等我能見到他時，又過了一個月。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFYh9NgNJW
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深呼吸了好幾口氣，練習了幾次微笑，我才踏進病房。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiVRH3zK6gq
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他盯著我走近，待我在床前站定，見我微微一笑，他便咧開嘴笑了。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF3bGrIhoNV
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「我妹怎麼變這麼漂亮啦？」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQxNTv7xWtc
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6zGfTA0zQR
我沒理會他的玩笑，只是看著臉色蒼白的他，當下覺得自己的微笑只是一道不讓自己哭出來的防線。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlHDBQwiS8Y
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我查過他的病，既然已到末期，治癒機率已經極低，幾乎是零。也知道他會長期處在各種疼痛裡。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHsmUxhTqj7
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所以我無法開口問他還好嗎，也沒辦法要他振作，更不能祝福他康復。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3bwuSwhYE3
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只是他仍然對著我笑，笑得那麼真。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm5nDVWjclw
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIASnfGGV18
「幹嘛傻在那裡，過來這邊坐啊。」他指指床邊的椅子。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYG2V2xpTKF
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我走過去，把椅子拉近病床，坐下。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs9WwaKC948
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我們幾乎是同時伸出雙手的。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWExYeGnmY
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碰到他的手時，我的鼻子就酸了，眼睛也模糊了。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4gNuPzjRoA
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「不是答應我不哭了嗎？」那句話有著溫柔的指責。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYYp0V7CBKj
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「現在有沒有哪裡會痛…？」我開口問。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfjV999Z109
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「每天都在痛啊，肚子也痛、頭也痛，骨頭也都會痛…」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3tBxJAE2Iq
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMgVFlzT2qZ
他數家珍地說出，而我的眉頭也因此糾結。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLuqjYgFgug
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlexA1bki8V
「現在不痛啦，看到妳都不痛啦。」見我皺眉，他胡亂地撒謊。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPtH0WQu8oE
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xIKHBsRqz
我揉著他的手，好像有很多話要說，但又覺得沒什麼好說。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIAZzeIp0Cp
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6W4KxcSuyA
「爸…妳爸爸，有說什麼嗎？他知道嗎？」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5iW45m3W3F
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIACYhOx9Q2
我愣了一下，沒想到他會問這個問題。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB3ABIAMA5i
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhgLsfqtc6H
「他應該知道，但他沒跟我說什麼…」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdwfJiJmSJv
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOuXTJCjLKa
「是嗎…我想也是啦。問問而已，妳不要多想。」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV7Xm21WXOW
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl6fjhD69mV
那一瞬間，我覺得父親的無情是無法被原諒的。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9C7GM3TVEn
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我拿出那晚編好的手繩，放到他手裡。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡup4LHkESia
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxwYSn8QwCs
「這是新編的。」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡue7TMTvroU
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB4qFUI6hQf
他看了看手繩，又看看我。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGdSXJpq4NJ
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡejLKk9tlaI
「妳幫我拿櫃子裡的皮夾出來。」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAGKcVQ5QL3
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbF1JiINfe
我把皮夾遞給他，他從皮夾裡拿出了…好幾年前的那條幸運手繩。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfKn25YFaNh
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE3xlgPRLjs
白色的線都變成灰色，已經髒髒的了，他拿出來時還是小心翼翼。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVxAGiDtPO2
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「妳看。」他得意。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLu7aoCdEvF
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「虧你能留那麼久，我之前皮包掉了，你的照片也搞丟了…」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuORusAZojq
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBo6D228rL
「幫我戴新的在手上。」他說。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡondMETSiB6
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我一邊把手繩綁上他變得好細的手腕，一邊說著…461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9g8h5xz10
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ38tNyMHLpp
「我們以前還說要一起合照，但都沒有做到…」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXAVt85iqTF
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2BzuwfSQ5m
「現在拍。」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt9uiZ45TtK
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「啊？」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaevaVnjJpi
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「現在就拍啊，妳手機有照相功能吧？」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDNPY7fGpc1
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnWfdWo6dh
「有。」我拿出手機，翻開摺疊螢幕，開啟相機功能。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfurGHITZ7G
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqVBvZESIBp
「等一下等一下。」他伸手拿了旁邊的眼鏡戴上。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8V1Ur374Wg
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrnSpJU9SxU
「我這樣看起來比較不像流氓吧？」他又在笑。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJY0zTM13KA
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPtwRiU5Xb4
我笑了，起身貼近床，把頭靠在他臉旁，拿著手機對著我們倆的大頭拍了一張照片。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7NYtHQRyp9
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdNCA8ouquj
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我坐回椅子上，有那麼一段時間，我們都沒有看著彼此，也沒有說話。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ7jbJcDhCA
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuzxEfDd4Cs
「我離婚了。」英傑突然說。
「我被抓後，妳嫂子自己提的。」
「簽字是一定要簽的，拖著她也不對。」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKsNi5m9PB
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAp90Dvr6HC
我想起那個沒有喊過他「爸爸」的兒子，但我沒有勇氣開口問。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaRsOvCv1kc
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyfXHFSV6sC
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「妳還有在寫小說嗎？」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPDYV5s6qdG
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaFcUQc3F9d
「…有寫一些小故事。」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEqHrOwbzEx
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「那就好，不要隨便放棄喔。」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfo9y2z0Nw3
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「嗯。我好久沒看到你寫的詩了。」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwaXDLvG2ei
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1IMyAywdqV
「我太久沒寫字啦…字已經不漂亮，腦子也沒東西了。」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTuRyALhLfi
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhsgn4Io7WQ
「不會啦，字跡不會隨便改變的。」情感也是。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWSraEFMxgT
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1O2we6z7bM
「妹。」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXun6r1AyQr
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡard6Bwr7lt
「嗯？」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCADpxbFufx
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「人真的要走到末路的時候，才知道只有家人會無條件的陪在身邊。」
「所以妳一定要好好珍惜家人，不要交壞朋友，也不要太相信外面的人。」
「也不要抽菸、喝太多酒…」
「如果可以，就回去念書，這個社會還是很看學歷…」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFDXcY1YLld
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYuYYN1RXu6
我突然意識到他正在做什麼。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1rvtB6Avpx
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡetz82AU26L
像是交代後事般的叮嚀，我聽在耳裡，痛在心裡，但我不能阻止他這麼做。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwugJfDGD98
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2EWLV9slRV
因為我甚至不知道還有沒有下一次見他的機會。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPpSsOAIkR2
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461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR3hrQAbfyQ
那天我在醫院陪他直到晚上才離開，他始終笑著，在我面前不表現出痛苦或難過。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOzLt9DmRvw
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgX5BGQn983
他也答應讓我再去看他，只是要先跟他聯絡。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhgGl0m7DK
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcSqjWC6kxA
「我媽有點介意，所以不希望妳們碰到面。」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM72rPTjJmL
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZbf9ZOTJS
爾後我又見了他兩次，其中一次他告訴我，他信了主耶穌。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5zykw4VCGe
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzo6I27H04v
我知道是身體病痛的折磨，讓他尋求精神上的慰藉。他親自寫了信給教會的小孩子，用自己的經歷告誡孩子們勿入歧途。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6UuPLUxLE
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ta70zLFEn
我知道他害怕，知道他尋求救贖。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhsZxvZoC9z
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlpBlORmEvT
我知道他就算把地獄或罪人掛在嘴邊，仍是害怕受苦的。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpYHsUOD3xT
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJTsYypGio
我知道他也許到了這一刻才開始後悔。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdOIpUOsynp
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但我是欣慰的。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3NyadNyYm1
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那一天來的又快又急。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3m9O2p4esn
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「妹…」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSGjJbimECC
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxtNG0ySYyS
我接起電話，只聽到英傑喊了我，然後是沉重的喘息與啜泣。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuIOiWNRniy
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Swf5q4vs5
「你怎麼了？怎麼了？」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8Dv3t7xRr
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbl17eRYEyQ
還拿著手機和他說話，我已經起身準備出門去醫院。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlzqIOGbvIe
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVgvVAlg7zD
「我還不想死…」他哭著說。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5IADwXgV3V
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2pyfEwp5my
那句話狠狠地撕裂了我的胸口。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡks0jYy6UmT
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoekzDSUUZk
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我跑進病房，英傑似乎剛剛才穩定下來，吊著點滴、眼眶泛紅、面容消瘦，也比上次更加蒼白、手臂上都是青色與紫色的瘀青。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDcXWjdKano
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAqMETC6Tnn
他的母親與姐姐看見我，臉色明顯地不自在。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWBtsJZ2tgx
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHphIPWq2S
英傑打那通電話給我的時候，她們是不是也在呢？461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDfUPCS9SG
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtAwhBTRHPv
她們小聲地和英傑說了幾句話，就走出病房，留給我和他說話的空間。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBkiIEo2X73
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0J0eD1bLB
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjIgaaGlGIK
我坐到上次的位置，握住他的手。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL03iUgJMup
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2I94XUmUZl
那雙手已又更瘦更冰冷了。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGv7OqH3Tsx
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「我真的，還不想死。」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡISRnL1RsWH
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdSTNDmFDFK
我握著他的手出了點力。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtROgwelyq6
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSckfwGrkk2
「我很害怕。」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡop7zFDC64t
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNmyUuNXhgi
「我很怕死…」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwFQNRSkdv
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLHUaY3yoKy
他沒看著我，只盯著手。說完，他的眼淚就掉下來。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7NMwt65VgO
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbMX86tZbkR
那是我第一次看見他掉眼淚，也是最後一次。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFLtrHBC5BX
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNsizFxq1mA
「你已經悔改了，你一定會去天堂的。」我已經滿臉淚水，但還是看著他的眼睛說。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI1aX7e7IoA
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfycFHXS2Ez
「全身都很痛…」他終於抬頭看我。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSKN9UcgPjp
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE5OhwbefQO
我趕緊抽幾張衛生紙擦他的臉，他的雙頰與眼窩都已經凹陷，我的手盡可能地放輕力道，就怕他疼。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeOyhtHNFKR
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaTG71HUBjq
「你很努力了，我知道你很努力了…」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhpgMzSektD
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLmzSymBDVk
我抱住他，驚覺他已弱不禁風的事實。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyK89RnUzcP
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdcbhFy1aNE
這讓我倏地停止了自己的眼淚。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4NVxqXnIF0
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO2nI8sjbtt
「沒事的，你的主會帶你離開，之後就不痛苦了。」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP1PITI1b4c
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLkIBfHUfZg
英傑在我的臂彎裡哭泣了許久，才安靜下來。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoXMybCQHLD
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9eeVoDekV6
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「妹。」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEMZW6BpUue
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnuSXv8WOiN
「嗯？」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4XRKGKHGja
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNVXbtu7EDD
「抽屜裡有一封信是給妳的。」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwY951uBpbm
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我打開抽屜，拿起那個信封。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcmwuVY5eHH
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「回去再看。」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNWDhnJcQFo
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「好。」我收起信。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyuPgcVkzDe
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「妳回去吧。」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsMw82uitxo
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「什麼？」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73L4S0qera
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「謝謝妳來…可是不要再來了。」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡklABy9DdwL
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「為什麼？」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGIMDCnJmBe
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「我不想要妳送我離開，妳會很傷心，我也不想要看到妳那麼傷心。」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0UumCQwNJY
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「……」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6VyeXCZLQE
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「回去吧。」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPL1E76BRQQ
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他看著我，又對我笑了，那個笑看起來很費勁，也是他一直以來對我的溫柔表現。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa1NmZEMSiL
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不讓我送他走，也是哥哥對妹妹的溫柔。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡepG1BtBCqJ
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我又抱了抱他才離開。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQWGT0sX8N
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當天晚上十點多，我收到他姊姊的簡訊。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZ7VYkJgRy
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「英傑已經走了。」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIb6tI8LOyI
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那一瞬間我向心裡所有知道的神祈求，希望英傑能到更好的地方，希望他不要再受苦了。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ7NsadZjoS
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我打開信封，裡面只有一張書籤大的紙。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsRaYh6iQec
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「Dear 妹：」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFBXK1Oytpa
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「妳永遠是我的天使，461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlH3yGlQm9A
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請不要忘記我。」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJyo9vk9EC0
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「哥 英傑」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIVANKWqybL
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我抱著自己，放任自己哭到睡著。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYIKPWNoieY
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之後的每一年，我不選在英傑的忌日，而是在他的冥誕當天悼念他。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ04KYUcvQVz
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每一年的五月三十，我都會寫一封信，表達我的思念，讓他知道「我沒有忘記他」。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDcbxRBPBb5
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前幾年每到這天，我總是哭，總是放任自己因為想念而哭得泣不成聲。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvB8tu1u32x
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後來的後來，我漸漸不哭了，但沒有改變在這一天寫信的習慣。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNEq2croZYC
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英傑的回憶有時像巨石背在背上，有時像羽毛沾在胸口，無論哪一種，都是無法遺棄。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMyxLXAkThS
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他走後，我便不再輕易評論一個人的好與壞。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyd2K4sUWBt
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曾經我在英傑的新聞底下看見很多網友的謾罵、抨擊甚至是汙辱，我感到憤怒與心痛，想一個一個回應他們「你們什麼都不知道！」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjY0z7q78E2
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但我什麼也沒做。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaeCKV9E0ea
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因為那些人不認識他，也永遠不會認識他。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbNS5NF8Gyu
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所以我再也不對任何新聞或社會事件做評論。因為我知道，我不認識當事人，更不能體會當事人的親屬心情。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiBG0voT2IS
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我回去念書，考進了大學，年年以取得獎學金為目標，只為不要白學。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8nDFcGRKYH
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一直沒有放棄創作，可能也是因為惦記著他說過的話。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmA6F12VIsH
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說起遺憾，大概是我喊他「英傑」比喊他「哥哥」的次數要多更多了吧。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1lVFe6w083
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去年，我沒有寫信。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQeqpQM3v0
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我選擇在當天完成他的故事。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdhpvcgnSM
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他是一隻孤傲的鷹，獨自在天空闖蕩，受盡風霜，最後回巢，在家人身邊闔上眼。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZBd9t7SQz2
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我是活在地面的狼，只能抬頭望著，用我的爪在沙上畫下他在天空翱翔的姿態。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGBOGSJhGl
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這是，我哥哥的故事。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa5x6rasFib
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