Roman and I start to walk to lindsey hut when Jake approaches us. "Roman, thought you were on watch" he snaps harshly. "Yeah I got Ian to cover me, got something to do" he responds defensive. "here we go again being irrisponsible" Jake snaps.
"Im doing the best I can but our problems arent something I can just fix!" Roman barks back. " alright enough" I speak up annoyed.
"Hey, what are you guys doing, fighting isnt going to fix anything, We need to keep it together, everyone is scared and turning on one another yous need to step up, you want to help go show some respect its only been 3 days since Rudys death, Lindsey is grieving shes hostile and shut her self in her hut and refuses to eat, so focus on her. Show some remorse because we need her" Ian comes says firmly ashamed of their behavoir.
They both nod and we continue walking to her hut. She is staring blankly at the floor motionless. "Ian is watching sam" I speak up and inform her. She remains silent and doesn't look at us. Jake goes and sits beside her and we remain dead silent.
"Linds, I'm here for you, please talk to me.,I'm so worried about you can you please try and eat something" Jake says in a low comforting voice. He holds a peice of fish on a stick to her mouth but she looks at him coldly and moves her head away ignoring him. He looks at her discouraged then walks out. I look at the door then at her she looks a mess she has dried up tears on her face, her eyes are heavy and have bags under them and she's starting to look pale and emotionless as she Just sits there. The sight of this girl who once was full of fire and hope, now is so silent and cold that it sends chills down my spine. I havent seen this side of her before I see a darkness settled in her eyes and it scares the hell out of me.
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