH9kH9urs
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「你經歷咗嘅人生就自然有記憶,諗返以前咪諗返囉,回憶本身係無錯架喎,唔使向自己施壓。」965Please respect copyright.PENANAt2qt8HS2cd
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霞姨一路講,一路搵返佢盒塔羅牌出嚟。965Please respect copyright.PENANAdH5vqZQxf2
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「唔好將個人價值依附喺感情上,你就係你,感情失敗唔代表你係失敗。同樣道理,諗起只係諗起,唔代表你無用。」965Please respect copyright.PENANA7SEmCVTGok
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霞姨拎出死神牌遞畀我:「你一路都無聽依隻牌嘅解讀。」965Please respect copyright.PENANAE8OXotiN6p
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「咪就係死神囉,唔使解啦。」965Please respect copyright.PENANAKAoXqFMlO3
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「好多人都好驚塔羅占卜抽到死神,因為覺得一定係唔好。但其實依隻牌係最有積極同正面意義嘅一隻。」965Please respect copyright.PENANAugGsE7oNiv
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我接過死神牌,聽霞姨講埋落去:「死神表示你生命中一個重要階段結束,新階段即將開始。你會經歷一個重大的改變、過渡同轉變。舊嘅你會『死亡』,但大破大立,置之死地而後生,咁先會有新嘅你。」965Please respect copyright.PENANAOpgXAlgMiX
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望住死神牌,我諗返當日問過自己嘅問題。965Please respect copyright.PENANAJxfle7EhBR
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如果唔係重新喺返埋一齊,到底畀我再遇返芯玥有咩意義?965Please respect copyright.PENANAOVS2KtRSzc
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「依段經歷對你嚟講可能好可怕,意味你需要放低生活中唔健康嘅依戀。學習面對依樣嘢逝去,明白『釋懷』都係生命入面重要嘅組成部分之一,接受佢、繼續前進。依個先係死神牌真正嘅意義。」965Please respect copyright.PENANAk8VQkxbBp9
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或者,再次遇上芯玥嘅意義,係要我真真正正咁放下。965Please respect copyright.PENANA0DgP4NfQVY