我終於都得到當年嘅答案，唔需要再自己糾結個答案係乜嘢。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN60WNnebWR
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「以前爸爸媽咪恃住有家姐照顧我，不嬲都好少理我。到家姐走咗之後，加埋上次結唔成婚，佢哋就好心急想我搵個人照顧我下半世。」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbROQzxACfh
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於是先係咁叫芯玥相睇，但佢又唔信依種咁老套嘅方法可以搵到個鍾意嘅對象，就去試吓玩交友app。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBoqP0vYxYZ
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「之後嘅事，你都知得七七八八。」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjeQ1710udh
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識到我，同我覺得好啱傾，好有感覺，直至見面，無晒感覺。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIri2e35m4c
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「我突然發現，自己咁多年嚟諗過嘅可能性之中都有過正確答案，只係我確定唔到。」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOfbRmJ07r3
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1LensrgFDl
「你咁重視答案，依家知晒啦？」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLRS4JA1oL4
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「事實可能都係你出軌在先都唔定。」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡegAFxizsyw
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芯玥無力一笑：「係架，可以係我溝條仔在先，對你冷淡逼你分手，特登唔取消張機票同佢去旅行。我哋嗰陣發生嘅事，所有證據都係邊個講法都講得通，係睇你信邊一個咁解。」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnvQRylYSqY
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的確，其實講到尾只係睇我信邊一個。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUenfa2oeIq
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「但我覺得都咁多年啦，到依家你仲問，證明你真係好重視依啲問題。既然你咁重視個答案，我咪誠實啲講晒你知，可以令你真正死心就夠。」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfW38RMKlFq
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfEGLkZT0zc
「我信你。」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOJd2ejsVrx
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我終於真係接受到六年前發生嘅事。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJxU9zhU6zs
但我未接受到依幾個月發生嘅事。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ98OI7zI7fs
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「但係我哋可以再撞返，仍然咁啱傾，我真係唔值得一個機會？我唔會再離開香港幾個月，情緒都唔會好似以前咁唔穩定，我有改好架。」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd69srMH9Pi
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諷刺嘅係我被人當ATM、打同出軌嗰三次，我都唔係太大情緒起伏，偏偏對住芯玥就唔得，佢一舉手一投足都好影響我心情。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIIelfemMJP
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「唔止係情緒，仲有好多嘢。有樣嘢我收埋喺心一直無講，係我覺得你無人生目標，唔上進，唔知自己想點，渾渾噩噩咁，我接受唔到男朋友係咁。」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQIieXNWim1
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我被芯玥話到口啞啞。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxSXGSuinti
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「你連當年去台灣交流，都係求其東讀啲西讀啲拎學分，無明確目標係去做乜。仲要成日同我呻畢咗業唔知可以返咩工，唔似我一定做到幼稚園老師。我問你其實鍾意做乜你又講唔出，依家睇怕你都仲係返緊份唔知為乜，純粹月底拎份糧嘅工啦？」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJsbs139Af6
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無話可說，我的確係咁。就算依排突然上進，都係因為覺得同「阿琴」有可能，先想賺多啲錢。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0vrEac59uR
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如果無「阿琴」出現，我一定仲係繼續如常返工放工。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVxPZPRPZVR
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「你到底鍾意做乜嘢架？」芯玥句句么心么肺，直達我死穴。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbGgWMO1Xkk
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見我遲遲無答案，佢嘆咗口氣：「咁咪係囉。」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUsBIf2mgoA
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我知佢對我好失望，因為連我都對自己好失望。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3lR7ksQKPh
