The third bell of the day rang, which made me jump each time, yet again, I was hiding out in the girls bogs, I giggle to myself, but all I could think about was what Theo whispered in my ear "Don't make out like you don't want me too" where did this guy get off.

Yes, yes, he was ridiculously sexy, with lips I just wanted to hang off, muscles I could swing on,

tattoos I wanted to lick off, but he had a girlfriend, furthermore, I was soon going to be with Alex.

Dammit, I write a mental note to myself not to forget my diary, when Alex brought that, I never realized how much I would become dependent on it, it was one place I wouldn't get judged.

Walking out i bumped into peroxide, "Wheres ya bodyguards at now fatso?" i tried walking past her but she blocked each movement till her fist connected with my stomach i lurched forward sucking in a breath as i felt the pain.

"What the hell did you do that for?" she just laughed then spat in my face "Leave the guys alone fatso they just feel sorry for you do us all a favour kill yourself already but this time cut deeper"

Traitor tears fell from my eyes as i watched her retracting body walk right out the bathroom.

Walking back into the cubicle i slumped against the toilet letting my tears run.

Knock knock! "You in there?" Holy shit it was Theo, I would recognize that voice anywhere.

Rubbing my eyes quickly i cleared my throat.

"Theo did you not notice these are the girl's bogs," Theo chuckled.

"Yeah, the second I saw the Tampax in the vending machine," Omg! Did he really just say that I was in stitches, this was what i needed right now, he was joining in with me laughing but he was also climing over the top of my cubicle, I froze on the spot.

"Wtf Theo, what you doing?" He smiled as his feet touched the floor, we were a meter apart, I could feel his breath on my face.

"What you doing in here Rea?"

I just stared at him, he must have noticed id been crying, "Why are you crying what's happened?" I lid telling him I was reading a sad story, what a crock of shit I thought he clicked his fingers, I quickly snapped back as he grinned at me. "Hmmm ok, I make you nervous don't I?" Shit was he serious.

"No shit, Sherlock!" He moved a loose hair behind my ear, his touch sent the hairs on my neck to stand up, was this boy for real, he was a year older than me, but he was like an old soul, a soul that had much more experience than I would ever have.

"We better go, it will be lunch soon the others will be waiting for us" Theo brought my chin up so I was looking right at him.

"Whats the rush? What's up Reagan, tell me!" I shook my head, "Nothing, just feeling a tad closed in like this," he giggled moving closer, I hissed as the sudden pain shot through my stomach up to my ribs, I pushed me right back to the cistern so he wouldn't notice luckily he didn't. "What like this," his lips were so close to mine that I could almost taste them, I sucked in a breath feeling shaky. 

"Mmmhhmm exactly like that," next thing I knew I was hanging on those lips, just like I was imaging it not so long ago, his hands were around my waist pulling me closer, the pain was now getting worse as his arms closed around me.

His tongue fervently pursuing dominance, but thanks to his expert teaching I was winning hands down.

My head started screaming at me to stop! I pushed him off, he was grinning like a Cheshire cat, I moved past him looking back once, "See you at lunch," he just winked leaving me breathless as I walked out into the corridor, i had to get away quick before he saw what peroxide had done.

"Where have you been, I have been looking everywhere for you?" I turned around to see my brother walking out of the changing rooms.

"Hey, I was just coming out to find you, let's eat, I'm starving," Ty took my hand walking towards the canteen.

"Sure thing little sister, where's Theo I sent him looking for you."

"I'm here Ty, I found her" Ty looked at me with a look of was he in there with you? Then he chuckled, "Let's go eat" I nodded in agreement throwing Theo a look of death, whilst he just winked at me god he was so bloody annoying sometimes.

Just as we got to the canteen the lunch bell rang, it was the first time I've ever been in the cue first, I was glad today's menu was looking tasty too, I chose the lasagne and garlic bread, also a bottled water well I had to choose something diet, it seems to be the in thing right now, I'm all for fads but seriously it has no taste, also you water flowers with it but I was going to be good today, I giggled internally.

"I'll pay for that," I turned round to see my sex god standing there, my insides tingled, he smiled that smile that makes me melt like gooey hot chocolate, he handed the cashier the money, "I can pay for my own," he shook his head.

"Shh, you're my girl! You don't pay for shit," he took my tray, walking towards a table, I followed sitting next to him.

"I've missed you so much, you been ok?" he enquired, I nodded, god he was beautiful his eyes were dreamy, I had to stop myself from drowning in them, this boy was my drug.

"Yeah, I've missed you too, why we sitting inside today and not out on the field?" He chuckled, he pointing behind me, I turned around to see the whole football team moving towards me, "Wtf!" Alex was in stitches, "We all thought we would have lunch with you today" holy shit, this is gonna be the talk of the day, the fat girl had lunch with the entire football team.

"Reagan you might want to pick your jaw back up the baby before you swallow a fly" I shut my mouth up real quick, but shut the f%&k up, give a girl a break, this doesn't happen to me this happens to the likes of my sister.

Each member sat all around me, smiling, winking, the last two people to sit was Ty and Theo.

I turned around to Alex with what must have been a look of horror, "Pinch me, is this a dream," he threw his head back in guffaws of laughter I punched his arm, "Owww you got quite the left hook baby," I grinned at his appraisal.

"There's more where that came from if you don't tell me what the f%&ks going on" he chuckled.

"What's she saying, Alex?" I looked over to see Ty smiling, Alex pulled me into his arms kissing my head.

"She was wondering why we're all here having lunch with her and not training," Ty chuckled. "Well little sister, you are the sister of the captain, plus the girlfriend of one the players, so you too are apart of the team now, besides we do eat sometimes," the whole team were now in guffaws of laughter, I've never felt so embarrassed in all my life, but hold on one bloody minute, my head darted back to Alex. 

"Girlfriend? "he nodded smiling. 

"Yeah, I can't wait any longer! This weekend not seeing you much made me realise I can't be without you, I'm crazy about you Reagan, I want the whole world to know" I was ecstatic, his lips found mine in seconds. 

It felt like every fibre of my body was erupting, all eyes were on us, whispering going on all around us, but you know what right there and then I didn't give a flying f%&k, I was in my element, I was in my dreamland except it was no longer a dream, it was real, the big girl got her man.

Cheers and claps brought me back to reality when we pulled away the whole football team was applauding us except Theo. Looking back at Alex he was smiling he pulled me close whispering in my ear "Welcome to my world baby, I'm all yours." 

I smiled at his words I kissed his cheek whispering in his ear, "I'm all yours too."