「這個擺飾真可愛。」431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIysTjYVlNr
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrfQWj0fU6q
「牆上照片裡那個是妳同學嗎？」431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj7S5WvNNxs
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo1s83C8baA
「妳換拖鞋了啊？」431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIuu70qhlKJ
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTaA0JagH7
看著眼前顧左右而言他的人，我有種陌生的感覺。
我知道他想裝傻，想試試看這樣能不能讓我就此妥協。431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3B0FrdVvM
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCGRxqCKikx
「這是妳最喜歡的一套小說，對吧？」
他指著床邊那套三冊的翻譯小說。431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfIVKfD3R1F
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡblg5UOozWh
自他走進我房間，自在的坐下來時，我便如驚弓之鳥，站立一旁，拇指用力地按在食指上。
好像這裡才是他的房間。431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJongjW3YE
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkNAlrQFT3Y
好像，做錯事情的是我。431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9PlY2C4BXN
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcsZ9JDnIv7
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「我記得叫妳看金庸的時候，妳也希望我看妳喜歡的書，就是這套吧。」
他還在講那套書。431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ3lEp4VeaD
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKwdOiOoM8
「你來只是為了問小說的事情嗎？」431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61AJtxaNwx
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJF6CU9mDwP
「……當然不是，但這套小說可以借我嗎？」431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi7DzpHZV5R
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡefyVxGoyDT
我盯著他，思考他這麼做的用意。431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ySESgG9Zh
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4S2niT5Yfr
他仍笑吟吟的看著我。431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj9r21KigbU
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBBrZpPdRjD
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCnbxs0zHgx
「為什麼是我？」431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhvsl9mDve9
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUnTfZantns
我真正想問的是，為什麼騙我？431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQj7uhZdGv8
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtZS7dEP4XP
「我們本來就不認識，為什麼來招惹我？」431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNvL4fu303j
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM8WX5i9uJx
他的笑容漸漸退去，知道自己不能再嘻皮笑臉。431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJUhHSl2wPn
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN87vj7VKMT
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMiDSMBAA1V
「因為妳漂亮。」431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡciL7XIQTkS
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZI551zeY1
「……………」431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbkfPU36vnw
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「所以喜歡妳。」431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEynTLU6sTK
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4sfh3auCEN
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNsTtbOmn1
「你真的是爛透了。」我說。431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQ6GfrVpiy
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHLL0tj6DxZ
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVoxw95LIA1
「當妳懷疑我為什麼不帶妳認識家人朋友，質疑我為什麼把妳藏起來，還開始產生自卑心態的時候，我有想過跟妳坦白。」431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7SK6b8IusE
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ20tOhaYycg
「妳現在知道了，不是因為妳帶不出去…而是我不能帶妳出去。」431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdYJO1cSXky
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFY6YDnj35
「我一開始以為妳是愛玩的女生，誰知道…故意不理妳，故意發脾氣，想說趁吵架分手，但妳都不回嘴也不生氣，還跟我道歉，我根本沒有理由拋下妳。」431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOxkbRWlOxn
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡirWPyP5UO2
他一貫的誠懇態度，加上我殘餘的依戀，讓我即使知道他在講屁話還是安靜地聽著。431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjyC6oAWFd4
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGpLiUi8cBm
他看我不說話，急了。431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPUcphar6ie
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「妳可以認識新朋友、新的異性、找下一個男朋友，但在找到之前，我還是可以陪著妳啊。」431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr5sMXos6Wk
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKaE6wVVdnO
我皺眉，這種話也說的出口啊。431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxU2eIq9syd
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4GEvsjY2PN
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXpEJ1EUWFE
「你從頭到尾，都在騙我，現在還想繼續？」431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL8DuHpTBf0
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxEVSih9ji
「我不會再騙妳了，我隱瞞的事情妳都知道了，還能騙妳什麼？」431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkf30y340o5
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp9h439Cz0R
當然是騙我你愛著我啊。我想著。
話到嘴邊卻沒能說出口。431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7N96xNiW50
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtZLQnGpbjV
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqAwT0DCrMW
「你在外面這樣玩，不覺得自己的妻子很可憐嗎？」431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0cJDLDMtZZ
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMPk6ieE9Wf
「她不知道，怎麼會可憐？」431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOctwQMYt2t
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeUlLBK56lL
「她不知道，不代表你就可以這樣啊。」431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLmtjpXJEOC
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8SAyyMX9h8
「謊言要戳破才是謊言。如果妳沒發現，那我跟妳的這場戀愛跟真的有什麼兩樣？」431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw3pPFZqVjh
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「…………」431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL6aSj26U5N
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他不覺得他有錯，完完全全。431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcTOKNNRk4p
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwsmzIM4qS
而我除了後悔讓他進門以外，還不停地反省自己為什麼沒有再更謹慎一些。431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNpn1SqbHdQ
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXql8Xg1Xb
妳怎麼會，如此盲目？431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzcFFnl7Mf
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpN58sKdqhN
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEyPPv1jr1Q
「你還想跟我在一起是為了性嗎？」
我問了會讓自己難堪的問題。431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCd5nuhVX50
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡimIVdewOk5
「妳怎麼想得這麼膚淺！感情才是絕大部份的原因啊！」431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6aeibiafHp
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvELM6Lt9kJ
他的反應很大，看來是說中了啊。431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7tGcusOvV
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmr36SSJXuJ
「是喔，這麼喜歡我，那怎麼不離婚。」說完，我笑了，居然笑了。431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUM969INRb9
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsobolE4skU
「………那個，男人不管在外面玩得多兇，最終都是要回家的。」431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq6558BStxW
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4aTFIWM0sW
他短暫停頓後說的話狠狠地打了自己嘴巴卻不自知。431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjO4mMv5t3c
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5gaHK7bQGx
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo6SV9rSCCB
「你回去吧。」431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkqKeGKy8Xm
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDMsFkMByrc
「妳還沒給我答案，我不要走。」431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHU2IDlO8fW
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXIemms2NSl
「你是要逼我跟你老婆說你外遇嗎？」431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9B1Sj7ZKx1
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0BKFQdtnRe
「妳不會這麼做的。」
他說的信誓旦旦。431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7fSgJIUtVQ
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8gW4eb1Od
「憑什麼這樣認為？」431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGwDY4JlAnJ
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdV0ShPIxb
「因為妳不忍心讓所有人難過。」431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡogw3EV930t
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnjTat0Yzsr
我的心痛了一大下。431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShoeBkcHCe
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCniNoNEEq1
怎麼會把自己完全交出去，讓人摸透了底，看清了弱點，讓別人，還是妳愛的那個人，拿著利器，戳進自己最不堪一擊的地方？431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhzhAixHs8e
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3PSlZ6ZBy0
「你回去吧，拜託你。」431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0L0zUFGieF
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzE0ZPJa4f9
「那我就當妳答應了喔。」他又開始嘻皮笑臉。「小說借我。」431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡae55MTU4cQ
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYxJViqC5Jh
「拿去。」431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrEYXY2KlAh
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqRSEtZ7RsU
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡivdKxgke2c
他離開之前，無視我冷冰冰的表情，親暱的抱了我，還吻了我一下。431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0vWR67Wf12
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQmEGh7rnn
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDxZKGpPHhd
「知道我為什麼跟妳借妳最喜歡的小說嗎？」431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGvFlGDXiGx
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo0bAWexM3L
「因為這樣就有下一次見妳的理由。」431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqHqRXgO9hq
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH6oGJVULmU
「對不起，騙了妳。我還沒有準備好接受妳離開我的生活。」431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1hMeojpIkH
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXu8N1qvO4x
他傳來的訊息，讓我知道他根本不是想試著接觸我喜歡的東西。431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYoMoG7caxX
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvmVEpQsGLq
這場戀愛不是戀愛，是他強硬地將他的世界、他的喜好，塞進我的世界，而我還全盤接受。431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡalTgzFp2Xr
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡepIxO5oruS
說是戀愛，還不如說是一場他的秀。431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0YTq9zQdx8
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIxJ5NIP6hD
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvE7vU4NfNs
我成了婚姻裡的第三者，自己最看不起的小三。431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxRyzi5JixK
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjlJ63LznHh
開始厭惡自己，每一天，都狠狠地詛咒鏡子裡的人。431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2hpLMRxOXo
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgQjYSp79G5
我沒有讓任何人知道，甚至是最親密的黑兔子，也不知情。431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHPytUGJfJt
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjG6NYDPuH
然後我開始下載各式各樣的交友軟體，假裝自己好像想認識新的異性，事實上我的確在那個時候認識了很多新朋友，但…也就僅只於朋友。當有人問自己有沒有考慮進一步交往，總是很快地拒絕對方。431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZ2kZjR4g2
431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRU41epEIL
因為我仍被他拖著，無法前進。431Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOaQikNbPMK
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待續。
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