"I AM MORE THAN WHAT I CAN GIVE SOMEONE OR WHAT I CAN DO FOR SOMEONE OR WHEN THERE IS NO ONE ELSE. Can someone please explain that to them? If not, I may flip out."
"P.S. I think about completely stopping talking to everyone I currently talk to(with exception of like 2 people) and restarting. It's just frustrating that I might have to...or want to for that matter. But all I am to most of my "friends" and some family is just someone to use, abuse, and control. What they don't get is that I AM A PERSON TOO. Lord, help me."
I feel as if people really do think of me as an object or someone who matters so little that all I'm good for is to be used. I feel as if I am last choice, but good enough when there is nothing else. Or, when someone needs something from me, I'm good enough to talk to until they get what they want...then they're done with me.
But I might've beat them to it, because I'm done with that. I hate to make people mad by telling them no, but I matter too....I matter too.
I MATTER TOO.
Its time for some other people to see that as well.
I am past my limit of nice girl. Out with the old, in with the new.
© Madison B Barrett
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