Today I was productive writing-wise but so shit in every other way. I wrote quite a bit which is great! But at the same time, I didn't really eat much all day or so the school work I need to do.
Before yall mom talk me bout eating I'm sick and couldn't be fucked eating real food and whenever I eat everything hurts. So I still ate just like not as much as I should. I'm eating fruit rn though. I was gonna make cup soup too but I couldn't find noodles. I made soup. I still feel bad. I've had this stupid feeling of like being guilty when I eat too much or just food. Is that normal? Idk.
I watched half a movie, read half a comic, talked to some friends and had to explain to one of them why he's an asshole. I don't think he got it. This brings me to something that annoys tf outta me. WHEN MISCOMMUNICATION IS THE PLOT!!!!! LIKE MATE NO. BIG NO NO. Its annoying and stupid.
Yeah that's it. Pretty sad day.
edit from later in the night. Argh now is the worst possible time for me to be sick. My mom says I need another day off but I have so much stuff to do. I’m so behind and my due dates are around the corner. I was literally crying that I couldn’t go to school because there’s just so much I have to do and I’m never able to get stuff done from home and it’s stressing me out
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