英傑的生日是五月三十，在那個數字諧音流行的年代，我總開玩笑地說「你的生日是想念的日子呢」。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbhUuzRUh6j
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在他生日時，我編了一條幸運手繩給他，夾在信裡。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU1Jy5Kq3wb
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我們持續通信，我和他說生活中的每一件大小事；我繼續創作故事，他仍然為我寫詩；他總在信裡叮嚀我好好念書，我則在信裡鼓勵他出去後好好做人，就這麼寫到我國中畢業。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGoQ3NMlf25
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在國中三年級的寒假裡，他寄來了最後一封「被檢查」的信，他即將可以換下那套制服，踏出大門。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvYU44vaO1d
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「出去後我會再寫一封信給妳，那時候我們再聯絡吧。」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlcPYifJvKA
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過了一個月，我再度收到他的信，來信地址已不是那個地方。
信裡寫了一串電話。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHoQalvT2y
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGuCSkK0stt
「這是我的手機，打給我吧！」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn2Y5vGzgjj
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「外面的世界比我想得還要明亮。」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXFTcGzPt7O
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一個午後，我撥了他的電話。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZS3fsVS6lf
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4qNnZXTOi3
「喂。」他很快就接了，聲音很低沉。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsIruA8dkH5
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8j4NPnKH22
「…喂。」我有些緊張的開口。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjnRTx6Lopc
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「現在才打來。」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJScAztCKn
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「你知道我是誰？」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAqNPJBw4lc
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwdHJRE7SQ3
「除了我妹還有誰？」我彷彿能聽到他語中的笑。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwwFgESGnkR
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡocAqt5siDC
他的聲音很低，活像布袋戲裡的藏鏡人，後來我曾要他學藏鏡人的笑聲，學起來還挺像的。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgH4rfQOLiT
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEDMSMfglhn
他說，他出來之後在當保鑣，保護別人。當時的我聽了很高興，覺得他有好好的工作。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgrvTNUX5Cf
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可我後來知道那不是我想像中的保鑣，現在來說的話，就是「圍事」吧。
很多更生人找工作時，會因為前科而四處碰壁，加上與社會脫節，重拾「老本行」是很常見的，「入獄的人往往會再次入獄」也是這個原因。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnBvsrFlVdE
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「那你會不會有危險啊？」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9938EERpS0
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ30AVY5qFya
「安啦！我命大，死不了的！」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi7jeU15lfg
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國中的最後一個學期，每天都有寫不完的模擬試卷。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhg9lTRrEQv
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我們偶爾打電話或傳簡訊給對方，抱怨一下自己的生活（多半是我在抱怨考試很多）、問一問對方的近況，卻從未提起要和對方見一面的事。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXaxd9qnTI
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeoG5J7SVfg
「又不是什麼曖昧的網友急著見面，我們都有自己的事忙，以後還怕見不到嗎？」那時我總這麼想。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvA6nyaiTiW
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真不應該這麼想的。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7oze9jTAxo
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國中畢業的那個暑假，我已確定好自己要念的學校，就開始不停地玩。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ54ao67OZx9
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某天和一群朋友在撞球場時，手機響了，是英傑。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyEU3oWSnne
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6sCfTuhOFp
「猴，妳在打撞球哦？」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkxqN7zsYxx
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBLnYlBBpC1
「這樣也聽得見啊？」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBNhNP2LM8P
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ90Z0zjhwMq
「跟朋友嗎？」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzAbWWkH0uh
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「對啊。」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtyyrxdprOo
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「我之後會換號碼，到時候再打給妳。」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqo5o9xr8LE
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkzQrYQ7ypY
「哦，好啊。」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQoWcEHT2E9
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHgoKRZrfbW
「……」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmRKSQNDs11
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「怎麼了？」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhuKkD1LddD
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw8BVRr8KKD
「我跟妳說一件事，不要生氣喔。」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfDe7nOrcJS
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYTmbiYIaYu
「什麼啊？」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZMfSkv6Au
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl6map5S2Ql
「我現在被通緝了。」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZbqeX1vuC6
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFnHlRLXUd
「………」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkWxsnc5t0T
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他和我說了被通緝的原因和他的近況。電話裡，他還是嘻嘻哈哈的，聽得出來他不希望氣氛太凝重，但我只是沉默的聽著。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8IjuH6aD3j
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA7pOmXaoFR
「妳可以罵我，我知道我害妳很難過，對不起。」嘆口氣後，他這麼說。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh5fhc0fRZq
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5zROUBnfka
「我去找你吧。」我說。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCe8QCtZpJl
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB1Nof1Jg6M
「什麼？」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwXHxdWHV7p
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0dg80WLWVq
「我去找你。」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwEqd8VCQ0Y
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEoQLC7YY61
「真的嗎？」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPoRsSIxW76
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77iy2rRxj5
「嗯。」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhA41f4DD8q
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那個時候，我才十五歲，從來沒有搭過火車。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJsRdMdHoZ
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv9EC2P4LHP
我沒敢和家人說我要去找他，怕家人不僅不讓我去，還會選擇報警。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWhNaobQ3us
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9oc8N8vw8
和家人說要和朋友出遊後，隔了兩天，我便獨自搭上火車，前往英傑所在的城市。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYoWDdc082H
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待續。
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