好幾年時間入面，我都好糾結一個問題。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu6X8ZxZQlF
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHGYNXLxbX5
係我嘅不安懷疑令芯玥走，定係佢同個男仔一早曖昧緊先會令我懷疑？762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxwH1W9MM6e
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLFOciEbWNZ
分手未夠兩個星期，就有條新仔，仲要一早就無取消張機票，兩個星期入面就一齊再去旅行？762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsiaklr6bVk
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點解一開始要呃我取消咗？762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBNY1BDYCz
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl4OeIOHX8N
可能因為唔想被人罰錢，所以留住張機票先，但就算佢嚟都唔會被我知，直至話取消咗等我死一條心。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoIcu10LvGq
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2PEIeOIsb5
點知分手之後好快搵到另一個，咪轉做同新嗰個去囉。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIbpiWRmOC9
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlHyz0kPKnk
定係由同我分手嗰陣已經計劃好同條新仔去旅行，所以無取消張機票呢？762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwo2DnrWYmJ
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6zYbJlZHn
好多我無辦法確定嘅答案，令我每日個腦都七國咁亂。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2BX2xgVZU
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzBpWbZDCcm
唯一可以肯定嘅只有一樣嘢，就係喺機票依個問題上，芯玥呃咗我。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡahU6drsMt2
嗰陣喺台灣自己一個，日喊夜喊，搞到喉嚨勁痛。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfEG0Wt4K3
人生路不熟又唔去睇醫生，淨係求其買啲喉糖食，舒服少少又喊過。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡas0wyqRXo9
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡruAXGnqlFz
當時棟宿舍多咗個鬧鬼傳聞，話夜晚走廊盡頭會聽到男人喊聲，其實就係我嚟。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuyPGhn7eb1
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI1bhvnEWk0
喊吓喊吓發覺把聲沙咗，都無乜為意，聲沙好小事、喉嚨痛好小事以為自己會好，點知就無再好過。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrAbX519KiE
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYiwCoIlBqX
嗰次分手，驚動阿爸阿媽打電話過嚟，阿媽同其他朋友各自又喺聖誕節過嚟搵我。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhmEHkS5OUs
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLiIRe6gRFa
我去食煙，聽講可以排解寂寞。但呼出嘅只有空虛。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAqoUtUDpa1
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEN7RHKVTKi
我去飲酒，酒入愁腸愁更愁。我以為食酒止到喊，點知之後好幾年都係飲醉就諗起芯玥再喊過。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZs1MYlGW0T
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaOpgMSj1An
我去隊草，但佢只係放大晒我嘅傷心，喉嚨被火燒嘅感覺更強，見到任何男女都變成芯玥同條新仔，一邊恥笑我一邊愈走愈遠。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKfsHnYJAoO
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ02Lry7lhyH
後來每個朋友都話，嗰幾年我個樣好似隨時會死咁。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNNz1h2Wf46
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyR2SLmDSYb
但唯獨自殺我無做到，可能因為分手嗰日我就搵晒所有朋友同親人大肆宣揚，諗返起都覺得醜，不過每個人都安慰我。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzGxL93dTtf
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi95sSuznD5
雖然安慰係無補於事，但我都慶幸大家會安慰我。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw3hz15MuWn
同芯玥一齊嗰陣我已經講晒畀朋友聽，分手嗰陣都講晒，之後再無一個女朋友係我會主動同班朋友提起。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65dxlu7cU3
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGHr5WPvY86
蠔哥話：「留有用之軀，無謂送頭吖。你死咗佢會唔會在意先？唔會吖嘛，咁你死嚟做乜先？」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAT6tWLy4ep
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或者係逃避痛苦。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDrfO9ifWJA
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雞腎話：「痛苦總有一日會過，到時你就會慶幸自己當初無死到，原來個世界仲係咁靚。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1hqkRXcl9
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蘿蔔話：「計我話，快啲搵個第二個啦。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIKVs3g8EaA
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結果我頹廢咗好耐，每日都想死但又要控制自己，先發明咗「由瞓醒開始將所有嘢諗到最壞」嘅方法幫自己留意日常微細嘅美好。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJZXi4eX3g
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNbQK6dXCgQ
所以你問我有無自殺？我係每日都想死持續咗一年半，但事實上又的確係咩都無做過。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnUy1J6MnAJ
