我比他先到達高潮，直到那刻我仍沒有出聲，在雙腿緊繃幾秒，高潮退去後，我靠著牆滑坐到地上。366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKYIgZ07MIo
366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBO40VxT8Q
然後看著他的體液沾滿手指、手掌和手銬。366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxRnxU2rOyD
366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRX0gDpVlLd
366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNEu0n99sZ
「豺姐…？」過了一會兒，他出聲。366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUmG7UhJMnw
366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxtONLwdvww
我做了個深呼吸，站起來，拿起椅子上的裙子和內褲。366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr3Sr63ae2p
366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE7qlTufsd2
「別動，等我一下。」我走進浴室清理自己。366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMntIYr10GT
366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjsuRH1xDlY
出來後，我從包包裡拿出濕紙巾，擦拭他的凌亂。366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4sX9cL0kcs
366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEw4sd6zrZR
「我自己弄就好了…」他窘迫。366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9zw6JLcuoU
366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUptYQtaD5
「不要動。」我說。366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUvt1CK04J8
366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkoIxcdyNQZ
擦拭完畢後，我解開他的手銬、取下眼罩。366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeqWadXqIzp
366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡurdvdmBlEx
他慢慢地睜開眼，室內光線是柔和的黃光，他沒有花太多時間適應。366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4KmpJQOPqb
366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAZpQNjtSff
「妳臉好紅。」他盯著我。366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnsjBccMP5k
366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIzJODfWdkc
「哪有你紅？」我笑了，對著他的身體使了個眼色。366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBV6o6PlEf
366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCiCUnIMMLz
他才意識到自己一絲不掛，匆忙站起來跑進浴室。366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIOeCywi4MY
366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcBR35Y0NPZ
而我的笑容在他進浴室後消失。366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBMQmDbLVaP
366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Vcd6TvvJT
366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPEllxgWQoh
待他出來後，我在桌旁等他，示意他坐到另一張椅子上。366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM8q2wkjGUl
366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0WQqtoOlXG
「我們結束這樣的關係吧。」
我直接講了重點，在他出來前的內心預演統統沒有用上。說出口後，他的表情定格了好幾秒。366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4VAEDeEYj
366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOsmckcZxJS
「為什麼？」366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlBLwUblCno
366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMX2LZ7l7Jq
我想像得到他會問為什麼，但我卻沒辦法馬上回答他，只是看著他的眼睛，沉默。366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgtfpir62Qw
366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8g3ksVLTMS
「為什麼啊？」他稍稍提高了音量。366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJD3T9xm757
366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYFdxL7CQ3k
「我做錯什麼了嗎？」366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnKWMyDK7Xp
366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3VZwhvqzD
他不停追問，而我仍沒有出聲。有那麼片刻，我還以為我們是正在協議分手的情侶。366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCLtbQKjlLJ
366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz7tTQEcRvW
而那種錯覺正是必需結束的主因。366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxDjwdSJJFK
366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSrwKU6e0Hj
366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVHXhcT7plw
「你是不是越來越依賴我了？」我輕輕的開口。366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFC44Vj67St
366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7s3uDXUQzH
「什麼意思？我太黏妳了嗎？我可以不要太常去找妳吃飯啊。」他急著「改正」可能的錯誤。366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGb0mIjQO71
366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6J0kyhHQrI
我搖搖頭，「那不是問題，問題是我也開始依賴你了。」這刻，我還是盯著他的眼睛說話。366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmrQTcq7TSm
366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiwfauMlxYd
「……」他語塞。366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyK3spbwwj6
366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZOsQ7XA63v
「有時候我會覺得你像我的男朋友。」
「你從來沒有做過越線的事，就像你一開始保證的那樣。」
「可是當我開始希望你越線的時候，我們的關係就很難維持了。」366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDKfKi4Nm3F
366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyVaGTPSNqU
366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1SDV9FoYEM
「…妳喜歡我？」他猶疑了一下才說出口。366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLVbM7DTOLq
366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTTD7rzDlWF
「可能有一點，或只是習慣你。無論如何，這樣不行。」366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWOWdDg9pxR
366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwLTNmnBTRK
「為什麼不行？」366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBUke2rTz8
366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhkbEymRHw
「你喜歡我嗎？有想過跟我交往嗎？或你有想過要跟我上床嗎？」366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Fb5EMTHhG
366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ57tIt5uq47
他被我突然的問句嚇到，過了一會兒才回應。366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJuUd422t8s
366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2CIlILdZtA
「我…沒想過。」366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDpNiPgxz5H
366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj9x7p94nGU
「是了。」366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCpJDE1nHsS
366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3n8qM2lEm
「可是…可是我可以想想看啊，只是…可是…」他慌了，語無倫次。366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjJybyh7DUG
366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDcBuISyp6h
「別想了，這樣結束就好。」366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwhYhvHCr8G
366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNrh6KNMzo
「我不要！這樣太突然了，我不要啦…」366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGE6yEiS3QJ
366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTcCTTbHKlc
我摸摸他尚帶有水珠的頭髮，覺得他像隻淋濕的小狗，366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQdDDhRubUw
366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJSG2Hi5eSe
惹人憐愛。366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2KoT05REM
366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBDH01ZIYV
從一開始就是這樣看待他的，我心裡的情感疊了太多層，無法和他明說。366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ10qMSWopry
366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsv1KQRSqGb
366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnB85kfRB8r
「你只是捨不得能陪你玩的對象而已，趁現在結束才不會有更多麻煩。」366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7QXI4d734k
366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn5m4rmhLIB
也許是被我冰冷的話語刺中了，他的眼睛滾下一顆淚珠。我預料中的反應。366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTHOSKSyGJZ
366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxTHDFmFnEL
他離開椅子，跪到我面前，像犯錯的孩子。366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3ZYT8T18R
366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9XpLLN41R8
如果是情侶，跪著的那個人大概會抱住坐著的人吧？366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7acYl4mlXm
366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3z4VgtJSes
但他沒有，就是隔著剛好的距離，恭敬的、卑微的，跪著。366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFEDMZ5ikrD
366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU6IFME2HVm
那就是我們之間的距離－－主與奴的，即便我從不肯承認。366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO9RJbU5Der
366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWLYTTDsQZT
「如果我們變成男女朋友，我就能夠留下妳嗎？」他嗚咽的說。366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5Jx8q2mlT
366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOiebjeXfeW
那語氣裡滿是委屈，被拋棄的、不情願的…366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS4j39w0oCR
366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoyAQAApJWI
「我們不會變成男女朋友。」366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwji7DYbWRo
366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuqIqeHlpSy
我把椅子拉開，也跪坐到地上，與他平視－－不再是主與奴的視角。366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6lN0S1dNK
366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4UWtIBulDx
「就算我們變成情侶，也沒辦法滿足彼此。」366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7XKEMTlXIT
366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOwt0wHzHPy
他看著我的眼神，表示不懂我說的意思。366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmcg32ZH6bi
366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ9d8JUeiu5
366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6oxGUanAgm
我握住他的手，允許自己坦白。366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8AqosnKm4O
366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5nqlRRURn1
「你不是想知道我為什麼會使用麻繩嗎？不是一直覺得我對這些事很熟練嗎？」366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtGvgBusDvI
366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2PuzmtD91N
「那是因為我以前也做過。」366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbVsUVZqbdU
366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5VSVNo7TI
他的眼睛倏地睜大，「我沒有別的奴。」我的雙手使了點力，示意要他繼續聽我說話。366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdmgmPODcNp
366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc3EfCYrrZ8
「……我以前是服從的角色。」366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz6HR2bByLz
366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXPxKamL2Vd
「那些我對你做的事，都是以前別人對我做過的。」366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfqS5K5RGDW
366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Bw3ATesAm
「所以我才知道怎麼進行，但以前那個人很野蠻，我都被弄得很痛，所以我才不希望你受任何傷。」366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCCjvG1tHlB
366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsRrnkBNinp
「我更不希望當你看見傷痕的時候會想起我。」366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0zx27RTJu2
366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs7AaT6wQDm
我看著他，沒有移開目光。366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOSPyQ2BnUB
366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7ojtFS9Wv
那些時候我看著他，會把自己的過去與他重疊。366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeVtT2fnlSr
366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOoSplLBbqk
對他的處境所衍生的心疼，或許也參雜了更多私心，不曉得是心疼他，還是心疼過去的自己。366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZYkrt8OL5
366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVz97VZLIP8
366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKohBor2ZW1
他傻住了，什麼話也說不出來。366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvJ0K8Ub2TR
366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWudafxzpVX
我放開他的手，再次摸摸他的頭髮。366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyoEgfNcecr
366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgy9DCfdQ4w
「去吹乾頭髮吧，會感冒的。」366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJkpjZ47ne
366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXHgZkzrWVO
366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrRITMo83Ku
離開旅館後，我們再也沒有見過面了。366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSakFA5mRAX
366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3wxtVQfgZf
366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKJ4Vd7ijDA
那天晚上我在自己的記事本裡寫了一段這樣的話：366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8TLvhceUcm
366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJvPRyEdWC
「我們都只是被情慾支配的獸，你是狗，但你不知道我是狼。」366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFcuqt3HIBo
366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkhT5TA0pqs
366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8WhaCQHsKE
366Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBfSCEUAVL
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