"Leah, I was wrong - I thought I couldnt feel the same because you have become such a close friend to me but the truth is I was scared as hell of even the thought of it, because your -your so perfect, thoughtful and so kind I feel safe with you and always happy to see your face everyday- then I couldnt when I was kidnapped and I thought I was going to die because I wasent sure if Lindsey was going to pull through or be killed, but all I could think about is how I wanted to be back here with you, right here by your side and thats when I relased I don't ever want to be anywhere else but here, I don't care if we never get rescued cause here is where I met you, I love with you too, because you show me the hope when there's none " Sam confesses passionately as I stay and listen as I smile relieved and touched by his confession. wondering how Rudy feels for me and if I can really love him. I back away amount in thought if I blew it with him.
I peak in again curious as if im a child I see Sam put his hand on her cheek as she smiles ridiculously happy as he brings kisses her long and passionate.
Suddenly he slowly takes off her shirt and lays her down as he glides his hands down her chest softly then he pulls his off and she unbuckles his pants and help him take them off. He begins to kiss her neck lightly and around her colar bone then down to her breast as she tangles her fingers in his hair. My eyes wided in surprise then I quickly back away as I hear soft moans of pleasure and I quickly turn and walk away.
I walk around for several moment pacing back and forth along the tree line, as I try to keep my head clear as everyone asleep. All I can think about is how Sam's could of died and the things I've done, He picks a fine time to be getting hot and heavy, he should be resting what if he pushes himself. Finally I walk back to the medical hut, thinking maybe it was a quickie, he must be over tired. I slowly check and see the hut empty and sudden rush of panic washes over me. where the hell is he. I quickly start to walk around to the front of the medical hut alarmed.
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