Alrighty it’s been awhile since I’ve updated on here.
I’m currently in a very contemplative mood right now and there’s like 1000 different thoughts in my head. It’s hard to keep them all straight sometimes so writing them down helps.
We just had our June recital where all the advanced dancers were fairies and all the younger dancers were something to do with our “talents.” My favorite part had to be when we would help the little kids on stage, this one tiny girl in a little yellow tutu grabbed my hand so tightly and looked up at me. She was adorable and I love being a role model to kids like her. I remember being her age and looking up to the older dancers, so it’s the least I can do to be that for her.
I am realizing that my studio is going through some management changes which isn’t bad, but things are different. I’m going to see if I can join a more professional studio for the summer and see where I can go from there. My mom told me that my teachers were saying I shouldn’t be where I am and I needed to be training somewhere harder, and try to do competitions. I don’t want to leave my friends at my studio but I also want to do what’s best for myself and my dancing you know?
I’ve moved on from ice cream tattoo guy, yay for self growth, but now I have no one. No romantic interest that is. It’s kinda boring. I really REALLY wanna meet someone this summer. Someone who doesn’t go to me school…
Lately I haven’t had the urge to sit down and read like I did when school was going on. I guess I only wanna read when I know I should be doing other things. I did just start this book, Without Merit by Colleen Hoover, and I’m already hooked.
I deep cleaned my room and it’s way nicer to hang out in when the worry of cleaning is out of the way.
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