「這個擺飾真可愛。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq1NSgoPdJU
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9dG4YRRybq
「牆上照片裡那個是妳同學嗎？」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8EV3dy9mN
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHBd2mjdQpY
「妳換拖鞋了啊？」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqv9h8Fyh3w
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlYyKata0sQ
看著眼前顧左右而言他的人，我有種陌生的感覺。
我知道他想裝傻，想試試看這樣能不能讓我就此妥協。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFkbWBRgVEp
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkgbpmbdaFq
「這是妳最喜歡的一套小說，對吧？」
他指著床邊那套三冊的翻譯小說。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtkTFpdda9Z
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuGcZfIrtI9
自他走進我房間，自在的坐下來時，我便如驚弓之鳥，站立一旁，拇指用力地按在食指上。
好像這裡才是他的房間。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhIEvCmMqx
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGcuYf5QjKW
好像，做錯事情的是我。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJfXUquhH7d
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7sGWCy7AdM
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAdvhA6ULVk
「我記得叫妳看金庸的時候，妳也希望我看妳喜歡的書，就是這套吧。」
他還在講那套書。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCFBt7vU3iS
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYn3Sj0UbNg
「你來只是為了問小說的事情嗎？」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIVSQJIf6Uh
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTS5la0kyIH
「……當然不是，但這套小說可以借我嗎？」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7M3DehvBGK
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDfH7UdBCe
我盯著他，思考他這麼做的用意。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2iKmpne4nh
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Iux4YRlvs
他仍笑吟吟的看著我。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohLn2oxS50
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOkpiVmIsz4
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8R3a8RiHGy
「為什麼是我？」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhrriEfnmit
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR6JuDyotM8
我真正想問的是，為什麼騙我？439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgBcOQ5rvm
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVVvAEKiLIs
「我們本來就不認識，為什麼來招惹我？」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRArn3cfAhz
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnb8IzHvwBl
他的笑容漸漸退去，知道自己不能再嘻皮笑臉。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkwgHw7K54m
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWqy8pV1V4z
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJcEFnIBUle
「因為妳漂亮。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeIZRbQ1BJs
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ64AesyvAHc
「……………」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFi2y6AaDu6
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJvAvTctWh4
「所以喜歡妳。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr6nZpz7SKB
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxhE5hkqCGj
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ331BPV2lvu
「你真的是爛透了。」我說。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmjiXIEYt4g
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZBjU5IpKi
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIP4SN6W22l
「當妳懷疑我為什麼不帶妳認識家人朋友，質疑我為什麼把妳藏起來，還開始產生自卑心態的時候，我有想過跟妳坦白。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgksuGiRCj7
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD9gf6A6oTY
「妳現在知道了，不是因為妳帶不出去…而是我不能帶妳出去。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjUG9SHucng
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqOCIXvLPzz
「我一開始以為妳是愛玩的女生，誰知道…故意不理妳，故意發脾氣，想說趁吵架分手，但妳都不回嘴也不生氣，還跟我道歉，我根本沒有理由拋下妳。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16BORqg65Q
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfT4nF4NPBM
他一貫的誠懇態度，加上我殘餘的依戀，讓我即使知道他在講屁話還是安靜地聽著。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡblvfqJlJSH
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNo3L3JMTTH
他看我不說話，急了。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡskWbNwbsCt
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXUMiRyuzIF
「妳可以認識新朋友、新的異性、找下一個男朋友，但在找到之前，我還是可以陪著妳啊。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGOQdskEjnT
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBCdiIEu7T
我皺眉，這種話也說的出口啊。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJ1OcKv570
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxBgiouXVQA
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2kTnJSn3NY
「你從頭到尾，都在騙我，現在還想繼續？」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFaPNrz53t
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4dVWfkm34M
「我不會再騙妳了，我隱瞞的事情妳都知道了，還能騙妳什麼？」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZaOMWpoLL
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJoiNUS4WRN
當然是騙我你愛著我啊。我想著。
話到嘴邊卻沒能說出口。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1to2wouCbU
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPDkzZrdkCz
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDIorUEF2Cq
「你在外面這樣玩，不覺得自己的妻子很可憐嗎？」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6NrwO0McvW
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHKx7I0ksRV
「她不知道，怎麼會可憐？」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvl4TH6oomq
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡczRfPqgQJ3
「她不知道，不代表你就可以這樣啊。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCKv1fQMmit
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwtNmk2df8f
「謊言要戳破才是謊言。如果妳沒發現，那我跟妳的這場戀愛跟真的有什麼兩樣？」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJHwfkR4b9Z
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNAEm9IJ8IG
「…………」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT94yDR9A7e
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVJqxKZhm4i
他不覺得他有錯，完完全全。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1NsbfcsL3d
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzbTK4fkxQB
而我除了後悔讓他進門以外，還不停地反省自己為什麼沒有再更謹慎一些。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuuxHq9o61Y
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJxFza0P5vw
妳怎麼會，如此盲目？439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfq1EVRG1BG
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0A1iGzNTQ
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgesV6tDpCs
「你還想跟我在一起是為了性嗎？」
我問了會讓自己難堪的問題。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw0ndDuymjc
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs7QJx3gPcV
「妳怎麼想得這麼膚淺！感情才是絕大部份的原因啊！」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjRKWXWIKcb
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZf07dGtLz
他的反應很大，看來是說中了啊。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu3NRhQGhDU
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzCHqULdKuD
「是喔，這麼喜歡我，那怎麼不離婚。」說完，我笑了，居然笑了。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrittFxeqlj
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEGJAvf9eIE
「………那個，男人不管在外面玩得多兇，最終都是要回家的。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuaCYyYRxkH
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV7ZKEWKvtl
他短暫停頓後說的話狠狠地打了自己嘴巴卻不自知。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrtE2WcRgZr
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnmuEI8XC1v
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpFmVYqt6CN
「你回去吧。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡprjfMZ8o1X
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBbFVsIxUT9
「妳還沒給我答案，我不要走。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQD3QtLyNVe
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWKoV4Gn159
「你是要逼我跟你老婆說你外遇嗎？」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbzjMVLrCR
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwfyUT6a2Le
「妳不會這麼做的。」
他說的信誓旦旦。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCWcP0aCBRY
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOlD7zOb84o
「憑什麼這樣認為？」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkERtvLH0O0
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrzSNgKPfb9
「因為妳不忍心讓所有人難過。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn26ZND8Ela
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdnioEuTBaC
我的心痛了一大下。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43V9Swt9ve
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmbBbuOfUjp
怎麼會把自己完全交出去，讓人摸透了底，看清了弱點，讓別人，還是妳愛的那個人，拿著利器，戳進自己最不堪一擊的地方？439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrr7rBNQD1B
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOcp45hmU3Q
「你回去吧，拜託你。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCKsDy4cQWl
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQgCfOVOGkh
「那我就當妳答應了喔。」他又開始嘻皮笑臉。「小說借我。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAERfmQCDXN
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd1J0SoXoWj
「拿去。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNrtGvD5t4F
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9f2dQ4u4vA
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡInFtrQao4J
他離開之前，無視我冷冰冰的表情，親暱的抱了我，還吻了我一下。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡssvny6yD2K
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Nf2QcArBM
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDYDu25hx3S
「知道我為什麼跟妳借妳最喜歡的小說嗎？」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhEQw3LtHDN
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5VvcGamRiM
「因為這樣就有下一次見妳的理由。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv63bWLuDE6
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8FLr2r2Kl
「對不起，騙了妳。我還沒有準備好接受妳離開我的生活。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg2qNVDTrYj
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqVN58xr5J
他傳來的訊息，讓我知道他根本不是想試著接觸我喜歡的東西。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8fbqh5sCdg
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIhNfFS7xFQ
這場戀愛不是戀愛，是他強硬地將他的世界、他的喜好，塞進我的世界，而我還全盤接受。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3aHldeMJs
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXeqNUrxvCY
說是戀愛，還不如說是一場他的秀。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCPbE7Hxl4j
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlBTUZQBtnP
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFgxxM1XTuD
我成了婚姻裡的第三者，自己最看不起的小三。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt1EijutUJC
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwUKoQysOc0
開始厭惡自己，每一天，都狠狠地詛咒鏡子裡的人。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ14rqg4InNh
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡclfN4qg6RX
我沒有讓任何人知道，甚至是最親密的黑兔子，也不知情。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLGlznwvjSj
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHoGrtEAsY8
然後我開始下載各式各樣的交友軟體，假裝自己好像想認識新的異性，事實上我的確在那個時候認識了很多新朋友，但…也就僅只於朋友。當有人問自己有沒有考慮進一步交往，總是很快地拒絕對方。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoL8wjyadOf
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡblT1VVWHWK
因為我仍被他拖著，無法前進。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ621hCGZGY
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5yrDl0E2X7
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnm4iJiqDdX
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD7feAoMEB8
待續。
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