It's weird, you know: to like to read long truthful, but sometimes depressing, poems or quotes. It's weird to not want to look up the uplifting happy bubbly poems or quotes.
You should want to look those up. Stop looking at those depressing ones, you're just making yourself more sad.
But...am I?
Actually, the long poems that seem to go on and on about how horrible life is or how saddening the nature of people are....help me.
We all have our ways of getting the things we cannot say....cannot find the words to put together out. That is mine.
I am not depressing myself more by looking at these quotes - in fact looking at those stupid uplifting happy quotes depresses me more. Why? They're just not deep enough. They're just not the words I want to say.
I want to get what is inside me out. The only way I can is to use other people's words. The words inside me are not happy or uplifting, they are REALISTIC. You cannot post happy things and expect to be happy.
Want to know how to be happy and feel better?
Find the words you want to say, get them out. Forget the people who say to stop looking up depressing things, do what you want. If thats how you get it out, then you do it.
Nobody but you can say the words inside you. Why cover the TRUTH up with bubbly happy FAKE words?
Thats not for me, so call me depressed or weird for looking up things that make me feel better, but you can't - and will not - make me stop.
© Madison B Barrett
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