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「當劉文青來到小明床前,一副勉強樂觀的臉。當爸爸來到他床前又是嘆息又是後悔。」他說,「我就覺得不能這樣憂鬱下去。」8964 copyright protection360PENANAEdykD8fiVX 維尼
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「用一個比喻來說,如果致鬱系是畫黑夜的話,治癒系就是畫完黑夜後,再加一點光明。」我說。8964 copyright protection360PENANA2IzkEzkJhM 維尼
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