I didn’t win.
I’m not that sad because I’m happy for the girl who did, but also I am. I genuinely thought I was gonna win and I’m so frustrated I let myself get my hopes up. I guess I kinda just wanted to show people how far I’ve come from the “new girl last year” to someone who people would vote for ya know?
I guess now I’m thinking stuff like “was I not nice enough to people?” Or “do people note like me enough?”
Also my crush hasn’t talked to me in days so now I’m returning the favor. If he’s not going to put effort into our friendship then I won’t either. It’s not worth my energy to try so hard and not see the same from him. Now I just think of him as a guy I go to school with.
Anyway, finals is next week and it’s time to start stressing for that and stop worrying about boys.
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