我失眠到第二朝,七點幾就去紙札鋪買嘢,準備畀阿姨拜天神土地。之後再買雞、燒肉、蘋果同梨。671Please respect copyright.PENANAPsxDyRq9kU
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「九點吉時呀。」阿媽著好衫就叫我手挽所有拜神嘢出門。671Please respect copyright.PENANAgMiDZuSvXc
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去到阿姨屋企,我哋幾個一齊擺陣,大致上都記得點搞。671Please respect copyright.PENANAbY6SnLptGE
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到咗吉時就點香點蠟燭參拜,啲香燭開始薰到間屋煙霧彌漫,我自然想開窗,但佢兩姐妹一齊阻止我。671Please respect copyright.PENANANE1uiFRCYI
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「咪呀你,就係要啲煙攻住間屋先好架!」671Please respect copyright.PENANATVTrE9FLNR
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咁間屋又唔係我嘅,我想走啦,佢哋又話:「啲神都未走你走先?無禮貌呀!」671Please respect copyright.PENANAiloncOjkz5
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成件事好唔科學,但佢哋傳統係咁,我唯有頂硬上。671Please respect copyright.PENANAiwhybiVAvb
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不過我向來有鼻敏感,氣管又唔好,唞唔到氣又流鼻血勁辛苦,最慘係啲香燭唔知有啲咩元素週期表喺入面,會攻到對眼狂標眼水。671Please respect copyright.PENANAZWNH0XpUmg
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「幾時完呀?好辛苦呀大姐。」671Please respect copyright.PENANAeC7l2Jzvsa
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「啲香燒完先啦。」671Please respect copyright.PENANAINogItSVJm
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到啲香燒完,我都仲係咁辛苦:「燒完喇燒完喇,走喇走喇。」671Please respect copyright.PENANAfywxQdSrhJ
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我哋幾個收拾好啲垃圾就走,等啲香煙喺間屋自然消退。671Please respect copyright.PENANA4wvEZR4kZp
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一行到出街有新鮮空氣就好咗好多,但啲眼水鼻涕仲係咁流。671Please respect copyright.PENANAffO41F0CYs
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「間房搞到你咁辛苦,你都識嗌走啦。」671Please respect copyright.PENANAK4BvR7doYP
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「⋯⋯⋯⋯點同呀?」671Please respect copyright.PENANAXyZEO0LvC9
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「有咩分別?」比阿媽咁問,認真諗吓又好似真係無分別。671Please respect copyright.PENANAJMJBldZIoP
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「我問你,邊樣辛苦啲?」671Please respect copyright.PENANARxDITSYgsK
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真係被佢考起,雖然係肉體同心靈上嘅兩種痛苦,但如果被煙攻辛苦啲,咁即係芯玥件事嘅傷心程度根本無我想像中咁勁。671Please respect copyright.PENANATYSsqhaCwU
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相反芯玥件事辛苦啲的話,被煙攻我都識嗌走,點解個心仲要困喺芯玥度?671Please respect copyright.PENANAny6NPm3bIC
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「我開唔到道門。」671Please respect copyright.PENANAS35ubgvnsR
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「一係就等時間過,等啲煙散,一係就用自己嘅方法嘗試去開門。無人教到你點開道門架。可能你推咗幾年之後會發覺,道門其實係要拉呢?」671Please respect copyright.PENANAiFA24pOVTX
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「我試過好多方法都唔得,覺得自己好無用⋯⋯」671Please respect copyright.PENANAwXA2faRuv6
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「道門開唔到就預咗架啦,咁易開到就唔會困咗喺入面啦係咪先?但只要你嘗試去開嗰一刻,無論開唔開到,你都要覺得驕傲,因為你至少肯去掂道門。」671Please respect copyright.PENANAQUGfwKP0vz
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我分唔清啲淚水係咪啲香未散刺激到我流出嚟,定我本身流緊。671Please respect copyright.PENANAMDreafwIgP
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「但係我無辦法覺得自己係驕傲,我淨係覺得自己好無用。」於是我唔敢再掂道門。671Please respect copyright.PENANAyouS7RLN7A
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「你係我嘅驕傲。」671Please respect copyright.PENANApxTKFJCZHo
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原來,係我本身流緊眼淚。671Please respect copyright.PENANAFb6ApAU2jC