I didn't sleep all night, not a wink. All I could think about is what has happend tonight. Was I wrong for attacking those women. Did she kill Leah because of their injuries I caused. 

  I thought I was ending the war but I feel like I just started one. I lay awake in my hut as this night lingers as what feels like forever as I toss and turn, it must be at least 4 in the morning give or take. Roman was digging for a couple hours as the sound of it was all I heared. 

I lay here in silence as it begins to get bright outside. I sit up and watch it as I sit infront of my hut and feel the cool breeze. Then all of a sudden I look up from staring down and I see Rudys face looking sympheticly at me. He puts his hand on my knee gently."You don't have to say anything, just listen, I know you wanted your space and I don't no what Happend to you but I will support you and be on your side because I love you, you being gone a few days doesn't change that" Rudy declares compassionately not breaking eye contact with me ,but this time is different. I don't see pity in his eyes I see passion. I give a re insirance nod that I appreciate him being here. "Thank you, for being here, I'm not sure how to go forward from here" I say heavy heartedly. He then puts his hand on mine. " you'll figure it out" he says hopefull. 

After several moments of delay I get up and leave my hut. No One seems to be up yet, I light the near burnt out fire and check on the food supply that will soon run low as I do a count. Then count water supply. Then see Roman stand quietly beside me with a miserable look on his face as he has dirt on his hands and dried blood spattered on his once white shirt and blue pants, as I cautiously glance at him as he's a mess from last night incident. "I'm going to be holding a frunieral for her, for today that's what feels like the right thing to do, we have enough food to last  a week or 2,-we'll give everyone a bit of time before we hunt again" I say flatly not making eye contact. "Okay, what do you need me to do" he says flatly. I then look up at him quite for a moment. "Just be there, and show compassion" I reply tirdely and symphetic, today will be hardest on Sam.