So as you hopefully saw the title and this is gonna talk about insecurities. This kinda related back to my post about beauty standards it’s also a bit of a rant about finding clothes. So yeah heads up!
alright, let’s start then! Soo I went clothes shopping today because everything was cheap but I’ve found if I was nice or stylish clothes for a cheaper price it’s hard to find stuff that suits my style or what I feel comfortable in. So I’ve kinda gotten used to it like having to go outside of my comfort zone. 481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKDL3gdgjVR
But it’s kinda my issue for being so insecure about my body and how I look. I kinda think besides the way my hands look I basically would change a lot. Those are issues I’ve gotta work with though. A big one of mine is all the stretch marks I have on my body or the fact that my stomach sticks out a bit more than others. So I avoid cropped shirts or tight-fitting ones. Or if I do wear cropped shirts I like to wear high-waist jeans so my body doesn't show too much. I kinda have a limit for how much of my body I like to show when wearing clothes. I guess there are easy solutions to that or well not for the stretch marks. 481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBkXyJFUsaD
But today I bought a shirt that goes a bit more out of my comfort zone! Oh yeah I guess this is an upper body reveal? Meh though uhh please don’t comment on my body or how I look.
I still got a large shirt so it covers some bits and but ya know..progress kinda? Not really but the shirt kinda shows my scratch marks across my shoulders which I normally hide.481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5WbNr7vrwU
Another insecurity is my bags. On my eyes. They are really really bad. Like bad bad. I hate how they look. No matter how much sleep I get they just stay the same. So I get a lot of comments on why I don't sleep enough. I would invest in concealer if I could but I don't have enough time for makeup nor will people let me buy it or teach me how to use it.481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAYIZKW1h4W
I kinda think insecurity comes from what we see and what other people comment on. For me anyways, like I'm always comparing myself to people I see on Instagram even though there are a lot of other factors.
Anyways to finish this off, yall are perfect and insecurity is normal! Between body standards and what others think (especially if you care a lot about other opinions) we're all bound to have some! Or well if you are confident in the way you look that's even better! But we're not all there yet (key word yet).
Okie bai~
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