等我能見到他時，又過了一個月。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu2tzr2tVcv
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深呼吸了好幾口氣，練習了幾次微笑，我才踏進病房。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6gKQr5mRnn
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他盯著我走近，待我在床前站定，見我微微一笑，他便咧開嘴笑了。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkwko3nqTYY
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFPvNmS8yD
「我妹怎麼變這麼漂亮啦？」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVyseBkCwFR
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE9MEH9DAEh
我沒理會他的玩笑，只是看著臉色蒼白的他，當下覺得自己的微笑只是一道不讓自己哭出來的防線。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbkwbL5wico
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我查過他的病，既然已到末期，治癒機率已經極低，幾乎是零。也知道他會長期處在各種疼痛裡。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4IqBCW44eH
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj8RyeyDCzF
所以我無法開口問他還好嗎，也沒辦法要他振作，更不能祝福他康復。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnaBL0FFAAA
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5nwZuNZrjt
只是他仍然對著我笑，笑得那麼真。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1XRwzM5DNl
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZzliFyVaGP
「幹嘛傻在那裡，過來這邊坐啊。」他指指床邊的椅子。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBm6Ky6V2hp
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCv9OYNH3yh
我走過去，把椅子拉近病床，坐下。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡODnHd9MOyz
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHfzGUzM9w3
我們幾乎是同時伸出雙手的。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJQYDBSDU0O
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ10IeLIAVi6
碰到他的手時，我的鼻子就酸了，眼睛也模糊了。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR6EyrvrGzm
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxn5AAkflgv
「不是答應我不哭了嗎？」那句話有著溫柔的指責。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6sNoIeQhtZ
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFNdexGPaf
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61gwPiQWRE
「現在有沒有哪裡會痛…？」我開口問。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY4g1IvDYTW
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJkNmpstjvd
「每天都在痛啊，肚子也痛、頭也痛，骨頭也都會痛…」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBLBF1nxZrt
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsDwc0baDno
他數家珍地說出，而我的眉頭也因此糾結。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ38DdzbuOX
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDMsZftZWNP
「現在不痛啦，看到妳都不痛啦。」見我皺眉，他胡亂地撒謊。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3KDFgqWQbE
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtPokhEHI71
我揉著他的手，好像有很多話要說，但又覺得沒什麼好說。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyn5wQohY7I
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbPCuudCkOf
「爸…妳爸爸，有說什麼嗎？他知道嗎？」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9qdvZs34qV
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3yCWZ2iC9T
我愣了一下，沒想到他會問這個問題。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0FyrCfLOqC
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhhBWpBQvV
「他應該知道，但他沒跟我說什麼…」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM6YZZ6OLZP
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC5tsQF3xYS
「是嗎…我想也是啦。問問而已，妳不要多想。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwIHQB6ZsPV
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡORen9aSwIk
那一瞬間，我覺得父親的無情是無法被原諒的。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3VBNpV5Le6
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9Fuf08NXB
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyhxSmeMwzY
我拿出那晚編好的手繩，放到他手裡。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeRD57vXFOo
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB1iMBIVATR
「這是新編的。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmbqOSR4BUh
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQfcP7jsrXY
他看了看手繩，又看看我。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhhjNNjiROv
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9k9FDIzu1z
「妳幫我拿櫃子裡的皮夾出來。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ78tDOtYhxH
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ570gn73T47
我把皮夾遞給他，他從皮夾裡拿出了…好幾年前的那條幸運手繩。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbpVfWSlZ8p
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0SeE4UUgt3
白色的線都變成灰色，已經髒髒的了，他拿出來時還是小心翼翼。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ09S9aAJmDh
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ42mbgKBIuY
「妳看。」他得意。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCbOOcikt85
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXP2vllgfon
「虧你能留那麼久，我之前皮包掉了，你的照片也搞丟了…」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4y7Wczcd3p
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYIsTHHSb0H
「幫我戴新的在手上。」他說。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtz8it0XWMm
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpq60Vljfs5
我一邊把手繩綁上他變得好細的手腕，一邊說著…469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8QlRs0cYAl
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEZupDznOdd
「我們以前還說要一起合照，但都沒有做到…」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIYRkKzy2ZH
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebQTAtTZd3
「現在拍。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqvGoWbXWb
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkFImXsfrgh
「啊？」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjnbjRUlLWA
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcAD7bc4HmD
「現在就拍啊，妳手機有照相功能吧？」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYiQ8PxPYh2
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGAzvXR7PnD
「有。」我拿出手機，翻開摺疊螢幕，開啟相機功能。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFCTS7lBXkM
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡySLSCKSKAZ
「等一下等一下。」他伸手拿了旁邊的眼鏡戴上。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfit2LSr202
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7am1DKCng
「我這樣看起來比較不像流氓吧？」他又在笑。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNIiAyYScW
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1wybPKok3c
我笑了，起身貼近床，把頭靠在他臉旁，拿著手機對著我們倆的大頭拍了一張照片。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYRjV7uFVGF
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU2fPv8kTTZ
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHXjxg1A2E
我坐回椅子上，有那麼一段時間，我們都沒有看著彼此，也沒有說話。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWTbKSKAk8U
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ19Xa5TjULM
「我離婚了。」英傑突然說。
「我被抓後，妳嫂子自己提的。」
「簽字是一定要簽的，拖著她也不對。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGnSdsZebiI
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDUFlXHhuBp
我想起那個沒有喊過他「爸爸」的兒子，但我沒有勇氣開口問。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2IMgttCY7R
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcmw1R7X3un
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVLBKZBN6nn
「妳還有在寫小說嗎？」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8QTlCqrK2
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf7QFL4hDsF
「…有寫一些小故事。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQItoGUz87I
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7hFrt584Sq
「那就好，不要隨便放棄喔。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbxJ0QOuldd
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYScmSLOOAs
「嗯。我好久沒看到你寫的詩了。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjL9SNZbK5h
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUjAjJty4rj
「我太久沒寫字啦…字已經不漂亮，腦子也沒東西了。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7KkRsYXdS5
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVMocTk9KA8
「不會啦，字跡不會隨便改變的。」情感也是。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJXHmwcLEC
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJKzOPNJ3i
「妹。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4DMaOOtTwL
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf193PtvXna
「嗯？」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJrMXD8Nyu
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ55yHZQhicp
「人真的要走到末路的時候，才知道只有家人會無條件的陪在身邊。」
「所以妳一定要好好珍惜家人，不要交壞朋友，也不要太相信外面的人。」
「也不要抽菸、喝太多酒…」
「如果可以，就回去念書，這個社會還是很看學歷…」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXZB1NF4yB
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtufn9VGSLD
我突然意識到他正在做什麼。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ48l7TmYWOm
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMxxM49bi8v
像是交代後事般的叮嚀，我聽在耳裡，痛在心裡，但我不能阻止他這麼做。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNOBXJgK01Y
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4uPxxxmicb
因為我甚至不知道還有沒有下一次見他的機會。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYVd45AMev4
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuXnbjlDoWI
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEnoCTlv20b
那天我在醫院陪他直到晚上才離開，他始終笑著，在我面前不表現出痛苦或難過。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡznKDFkkPRp
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpj1WzX4Cbw
他也答應讓我再去看他，只是要先跟他聯絡。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFbflThJwlk
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9qzwLmePW7
「我媽有點介意，所以不希望妳們碰到面。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xlSpweYZN
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEm7To9HpnB
爾後我又見了他兩次，其中一次他告訴我，他信了主耶穌。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8wlhX1vPs
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiu7n5l3aGS
我知道是身體病痛的折磨，讓他尋求精神上的慰藉。他親自寫了信給教會的小孩子，用自己的經歷告誡孩子們勿入歧途。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIDIddgqsGz
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQ6ywRfJqS
我知道他害怕，知道他尋求救贖。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZHU77Xwlde
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsw56xNPvwY
我知道他就算把地獄或罪人掛在嘴邊，仍是害怕受苦的。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCdpAjKQa44
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzZ4kwLLU8T
我知道他也許到了這一刻才開始後悔。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiwiJonViww
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuI0TVbPGvQ
但我是欣慰的。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWlx8iOiK11
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469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ixCnMb4Bj
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGA0P7zswUI
那一天來的又快又急。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhZ6n2UcVx
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgBDlw3pSnX
「妹…」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsqo1P97gfW
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgSZClS4yFA
我接起電話，只聽到英傑喊了我，然後是沉重的喘息與啜泣。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5uMrl3cBUF
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBpzybWe0J
「你怎麼了？怎麼了？」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyVAPudVXZV
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqfttOR5GFa
還拿著手機和他說話，我已經起身準備出門去醫院。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnADWzsCeoq
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj7LH2mMR1u
「我還不想死…」他哭著說。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNSp9Oacqty
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWyBY96uSrL
那句話狠狠地撕裂了我的胸口。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJAiCD85tFx
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMT5dnhisCA
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYNClvgHtH9
我跑進病房，英傑似乎剛剛才穩定下來，吊著點滴、眼眶泛紅、面容消瘦，也比上次更加蒼白、手臂上都是青色與紫色的瘀青。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhTKLm3qD2q
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR43uI2MKf7
他的母親與姐姐看見我，臉色明顯地不自在。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDN3P0GJv1E
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCsF2pY8OgH
英傑打那通電話給我的時候，她們是不是也在呢？469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8D01Ks78dw
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBEjgL1Wt4
她們小聲地和英傑說了幾句話，就走出病房，留給我和他說話的空間。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb1WTsTcr9q
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyHwHyBU6jA
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzC8MRNzLeL
我坐到上次的位置，握住他的手。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6LH4LBSPmc
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那雙手已又更瘦更冰冷了。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1jZ33rJhCB
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ88BaaMwjTe
「我真的，還不想死。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2wrKseSAlu
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGoJmCQRbsY
我握著他的手出了點力。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzI2yXWpP1G
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0u0NmDBIt
「我很害怕。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2hwmrbytUJ
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxEKhcaKtL
「我很怕死…」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcAAAU2hAzh
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他沒看著我，只盯著手。說完，他的眼淚就掉下來。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡALhWxHIZ44
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPCpYZBqdTY
那是我第一次看見他掉眼淚，也是最後一次。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Qy0XeeWto
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFT4wJjNuCA
「你已經悔改了，你一定會去天堂的。」我已經滿臉淚水，但還是看著他的眼睛說。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqjrrn9Tqe6
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKu7cBsZFAS
「全身都很痛…」他終於抬頭看我。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCs8YJrb7U2
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3p22iUAt4Q
我趕緊抽幾張衛生紙擦他的臉，他的雙頰與眼窩都已經凹陷，我的手盡可能地放輕力道，就怕他疼。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9aL3m3gQk
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIfSqFn53Rb
「你很努力了，我知道你很努力了…」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvStSdJRrJm
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTr9Cs70o9n
我抱住他，驚覺他已弱不禁風的事實。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnGHVFeT4sn
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9arZE6HYR
這讓我倏地停止了自己的眼淚。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeW8VsPyQ7P
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMiQHr3R3jV
「沒事的，你的主會帶你離開，之後就不痛苦了。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEimqQbmkQq
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4ui7GurPB
英傑在我的臂彎裡哭泣了許久，才安靜下來。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDmX5OL1mI
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMuOmV9z9e9
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaxjASVAK06
「妹。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNuDXlkLy6b
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkfcKqRFmXt
「嗯？」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡid9gHG0Qso
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU2zIsmkbQF
「抽屜裡有一封信是給妳的。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡniv6GToZ77
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我打開抽屜，拿起那個信封。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXEGLHklia
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「回去再看。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9rED2uM3A2
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「好。」我收起信。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77HK6LpzR4
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「妳回去吧。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2QittsgXr
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「什麼？」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkNnL6k8cZe
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「謝謝妳來…可是不要再來了。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd1Y2XmnysH
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「為什麼？」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZYX2gtE4Gq
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「我不想要妳送我離開，妳會很傷心，我也不想要看到妳那麼傷心。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLqlFUHGlMS
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「……」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlU9maKANsc
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「回去吧。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0wsUX6kGqu
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他看著我，又對我笑了，那個笑看起來很費勁，也是他一直以來對我的溫柔表現。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI26j9wxwzW
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡng4KyVHBUJ
不讓我送他走，也是哥哥對妹妹的溫柔。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyyYqw4j6D7
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我又抱了抱他才離開。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡanMjgjEhyA
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當天晚上十點多，我收到他姊姊的簡訊。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPs6GlKwCe
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「英傑已經走了。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoBYjaZ5rtC
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那一瞬間我向心裡所有知道的神祈求，希望英傑能到更好的地方，希望他不要再受苦了。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5u6L7hVmgr
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDpXfFJv97I
我打開信封，裡面只有一張書籤大的紙。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9CCzzz9S5I
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡei4kL1QFpm
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「Dear 妹：」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKkFQDj2XpU
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「妳永遠是我的天使，469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2druIih81Y
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請不要忘記我。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzc764udEpp
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「哥 英傑」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQRkXFvGjpW
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我抱著自己，放任自己哭到睡著。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf4GPSU1fYI
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469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1C0FiwC1Gi
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之後的每一年，我不選在英傑的忌日，而是在他的冥誕當天悼念他。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZSMgH2bTK
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4tMobPQtIk
每一年的五月三十，我都會寫一封信，表達我的思念，讓他知道「我沒有忘記他」。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrRGtLiK7cL
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAXAOxuLYru
前幾年每到這天，我總是哭，總是放任自己因為想念而哭得泣不成聲。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLMI1G0fS5K
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後來的後來，我漸漸不哭了，但沒有改變在這一天寫信的習慣。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqlSP50iE5v
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英傑的回憶有時像巨石背在背上，有時像羽毛沾在胸口，無論哪一種，都是無法遺棄。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8huFQdTdc
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他走後，我便不再輕易評論一個人的好與壞。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrnvF4N5YoT
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSj8rbbPDJ
曾經我在英傑的新聞底下看見很多網友的謾罵、抨擊甚至是汙辱，我感到憤怒與心痛，想一個一個回應他們「你們什麼都不知道！」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNWM3u8LfXC
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但我什麼也沒做。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh3Cufu4V1M
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因為那些人不認識他，也永遠不會認識他。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuOPjckJtrT
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOB5qErzj5a
所以我再也不對任何新聞或社會事件做評論。因為我知道，我不認識當事人，更不能體會當事人的親屬心情。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokdZAmZ0WJ
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjLqfbCrvI6
我回去念書，考進了大學，年年以取得獎學金為目標，只為不要白學。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAqapiNeyii
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一直沒有放棄創作，可能也是因為惦記著他說過的話。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZ8neZtl9B
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNRWDfWU2OG
說起遺憾，大概是我喊他「英傑」比喊他「哥哥」的次數要多更多了吧。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAbLdPhPNBw
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去年，我沒有寫信。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYTg3XALHR
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我選擇在當天完成他的故事。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRh4rQQ0lPj
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他是一隻孤傲的鷹，獨自在天空闖蕩，受盡風霜，最後回巢，在家人身邊闔上眼。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkm1p8R07SB
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我是活在地面的狼，只能抬頭望著，用我的爪在沙上畫下他在天空翱翔的姿態。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJ7JLoEy0R
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這是，我哥哥的故事。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6bZ2zykbi5
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