我比他先到達高潮，直到那刻我仍沒有出聲，在雙腿緊繃幾秒，高潮退去後，我靠著牆滑坐到地上。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9dkVckI4eE
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然後看著他的體液沾滿手指、手掌和手銬。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5D7SgXoMi
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDzhJijuLOK
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8vEdiW4Y9Q
「豺姐…？」過了一會兒，他出聲。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUbmpbXhFR8
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIAxkBliXfZ
我做了個深呼吸，站起來，拿起椅子上的裙子和內褲。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ5LImYGM6G
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡix4blczyMq
「別動，等我一下。」我走進浴室清理自己。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfYlGLn68qx
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwRK5c8FCG
出來後，我從包包裡拿出濕紙巾，擦拭他的凌亂。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡemDLQCaMIC
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNfyhgXID49
「我自己弄就好了…」他窘迫。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡilxb4EwfuH
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6On1sFlEEl
「不要動。」我說。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6utBzMgWMd
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6S609fl3JE
擦拭完畢後，我解開他的手銬、取下眼罩。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwIocWmq1Ro
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1WMI2R67py
他慢慢地睜開眼，室內光線是柔和的黃光，他沒有花太多時間適應。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyBVuazUt88
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOmvaRpIwR3
「妳臉好紅。」他盯著我。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkNlY9sntCQ
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4SNqfBP3vT
「哪有你紅？」我笑了，對著他的身體使了個眼色。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡesTre9YZTR
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWCz1s25AgH
他才意識到自己一絲不掛，匆忙站起來跑進浴室。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrvPS5UWdtr
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbwlUR5KDj
而我的笑容在他進浴室後消失。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu7v3ZynTuo
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9bS5aCqZV6
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待他出來後，我在桌旁等他，示意他坐到另一張椅子上。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2UozG2RuE3
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡujCgHCWQt6
「我們結束這樣的關係吧。」
我直接講了重點，在他出來前的內心預演統統沒有用上。說出口後，他的表情定格了好幾秒。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHlSdxz1XC
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡadxijXOAi9
「為什麼？」363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡki25gN1nmk
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmWGDnShSn5
我想像得到他會問為什麼，但我卻沒辦法馬上回答他，只是看著他的眼睛，沉默。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCPolA5yT2
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpv383JoMac
「為什麼啊？」他稍稍提高了音量。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8fgv2dgBG
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJeLm4S6SA
「我做錯什麼了嗎？」363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTWCX2gKG2e
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD9PcoVsQD4
他不停追問，而我仍沒有出聲。有那麼片刻，我還以為我們是正在協議分手的情侶。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1HHGY6PQ27
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyn4c5oK3C8
而那種錯覺正是必需結束的主因。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8k63CKUECJ
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzBJRP3qpKL
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7MTjrThfAL
「你是不是越來越依賴我了？」我輕輕的開口。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3AHpIfyYNZ
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYAidYSqZjv
「什麼意思？我太黏妳了嗎？我可以不要太常去找妳吃飯啊。」他急著「改正」可能的錯誤。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr0FsEp6Tp1
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwtdTrJBGxJ
我搖搖頭，「那不是問題，問題是我也開始依賴你了。」這刻，我還是盯著他的眼睛說話。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuOQN07FCpc
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDM5HkRppc
「……」他語塞。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRa1Nx2l36C
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiULJbCsL3g
「有時候我會覺得你像我的男朋友。」
「你從來沒有做過越線的事，就像你一開始保證的那樣。」
「可是當我開始希望你越線的時候，我們的關係就很難維持了。」363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOx8EBRWSJy
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡghVor0rFwX
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXldoBoR3Nn
「…妳喜歡我？」他猶疑了一下才說出口。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5PRJu7egIN
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ25tUHl7PCM
「可能有一點，或只是習慣你。無論如何，這樣不行。」363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZq1cTp6vR
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ59bm4J90sy
「為什麼不行？」363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6evwh6L7dc
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Mupm2Qvp7
「你喜歡我嗎？有想過跟我交往嗎？或你有想過要跟我上床嗎？」363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmnAOrF8l8P
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31pmWw8Rkg
他被我突然的問句嚇到，過了一會兒才回應。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ163LSpUkDQ
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc01moohSRA
「我…沒想過。」363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡILdAfrJV2j
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8QEwGIwMwC
「是了。」363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdJzvwPatE
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuedApEezul
「可是…可是我可以想想看啊，只是…可是…」他慌了，語無倫次。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZ2OVS57zI
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzu47pLo5Ub
「別想了，這樣結束就好。」363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfu8yAoBRlD
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ItAeHYCRy
「我不要！這樣太突然了，我不要啦…」363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡilBTHt54C1
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoATuFnr69X
我摸摸他尚帶有水珠的頭髮，覺得他像隻淋濕的小狗，363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnsQHh170u5
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡveZ6yDU5Oq
惹人憐愛。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrr6XtI8Zed
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCrYyZT7P7M
從一開始就是這樣看待他的，我心裡的情感疊了太多層，無法和他明說。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIECiputhvy
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9WaR5DMWF4
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4WUNTzBb6d
「你只是捨不得能陪你玩的對象而已，趁現在結束才不會有更多麻煩。」363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwfTt3toCM8
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw97xqieBln
也許是被我冰冷的話語刺中了，他的眼睛滾下一顆淚珠。我預料中的反應。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHUIwU5CnJT
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOdJ0zULdCq
他離開椅子，跪到我面前，像犯錯的孩子。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1XpAyUr1CN
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0YGUrhHrnn
如果是情侶，跪著的那個人大概會抱住坐著的人吧？363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTSkYq35FyH
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLahWld4JYO
但他沒有，就是隔著剛好的距離，恭敬的、卑微的，跪著。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2fsqz8YZxL
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2zksNNTVQi
那就是我們之間的距離－－主與奴的，即便我從不肯承認。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0nkY3oYtUk
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWLCQ9cKklF
「如果我們變成男女朋友，我就能夠留下妳嗎？」他嗚咽的說。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpfnbakMq91
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6EUQ0ObTLd
那語氣裡滿是委屈，被拋棄的、不情願的…363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtXKX9IPjmc
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0faNEpNYmJ
「我們不會變成男女朋友。」363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMyFoPPBU5R
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtyAFyCFtnF
我把椅子拉開，也跪坐到地上，與他平視－－不再是主與奴的視角。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHXanh1Lj5q
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHSXjuupmvo
「就算我們變成情侶，也沒辦法滿足彼此。」363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLC9FwDaGGJ
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXtglDXuLuW
他看著我的眼神，表示不懂我說的意思。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPDQehuBRTL
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUd0dct9xbp
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVuozWC9m9D
我握住他的手，允許自己坦白。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5IZN7jkvoI
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBWi0M3QhWg
「你不是想知道我為什麼會使用麻繩嗎？不是一直覺得我對這些事很熟練嗎？」363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8VPQTR2sO
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuCxoYlcYni
「那是因為我以前也做過。」363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxoP7Ub4XBp
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoimISCNKlC
他的眼睛倏地睜大，「我沒有別的奴。」我的雙手使了點力，示意要他繼續聽我說話。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRIMv0mTreh
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFbeOxxhw5G
「……我以前是服從的角色。」363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ9H9ZUREL1
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9OvmcmFHBh
「那些我對你做的事，都是以前別人對我做過的。」363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoenJT56guG
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQft6YBPmF
「所以我才知道怎麼進行，但以前那個人很野蠻，我都被弄得很痛，所以我才不希望你受任何傷。」363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAK15oEGNwS
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO2pjoXgrdY
「我更不希望當你看見傷痕的時候會想起我。」363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDA9Qm9TYif
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX6qoUoiezZ
我看著他，沒有移開目光。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdrrRp3Nfh4
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy0FXlPpzw1
那些時候我看著他，會把自己的過去與他重疊。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡliXNdeOqRy
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH1KcrUHm25
對他的處境所衍生的心疼，或許也參雜了更多私心，不曉得是心疼他，還是心疼過去的自己。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWaCGfMZG4
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbdemgaDUlT
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVKWlP6bBd
他傻住了，什麼話也說不出來。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Oi2ELr94u
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWslgIEpWOx
我放開他的手，再次摸摸他的頭髮。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXJZJllNSTK
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoy4qN7PvNZ
「去吹乾頭髮吧，會感冒的。」363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz17fkkjEDl
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHXjhALluVI
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7OyK88E0xj
離開旅館後，我們再也沒有見過面了。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAxhruB9qNl
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuCjFS5vUxw
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR3mjv4aGqN
那天晚上我在自己的記事本裡寫了一段這樣的話：363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ94C6ddHL3D
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFFC4yQqgjm
「我們都只是被情慾支配的獸，你是狗，但你不知道我是狼。」363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQc98vcFwFZ
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡItoehiN1gP
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzvjrC6ZBw9
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