我坐在一間隱密的咖啡店裡，這裡只賣咖啡，和那些打著咖啡招牌卻賣蛋糕簡餐的「假咖啡店」不同。他坐在我的對面，一臉饒富趣味看著眼神在店裡四處打量的我。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ5pniG80y2
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「我就知道妳會喜歡這裡。」407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ29VAeM1mBR
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我將目光擺回他臉上，挑了個眉。
「我不喝咖啡，所以不曾來這種地方，覺得新奇囉。」407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjepbPz7Fgy
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「妳不喝咖啡？那以前上班妳桌上泡的都是什麼？」407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAfEiiFQ11y
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「好吧，我換個說法，我不『品』咖啡，三合一、二合一的沖下去就喝了，跟在喝便利商店買的奶茶一樣。」407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxSY9AKqM4E
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「聽起來好隨便啊。」407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ke7OwHkQe
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「是很隨便啊，像這種…」我指了指面前的拿鐵。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmGCElYrdC
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「這種一杯要兩三百元的咖啡給我喝還真是浪費了，下次麻煩約在麥當勞，兩三百塊吶，我可以吃兩個套餐、喝兩杯大杯可樂。」407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWkPHtktds
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他笑。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuuKWrBYMm7
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「這和我印象中的妳不一樣啊。」407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6SJFI19dKV
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「你到底對我有什麼錯誤的印象？」407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT6FoDNwgvK
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「文青女孩？」407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJQ3Bf36hHy
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「我不是。」407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ99BrFKHZwy
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「充滿幻想跟粉色泡泡？」407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQbO48d2bIH
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「這更扯了，不過對了一半。」407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDfWi8lOaiD
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「哪一半？」407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeBipjkaKsU
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「幻想的部份，但應該是暗紅色的吧。」407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkYZkhRt1Nw
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「為什麼？」407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPta78GlcZN
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「暗紅色臭臭的，像豬血湯的顏色。」407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6msMk3Snbw
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「呃……」407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeXqQuPNAZl
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「越講越遠了喔。」407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAIVFQILrUx
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「好像是。」407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsDUpvkb0NH
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我拿起咖啡啜了一口，等他切入今天的主題。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxchwqOrC7z
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「妳覺得我要離婚嗎？」407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVir2c0hIas
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這個傢伙在睡了一覺又過了一天之後還沒醉醒嗎？怎麼又是這個問題！？407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbYWTaj3ulE
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「我覺得嗎？我覺得不要，那你覺得勒？」407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVCKPI8b3L
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「我不確定…」407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnwfQh2P8Ih
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還好，不是肯定句，不然我要浪費貴鬆鬆的咖啡了，無論是噴出來還是倒他頭上。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyy1t2vGWFM
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「等我一下，」他低頭看發亮的手機螢幕。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbd2AwY1Xzn
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「是她。」407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyuQpGSwCEq
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「我接個電話。」407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1i2NRt1bJf
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他在我面前接起了電話，電話另一頭是那個女孩。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO9QGn3hBiQ
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「妳現在還好嗎…？哪裡痛？乖…家裡有熱敷袋嗎？還是我晚點買過去…？好啦，乖…我在外面，跟朋友，不是，是朋友啊，女生，不是啦，是朋友，真的…」407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCtIPmoXafV
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我翻了七個白眼。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC6oj6Fjbbf
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好不容易他掛了那通沒有重點的電話，笑著道歉說女孩月事來身體不舒服…407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3FXdqmWbQy
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「打電話給你就會比較舒服嗎？」如果這是漫畫，我頭上一定有青筋浮出。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNyc7mlHGBU
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「她只是需要安慰…」407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZYgKhtyZG
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「安慰就會比較舒服嗎？」407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyGpipsFcD2
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「她很需要我啊…」407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhSb3ONjHf5
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「我想吐了我。」407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4GKpuKrdl3
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「幹嘛這樣…」407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVMOHbyB1ia
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「你現在幾歲了？」407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhpHUVjO95g
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「啊？三十五歲，怎麼了？」407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Vn4zQBUpe
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「我以為你才十六歲勒。」407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkqhDvjVXCM
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「妳在挖苦我哦。」407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPcKBcfL3rO
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「原來聽得出來在挖苦啊。」407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4O9OhvTtW
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「欸…別這樣，唔，等我一下…」他的手機螢幕又亮了。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcIRdEstusp
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我一把將他的手機搶過來，丟進我的包包。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡowaDclG3AK
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「欸！…」407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3uLDSZHXFB
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「你現在是要跟我討論你的婚姻危機，還是要繼續跟外遇對象講電話？我覺得你在浪費我的時間。」407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2J2QCYqrw2
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「……抱歉。」407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0jbUBhUCJn
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「我的人生平淡無奇。」過了兩分鐘的重整情緒後，他這麼說。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLxIca9MT3w
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「嗯？」雖然覺得這是一句屁話，但還是忍住了。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyTQxff7JtL
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「從小就好像沒有什麼特別想要的、渴望的東西。國小國中高中到大學，也就是這樣讀上來，畢業工作、當兵退伍、就職升官，女朋友來追我我答應，交往好像也沒熱戀，就這樣交往了九年，身邊的人一直催，所以我也娶了她…好像人生就是應該要這樣，該來的面對、該負責任的負責任，但我不確定這些都是我想要的…」407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ93tPfD090y
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「直到她出現，你的人生突然從黑白變成彩色的？」407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7IMP0S9NLW
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「是沒有這麼誇張，但也差不多了…」407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMPpZfvDj5B
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唉。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOvYKo3r1Fe
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「你活到現在，有沒有感受過很窒息的壓力？沒辦法排解，又不得不面對的壓力？」407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMpa5EgEnBH
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「………………」他沉默了很久，果然。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjHWL1PKwdc
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「沒有？」407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDSLi74r9Nx
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「也許大學聯考的時候有一點…吧？」407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCUrxZRcpFm
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「那就是沒有。」407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZHDRpTPUJ
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「呃…嗯。」407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrcWOQ8pEtx
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就像他錯看我是個溫室花朵般的，我也錯看他了。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJswEv7YyGl
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我在腦裡組織等一下要說的話，試著找些沒那麼激烈的句子使用，407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA8eqFK1IkM
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畢竟坐在對面的，才是真正的溫室花朵。407Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTBfiSLqn9j
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待續。
