我比他先到達高潮，直到那刻我仍沒有出聲，在雙腿緊繃幾秒，高潮退去後，我靠著牆滑坐到地上。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjk9e0YYhd8
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkC94mTxvDT
然後看著他的體液沾滿手指、手掌和手銬。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRCWn5A2ggL
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrRbcJaZXkb
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqrByVjRiqF
「豺姐…？」過了一會兒，他出聲。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIii46HHxC1
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMC3bL4knR5
我做了個深呼吸，站起來，拿起椅子上的裙子和內褲。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8itipXpwTz
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDxlTmbngc
「別動，等我一下。」我走進浴室清理自己。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSSmdd1pE8
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡANWZFKGCR1
出來後，我從包包裡拿出濕紙巾，擦拭他的凌亂。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbqqABeRqXs
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQmsnKcN46
「我自己弄就好了…」他窘迫。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwQJ1JpahI
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhfYMCyeUy
「不要動。」我說。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKN5CzZm7vF
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Vsr3NHLdd
擦拭完畢後，我解開他的手銬、取下眼罩。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtgXBI13pxD
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKRxvBfuUYM
他慢慢地睜開眼，室內光線是柔和的黃光，他沒有花太多時間適應。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZMjQvfhxA
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgET6t0mjDl
「妳臉好紅。」他盯著我。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfB3corucvJ
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi8nWpC8rBe
「哪有你紅？」我笑了，對著他的身體使了個眼色。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM9qtWEMSRn
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRCft2F8Kyj
他才意識到自己一絲不掛，匆忙站起來跑進浴室。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTjJOmQPDJ7
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs9jKAhlF7S
而我的笑容在他進浴室後消失。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJtrEADbNR
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUSXim1Xv53
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡirgnw1M8jc
待他出來後，我在桌旁等他，示意他坐到另一張椅子上。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqYSemthB1c
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡamANkSOtxx
「我們結束這樣的關係吧。」
我直接講了重點，在他出來前的內心預演統統沒有用上。說出口後，他的表情定格了好幾秒。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWvk5zfP7eT
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61Ao97wwup
「為什麼？」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwVZO2YvE6
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa5IiNRphX8
我想像得到他會問為什麼，但我卻沒辦法馬上回答他，只是看著他的眼睛，沉默。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7SNUY9R6hW
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6c9FRghiUI
「為什麼啊？」他稍稍提高了音量。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ35H7WzrAw3
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4AnqQ6dzhN
「我做錯什麼了嗎？」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgwQN0BzeGU
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjejCKfRjA3
他不停追問，而我仍沒有出聲。有那麼片刻，我還以為我們是正在協議分手的情侶。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUUokosMEwh
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMF8rTdvGSS
而那種錯覺正是必需結束的主因。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfPVab0aXsI
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlOHLEG1OyR
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWFdifnLHkI
「你是不是越來越依賴我了？」我輕輕的開口。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQpXITR18iR
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJ2JxyDzve
「什麼意思？我太黏妳了嗎？我可以不要太常去找妳吃飯啊。」他急著「改正」可能的錯誤。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc8UlC90xNC
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSw5DJJ3xqv
我搖搖頭，「那不是問題，問題是我也開始依賴你了。」這刻，我還是盯著他的眼睛說話。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8fTmirwHc
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Ue79pAjr3
「……」他語塞。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPEwjHNKp0e
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZNKNwywXyt
「有時候我會覺得你像我的男朋友。」
「你從來沒有做過越線的事，就像你一開始保證的那樣。」
「可是當我開始希望你越線的時候，我們的關係就很難維持了。」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0yN8tVGLY6
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIThahFlgPv
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmo66n1N9JO
「…妳喜歡我？」他猶疑了一下才說出口。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRtK8CirlNg
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQuiTzJvHve
「可能有一點，或只是習慣你。無論如何，這樣不行。」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUitgxZCk2b
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvhgzBbkhR
「為什麼不行？」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdd6ZhSJZQ1
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrI1knxHRvU
「你喜歡我嗎？有想過跟我交往嗎？或你有想過要跟我上床嗎？」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqlSIM48vTb
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jScQE1b0w
他被我突然的問句嚇到，過了一會兒才回應。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpgu2RarAhK
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHDkrUu2Ea
「我…沒想過。」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgXVxJO07wh
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQMbywvCNb5
「是了。」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Ed41LBpPH
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMPKu9EUf1
「可是…可是我可以想想看啊，只是…可是…」他慌了，語無倫次。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmcXpkiclJZ
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZhwswEYQnb
「別想了，這樣結束就好。」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm3zHuqmhdj
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8C1zQmPeq
「我不要！這樣太突然了，我不要啦…」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaH6PLsZU6j
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZx5MN39R2
我摸摸他尚帶有水珠的頭髮，覺得他像隻淋濕的小狗，381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHdBZ0dRQtH
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvHj8d006mv
惹人憐愛。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnfPE6rIBOi
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzbnlYVEDOr
從一開始就是這樣看待他的，我心裡的情感疊了太多層，無法和他明說。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNFagRKP169
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3bhaPfWLNl
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhtmkZv1y4o
「你只是捨不得能陪你玩的對象而已，趁現在結束才不會有更多麻煩。」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7yWW4vmGY3
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdl0cZqc40
也許是被我冰冷的話語刺中了，他的眼睛滾下一顆淚珠。我預料中的反應。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCMoLpv4ayP
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbV2svJeP6o
他離開椅子，跪到我面前，像犯錯的孩子。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrowA06lMfr
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn9yi5F8HBf
如果是情侶，跪著的那個人大概會抱住坐著的人吧？381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJbmZEgRXJE
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrYtItMyRAG
但他沒有，就是隔著剛好的距離，恭敬的、卑微的，跪著。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBs4JEL2RGB
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKjyYVYsqzS
那就是我們之間的距離－－主與奴的，即便我從不肯承認。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXNvC1RD5JW
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0oBxGH1Sew
「如果我們變成男女朋友，我就能夠留下妳嗎？」他嗚咽的說。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQUrHqKRR9
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKF2S24DSI4
那語氣裡滿是委屈，被拋棄的、不情願的…381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUWTmWp3HfC
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcvm23M04yD
「我們不會變成男女朋友。」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhzO2gDAPFK
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYVVlYU5iLZ
我把椅子拉開，也跪坐到地上，與他平視－－不再是主與奴的視角。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfPOTnEjCgd
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBAdlKJmzLl
「就算我們變成情侶，也沒辦法滿足彼此。」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSxxkS3oBIh
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Rk2VTmHvB
他看著我的眼神，表示不懂我說的意思。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡouesndYMr7
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjRsiKSqvAu
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo6b4EBmXHB
我握住他的手，允許自己坦白。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHdJSMYfLuk
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlOIUSfg0Hu
「你不是想知道我為什麼會使用麻繩嗎？不是一直覺得我對這些事很熟練嗎？」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlqeL9jicnB
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ79VjUEBUHB
「那是因為我以前也做過。」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuXRxRUupbY
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM86ujZQIUs
他的眼睛倏地睜大，「我沒有別的奴。」我的雙手使了點力，示意要他繼續聽我說話。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRcyP1Pialu
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAiR0Vf4h9D
「……我以前是服從的角色。」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNZyv8FefT7
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgEWLWLwGKa
「那些我對你做的事，都是以前別人對我做過的。」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTTlXOPs9Cn
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7L9bUqWrG0
「所以我才知道怎麼進行，但以前那個人很野蠻，我都被弄得很痛，所以我才不希望你受任何傷。」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm93zG6OLGD
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6axAhhEao
「我更不希望當你看見傷痕的時候會想起我。」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5THTdLC0eF
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPaz6GM1u0G
我看著他，沒有移開目光。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwLwnWYB9kO
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡirtFUzwVoI
那些時候我看著他，會把自己的過去與他重疊。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUoJ8TfNHml
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0GYkepUQ1i
對他的處境所衍生的心疼，或許也參雜了更多私心，不曉得是心疼他，還是心疼過去的自己。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRtL5jTJ6Rv
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVRF8uFaTQx
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3h3MjgQ1r6
他傻住了，什麼話也說不出來。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9kbuMpexJu
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX0b72LhbOM
我放開他的手，再次摸摸他的頭髮。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsMvVSjlyK3
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsG8zFvvDuv
「去吹乾頭髮吧，會感冒的。」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq3Og08QOkk
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHRyK9Rv7YQ
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbDgm3NXFJp
離開旅館後，我們再也沒有見過面了。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMOQJgxipU
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN1NtPt4Zut
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWXzQHUOTTl
那天晚上我在自己的記事本裡寫了一段這樣的話：381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBBwQS9uGg5
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡybHr7MmoXj
「我們都只是被情慾支配的獸，你是狗，但你不知道我是狼。」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQV103QM0Bv
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRSr9EyF8BH
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvn2w1iGUHH
381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNh3pNUYQhT
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