"Reagan is that you? You might want to come into the kitchen,"

I've only just got in the door and mother dearest was starting already, she must know about the detention, shit I'm in trouble.

I put my school bag down heading towards the kitchen door, opening the door I stood there in complete shock, to my surprise sitting there at the table were Jay and Tyler with their mum, I almost screamed, it almost escaped my lips as my body went flying back into the hallway, I had the wind knocked out of me by them both engulfing me in bear hug, at this moment I wrapped my arms around them both sobbing into there arms.

"Oh my god guys, I've missed you so much, what are you doing here?" For the last 2 years, they had been living in Australia with their mum, she got a job there.

I missed them so much! We had all been best friends since nursery, thick as thieves we were, our parents called us the terrible trio because we would always be up to something.

We all practically lived in each other's pockets, nothing ever got bored with them, until one morning I woke up and they had gone, I was heartbroken it was like a piece of me was gone, never to be found again so now I feel complete like the trio are back let the pranks begin.

"Oh damn Reagan, it's so awesome to see you too, we just got back last night, our nans not well so we're moving back," Tyler replied, these words were like music to my ears, they both looked so different, Jay use to have brown hair but now it's a bleach blond with purple highlights, she looked amazing.  Tyler on the other hand was the one who had changed the most, he use to be so scrawny and short, I felt so protective over him, like he was about to snap, but now he was over 6 foot tall and proper bench.

Damn 2 years certainly made a difference to them but to me, it made no difference at all, I was still exactly the same.

Tyler gave me the once over whilst hugging me again, "You look amazing Reagan, it's been tough without you babe! Me and Jay always said we felt like a part was missing, everything we did, we were just a double act, not the trio we use to be, but here we all are back together, the trio has returned, Londons in trouble, we all burst out laughing. 

After hours of hearing all about Australia the ups and downs, the ins and outs, it was time for us to part again, I shed yet another tear worried if I would see them again, they too felt the same way, but they reassured me they would be around tomorrow, this time I believed them and waved goodbye to them at the door.

Mum was ecstatic too, she was pleased her friend was back, but also pleased for me as she knew how painful it was for me all those years ago.

After saying my good nights I headed to my room to catch some sleep, but the excitement overtook, I began reminiscing over the past wishing I could do my life all over again.

I would have changed so many things, possibly changing me in the process, but what about all the things I have now, I wouldn't have those at all, I look over to see the flashing glow of my phone, flipping back the lid I take a peek, big bold letters stood out displaying his name, it was Theo!

I felt like throwing the phone across the room, but decide to read it anyway, "Reagan please accept my apologies for today! I'm so sorry, I was just shocked! I thought I had more time with you, but now I have none.

I should have been looking at the fact I still have you as my best friend who I care about a lot, instead of assuming I could keep you for myself, I'm really pleased for you! Alex is a great guy I know he will be good for you, I just got jealous." 

I wanted to throw it even more so now, what a dick he's been to me today, yet he wants my forgiveness, I feel like phoning him, giving him a piece of my mind, but I'm in such a good mood, why should I let him put me in a mood again, "All is forgiven see you tomorrow," short and sweet which is kinda all he deserves right now. Straight away his name appears again, I open up his message, "Ahhhh I'm so glad we're ok, I love you, Reagan! See you tomorrow," I felt butterflies fluttering in my tummy, I always wondered how it would feel when someone other than your family told you they love you, tears rolled down my face, it felt so good to feel wanted, needed almost, I couldn't describe it, but I wasn't going to reply now sleep was soon going to take me.

I could feel my lids getting heavy, my dreams of Alex was near, I wanted nothing more than to be in his arms feeling his lips against mine. 

"I love you, Reagan, I love you more than football, more than beer, his kisses were trailing down my neck, my body was tingling with excitement he was driving me crazy, grabbing his hair in my fingers I was guiding his head down lower and lower his lips were at my belly button, his breath cool against my skin.

"Reagan we can't it's too soon, wait till your birthday," Oh my fu%&king god it's just a dream, it ain't real, I pushed his head down further again, his whole body froze, "What about Alex? His kisses moved back up my body to my lips, I froze now, looking down on me was Theo, "Wtf Theo what you doing," I screamed my eyes opening wide.

Beep beep beep! I turned over to turn off my alarm, god that was close why is this happening to me.