等我能見到他時，又過了一個月。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7EwEs9PDbo
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCarfXprlOW
深呼吸了好幾口氣，練習了幾次微笑，我才踏進病房。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8HeXEJuw2x
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXcASlu2oTN
他盯著我走近，待我在床前站定，見我微微一笑，他便咧開嘴笑了。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2SX3RByggV
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSZSQY56mU
「我妹怎麼變這麼漂亮啦？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx3umrgxPa6
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmWO1SDj7D7
我沒理會他的玩笑，只是看著臉色蒼白的他，當下覺得自己的微笑只是一道不讓自己哭出來的防線。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNYHNs0Qirs
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我查過他的病，既然已到末期，治癒機率已經極低，幾乎是零。也知道他會長期處在各種疼痛裡。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbY38JGCWCJ
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfATeXaktdk
所以我無法開口問他還好嗎，也沒辦法要他振作，更不能祝福他康復。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIi8Tlw0yDh
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ysLPf2nko
只是他仍然對著我笑，笑得那麼真。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcLqOLrtICK
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4iOSGnqOjs
「幹嘛傻在那裡，過來這邊坐啊。」他指指床邊的椅子。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡobdlMVv14D
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8stx8r56Y
我走過去，把椅子拉近病床，坐下。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZkRYimkeCH
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMsnX3cWnpX
我們幾乎是同時伸出雙手的。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡznNzGh4rh2
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzVGC1h9JbA
碰到他的手時，我的鼻子就酸了，眼睛也模糊了。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLGzPpJYAmm
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfUtm3tS3ga
「不是答應我不哭了嗎？」那句話有著溫柔的指責。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJk1IaXfoa
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5bXC3oKJgF
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「現在有沒有哪裡會痛…？」我開口問。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcGWDgnxsfL
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7bV6PTlMa
「每天都在痛啊，肚子也痛、頭也痛，骨頭也都會痛…」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJeKXVpCBbt
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFf2KFyszN
他數家珍地說出，而我的眉頭也因此糾結。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWoJjCy8A2J
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡicrogGVYsX
「現在不痛啦，看到妳都不痛啦。」見我皺眉，他胡亂地撒謊。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHY1gNdnvz
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBfQhnzqCF1
我揉著他的手，好像有很多話要說，但又覺得沒什麼好說。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡomzgtfM3E2
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpfifQ67nHA
「爸…妳爸爸，有說什麼嗎？他知道嗎？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYLDBvwlEGj
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCWYmzDhmIr
我愣了一下，沒想到他會問這個問題。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHDDET3Sm7
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzs0JIT5X97
「他應該知道，但他沒跟我說什麼…」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Q2gA20i1n
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8XhS8iJbTd
「是嗎…我想也是啦。問問而已，妳不要多想。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDIOxFN84ji
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdF1qeGW6Hl
那一瞬間，我覺得父親的無情是無法被原諒的。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiyyWgsYd8J
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgOEtGl0k8p
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj5lnboTWcz
我拿出那晚編好的手繩，放到他手裡。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMlx6YTYC8M
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPOkFxY9aRN
「這是新編的。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj4VxE4Ywv8
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzn0P0PxFT
他看了看手繩，又看看我。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVRT2ukejfl
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYz3YAtyDjL
「妳幫我拿櫃子裡的皮夾出來。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEbSWzcnYRp
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡch9laKFYAN
我把皮夾遞給他，他從皮夾裡拿出了…好幾年前的那條幸運手繩。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDilMkHHeA
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5lP3yOfzRW
白色的線都變成灰色，已經髒髒的了，他拿出來時還是小心翼翼。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi1Z9Nlktnz
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlt6IwSiK13
「妳看。」他得意。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwwBHZ9OiAC
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5beIQTsmG7
「虧你能留那麼久，我之前皮包掉了，你的照片也搞丟了…」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0V64IUwzbI
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb5VeXbwPM3
「幫我戴新的在手上。」他說。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX1F6krVyGd
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7S9TMzj8O
我一邊把手繩綁上他變得好細的手腕，一邊說著…449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOo3gF8nZAj
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLGvC4LEJPp
「我們以前還說要一起合照，但都沒有做到…」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZpxj4eL76
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAzY5hd0mM3
「現在拍。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb28smkGsyh
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLgajquNikO
「啊？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2sPeanrJRm
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTWBBttdWbz
「現在就拍啊，妳手機有照相功能吧？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3HhxFIyMdv
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr6phHaVWIp
「有。」我拿出手機，翻開摺疊螢幕，開啟相機功能。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAdayan2eRt
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Qp8TDRKZX
「等一下等一下。」他伸手拿了旁邊的眼鏡戴上。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHEZ3SraKC
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIkSrO9zJEP
「我這樣看起來比較不像流氓吧？」他又在笑。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXWfBSD8B7Z
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0o9rNOwJrT
我笑了，起身貼近床，把頭靠在他臉旁，拿著手機對著我們倆的大頭拍了一張照片。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBDB9n6Fs7n
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnqjpgVxrES
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡejIgM9yPoj
我坐回椅子上，有那麼一段時間，我們都沒有看著彼此，也沒有說話。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlFdJnLhNcY
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9V5qz1oz2
「我離婚了。」英傑突然說。
「我被抓後，妳嫂子自己提的。」
「簽字是一定要簽的，拖著她也不對。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIRhlgPBByu
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4H9WzKchYP
我想起那個沒有喊過他「爸爸」的兒子，但我沒有勇氣開口問。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6aocaGtj6T
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnw9qzsWtJ7
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX9SfIkmOqN
「妳還有在寫小說嗎？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUxN4kQNxDB
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl7W2nhxrhp
「…有寫一些小故事。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwzbDahCM7
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQDK9od7JP
「那就好，不要隨便放棄喔。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ939g2ocDwp
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡciMxvaCTAi
「嗯。我好久沒看到你寫的詩了。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLlU0FRIBYG
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtYt04TLNiQ
「我太久沒寫字啦…字已經不漂亮，腦子也沒東西了。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSkw8d0htll
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBjCFinh0n0
「不會啦，字跡不會隨便改變的。」情感也是。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4482h1xJj
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxeceagAPb4
「妹。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkN99ZmyqOQ
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW63psVe05n
「嗯？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBfayTyEXuE
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8flNF7QrRU
「人真的要走到末路的時候，才知道只有家人會無條件的陪在身邊。」
「所以妳一定要好好珍惜家人，不要交壞朋友，也不要太相信外面的人。」
「也不要抽菸、喝太多酒…」
「如果可以，就回去念書，這個社會還是很看學歷…」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡym67oJpofd
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbVo5lNjZ1G
我突然意識到他正在做什麼。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbcGQ5mQgZ8
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0fbSZL34M
像是交代後事般的叮嚀，我聽在耳裡，痛在心裡，但我不能阻止他這麼做。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCrhyNOWOaP
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3MDbWhGoe8
因為我甚至不知道還有沒有下一次見他的機會。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuo3qwKPbL3
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7iknBrQHj0
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaOLM5phLL2
那天我在醫院陪他直到晚上才離開，他始終笑著，在我面前不表現出痛苦或難過。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3n8VLz9P04
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4DGWGCeWT
他也答應讓我再去看他，只是要先跟他聯絡。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdTAFqfuGF
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWv7tV9I6sx
「我媽有點介意，所以不希望妳們碰到面。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtFGCPfOhze
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsaZU8RSMUn
爾後我又見了他兩次，其中一次他告訴我，他信了主耶穌。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJEoOtt8PN
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOeehQijgiy
我知道是身體病痛的折磨，讓他尋求精神上的慰藉。他親自寫了信給教會的小孩子，用自己的經歷告誡孩子們勿入歧途。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCBCYTxLAU
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsM05QfkJoY
我知道他害怕，知道他尋求救贖。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ83p4w1oabn
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvYWe1a6k4r
我知道他就算把地獄或罪人掛在嘴邊，仍是害怕受苦的。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUpovj4hRLo
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUrriggEGA3
我知道他也許到了這一刻才開始後悔。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ55NkPhhHug
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡENISklAIoj
但我是欣慰的。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTAnD2Z9mv5
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449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwxaCrzJ4Pa
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那一天來的又快又急。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuAIiy62pdA
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsjiq0sxrp6
「妹…」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5NRc0Of8zW
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡju4J7htBS9
我接起電話，只聽到英傑喊了我，然後是沉重的喘息與啜泣。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj7G4wNpuOU
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtY6HouxZix
「你怎麼了？怎麼了？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0ChtqX3bX
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAhMjRMXm8w
還拿著手機和他說話，我已經起身準備出門去醫院。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeeUaQlNUdV
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtxcXGRhQ9o
「我還不想死…」他哭著說。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVxkNMkpunM
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhhpwnRGShv
那句話狠狠地撕裂了我的胸口。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwx1oEBWkH
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMxYJ2KHYE0
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡji6H4Jl1f7
我跑進病房，英傑似乎剛剛才穩定下來，吊著點滴、眼眶泛紅、面容消瘦，也比上次更加蒼白、手臂上都是青色與紫色的瘀青。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSIZMVmc1tX
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnyvNjfqIpP
他的母親與姐姐看見我，臉色明顯地不自在。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDEkm1pXWIF
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡinQ2NyrGwt
英傑打那通電話給我的時候，她們是不是也在呢？449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGBJABI7gux
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhuwEUYMhAd
她們小聲地和英傑說了幾句話，就走出病房，留給我和他說話的空間。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbCoL2WxId7
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGsfSXaWBOy
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTFCwpmGKXm
我坐到上次的位置，握住他的手。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx9zEJoDSbj
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhawQEFw61Y
那雙手已又更瘦更冰冷了。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq7MR3VXk9X
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS143pHG5Go
「我真的，還不想死。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7pdIT0Dak
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRZxI834lM
我握著他的手出了點力。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5QGJRCbk04
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvefCNLX55I
「我很害怕。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtAnFCcJIoX
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw7Jt4olCMD
「我很怕死…」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4aFzRzatNL
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJidLLfSwm
他沒看著我，只盯著手。說完，他的眼淚就掉下來。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdgrLXsDQpg
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAkBaL7XC1I
那是我第一次看見他掉眼淚，也是最後一次。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGFrmNITB8x
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKVdvwUeRnU
「你已經悔改了，你一定會去天堂的。」我已經滿臉淚水，但還是看著他的眼睛說。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoEnpmF7bXw
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYjzLFfYgOR
「全身都很痛…」他終於抬頭看我。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF3fS0Rzcze
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUPyT6ZSSQ0
我趕緊抽幾張衛生紙擦他的臉，他的雙頰與眼窩都已經凹陷，我的手盡可能地放輕力道，就怕他疼。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIeJUZO1SDr
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdKEwLeQYJ3
「你很努力了，我知道你很努力了…」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoTOSzRwZ5g
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrFJRnselYZ
我抱住他，驚覺他已弱不禁風的事實。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXspm8GlFgI
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QmXckOyig
這讓我倏地停止了自己的眼淚。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ25teXqew9e
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcLdpGzF9N8
「沒事的，你的主會帶你離開，之後就不痛苦了。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7TmVZGjEbB
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCska6PCIn
英傑在我的臂彎裡哭泣了許久，才安靜下來。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqShZ8M7Rg9
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB1YVGnZoEs
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUcEiV379EJ
「妹。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWEmFUrinUA
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2DXPDxsQJ2
「嗯？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRFNpoveDEV
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXcW7LUJOfD
「抽屜裡有一封信是給妳的。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ajq3AjMC4
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我打開抽屜，拿起那個信封。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfw69arglY4
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「回去再看。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPpfetcxnBJ
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「好。」我收起信。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0fx6cif2TK
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「妳回去吧。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMAPSpIdWhy
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「什麼？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVxCmrMvZnu
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「謝謝妳來…可是不要再來了。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzsTTffc7gY
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「為什麼？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2uteG0QeHA
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「我不想要妳送我離開，妳會很傷心，我也不想要看到妳那麼傷心。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP47L5KwLYj
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「……」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg9qOk3gMsS
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「回去吧。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaf9WsWzLY4
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他看著我，又對我笑了，那個笑看起來很費勁，也是他一直以來對我的溫柔表現。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy0kNz5goxa
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不讓我送他走，也是哥哥對妹妹的溫柔。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfBd3L95eUh
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我又抱了抱他才離開。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwfQ2jiBHKW
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當天晚上十點多，我收到他姊姊的簡訊。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNizBRrYVf1
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「英傑已經走了。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdjf4c7uOq
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那一瞬間我向心裡所有知道的神祈求，希望英傑能到更好的地方，希望他不要再受苦了。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhiGY9mM6C2
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我打開信封，裡面只有一張書籤大的紙。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwfP4wuIYUu
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「Dear 妹：」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg9BJguOSgH
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「妳永遠是我的天使，449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJlsbBMMeN8
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請不要忘記我。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxFGbtQs2hS
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「哥 英傑」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFbYWkFovzU
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我抱著自己，放任自己哭到睡著。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG78ueKARb5
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之後的每一年，我不選在英傑的忌日，而是在他的冥誕當天悼念他。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTEaWwYk1YY
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每一年的五月三十，我都會寫一封信，表達我的思念，讓他知道「我沒有忘記他」。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVrSFYQ0lSw
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前幾年每到這天，我總是哭，總是放任自己因為想念而哭得泣不成聲。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSLggUDR7GL
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後來的後來，我漸漸不哭了，但沒有改變在這一天寫信的習慣。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9qCBtsiVk
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英傑的回憶有時像巨石背在背上，有時像羽毛沾在胸口，無論哪一種，都是無法遺棄。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJezcPZ7Sj
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他走後，我便不再輕易評論一個人的好與壞。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4PzAa1cGNc
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曾經我在英傑的新聞底下看見很多網友的謾罵、抨擊甚至是汙辱，我感到憤怒與心痛，想一個一個回應他們「你們什麼都不知道！」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGzOIVyKJKH
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但我什麼也沒做。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0YAE6rQ9MC
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因為那些人不認識他，也永遠不會認識他。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyBBKwcrhfL
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所以我再也不對任何新聞或社會事件做評論。因為我知道，我不認識當事人，更不能體會當事人的親屬心情。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5QtDoxpVU
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我回去念書，考進了大學，年年以取得獎學金為目標，只為不要白學。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuzB8diMPfY
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一直沒有放棄創作，可能也是因為惦記著他說過的話。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61sR5NbPb0
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說起遺憾，大概是我喊他「英傑」比喊他「哥哥」的次數要多更多了吧。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK9EYEZR1ZL
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去年，我沒有寫信。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxrnmY28rao
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我選擇在當天完成他的故事。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMkYsaU5p3g
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他是一隻孤傲的鷹，獨自在天空闖蕩，受盡風霜，最後回巢，在家人身邊闔上眼。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyvlIfRsmfQ
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我是活在地面的狼，只能抬頭望著，用我的爪在沙上畫下他在天空翱翔的姿態。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡURx3I9021q
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這是，我哥哥的故事。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsKZPQj4feF
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