等我能見到他時，又過了一個月。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtXK8vZORLt
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深呼吸了好幾口氣，練習了幾次微笑，我才踏進病房。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeGP32xQuHN
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他盯著我走近，待我在床前站定，見我微微一笑，他便咧開嘴笑了。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEWEDsq7nJv
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ2I0WqjlOx
「我妹怎麼變這麼漂亮啦？」452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6lwZdbu71I
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8kJlwlbhB1
我沒理會他的玩笑，只是看著臉色蒼白的他，當下覺得自己的微笑只是一道不讓自己哭出來的防線。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmD5gZXOwr7
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJRDHUZcCJC
我查過他的病，既然已到末期，治癒機率已經極低，幾乎是零。也知道他會長期處在各種疼痛裡。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2SN5ZwUiow
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA1Qm5FZn79
所以我無法開口問他還好嗎，也沒辦法要他振作，更不能祝福他康復。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzD0WRciZOs
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡio3qOX3zly
只是他仍然對著我笑，笑得那麼真。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ01xpevaXNA
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4n8wNlYoZq
「幹嘛傻在那裡，過來這邊坐啊。」他指指床邊的椅子。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdu979WpLqW
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNZ8dY4Y7Tw
我走過去，把椅子拉近病床，坐下。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0GVRVxVzyp
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2hWAWz82vH
我們幾乎是同時伸出雙手的。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBXPL3QsvV
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxzE8wSXyDc
碰到他的手時，我的鼻子就酸了，眼睛也模糊了。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡylnWD8u9jp
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFGmHSQsBpb
「不是答應我不哭了嗎？」那句話有著溫柔的指責。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIsxTW8lSMz
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5N6cSXZ0du
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「現在有沒有哪裡會痛…？」我開口問。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMW5wonYBHe
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Pps22tcWt
「每天都在痛啊，肚子也痛、頭也痛，骨頭也都會痛…」452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdcRKykMEod
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsutBdmrNor
他數家珍地說出，而我的眉頭也因此糾結。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzdUZCCNmDn
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYtGYnZF8E9
「現在不痛啦，看到妳都不痛啦。」見我皺眉，他胡亂地撒謊。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe8s4b68yCL
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDoZVpKKjLL
我揉著他的手，好像有很多話要說，但又覺得沒什麼好說。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3yZvPzsrRD
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvDBmsbjrZ1
「爸…妳爸爸，有說什麼嗎？他知道嗎？」452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8XwP0PrKJA
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvRicyeHPBs
我愣了一下，沒想到他會問這個問題。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYeE1M9cgEc
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8tE8h3DL1d
「他應該知道，但他沒跟我說什麼…」452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcpuLqxuA4S
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ78s2eJK4zI
「是嗎…我想也是啦。問問而已，妳不要多想。」452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwd2Nz7NoGG
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH20owe2Tm1
那一瞬間，我覺得父親的無情是無法被原諒的。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8rcTtMzcc3
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQ3dTsxSaa
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我拿出那晚編好的手繩，放到他手裡。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyqC5JU5EXR
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJMJeNSp6e
「這是新編的。」452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3FefMn3Q9
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZdYOxPaTU
他看了看手繩，又看看我。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd6jUjiS2ui
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7jQveQVn0a
「妳幫我拿櫃子裡的皮夾出來。」452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKriQ40pOFQ
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBnK7UZ0UTQ
我把皮夾遞給他，他從皮夾裡拿出了…好幾年前的那條幸運手繩。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmR42TZJfLB
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQbTajv6L6
白色的線都變成灰色，已經髒髒的了，他拿出來時還是小心翼翼。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjgQda4gtkA
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9qfAwkM4h
「妳看。」他得意。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvxrr6Gqpap
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4R3q0zkKjE
「虧你能留那麼久，我之前皮包掉了，你的照片也搞丟了…」452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBOxHPTe3kR
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLnwlUs123y
「幫我戴新的在手上。」他說。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuH04k0qj2j
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTywYLnH792
我一邊把手繩綁上他變得好細的手腕，一邊說著…452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ99FDZ7edEs
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlUoKkeCMMh
「我們以前還說要一起合照，但都沒有做到…」452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzTpvWYOJRh
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0uh5QCqS5a
「現在拍。」452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNzvyiOwQhm
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「啊？」452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTGs9aqNok
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM6wqLyBTYx
「現在就拍啊，妳手機有照相功能吧？」452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbyGcTTkOPV
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLG6jmJrxFm
「有。」我拿出手機，翻開摺疊螢幕，開啟相機功能。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4sVEenhLYC
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxbr1HVDde
「等一下等一下。」他伸手拿了旁邊的眼鏡戴上。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa4lfDctsBU
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuCrjtpt4U6
「我這樣看起來比較不像流氓吧？」他又在笑。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMZP2uz3wny
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG7PpuIdZcN
我笑了，起身貼近床，把頭靠在他臉旁，拿著手機對著我們倆的大頭拍了一張照片。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyw5Nf5KyzT
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX3iqDloEyt
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwR5PWWipR1
我坐回椅子上，有那麼一段時間，我們都沒有看著彼此，也沒有說話。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDOPLN0oB19
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEBgB99hFWr
「我離婚了。」英傑突然說。
「我被抓後，妳嫂子自己提的。」
「簽字是一定要簽的，拖著她也不對。」452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmf501exIuG
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzRTh0J025p
我想起那個沒有喊過他「爸爸」的兒子，但我沒有勇氣開口問。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8m7cCsodrr
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAv7IHpMO5r
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuMKdzTamQj
「妳還有在寫小說嗎？」452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsCnw6NMC1V
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ4b0pvZ7Hj
「…有寫一些小故事。」452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrF7DKMSPqI
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡODokq5P1Gu
「那就好，不要隨便放棄喔。」452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJDJHeqqp5
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRNkobM5QBZ
「嗯。我好久沒看到你寫的詩了。」452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPoowX1zjMl
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEl9Swk1D9G
「我太久沒寫字啦…字已經不漂亮，腦子也沒東西了。」452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7PQ8YcJrlV
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDX8adnuaPk
「不會啦，字跡不會隨便改變的。」情感也是。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ70MPiECtrY
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDhDOq5c6NZ
「妹。」452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcnVsnhdytx
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiFlfxlIUS4
「嗯？」452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHD1srDqlNJ
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxz3ApYfIi4
「人真的要走到末路的時候，才知道只有家人會無條件的陪在身邊。」
「所以妳一定要好好珍惜家人，不要交壞朋友，也不要太相信外面的人。」
「也不要抽菸、喝太多酒…」
「如果可以，就回去念書，這個社會還是很看學歷…」452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRLe3eYkV9c
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQaYZDAzYvH
我突然意識到他正在做什麼。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA0FiCWfKX5
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4d8DziWjuf
像是交代後事般的叮嚀，我聽在耳裡，痛在心裡，但我不能阻止他這麼做。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBa59yHgMbE
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdQZhx0AtY
因為我甚至不知道還有沒有下一次見他的機會。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQnZMrBm7rL
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyq4vjNjBfx
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV29tdDpWpM
那天我在醫院陪他直到晚上才離開，他始終笑著，在我面前不表現出痛苦或難過。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5TeBWaTRFv
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgB0iSTtd3c
他也答應讓我再去看他，只是要先跟他聯絡。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKczfDYYFyI
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ51DPvPugC2
「我媽有點介意，所以不希望妳們碰到面。」452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7zuzJseId
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg8J47ByxRs
爾後我又見了他兩次，其中一次他告訴我，他信了主耶穌。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaXQdF9joW9
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJl3IkbwVe
我知道是身體病痛的折磨，讓他尋求精神上的慰藉。他親自寫了信給教會的小孩子，用自己的經歷告誡孩子們勿入歧途。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7jqrljqViY
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZmZ4MsarVg
我知道他害怕，知道他尋求救贖。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuMa5b4ZT0p
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCNO6qy1UQE
我知道他就算把地獄或罪人掛在嘴邊，仍是害怕受苦的。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5K3XCQuKoh
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0bo1o73CZY
我知道他也許到了這一刻才開始後悔。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5aHtHfqtiV
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlALeXQiLM8
但我是欣慰的。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf8omroRogy
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452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSc43HEymU0
那一天來的又快又急。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL5d3J0IHYZ
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAtFvZJKKwy
「妹…」452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw8PUrbCOS1
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDWNmflI9yv
我接起電話，只聽到英傑喊了我，然後是沉重的喘息與啜泣。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtY06akpout
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu1V6cFWJqo
「你怎麼了？怎麼了？」452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOOtsynvWlE
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnpyKRZdQcm
還拿著手機和他說話，我已經起身準備出門去醫院。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMuuUoqTT4a
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdmoeo7VOh
「我還不想死…」他哭著說。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlTLZMdYGvd
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡimuH5UXa5Z
那句話狠狠地撕裂了我的胸口。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZK5HqtXxx
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡckqP8Ledow
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcLcXLH8TEg
我跑進病房，英傑似乎剛剛才穩定下來，吊著點滴、眼眶泛紅、面容消瘦，也比上次更加蒼白、手臂上都是青色與紫色的瘀青。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlOUCCg03OK
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjpEiLy1VuI
他的母親與姐姐看見我，臉色明顯地不自在。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKLTUlf7ir
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFuJl2nwHQT
英傑打那通電話給我的時候，她們是不是也在呢？452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJeM1jCI4O
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ72CFKIe1v0
她們小聲地和英傑說了幾句話，就走出病房，留給我和他說話的空間。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9vnjMEmKqH
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkdPc9ZOVa
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ogniAmXzA
我坐到上次的位置，握住他的手。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡULkvgWVsPI
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsv1gRrhxpN
那雙手已又更瘦更冰冷了。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmsQdo4LdqN
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDeQSjFLNV8
「我真的，還不想死。」452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3sacv6AB2O
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUhBvexugU6
我握著他的手出了點力。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPp2pyAzyG0
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPB3ZLYruAy
「我很害怕。」452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡldJeEQq087
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVRpoUUbZmz
「我很怕死…」452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1LBV0prdRp
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMPJFdIKssK
他沒看著我，只盯著手。說完，他的眼淚就掉下來。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVvXicRCmvB
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIkJJFSimTN
那是我第一次看見他掉眼淚，也是最後一次。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Hos9l0jjT
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7g7sVCXGB0
「你已經悔改了，你一定會去天堂的。」我已經滿臉淚水，但還是看著他的眼睛說。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyPHqzhnNDJ
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9fRRspm8YQ
「全身都很痛…」他終於抬頭看我。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG28ZrMd2DB
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFxgF5OIuAw
我趕緊抽幾張衛生紙擦他的臉，他的雙頰與眼窩都已經凹陷，我的手盡可能地放輕力道，就怕他疼。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn2FqArnq0u
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3OeQIaGyn0
「你很努力了，我知道你很努力了…」452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5OJ3qW7M9m
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTnyVHNbXq7
我抱住他，驚覺他已弱不禁風的事實。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡULPJwu5AnP
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhn94UbIp1p
這讓我倏地停止了自己的眼淚。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJm7AyLQud
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ54eNXIMNUh
「沒事的，你的主會帶你離開，之後就不痛苦了。」452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡptRu97qb2f
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbdeOmJVL4
英傑在我的臂彎裡哭泣了許久，才安靜下來。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaMj0xXAt3L
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFXrGPhiJOF
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaeTaHRncpq
「妹。」452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY6hzOpi04j
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoPAVrppDu1
「嗯？」452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyqjqHSrrcg
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfH0CUKooxu
「抽屜裡有一封信是給妳的。」452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM2TGhPFyz8
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我打開抽屜，拿起那個信封。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVfSIAwkcQE
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「回去再看。」452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDIKmcu1ja
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「好。」我收起信。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKaFFXmdOPc
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「妳回去吧。」452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEBzGHKBluv
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「什麼？」452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhPKSa3f6jw
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「謝謝妳來…可是不要再來了。」452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrAU0obX2CR
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「為什麼？」452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBg5Oa5zypP
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「我不想要妳送我離開，妳會很傷心，我也不想要看到妳那麼傷心。」452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo868bjjkOw
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「……」452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsbC1Rx1PqA
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「回去吧。」452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs4yteanDb6
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他看著我，又對我笑了，那個笑看起來很費勁，也是他一直以來對我的溫柔表現。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdaC7E4imU4
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不讓我送他走，也是哥哥對妹妹的溫柔。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHaucl722dD
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我又抱了抱他才離開。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQjPpDWh4K
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當天晚上十點多，我收到他姊姊的簡訊。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD16tTEYtO2
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「英傑已經走了。」452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNs79776V9
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那一瞬間我向心裡所有知道的神祈求，希望英傑能到更好的地方，希望他不要再受苦了。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx8gq4nLOWh
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我打開信封，裡面只有一張書籤大的紙。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9JEfGAv0v
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「Dear 妹：」452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtze0N0gE3L
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「妳永遠是我的天使，452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJ4t8YTMfI
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請不要忘記我。」452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVm2ClgzfJE
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「哥 英傑」452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3URKhXtNYZ
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我抱著自己，放任自己哭到睡著。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMlpsz1z8Qf
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之後的每一年，我不選在英傑的忌日，而是在他的冥誕當天悼念他。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGTkuyf7FXH
452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqUcMTyZtSm
每一年的五月三十，我都會寫一封信，表達我的思念，讓他知道「我沒有忘記他」。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGeen3FSyAU
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前幾年每到這天，我總是哭，總是放任自己因為想念而哭得泣不成聲。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJFHMEe0Rx
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後來的後來，我漸漸不哭了，但沒有改變在這一天寫信的習慣。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXBTOu3UjI
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英傑的回憶有時像巨石背在背上，有時像羽毛沾在胸口，無論哪一種，都是無法遺棄。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVDuQMyoHlg
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他走後，我便不再輕易評論一個人的好與壞。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfaLx7a5rkS
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曾經我在英傑的新聞底下看見很多網友的謾罵、抨擊甚至是汙辱，我感到憤怒與心痛，想一個一個回應他們「你們什麼都不知道！」452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Opa6WvpW8
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但我什麼也沒做。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIGAPP0zkFu
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因為那些人不認識他，也永遠不會認識他。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjpoMPt7yZg
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所以我再也不對任何新聞或社會事件做評論。因為我知道，我不認識當事人，更不能體會當事人的親屬心情。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKjXWiDG7HU
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我回去念書，考進了大學，年年以取得獎學金為目標，只為不要白學。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡabqhZtid7R
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一直沒有放棄創作，可能也是因為惦記著他說過的話。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoDpICmp5MO
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說起遺憾，大概是我喊他「英傑」比喊他「哥哥」的次數要多更多了吧。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW2ymMGvYn8
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去年，我沒有寫信。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbEx52hktnK
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我選擇在當天完成他的故事。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQuGZOru8UT
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他是一隻孤傲的鷹，獨自在天空闖蕩，受盡風霜，最後回巢，在家人身邊闔上眼。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvOGAEA7WPx
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我是活在地面的狼，只能抬頭望著，用我的爪在沙上畫下他在天空翱翔的姿態。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQVrViF9Rx4
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這是，我哥哥的故事。452Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡev7Yi1iOZ5
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