這一篇是之前參加寒天七舞的創挑《曲中事,歌中人~歌曲中的故事》時寫的,以下會先放一段歌的連結和歌詞,接著再往下一段是逆空裡面的人物「張盈月」在幾個重要時刻的心聲。
我是在無意間剛好有機會聽到,才知道有這首歌。很幸運能遇到一首幾乎完全符合故事中人物心境的歌,就像是為了這個角色寫的。如果您還沒閱讀完逆空#22(含)以前的篇章,建議先不要看這篇,會爆雷。
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《時光洪流》--程響
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歌詞:
我預演過千次百次的重逢237Please respect copyright.PENANA0cFcps3iPo
你卻始终站在夢裡難觸碰237Please respect copyright.PENANAZNrYz6tLl8
太難回頭只能一直走不停237Please respect copyright.PENANApQS3rgtH5M
曾經兩個人流失人海之中237Please respect copyright.PENANANMYbFk5R5A
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明明不甘心 明明還在等237Please respect copyright.PENANAp7KwhsHQyq
卻偏要假装 早就不痛237Please respect copyright.PENANAianNPshQ4p
明明奢望著 你也再次心動237Please respect copyright.PENANAjym5vzbfC3
越美好期待 越容易落空237Please respect copyright.PENANAwAUDgGZkDp
承認我不配 反倒更輕鬆237Please respect copyright.PENANAtR6kBj2z6P
有些愛與妒 只有自己才懂237Please respect copyright.PENANAO7oVeH6DRB
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時光洪流中這份愛多渺小237Please respect copyright.PENANASBRA7NiPzw
一放手就消散掉237Please respect copyright.PENANAukifwX2Sr8
我也想灑脱一笑237Please respect copyright.PENANAw8gCb2JTGQ
說一生那麼長237Please respect copyright.PENANA3DHy0OhVLD
爱與你都不重要237Please respect copyright.PENANARZwXhhiyVD
也許還會遇到另一個人237Please respect copyright.PENANADBEGyLwgX6
許下相似的諾言237Please respect copyright.PENANANZV98JrluO
我知道我難以做到237Please respect copyright.PENANAxm44NhLVhz
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明明不甘心 明明還在等237Please respect copyright.PENANAahXV8UG8aw
卻偏要假装 早就不痛237Please respect copyright.PENANAdPzlTIyLBv
明明奢望著 你也再次心動237Please respect copyright.PENANAiMK5nBHbDA
越美好期待 越容易落空237Please respect copyright.PENANAD7tiIPZuhA
承認我不配 反倒更輕鬆237Please respect copyright.PENANA9xvEA0aCvq
有些愛與妒 只有自己才懂237Please respect copyright.PENANApvGBfX2lUs
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時光洪流中這份愛多渺小237Please respect copyright.PENANAKdebAeYqU8
一放手就消散掉237Please respect copyright.PENANATeT2xwDFZu
我也想灑脱一笑237Please respect copyright.PENANA0RIHFwRy1W
說一生那麼長237Please respect copyright.PENANAIwLjdU0IhC
愛與你都不重要237Please respect copyright.PENANAer0RAaOQug
也許還會遇到另一個人237Please respect copyright.PENANAgOCYwEYGtf
許下相似的諾言237Please respect copyright.PENANAZRed5pBwAW
我知道我難以做到237Please respect copyright.PENANAoUxItICfne
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時光洪流中這份愛多渺小237Please respect copyright.PENANAMUnhdFWVa0
一放手就消散掉237Please respect copyright.PENANAeb2AniZ3ac
你的心飘向遠方237Please respect copyright.PENANAMQk7Olk2VL
我留不住也好237Please respect copyright.PENANAA60X2kqOE4
酸與苦比恨要好237Please respect copyright.PENANA2Nm9vZvlEE
所有的滋味都在夜裡品嚐237Please respect copyright.PENANAuK16G0xsPy
天亮就繼續微笑237Please respect copyright.PENANALmZGFHtOUt
我知道我可以做到237Please respect copyright.PENANAVuonS2uWrk
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我知道我難以做到
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盈月的心聲:
葉雨聲,你過的好嗎?237Please respect copyright.PENANA8DUdeDZNop
過去十年來,不知怎地,我總是一直無法忘記你。237Please respect copyright.PENANA57cuwgiKOc
明明當初,選擇離開的,是我.....
三年前,接受那個垃圾求婚的時候,237Please respect copyright.PENANAmEQYwO8WWq
我一度認為,終於可以忘記你,237Please respect copyright.PENANAsBiO00toKW
讓我灑脫一笑吧,因為他會對我更好。237Please respect copyright.PENANAQGIE2Rhifo
發現他從一開始就同時劈腿的時候,我無法控制的,浮現了「如果是你,一定不會」237Please respect copyright.PENANAlgaZPSf6wR
......對吧?
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從美國回到台灣以後,每天總是,想著如果......237Please respect copyright.PENANAsKRJNLDc77
如果當初,沒有推開你,237Please respect copyright.PENANAPm9QslX9kw
記得那時聽柔蓉說,你被我傷得很深,237Please respect copyright.PENANAHUYXdjtzuZ
那我現在這樣,是否就是一場來遲的,報應?
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從劍潭站休息室的床上醒來,突然發現回到了十七歲的那年。237Please respect copyright.PENANAf5l6lOKRYd
可是,我們的世界,早已面目全非。237Please respect copyright.PENANAi5iXtcbROt
剛經歷一場死劫的我,即使頭痛欲裂,卻不知為何,心跳不已,237Please respect copyright.PENANAO7P2xIBksr
好像在期待著,可以再次見到你......
然而,當你站在休息室門邊,半倚著門框,237Please respect copyright.PENANA5Xzu1UayzM
我們四目相接的那一瞬間,我卻慌了。237Please respect copyright.PENANA2Hw49dwkJ8
十七歲的你,為什麼,有著和「十年前」相同的那雙眼睛。237Please respect copyright.PENANAhtZ1W2VGOY
那雙在機場,目送著我離去的雙眼......
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上天既然給了我重生的機會,為什麼一切卻顯得更加折磨?237Please respect copyright.PENANAM4ONOMhdMY
滄海桑田,人事已空,237Please respect copyright.PENANAGVeD7Q0dm7
如今你旁邊的位置,好像已經,不再為我留下。237Please respect copyright.PENANAVYMqc2ZJBz
但我可以奢望,厚著臉皮,再鼓起勇氣一次嗎?
來到休息室外,我們和其他難民一樣的,披著毛毯席地而坐。237Please respect copyright.PENANAmnucBNkLK1
我抱著腿,默默把臉埋進兩膝之間,237Please respect copyright.PENANA1W2huUScC6
也許是我想太多了,現在的你,根本不知道未來會被我傷害。237Please respect copyright.PENANAxahWw1yHFI
但是我不知道,該怎麼面對你。237Please respect copyright.PENANAbduX0OpzaI
明明,上天已經給了我重生的機會,237Please respect copyright.PENANA9u6FERG271
明明,妄想著在你身邊,還保留著那屬於我的位置。237Please respect copyright.PENANAIS0CZNr7wG
但我卻害怕了,237Please respect copyright.PENANAaZyymJLG5o
聽著甯菲和你有說有笑,237Please respect copyright.PENANAzAMuqcvskg
即使我沒有資格,卻還是無法控制的,胸口抽痛了一下。
柔蓉輕輕擠了我一下,關心的看著我237Please respect copyright.PENANAKGYK6tgeNV
我抬起頭,披著的毛毯掉了。237Please respect copyright.PENANAcgVCo3fC9H
你毫不猶豫地,轉過身來,幫我重新披好。237Please respect copyright.PENANAyznLmBwjLX
驚訝之餘,十七歲的身體,似乎還保留著從前喜歡你的記憶。237Please respect copyright.PENANALFW4bKrVIG
我抓緊了毯子,把眼睛以下全包了起來,試圖遮住紅了一片的臉頰和耳根。237Please respect copyright.PENANAD9pMDE9AKh
顫抖著聲音,說了一聲「謝謝。」
原來,從前的我,這麼......喜歡你嗎?
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離開劍潭站後,237Please respect copyright.PENANAHHxoBNKvy5
沒想到我們會在海上再一次遇到......一場死劫。237Please respect copyright.PENANAHHI80jNfe1
但這次遇到的不是我......而是你。237Please respect copyright.PENANA5rUpxZKH5X
當列車斷裂開來,翻騰跳起,而你被彈飛出去的那個瞬間,一切彷彿靜止了,237Please respect copyright.PENANAfj8JRKTlJ9
我不確定,在怒海翻騰之中,自己是否大聲喊出了,你的名字。
列車長一個箭步,將你拉回來的時候,237Please respect copyright.PENANAmgxHeldvsP
我兩腳一軟,跌坐在旁邊的位子上,全身顫抖。
所有人來到前面的車廂,擠在不夠坐的位子上。237Please respect copyright.PENANAg319zIIjq1
甯菲抱著你,哭了好久。237Please respect copyright.PENANAbBJ4ptoMeJ
我第一次體會到,國文課本上學過的,什麼叫「五味雜陳」。237Please respect copyright.PENANAi3nhbtOvlt
幸好上天沒有將你再次奪走,237Please respect copyright.PENANANYZKZfNl19
在這場時光洪流之中,237Please respect copyright.PENANAQTMU8LX46Z
如果你不在了,我活著還有什麼意義?237Please respect copyright.PENANAlxxqvXeAQC
縱使這個曾經傷你千萬遍的我不配,237Please respect copyright.PENANAsk84XhhdVf
我卻還是無法抑制,那份深沉而造作的不甘。237Please respect copyright.PENANAypaSUUoJVr
多希望,此刻抱緊你的,是我......237Please respect copyright.PENANAizxK98KslR
然而,酸與苦,縱使疼痛萬分,卻還是比恨好,237Please respect copyright.PENANA6zByI1St5p
我希望你不要恨我,237Please respect copyright.PENANAqHrSMTp1Bl
我奢望著,你的心還看向我,不要就這樣,飄向遠方。
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本以為,民權西路站的基地,是新的安身之處。237Please respect copyright.PENANAhbVNGl24gG
結果待沒多久,又是一場新的劫難。237Please respect copyright.PENANAipTLPMvJCi
慌亂之中,我們很幸運的,搭上了黃線的列車,逃離將被大群蜈蠓毀滅的車站。
在列車上,看到你照顧著其他人的行為,遠遠超過了十七歲該有的成熟穩重。237Please respect copyright.PENANAk7P7BlIMM7
我不禁猜想,該不會你和我一樣重生了?237Please respect copyright.PENANAGkkX1Kb0KQ
為了弄清楚真相,我鼓起了這兩輩子從沒有過的勇氣,237Please respect copyright.PENANAP51F3l20P5
無論你是否,是從前那個被我深深傷害了的你,237Please respect copyright.PENANA9OA34IMgMy
我都想真心的,向你道歉。237Please respect copyright.PENANAjsEG2FOrcc
卻不敢想,你真的也重生了,
我撇過頭,淚水彷彿潰了堤般的傾瀉而下。237Please respect copyright.PENANA2V8sybleGS
好害怕,我是不是要,真正的失去你了?237Please respect copyright.PENANA70DslWelz6
明明想要灑脫一笑的......237Please respect copyright.PENANAYfg1i0ZnLT
但我知道......我做不到
也許在此生,你會遇到另一個人,讓你許下相似的諾言......237Please respect copyright.PENANAJmjiJgCjJC
猜想到一半,你卻將我,擁入懷中。237Please respect copyright.PENANA3exV3csLmr
我沒想到的是,你也哭了。
葉雨聲,你還愛我嗎?237Please respect copyright.PENANAhhFesWfOVc
在這場天翻地覆的時光洪流之中,237Please respect copyright.PENANAmFeu5fUYrU
是否可以,讓我再愛你一次?