這一篇是之前參加寒天七舞的創挑《曲中事,歌中人~歌曲中的故事》時寫的,以下會先放一段歌的連結和歌詞,接著再往下一段是逆空裡面的人物「張盈月」在幾個重要時刻的心聲。
我是在無意間剛好有機會聽到,才知道有這首歌。很幸運能遇到一首幾乎完全符合故事中人物心境的歌,就像是為了這個角色寫的。如果您還沒閱讀完逆空#22(含)以前的篇章,建議先不要看這篇,會爆雷。
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《時光洪流》--程響
傳送門:
歌詞:
我預演過千次百次的重逢238Please respect copyright.PENANAbudLwhcqGV
你卻始终站在夢裡難觸碰238Please respect copyright.PENANA9my4VGNAMY
太難回頭只能一直走不停238Please respect copyright.PENANADkrGWnqG51
曾經兩個人流失人海之中238Please respect copyright.PENANAUhWldxJRKJ
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明明不甘心 明明還在等238Please respect copyright.PENANAkPWlZU99Mj
卻偏要假装 早就不痛238Please respect copyright.PENANAmrhQ9FV8VI
明明奢望著 你也再次心動238Please respect copyright.PENANAf2bjx7Ipwq
越美好期待 越容易落空238Please respect copyright.PENANANAUXWRkWv5
承認我不配 反倒更輕鬆238Please respect copyright.PENANA7SpPCcDBbS
有些愛與妒 只有自己才懂238Please respect copyright.PENANAgr9fWBQAWU
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時光洪流中這份愛多渺小238Please respect copyright.PENANASiKIpaRICF
一放手就消散掉238Please respect copyright.PENANAxoL8jN1bIQ
我也想灑脱一笑238Please respect copyright.PENANAGyHacEb30w
說一生那麼長238Please respect copyright.PENANAeEZDbtRid4
爱與你都不重要238Please respect copyright.PENANAdbdTfVgUeO
也許還會遇到另一個人238Please respect copyright.PENANAc41U144yMJ
許下相似的諾言238Please respect copyright.PENANAZ9ySZ4tvUz
我知道我難以做到238Please respect copyright.PENANADNzdt2mfi2
238Please respect copyright.PENANAFseO4mr5YI
明明不甘心 明明還在等238Please respect copyright.PENANAHNU8T6Zvfn
卻偏要假装 早就不痛238Please respect copyright.PENANAgnVVOqIYp9
明明奢望著 你也再次心動238Please respect copyright.PENANA79Jlsy4wdM
越美好期待 越容易落空238Please respect copyright.PENANAIBQd42dHk3
承認我不配 反倒更輕鬆238Please respect copyright.PENANAFoWox2R5yY
有些愛與妒 只有自己才懂238Please respect copyright.PENANA4B85JCSLfK
238Please respect copyright.PENANAaVY4E4ejQO
時光洪流中這份愛多渺小238Please respect copyright.PENANAXR2EAAVXKQ
一放手就消散掉238Please respect copyright.PENANAYuMumlmCSq
我也想灑脱一笑238Please respect copyright.PENANA9XHYs0xlTc
說一生那麼長238Please respect copyright.PENANAiee38sYT5B
愛與你都不重要238Please respect copyright.PENANAUXyEI4ivJs
也許還會遇到另一個人238Please respect copyright.PENANAq8q0luMnb3
許下相似的諾言238Please respect copyright.PENANAe1J3duHDbQ
我知道我難以做到238Please respect copyright.PENANA5X338U5aJH
238Please respect copyright.PENANAjOyV9lrDaS
時光洪流中這份愛多渺小238Please respect copyright.PENANAGdyt95pTtg
一放手就消散掉238Please respect copyright.PENANAWHaO2piB8n
你的心飘向遠方238Please respect copyright.PENANAKR1dSH4syV
我留不住也好238Please respect copyright.PENANAkuj1SCC7J4
酸與苦比恨要好238Please respect copyright.PENANA58ipPlcAbo
所有的滋味都在夜裡品嚐238Please respect copyright.PENANAGupXvrxtmk
天亮就繼續微笑238Please respect copyright.PENANAIwr6qRQpZ1
我知道我可以做到238Please respect copyright.PENANAYvfi4pOtYC
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我知道我難以做到
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盈月的心聲:
葉雨聲,你過的好嗎?238Please respect copyright.PENANA4sbEBoj64o
過去十年來,不知怎地,我總是一直無法忘記你。238Please respect copyright.PENANA4S9EzSTx14
明明當初,選擇離開的,是我.....
三年前,接受那個垃圾求婚的時候,238Please respect copyright.PENANAUcCSrSK0Z0
我一度認為,終於可以忘記你,238Please respect copyright.PENANANCRfHrzWWc
讓我灑脫一笑吧,因為他會對我更好。238Please respect copyright.PENANAPFfrdopmYz
發現他從一開始就同時劈腿的時候,我無法控制的,浮現了「如果是你,一定不會」238Please respect copyright.PENANAWe6u8y2IGi
......對吧?
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從美國回到台灣以後,每天總是,想著如果......238Please respect copyright.PENANADJumIZKSNH
如果當初,沒有推開你,238Please respect copyright.PENANAz8nV1edSR3
記得那時聽柔蓉說,你被我傷得很深,238Please respect copyright.PENANAtCa87Wek0e
那我現在這樣,是否就是一場來遲的,報應?
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從劍潭站休息室的床上醒來,突然發現回到了十七歲的那年。238Please respect copyright.PENANA03csFB88Oi
可是,我們的世界,早已面目全非。238Please respect copyright.PENANA88KzwAUdCA
剛經歷一場死劫的我,即使頭痛欲裂,卻不知為何,心跳不已,238Please respect copyright.PENANAhfYADbz6im
好像在期待著,可以再次見到你......
然而,當你站在休息室門邊,半倚著門框,238Please respect copyright.PENANAG1oDVdl4ql
我們四目相接的那一瞬間,我卻慌了。238Please respect copyright.PENANARzPFDZ5cp0
十七歲的你,為什麼,有著和「十年前」相同的那雙眼睛。238Please respect copyright.PENANAJ4l7I3bsoW
那雙在機場,目送著我離去的雙眼......
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上天既然給了我重生的機會,為什麼一切卻顯得更加折磨?238Please respect copyright.PENANAVmozQY1e6O
滄海桑田,人事已空,238Please respect copyright.PENANAYirP0WH6pX
如今你旁邊的位置,好像已經,不再為我留下。238Please respect copyright.PENANAUUnk4MFpq7
但我可以奢望,厚著臉皮,再鼓起勇氣一次嗎?
來到休息室外,我們和其他難民一樣的,披著毛毯席地而坐。238Please respect copyright.PENANAkW0z6mx0Ed
我抱著腿,默默把臉埋進兩膝之間,238Please respect copyright.PENANAkE5ndtNa3V
也許是我想太多了,現在的你,根本不知道未來會被我傷害。238Please respect copyright.PENANA5biv75To1I
但是我不知道,該怎麼面對你。238Please respect copyright.PENANALE9aTVlUz3
明明,上天已經給了我重生的機會,238Please respect copyright.PENANAsRiNfdrHp2
明明,妄想著在你身邊,還保留著那屬於我的位置。238Please respect copyright.PENANAHUBO7LDWgc
但我卻害怕了,238Please respect copyright.PENANAI7tFQpXil6
聽著甯菲和你有說有笑,238Please respect copyright.PENANAgvXmtpvff6
即使我沒有資格,卻還是無法控制的,胸口抽痛了一下。
柔蓉輕輕擠了我一下,關心的看著我238Please respect copyright.PENANAalQUhPOIBz
我抬起頭,披著的毛毯掉了。238Please respect copyright.PENANAsIlC4bbEip
你毫不猶豫地,轉過身來,幫我重新披好。238Please respect copyright.PENANAIsMEIq4xCS
驚訝之餘,十七歲的身體,似乎還保留著從前喜歡你的記憶。238Please respect copyright.PENANA1ICAxDqsNH
我抓緊了毯子,把眼睛以下全包了起來,試圖遮住紅了一片的臉頰和耳根。238Please respect copyright.PENANAQ8Vz7qTe5G
顫抖著聲音,說了一聲「謝謝。」
原來,從前的我,這麼......喜歡你嗎?
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離開劍潭站後,238Please respect copyright.PENANARcI1mg80JS
沒想到我們會在海上再一次遇到......一場死劫。238Please respect copyright.PENANAJunmQ6PACg
但這次遇到的不是我......而是你。238Please respect copyright.PENANAEdZA3FEYgg
當列車斷裂開來,翻騰跳起,而你被彈飛出去的那個瞬間,一切彷彿靜止了,238Please respect copyright.PENANAMxzwDAnGqs
我不確定,在怒海翻騰之中,自己是否大聲喊出了,你的名字。
列車長一個箭步,將你拉回來的時候,238Please respect copyright.PENANA4SCBgG1FVB
我兩腳一軟,跌坐在旁邊的位子上,全身顫抖。
所有人來到前面的車廂,擠在不夠坐的位子上。238Please respect copyright.PENANAZMhNuwcCNm
甯菲抱著你,哭了好久。238Please respect copyright.PENANAIyKwjQidYn
我第一次體會到,國文課本上學過的,什麼叫「五味雜陳」。238Please respect copyright.PENANAWkpFLVI4Ad
幸好上天沒有將你再次奪走,238Please respect copyright.PENANA6MQ7anw9GV
在這場時光洪流之中,238Please respect copyright.PENANAY3uN4CwDpx
如果你不在了,我活著還有什麼意義?238Please respect copyright.PENANAK3FF1SZphY
縱使這個曾經傷你千萬遍的我不配,238Please respect copyright.PENANAVhcwppCEA5
我卻還是無法抑制,那份深沉而造作的不甘。238Please respect copyright.PENANAI9OXCkP8qK
多希望,此刻抱緊你的,是我......238Please respect copyright.PENANAo5Ijz5C2Q5
然而,酸與苦,縱使疼痛萬分,卻還是比恨好,238Please respect copyright.PENANAKt4TDKbh1L
我希望你不要恨我,238Please respect copyright.PENANAKFRBsJPonk
我奢望著,你的心還看向我,不要就這樣,飄向遠方。
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本以為,民權西路站的基地,是新的安身之處。238Please respect copyright.PENANATHVMQbiY3v
結果待沒多久,又是一場新的劫難。238Please respect copyright.PENANAkxZ2uIFDB0
慌亂之中,我們很幸運的,搭上了黃線的列車,逃離將被大群蜈蠓毀滅的車站。
在列車上,看到你照顧著其他人的行為,遠遠超過了十七歲該有的成熟穩重。238Please respect copyright.PENANAq9eFihyPjM
我不禁猜想,該不會你和我一樣重生了?238Please respect copyright.PENANAYCDfaPNGd8
為了弄清楚真相,我鼓起了這兩輩子從沒有過的勇氣,238Please respect copyright.PENANAHyFdD5PYjk
無論你是否,是從前那個被我深深傷害了的你,238Please respect copyright.PENANAxQb4o2G0kr
我都想真心的,向你道歉。238Please respect copyright.PENANAYifaWGHsQ7
卻不敢想,你真的也重生了,
我撇過頭,淚水彷彿潰了堤般的傾瀉而下。238Please respect copyright.PENANAnVXCNcYzKu
好害怕,我是不是要,真正的失去你了?238Please respect copyright.PENANAAVzCGiLVJE
明明想要灑脫一笑的......238Please respect copyright.PENANAbid6bk0HEL
但我知道......我做不到
也許在此生,你會遇到另一個人,讓你許下相似的諾言......238Please respect copyright.PENANAo4cugEx51W
猜想到一半,你卻將我,擁入懷中。238Please respect copyright.PENANAJTLlA8Q8j7
我沒想到的是,你也哭了。
葉雨聲,你還愛我嗎?238Please respect copyright.PENANApUr2GEdyez
在這場天翻地覆的時光洪流之中,238Please respect copyright.PENANAA3bwmjfO30
是否可以,讓我再愛你一次?