等我能見到他時，又過了一個月。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZGCZu4eTN
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深呼吸了好幾口氣，練習了幾次微笑，我才踏進病房。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPAG0l1VaGP
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他盯著我走近，待我在床前站定，見我微微一笑，他便咧開嘴笑了。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVC2HLby0Mf
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「我妹怎麼變這麼漂亮啦？」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJrPQcuAfKu
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHqpgtCCRnK
我沒理會他的玩笑，只是看著臉色蒼白的他，當下覺得自己的微笑只是一道不讓自己哭出來的防線。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhiURME419J
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我查過他的病，既然已到末期，治癒機率已經極低，幾乎是零。也知道他會長期處在各種疼痛裡。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdBlZxuZrZc
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所以我無法開口問他還好嗎，也沒辦法要他振作，更不能祝福他康復。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrkmr8ZCYz
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDyeKIJbW6v
只是他仍然對著我笑，笑得那麼真。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTj2et1nM4Z
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFoLIW5DRPp
「幹嘛傻在那裡，過來這邊坐啊。」他指指床邊的椅子。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoBvfpzmHfZ
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxW1svjBSA6
我走過去，把椅子拉近病床，坐下。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKNXoF94e9D
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡufRGdVu6IK
我們幾乎是同時伸出雙手的。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2JZ4bPmVlu
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzkpWBD76ZS
碰到他的手時，我的鼻子就酸了，眼睛也模糊了。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIQRzZnrHOv
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbIjchhCIi
「不是答應我不哭了嗎？」那句話有著溫柔的指責。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHaMtce27EP
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「現在有沒有哪裡會痛…？」我開口問。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7Ifdda9PE
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡifhGFeA5Tp
「每天都在痛啊，肚子也痛、頭也痛，骨頭也都會痛…」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLXrxiyHyRQ
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4fPS4NPjR
他數家珍地說出，而我的眉頭也因此糾結。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbxVpxdcnhb
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ42IUKSy9ia
「現在不痛啦，看到妳都不痛啦。」見我皺眉，他胡亂地撒謊。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnS0SGCUnUT
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzOVObxxI0K
我揉著他的手，好像有很多話要說，但又覺得沒什麼好說。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpZtZC6evGO
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMg0aIyyzQz
「爸…妳爸爸，有說什麼嗎？他知道嗎？」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKrU61OOSXc
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXsLu573g2a
我愣了一下，沒想到他會問這個問題。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQ93iPMQDy
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCj6RPEkBt8
「他應該知道，但他沒跟我說什麼…」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvowl2c6gzF
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxqwZ5c7wwo
「是嗎…我想也是啦。問問而已，妳不要多想。」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT70CXhN3kp
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdpI2Grdqt0
那一瞬間，我覺得父親的無情是無法被原諒的。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6p0NDrXRXj
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我拿出那晚編好的手繩，放到他手裡。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrVS2AHowlv
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「這是新編的。」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtfxw7ejdcp
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他看了看手繩，又看看我。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDMgjMbciJP
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT2ysa2ufef
「妳幫我拿櫃子裡的皮夾出來。」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpM8ffDCYJ8
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyKozqOVwxB
我把皮夾遞給他，他從皮夾裡拿出了…好幾年前的那條幸運手繩。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIm2VRVWjb5
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCzXGinnX23
白色的線都變成灰色，已經髒髒的了，他拿出來時還是小心翼翼。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKqhLvOPy3g
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「妳看。」他得意。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡplZOpSiZ3S
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp8upTyFjCt
「虧你能留那麼久，我之前皮包掉了，你的照片也搞丟了…」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8BeCmdXBJ
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMa53KfqV0N
「幫我戴新的在手上。」他說。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDNZvvxSLCA
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZU1m5WPCsK
我一邊把手繩綁上他變得好細的手腕，一邊說著…470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3UouIIpENe
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYR1NcBa5vg
「我們以前還說要一起合照，但都沒有做到…」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvYQmtVK1e
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfaNyPB7jnc
「現在拍。」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqoKzGHQnX
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「啊？」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMWoeMTXm1D
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「現在就拍啊，妳手機有照相功能吧？」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmakycG10RQ
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9moLmdUQMz
「有。」我拿出手機，翻開摺疊螢幕，開啟相機功能。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXn9PwvXwoo
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFvySV6eMik
「等一下等一下。」他伸手拿了旁邊的眼鏡戴上。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPMWNYLtRUO
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhkoGvhPhW6
「我這樣看起來比較不像流氓吧？」他又在笑。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAkzspF8GFa
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQ6Zogje1t
我笑了，起身貼近床，把頭靠在他臉旁，拿著手機對著我們倆的大頭拍了一張照片。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxG9RNQOAdP
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYnwd1wecK
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡroy8o3i9go
我坐回椅子上，有那麼一段時間，我們都沒有看著彼此，也沒有說話。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc5ikFc83my
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdyr7yeTFcv
「我離婚了。」英傑突然說。
「我被抓後，妳嫂子自己提的。」
「簽字是一定要簽的，拖著她也不對。」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS3mxGSRuHT
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyyKBRIuI6r
我想起那個沒有喊過他「爸爸」的兒子，但我沒有勇氣開口問。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuGRjOl2MdZ
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5JrS8aJQtM
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkyZHOVjzNM
「妳還有在寫小說嗎？」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ25yd2lh6oN
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaUfQZao9QW
「…有寫一些小故事。」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7TPmGR0Rw
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「那就好，不要隨便放棄喔。」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpKMFxMKgcO
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHHnZTnY53H
「嗯。我好久沒看到你寫的詩了。」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0akrbWnfHm
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpg3xcGDau3
「我太久沒寫字啦…字已經不漂亮，腦子也沒東西了。」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdOODWyLekm
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdAE3vjVwAs
「不會啦，字跡不會隨便改變的。」情感也是。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡweXZIvTHGC
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbfIdC7xyQj
「妹。」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPGxjHlT8Mu
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmu8clMpIwo
「嗯？」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnG3HiqSqoh
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqFVxU55ltl
「人真的要走到末路的時候，才知道只有家人會無條件的陪在身邊。」
「所以妳一定要好好珍惜家人，不要交壞朋友，也不要太相信外面的人。」
「也不要抽菸、喝太多酒…」
「如果可以，就回去念書，這個社會還是很看學歷…」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDnyOGQ6LLs
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9JH5Siff8Q
我突然意識到他正在做什麼。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzpqTNeiMXt
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4OqQVSS4PO
像是交代後事般的叮嚀，我聽在耳裡，痛在心裡，但我不能阻止他這麼做。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnR9EbDx83F
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsBLfPLX993
因為我甚至不知道還有沒有下一次見他的機會。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡopIb8eSPka
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLxJF0JHElV
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHgKWfjyfFE
那天我在醫院陪他直到晚上才離開，他始終笑著，在我面前不表現出痛苦或難過。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvtuNNR8Okl
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtn6q3DAQL1
他也答應讓我再去看他，只是要先跟他聯絡。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUVb8LTTcY
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7jhVQ3nllD
「我媽有點介意，所以不希望妳們碰到面。」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEdX077YIIE
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwj6BM0hbEq
爾後我又見了他兩次，其中一次他告訴我，他信了主耶穌。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0WU1vPlNcg
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnHxUEqLJUu
我知道是身體病痛的折磨，讓他尋求精神上的慰藉。他親自寫了信給教會的小孩子，用自己的經歷告誡孩子們勿入歧途。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSIHhtgjmOH
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiiTzUCH7mi
我知道他害怕，知道他尋求救贖。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwrse7gytvs
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzGIbnwZ22
我知道他就算把地獄或罪人掛在嘴邊，仍是害怕受苦的。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡva7kN9DbZc
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ28h03M3c8
我知道他也許到了這一刻才開始後悔。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaumLtuj9dL
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但我是欣慰的。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsBUSscXvH6
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那一天來的又快又急。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh0j1oEVRFB
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「妹…」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1eQIYZCu9t
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9sp8FCGv1B
我接起電話，只聽到英傑喊了我，然後是沉重的喘息與啜泣。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3YsmXQBSCl
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7fReP3fJAD
「你怎麼了？怎麼了？」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡls2dq7Q6JE
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJspkyF6Sc
還拿著手機和他說話，我已經起身準備出門去醫院。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEMrrbJSes2
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡszeZ1roSb7
「我還不想死…」他哭著說。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtx4Mawcm5O
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj66nDMU7fP
那句話狠狠地撕裂了我的胸口。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6kMKwwoQWc
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470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkLKJhWo5LU
我跑進病房，英傑似乎剛剛才穩定下來，吊著點滴、眼眶泛紅、面容消瘦，也比上次更加蒼白、手臂上都是青色與紫色的瘀青。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH56oFSoYYi
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsV0Kf9bAaj
他的母親與姐姐看見我，臉色明顯地不自在。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoLvy4v7EAE
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCaeonobad9
英傑打那通電話給我的時候，她們是不是也在呢？470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1BgatuWyW
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfOW69V9rsP
她們小聲地和英傑說了幾句話，就走出病房，留給我和他說話的空間。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8jMT3lmqYr
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我坐到上次的位置，握住他的手。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw2N2P0t9Ek
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那雙手已又更瘦更冰冷了。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcPiFFprv7h
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「我真的，還不想死。」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7OP3GfxWX
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm5d0YfykOR
我握著他的手出了點力。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡasG6XB5J7Z
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡczGFw3KrNE
「我很害怕。」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1JpQaXDFZL
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「我很怕死…」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQOJtbcQ7n
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他沒看著我，只盯著手。說完，他的眼淚就掉下來。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZIzlJtwziu
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEluS1QkwUK
那是我第一次看見他掉眼淚，也是最後一次。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡei1pT7IpYw
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOilVpkon5x
「你已經悔改了，你一定會去天堂的。」我已經滿臉淚水，但還是看著他的眼睛說。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJ2cEvqiap
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9al0B3dTmo
「全身都很痛…」他終於抬頭看我。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNKx8XlYVgJ
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgnrGehs0En
我趕緊抽幾張衛生紙擦他的臉，他的雙頰與眼窩都已經凹陷，我的手盡可能地放輕力道，就怕他疼。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcS33DyJBnC
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa1bq90INRS
「你很努力了，我知道你很努力了…」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQWO3eMJITJ
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqTmxu2fnrA
我抱住他，驚覺他已弱不禁風的事實。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbJJ7DaEXmp
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡORY0Vus6pT
這讓我倏地停止了自己的眼淚。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf9XBjkMAwR
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlU1JwmbgHd
「沒事的，你的主會帶你離開，之後就不痛苦了。」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtbSsloaTln
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHK2RnjB1DD
英傑在我的臂彎裡哭泣了許久，才安靜下來。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ74fxRGA9Q7
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMMiYMP2T3
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「妹。」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52DElmFeLW
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaqhfslEPgG
「嗯？」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡepH4Nucaa6
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGUL7QFYL17
「抽屜裡有一封信是給妳的。」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡraHTyERJYA
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我打開抽屜，拿起那個信封。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ19YZM7hD6x
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「回去再看。」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYehmRWaO3n
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「好。」我收起信。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi9sklIGLi0
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「妳回去吧。」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡER7Q60hJLa
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「什麼？」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvim0hEf0wa
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「謝謝妳來…可是不要再來了。」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJwaISmTwPT
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「為什麼？」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1DTa44Fa9
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「我不想要妳送我離開，妳會很傷心，我也不想要看到妳那麼傷心。」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8OASKZuka
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「……」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPOearB2Qrf
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「回去吧。」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKrzsPQ13AU
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他看著我，又對我笑了，那個笑看起來很費勁，也是他一直以來對我的溫柔表現。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7L1MUmLjY
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVEFzTZkPRP
不讓我送他走，也是哥哥對妹妹的溫柔。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ofNTkKiuE
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8cWjRIBagD
我又抱了抱他才離開。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAjecB7KoYZ
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當天晚上十點多，我收到他姊姊的簡訊。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3B3DYOlgK3
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「英傑已經走了。」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl4l66uLyka
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那一瞬間我向心裡所有知道的神祈求，希望英傑能到更好的地方，希望他不要再受苦了。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8OejuMkdOH
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我打開信封，裡面只有一張書籤大的紙。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0frcGUU7Xj
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「Dear 妹：」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdzH3TrCTsp
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「妳永遠是我的天使，470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡawu6kiVGdZ
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請不要忘記我。」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvcwdn4O9FW
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「哥 英傑」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWSwa3VKcAm
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我抱著自己，放任自己哭到睡著。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKhOLWRae3O
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之後的每一年，我不選在英傑的忌日，而是在他的冥誕當天悼念他。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIENXpiQRpU
470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡruuXWKbGHf
每一年的五月三十，我都會寫一封信，表達我的思念，讓他知道「我沒有忘記他」。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwaoRsjzPkQ
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前幾年每到這天，我總是哭，總是放任自己因為想念而哭得泣不成聲。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡul4lW8TmlC
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後來的後來，我漸漸不哭了，但沒有改變在這一天寫信的習慣。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSBgT92KDxT
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英傑的回憶有時像巨石背在背上，有時像羽毛沾在胸口，無論哪一種，都是無法遺棄。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFryYNvZ7yu
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他走後，我便不再輕易評論一個人的好與壞。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwjBgrcyQfA
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曾經我在英傑的新聞底下看見很多網友的謾罵、抨擊甚至是汙辱，我感到憤怒與心痛，想一個一個回應他們「你們什麼都不知道！」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Y2kPK7fBv
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但我什麼也沒做。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhido5LFWhM
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因為那些人不認識他，也永遠不會認識他。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68Wm9I69Ee
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所以我再也不對任何新聞或社會事件做評論。因為我知道，我不認識當事人，更不能體會當事人的親屬心情。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLKKriiYlE0
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我回去念書，考進了大學，年年以取得獎學金為目標，只為不要白學。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLDp4ebxImf
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一直沒有放棄創作，可能也是因為惦記著他說過的話。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLxgz8H6Dk7
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說起遺憾，大概是我喊他「英傑」比喊他「哥哥」的次數要多更多了吧。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRQCk8qvuoN
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去年，我沒有寫信。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA7KiSffASs
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我選擇在當天完成他的故事。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZsdtZhdh9
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他是一隻孤傲的鷹，獨自在天空闖蕩，受盡風霜，最後回巢，在家人身邊闔上眼。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL934Cc3YcQ
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我是活在地面的狼，只能抬頭望著，用我的爪在沙上畫下他在天空翱翔的姿態。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK4wrGNxA37
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這是，我哥哥的故事。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSshVmYvyUG
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