I’ve spent weeks believing he hates me and somewhere along the way I lost hope. I lost hope that we could ever get back to where we were, and with three little words that hope has returned to me.
With lustful eyes Thien drinks from my lips, igniting a blazing inferno inside me. His adoration for me has returned to his eyes and his touch is no longer that of a man doing a job. It’s tender, full of passion, and deliberate. He’s no longer going through the motions with me. He wants this just as much as I do and I can feel it in his touch, and the way he kisses me, the way he purrs like a lion when I’m turning him on.
Thien kisses my neck, follows the contours of my neck to my shoulder and back then down my spine. He turns me over gently and situates himself between my legs.
Holding my eye contact and entwining his fingers with mine, he slowly enters and my breath catches in my throat. We’ve only been together a handful of times so I’m still not used to him.
“Just relax. It’ll hurt less, remember.” He whispers to me.
I nod and try my best to relax, but it’s easier said than done. The deeper he goes the more I want to curse the day I met him. He kisses me to take my mind off of what he’s doing to my body and it works until his slow, circular strokes become faster plunges of nothing but pure ecstasy into my wet depths.
While he drives me to insane amounts of pleasure I mentally start marking off all of the things I plan to do to make my indiscretions up to him. I’m also plotting ways to get Qi out of his life. She can’t have him.
My legs begin to shiver and a loud hollow moan escapes my lips as the constant friction of his member in the deepest parts of my center propels me into an orgasm. He smiles, pleased with his triumph and patiently waits until I’m at the brink of another orgasm before allowing himself to climax.
“I don’t think I’m ever going to get used to that thing.” I tell him.
“You will.” He laughs.
His laugh is like music to my ears…why is he so sexy…?
“How does Qi handle it?” I ask.
I want to know what she has that I don’t. I want to know how we compare in his eyes and I want to know just how much he enjoys being with her. In short…I want to know EVERYTHING.
“Are you seriously asking me about the girl I’m sleeping with?” He asks, surprised.
“You like her, so I want to know why. What does she do for you?”
“EVERYTHING.” He shrugs. “She’s pretty much down for anything, anywhere at any time, and in any way she can get it.”
“Is that what you like?” I ask.
“From a one-off yes…from my consort, no.”
“Can’t I be both?”
Again he laughs and eyes me incredulously like he can’t believe what’s coming out of my mouth. “Do you want to be both?” He asks.
“Yes.” I nod. “Show me.”
“I don’t know if I can. I don’t ask Qi to do anything, she just…does it.”
“Well what does she do?”
“I told you, she does everything.”
“Like what?”
Thien takes me by the hand and sits down at the foot of the bed, pulling me down to my knees.
Great…she does the one thing I have never done and don’t know how to do…
Always up for a challenge, I’m determined to give it my best effort. I just imagine he’s a giant lollipop and I try to get as much of him into my mouth as I can.
“Fuck.” He swears as his eyes roll back into his head.
It takes forever, but with one hand on his shaft and the other massaging his family jewels he starts to climax. He grabs the back of my head and damn near tries to decapitate me as he unloads in my mouth. I’m not done with him yet though.
“What else does she do?” I ask.
“Aria, I need to mend.” He groans playfully to let me know he’s running low on energy. “I’ll show you more later.”
Climbing back on the bed and throwing the blankets over himself, he closes his eyes and fall silent. I climb in next to him and groggily he wraps his arms around me.
Thien and I are so wrapped up in all of the new things he teaches and I implement that we don’t even realize the three days have passed. We’re genuinely enjoying ourselves for once and we’ve all but blocked out the rest of the world. Qi has texted him a few times, but he hasn’t returned any of her calls or even bothered to read her texts. Not one to be ignored, she increases her texts to him and he eventually shuts his phone off.
I’m finally starting to get used to his girth and length so we take our sexcapade to the dresser in the room, the floor and the shower. The Thien I fell in love with and grew up with is back and I silently dread what will happen once I’ve conceived. He can’t leave me completely, but I know him. For him to forgive me when he did and spend some of the most beautiful days together that we’ve ever spent…it means he’s leaving. It means goodbye.
A pair of bright blinking lights, one red and one blue, illuminate between us with the light bouncing off his abs. Water from the shower head is pouring down on us and we’re both frozen in suspense. It’s finally happened. I’ve conceived.
“There are two of them.” Thien whispers to me, resting his head against mine with his eyes shut. “A boy and a girl.”
We’re both frozen in this one moment, not wanting it to end. I have no idea what he’s thinking and for once I don’t want to know.
We climb out of the shower and get dressed in silence. Thien alerts the guards who alert his parents and they come rushing to our chambers with Medics who poke prod and otherwise piss me off fretting over me.
Everyone is so excited about the babies that neither of them notices the silent exchange of glances between Thien and I. His duties are fulfilled and he’s free to go wherever he pleases now. Part of me wonders if he’ll go running to Qi or if he’ll decide to work things out. I pray to Alpha he decides to work things out, but in my heart I know he isn’t going to.
“Twins!” Contessa hugs me. “I can’t believe I’m finally going to be a grandmother.”
They all clear out of our room and we make eye contact. Thien walks over to me and I stand up to greet him. “Wow.” He smiles, sliding his hands underneath my shirt and against my stomach. His touch threatens to bring tears to my eyes.
I’m unable to smile because there’s an elephant in the room and I’ve been holding my breath since the blinking lights appeared. “Are you done with me now?” I ask. “Now that we’ve conceived?”
“Aria…”
“I’m not stupid Thien and I know you. Just give it to me straight.”
“I pledged my life to you and it will always be yours, but…I have to do what’s best for us both. Right now, I still need time.” He levels with me.
I want to ask him how much time but truthfully it doesn’t matter. I’ll still see him every day and we’ll still be friends. All I can do now is wait him out and hope he finds his way back to me. Back to US.
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