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No Plagiarism!qrtPbXiKvjvsoLgG33XWposted on PENANA ~•★Alex's Point of View★•~
Victoria continued to look at me without saying a word. I felt my lips tilt into a small sympathetic smile. I didn't know exactly what she was thinking about what I told her but I knew it was hard for her to accept it. When she walked in on the day it happened, it really must've looked like I actually kissed Amanda; I really must've looked like the bad guy. I chuckled slightly and she broke out of her trance.
"Do you know what I thought?" I asked her, the small smile still on my face. She shook her head and I continued, "I thought that when I was finally able to tell you what happened, I would have you back in my arms. But after seeing you with my brother today, I'm not so sure that'll happen."8964 copyright protection828PENANA5ItTGO4Cjk 維尼
She looked down, sadness covering her face. She looked back up slowly with a blank face.
"How could Amanda do that to Mike?" she asked in a small voice.8964 copyright protection828PENANAZJckRaZ9Wc 維尼
A sinister laugh left my lips and she looked at me with a confused face. "She didn't do anything to him," I said. Her eyebrows scrunched together and she asked me to explain. "They weren't dating, they were just friends. It was all an act." Her eyes widened and she covered her lips as she gasped.
"How do you know?" she asked. After taking another sip, I told her.8964 copyright protection828PENANABgYKYLv5a0 維尼
I pulled out of the driveway and drove. I couldn't stay at that house, knowing that my mom's biggest wish, the end of my relationship with Victoria, had just happened. Not knowing where else to go, I went to a park that I used to go to on my breaks at work.
I got out of the car and walked towards a big tree in the middle. I sat down and leaned my back on it, placing my head in my hands and letting out the tears that I was afraid to release earlier.8964 copyright protection828PENANARD1hbs1lZf 維尼
The world that I had grown comfortable in, since I met Victoria, had just been torn down with just one kiss. The woman who was the love of my life was gone. I didn't have anything left.
I stayed at the tree, trying my best to think of a way to fix all of this; but nothing came to mind. I heard leaves crunch beside me and looked up to find Mike walking up to me. Immediately, anger overtook my sadness and I stood up, grabbing him by the collar when he was close enough, and pushing him against the tree hard.8964 copyright protection828PENANAztiJOOMVrJ 維尼
"Dude it's me, I just want to talk," he said, looking a little panicked.
"Why did you have to bring her?" I breathed, trying to control my anger.8964 copyright protection828PENANAUYfSnYQAo3 維尼
"Who? Amanda?" I nodded, afraid of losing my patience if I spoke.
"She wanted to see everyone."8964 copyright protection828PENANAyA4ngFok4t 維尼
"Do you know she made a move on me?" I asked, feeling my anger slowly melting away. He looked at me confused before he composed himself, a knowing expression taking over.
"She's not my girlfriend if you're trying to tell me that she cheated on me." I let go of him, looking away and back at him.8964 copyright protection828PENANAMmeUujUJRo 維尼
"What do you mean she's not your girlfriend? You two have been together forever," I said incredulously. He sighed and sat on the grass. I followed his action.
"We're just friends─we've always been just friends. It was all an act that mom asked us to do." As he spoke, he did his best to look everywhere but at my face.8964 copyright protection828PENANAcsgovL8oTt 維尼
"Why would mom want you to do something like that?"
"You know how much she doesn't like Victoria. She really thought that you could do better than her. So she asked us to pretend to be a couple and get close to both of you, in hopes of one of you getting attracted to one of us and break up your relationship." 8964 copyright protection828PENANAWy9JhE0Y71 維尼
"How could you ever agree to something like this?" I asked him, feeling my anger build up again. He opened his mouth to say something but decided against it, closing it and looking at the ground with an unreadable expression in his eyes.
"I asked you a question Mike," I said, making my tone as serious as I was.8964 copyright protection828PENANAoItt82VwV6 維尼
"You know how I feel about Victoria; how I've always felt," he said, his voice small. 832Please respect copyright.PENANA44DjY9VSVo
Hearing this wasn't much of a surprise, I had noticed how he'd look at her whenever she was in the room. But a small part of me wished it was just my imagination.8964 copyright protection828PENANAK464l2zhgJ 維尼
"What do you mean?" I asked him. He looked up and sighed.
"I'm in love with her; I've always been in love with her ever since I saw her in eighth grade."8964 copyright protection828PENANAALM1kRpOTX 維尼
"Eighth grade?!" I asked, my eyes widening. I was definitely not expecting this.
"Yeah. On the first day of school when I was looking for my class, I got lost. She saw me and offered to help me. I remember thinking that she was the most beautiful girl I had ever seen, and she still is. Everyday after that, whenever I saw her I was too shy to approach her. So I stayed back, hoping that nobody would beat me to it.8964 copyright protection828PENANA53DhQ8UkrZ 維尼
But when I was in senior year, I saw you two together at dad's restaurant, when you were in college, and I had to give up. So when mom told me about this plan, I thought that this was it; I could finally be with her, the woman I've loved for all these years. But I didn't think about what that would do to you. I was selfish."
I sat there looking at him, not knowing what to say or do.8964 copyright protection828PENANAQqXQMEnisS 維尼
She looked at me as if there were a lot of questions she wanted to ask. The wedding was in full swing around us, with everyone busy dancing the night away. I could tell that the music was very loud, but looking at her face I heard it as if it was at a far distance.
The sound of her dress moving as she adjusted herself brought me back to reality. She heaved a sigh and nodded before looking at me.8964 copyright protection828PENANAAiZksmwXW3 維尼
"Okay so why was Fae at your house when you fainted?" she asked, a blank expression on her face.
"What?" I said, feeling confused. This had nothing to do with her, why would she bring her up now?8964 copyright protection828PENANAdZDmCFX5Vb 維尼
"Why was Fae at your house?" Her eyes shone with accusation. I finished my drink before I answered her, having the feeling that this explanation could take a while.
"She was just checking how I was doing. She's been doing that since she came back," I said. She nodded but I could tell that she wasn't satisfied with my answer so I elaborated.8964 copyright protection828PENANAVLftBMuDhn 維尼
It had been only a day since Victoria saw Amanda kissing me and left. Eventhough it had been only a short time, with every minute that passed, it felt like we had been separated for years.
I lay in bed, staring at Vitoria's number on my phone. Tonight was going to be another night of sleeping alone, without my wife. It was really hard knowing that she was not here, where belonged, beside me. 8964 copyright protection828PENANAtPaU6N7IZs 維尼
As I was about to send her a text, a yawn escaped from my lips. I shook my head and tapped on her number; I couldn't sleep right now, I had to reach out to her. I sent her multiple texts, mostly along the lines of:
Babe, it really wasn't what it looked like.8964 copyright protection828PENANAZ4eh7A8UOY 維尼
You have to let me explain.
I love you. And that hasn't changed.8964 copyright protection828PENANAiTiRRWQTyM 維尼
Babe, just give me a chance to explain,
hoping that would at least get her to talk to me and listen to what really happened. As soon as I saw that they were all sent, I fell asleep, a lonely feeling covering my heart. 8964 copyright protection828PENANAec2qcNGWLP 維尼
The next morning, I woke up, ate and got ready to go over to my brother's house. The other day when he had told me about our mom's plan, he sounded genuinely sorry for participating in it. I had to apologise for letting my anger get to me. It wasn't his fault that this happened, he was only following his heart.
Every few seconds as I drove, I would look over to the passenger seat, thinking that Victoria was there. And every time, I was disappointed to find that she wasn't. I really hoped that our situation would only be temporary rather than permanent. 8964 copyright protection828PENANAu2HHf89UGV 維尼
I got out of my car and locked it, walking towards Mike's place. When I got there, I looked through a potted plant to find a spare key and opened the door, returning the key back to its place. Assuming that he was in his room, I walked towards it, hoping that he was awake. The sound of movement on his bed made me think that he was indeed awakening and so I opened the door.
"I didn't have anyone else to talk to about my─" my words got stuck in my throat as soon as I saw the sight before me. My brother and my wife were in the same bed together. I shook myself from the shock and continued to look at them, no longer feeling like I existed in this world if she was able to forget about me that easily. 8964 copyright protection828PENANAmlegqtyDZa 維尼
"Dude it's not what it looks like," Mike said, getting up from the bed. If only I hadn't heard those words before.
"I should've known," I replied, not believing that I actually thought my brother wouldn't go after her. I turned around and left.8964 copyright protection828PENANAHWAUiDkdPL 維尼
"Alex it's not like that," Mike pleaded, walking behind me. I turned around and looked at him.
"What's it like then?" I asked him. He looked surprised by that question but immediately spoke.8964 copyright protection828PENANAeP3n2uSmzN 維尼
"I went to the club yesterday and she was there. She got really drunk or something so I decided to help her out."
"So sleeping with her when she was in that state is helping her out?" I asked. He looked at me with anger beginning to build up.8964 copyright protection828PENANAQdrNokHOZ9 維尼
"We didn't do anything. We just fell asleep on the same bed; nothing happened." I shook my head in disbelief and walked towards the door. Obviously, I was a fool to believe that he wouldn't do anything with her.
I spent the day driving around, trying not to remember the sight of them together on the bed. But no matter what I did, I couldn't stop thinking about it.8964 copyright protection828PENANAesGT2V3hk2 維尼
I returned to my home late that night and walked into the living room to watch TV but the sound of doorbell ringing throughout the house, caused me to turn around and walk to the door, opening it to find Fae standing before me.
"How're you holding up?" she asked, smiling slightly. I sighed as I moved aside and allowed her to enter, closing the door behind me.8964 copyright protection828PENANAlxwwdR3ypy 維尼
"Do you want something to drink?" I asked, trying to avoid her question. Her chuckle echoed throughout the house.
"Alex, I know when you're trying to avoid a question." I sighed again and immediately felt my eyes begin to sting as tears formed around my eyes. "What's wrong?" she asked.8964 copyright protection828PENANAjZdU4eKjlE 維尼
I went into the living room and took a seat, feeling the couch sink slightly as she took a seat beside me.
"I saw Mike and Victoria in bed earlier today." She looked at me shocked and shook her head.8964 copyright protection828PENANAU9Dvi8kGaB 維尼
"That's not possible," she said, still shaking her head.
"I think I know what I saw Fae." 8964 copyright protection828PENANAEc8Z0O8PCZ 維尼
"But that's it. You think you know, you don't really know for sure. I think you both need to sit down and talk things out because there's probably something that you're both wrong about."
"How can you be so sure?" I asked her. She smiled slightly.8964 copyright protection828PENANALgvWYYBmgf 維尼
"I'm not sure, just giving you some advice."
"I need to go," she said in a small voice.8964 copyright protection828PENANAO3k5HSCRQA 維尼
"Victoria wait." I wanted her to stay so we could try to figure things out but she obviously had other plans. I went to grab her wrist to stop her but she pulled away.
"Bye." I sat back down, frustrated. I had hoped that telling her the truth would guarantee that we'd get back together. But unfortunately that was a false hope.8964 copyright protection828PENANAojWyqjPBSN 維尼
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