We pulled up in front of this huge field it was empty, the closer I looked I realized it was more like a meadow it was really pretty, smothered in poppies and wild flowers.781Please respect copyright.PENANAcfHaJBHbeN
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"You fancy going for a walk? " I looked over at him, "Does this look like a body that does exercise," he giggled, "I wasn't being rude, just thought we could sit down somewhere and chat," I nodded. "Ok, sounds good," he got out the car and walked around opening my door, oh wow this was amazing, I giggled inwardly, he held his arm out for me to take, I almost fell flat on my face dragging him down with me, he walked fast, I felt like a tortoise on rollerskates.781Please respect copyright.PENANA3WfoUd1tqY
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"Shit, I'm so sorry," he chuckled.781Please respect copyright.PENANAJqhPefi1hT
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"What you sorry for, I blame the uneven ground," yeah, I liked his answer, it made me feel better instead of always feeling incompetent.781Please respect copyright.PENANAqlqNOmZH9g
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"So your brother say's you like music? You ever been to any concert or festival? Woah, what a random question, I thought I'd amuse him anyway.781Please respect copyright.PENANAYTwVvkEsNu
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"Yeah, I love music, everything from new wave rock to happy hardcore, drum and bass, rnb, reggae, house even some of the ska punk." 781Please respect copyright.PENANAgbUxkXWIKm
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His eyes were alight with new found information about me, he was impressed to say the least.781Please respect copyright.PENANAqY7yFy83nr
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"I'm shocked, that's some decent music choices you have there, I'm impressed," Damn, I wondered how much more I have to tell him before he allows me to suck on that bottom lip, oh dammit girl shut up, he's well out your league.781Please respect copyright.PENANAelFBWdrLNu
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What I want to know is who the f%&k invented that seriously, I'll shove the idea right up his arse,he won't be able to sit on that idea for a whole week.781Please respect copyright.PENANAEOcluIgltr
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He looks at me closely, "What's going on in the pretty little head of yours?" I shook my head, "What you mean?" He chuckled, "You look like you're having a full blown conversation with yourself." 781Please respect copyright.PENANAZzjPPtb6P7
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"Oh god if only you knew," I roll on my back in fits of laughter, damn he's good, he lays next to me on the grass inches away.781Please respect copyright.PENANAxrMe8j241u
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"I'm right aren't I," I turn my head to look at him, "What if I was, would you think I'm mad?" He shook his head.781Please respect copyright.PENANAvZ7md4l1Hz
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"No way, you want to see mad you should see me at a rave that's mad" I roll around giggling, the rave isn't the only place I'd like to see him, he leans up on his elbows gazing at me giggling, "You're really pretty when you're happy, it suits you."781Please respect copyright.PENANALsrPtoKG1c
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"Did my brother tell you to be nice to me?" He shook his head, "No way I'm just being honest, your brother would probably kill me for saying that, he's very protective over you and rightfully so."781Please respect copyright.PENANA5AS9sz82rm
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I was blushing, "Yeah, I know, even though I can handle my own," he was the one giggling now and oh my I thought he had gorgeous lips, but wow he had amazing teeth.781Please respect copyright.PENANAesJvTF9M2F
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I wanted to be a leech, I wanted to suck them clean, damn could this guy get any better, he was looking at me curiously.781Please respect copyright.PENANAWOWCFbthj1
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"What have I got something in my teeth" and he started sucking on them, I shook myself out of my trance.781Please respect copyright.PENANAiJ5pvoD7Qv
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"No you got beautiful teeth," he smiled "Thanks" I nodded in agreement.781Please respect copyright.PENANAwil1ROPKR2
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We lay silent for a while, "Hey, I can't believe your sister earlier, the way she treated you," tears welled up "Don't be I'm use to it, she's like it everyday," he frowned. "Maybe that's how you feel, but I know your brother feels very different about it, Cal was very upset with her over it, he never even went after her." 781Please respect copyright.PENANAaVX1yAfArV
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Wow I know my brother would feel that way, but I didn't know Cal would feel the same way.781Please respect copyright.PENANAUHCkwS6GoW
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"So why did you follow me?" I swear to god he just blushed, "To make sure you were ok, to take you away from it all, plus it gives me chance to get to know you a little better, especially if I might perform CPR," he winked at me. 781Please respect copyright.PENANANPse0FT6vW
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Oh Jesus yes please! Wow he wants to get to know me! Oh my god have mercy on me.781Please respect copyright.PENANAkUQRlWCwdY
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"Why You wanna get to know me for? Don't you have a girl wondering where you are" He laughed.781Please respect copyright.PENANAv5cwYbXg3D
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"No, I don't have a girl, I'm single at the moment," oh god, oh f%&k, he's single, oh my happy crotch is singing, "Are you a virgin," he's now in hysterics.781Please respect copyright.PENANAazZtX3Kgde
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"No, I'm not a virgin," he smiled, "Are you a virgin Reagan?" Oh please ground open up and swallow me whole! My cheeks turned from a pale pink to bright red in 60 seconds flat, he touched my hand.781Please respect copyright.PENANAS4gCIEk344
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"Sorry Reagan stupid question," oh god he knows I am, "Yeah, I am, I'm waiting for the right guy," who was I trying to kid the only reason I haven't had my cherry popped yet is cause I'm fat and no guy will touch me with a ten foot barge pole.781Please respect copyright.PENANAmPGEV8F6dF
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"But you have had boyfriends, you have been kissed?" Noooooo I ain't, oh god my sisters right, I am a waste of time I'm nothing but a sad fat girl.781Please respect copyright.PENANASK2pVCfJHD
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"Oh erm no I've never had a bf but I guess I'm just waiting for the right one I guess," he smiled. "Well see, you are a lot better than all the girls in our school already, at least your waiting for the right guy, they sleep with anyone," 781Please respect copyright.PENANAZUBxeVMZ8S
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He's got that right, don't mean I wouldn't like to have had those experiences, I start laughing, he smiles "Your at it again that mind of yours must be right naughty, it makes you laugh more than I do."781Please respect copyright.PENANAnQpMy2vjRU
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I dig him in the side, "I was just agreeing with what you said about the schools trollop situation, mind you my sister is the biggest miss trollop! Cal's her longest boyfriend, poor sod."781Please respect copyright.PENANALEH4s5uErs
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Alex rolls his eyes at me "Your brother keeps telling Cal he could do better, but I suppose when you like someone that much it's hard to let go." 781Please respect copyright.PENANAeOdS1aAVKo
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Alex stands up and puts his hand out to pull me up, "Its 4:30pm I best get you home," I nod in agreement.781Please respect copyright.PENANANLu0q8Q9p2
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On the way home he stopped off at a shop returning a few minutes later carrying a blue carrier bag and hands it to me, "What's this?" He moves my hands from the bag, "When your on your own later open it and see not till then ok," I nod in agreement, "Oh ok thank-you," he winked at me, "Your welcome," when we got to my house I smiled at him.781Please respect copyright.PENANAEGLrwNPHdb
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"Thanks for taking my mind of things today," he pushed a strand of hair out of my eye.781Please respect copyright.PENANAn8bL2JWQdO
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"Your welcome It's been great spending time with you, I had fun today," I nodded "So did I, see you in school tomorrow," he smiled "Sure, will tell Ty I'll call him later," I smiled. "Sure see ya," and I shut the door.781Please respect copyright.PENANAfg5E3lwvJ2
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I heard the rows the second I got near the door, great nothings changed that much then, I quietly close the door behind me, "I won't have it Liv, she's your sister too, yet you treat her like shit how come? She gets it off everyone else everyday, can you not just once treat her better, don't you remember what happened before, we nearly lost her liv,"Liv never said a word but did I expect anything less, the doorbell chimed I opened it to see Cal standing there. "Hello princess your brother in?" I nodded "Yeah go through," as he walked passed he hugged me and kissed my cheek, woah that was a first hmmm I like this Cal, he looked in the direction of the living room door.781Please respect copyright.PENANAtel5irmn0a
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"Ty! Ty!" My brother poked his head round the door smiling at me, "What's up bro?" He shook his head, "Nothing, were having a barbecue at mine tomorrow after school," my brother nodded "Yeah no worries, sounds good." 781Please respect copyright.PENANAuHc9sSFVfI
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As he was walking back out the door he turned to me, "I want you there too, I want you to meet someone," wow I was actually being invited out somewhere, I nodded over enthusiastically.781Please respect copyright.PENANAE67HVGyJ33
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"Yeah sounds good," he gave me his cheeky grin before getting in his car and drving off.781Please respect copyright.PENANAt3zRM978kI
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"Dinners ready huni," I looked over at my mum and smiled, "Yeah ok mum," I ran upstairs to quickly get changed and joined my so called family for dinner.781Please respect copyright.PENANAHdVEoRGtGJ
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"The head called today, said you haven't been in all day, would you like to explain why" I looked at my mum, no I bloody didn't want to explain if she paid attention to me she may understand why, "Sorry mum it won't happen again," she laughed.781Please respect copyright.PENANA7wVFvPcaDM
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"That's not an answer is it," Ty laughed "Your joking ain't you, I'll tell you why, because of nasty bitches like her," he was pointing at Liv "They make fun of Reagan all day long, so I got one of my mates to take her out for the day." 781Please respect copyright.PENANAsM44jUFCpD
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Mum looked fuming "She's fifteen Ty, it wasn't your call," he rolled his eyes.781Please respect copyright.PENANAETkCgK47A3
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"She will be sixteen in a few weeks and besides she's more sensible than most girls including Liv, not being funny maybe if you taught Liv to love someone else but her self, we wouldn't have this conversation every night, you know what Reagan goes through and you do nothing. " 781Please respect copyright.PENANAP77nAqpi0E
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Id had enough, I got up and went to my room, I slammed my door shut, even up here I could hear my family arguing, I decided to play some music.781Please respect copyright.PENANAKXePJT3q8C
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I put on a house record and turned the volume up.781Please respect copyright.PENANAtdd88bApaY
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Laying back on my pillow I feel something lumpy then I remembered Alex gave me a bag, telling me to open only when I'm on my own.781Please respect copyright.PENANAuDWWsrOKtd
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Well I'm on my own so I took a peek, I pulled out a small teddy it had a woven heart on it with the words your beautiful, he had also got me a dib dab, how did he know I liked them? A pair of sunglasses and a book not just any book a diary.781Please respect copyright.PENANAWc6bH21Tcl
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Hmmmm what did he get me that for, I opened up the first page, inside was a paragraph Alex must have wrote it. "Whenever things get you down write in me, I will listen, wear the shades and feel the comfort of being invisible just being seen by the people who matter to you, I'm just a call away" and there was his number in black and white.781Please respect copyright.PENANAx9PJoo5dCM
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Omfg!!! A boy has only just given me their f%&cking number.781Please respect copyright.PENANA0L8CiRanWm
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A knock on the door shattered my naughty thought which I was glad off.781Please respect copyright.PENANAfZunEJG6yj
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"Come in!" Ty pops his head around the door, "Hey turdburger, I brought you a sandwich, chicken blt just the way you like it, I slipped a packet of custard creams in my pocket and a tango," I smiled at him.781Please respect copyright.PENANATl3QUNHMJ8
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He came in sitting down on my bed looking at the bits in front of me. "Where did these come from?" I giggled, "Alex," he laughed "Yeah he phoned to say you had a good time," I rolled my eyes "Yeah I did, he's great," he nodded, "He seems pretty taken by you," I punched his arm, "No he ain't, he's just being nice," Ty chuckled "Yeah ok sis, keep telling yourself that but watch this space," he jumped up and headed out my room, he stopped at the door, "You want to come in my room watch movies?" I shook my head.781Please respect copyright.PENANA2nB8Kr5mH1
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"Nah I'm gonna get some sleep," he blew me a kiss and I caught it, "I Love you, Reagan," I smiled, "I love you too Ty," he smiled whilst closing the door behind him.781Please respect copyright.PENANAVXYceEghBc
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I looked at the food I really wasn't hungry now, I just wanted to shut the world away and dream.