我牽著童桐的手，然後舉到胸前：「我同童桐…開始拍拖。」1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwiZvr0WCBC
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要交代的，就只有這件事。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡELrUqVBUBF
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在旁人眼中大概很普通，很平常吧。從小到大玩在一起，待在一塊的我們成為情侶，可能在眾人眼中成為情侶是何等的理所當然。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf7KWo9pNZ9
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天曉得我們經歷了甚麼。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKFfsprI5Pc
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「終於呀。」我媽平淡地說，一臉不出所料的樣子。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ZxTqUBx6I
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我爸點點頭，舉起姆指，然後出門上班去。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU395V7aexn
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就這樣簡單地向我父母和童桐爺爺嫲嫲交代了後，我們的生活其實沒甚麼變化。真的，我以為我與童桐會有甚麼改變，但我們之間的日常只是回到原點。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPvW1TUBeyY
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「呀遊，幫我吹頭髮～」1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8eyB6JRV9z
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「嗯～」1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4XVUt2bdYm
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一如以往地幫懶惰成性的童桐吹乾頭髮。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0fsEhRVgtO
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「呀遊，今晚我煮飯俾你食呀！」1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaVUJ4UoZTD
1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVcAJSrfSQL
「咁我去買野飲？」1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYBJiFSl6eS
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一如以往地互相去對方的家中晚飯。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmRIJcrb9Wi
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「亞基里斯你又痾？！」1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ubeao7bzq
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「咪又係你餵太多搞到咁…」1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ63ZDGypOh7
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一如以往地帶亞基散步。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2p5R3qUYyd
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因為我們真的太過親近，即使確立了情侶關係後我們也沒甚麼改變，身體接觸是多了，確立正式關係後會做的也做過了，但其他一切如常。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ACr23ayfl
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這使我有種…奇怪的感覺。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHsw3W6NKdA
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不過也就是「這樣子」嗎，我有這種感覺。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLA2MKN6N3
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我看過一套動畫叫靈魂奇異記，當中有個比喻是這樣的：有一條小魚問鯨魚，「大海怎樣去？我要去大海。」，鯨魚傻眼：「這兒就是大海呀？」，小魚不信：「不不不，這只是水裡，我要找的是大海。」1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2PEXf3yY3C
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準確對白我不記得，但我現在感覺自己就是那尾小魚。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHHqAB0Njma
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差別在於我知道自己已經到了終點，到了大海，我終於成為了童桐的男朋友。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRniQiBRBgU
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但……也就是這樣罷了，大海就和水裡一樣。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDfgNnSws6
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說得我都好像是個渣男了，但一向視童桐為終極目標，窮一生追逐，犧牲一切也要得到的我，真的得到她了。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0AeXXO58dv
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之後呢？1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa1p8ne77gy
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沒有想像中興奮，沒有想像中狂喜，我以為自己成功得米之時，會好像中了六合彩一樣大喜大笑，會好像手機抽蛋單抽SSR，會如那天婚禮童桐主動吻我那樣吧。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8NUUzHFPzi
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但沒有，完全沒有，我心情平淡得我以為自己精神或心臟有問題。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzaJqiMOrBQ
1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0YOW2EmcV
我怎麼了？——在好幾次和童桐聊完電話睡覺後，我都質問自己。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7cPyurm0Ru
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現在的我幸福嗎？幸福。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhAsFfvLaU3
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現在的我快樂嗎？快樂。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHEIATPyWwj
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現在我的滿足嗎？滿足。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGzmkIVl2GQ
1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVh5Hu941jH
那麼我現在是怎麼？為甚麼在茫然？1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ZacsJk9pe
1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBMvs2Ux5zZ
我有時甚至會看著我爸釣回來的鮮魚，本已在大海的牠氣絕於我爸的小冰盒之中，溶化的冰水中也是水裡，牠還會想找大海嗎？我會苦苦思索著這問題直到出神，直到我媽拿菜刀一刀拍昏那尾魚的「砰」一聲才回過神來。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkydiRiKn0N
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至於童桐的話，她比我正常多了。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfK89YJROUt
1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3KRpOgHQ3r
雖然我和她之間直接跳過了熱戀期，但童桐卻愈來愈黏我。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQvCV6Lw8X4
1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjyMM6UFvzx
「呀遊，早晨～」1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOAktNEdY00
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「What！the！Fu…」1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAxxUiraMNf
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試過幾次早上瞪開眼，童桐現在不只是坐在床尾或站在我旁邊，而是鑽到我的被窩中輕擁著我。是很甜蜜沒錯，但早上醒來一張人臉貼著自己，即使童桐多可愛也有點不對勁吧。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFVNEXxO9F
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「嚇親你？」童桐在被窩中抱住我問。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5khSN61wD2
1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXP53GE1KJe
「童桐，我…未刷牙，驚把口臭到你啫嗚嗚嗚？！」1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSAP5f06DmJ
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童桐閉上眼深深吻到我嘴上，然後用舌頭舔舔自己嘴唇笑著說：「嘻，點會。」1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxxv56JcOEF
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如果我媽不是在家我真的會就地把她…！！1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVbbK9BAyYk
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總之，童桐和我都彼此壓抑了自己十幾年，她這樣子才是正常吧，即使顯得有點太用力。有問題的人是我，明明跟自己說過無論童桐的好壞也會接受…但感覺也不是因為那些往事作崇。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsqM9xMODBb
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我是連幸福也害怕的那種膽小鬼嗎？1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkcr6XuDP2K
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再舉一個例。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0eNESuuIAH
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「好，抆箭。」1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpFzpJNKqz5
1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeIazHGV7xn
魚腩盃決賽定了在八月最後的一個周末，英姐和贊助比賽的發叔都說這樣子人們才難忘，選手們多點時間練習比賽也更刺激。所以已經失去了不少練習時間的正趕緊追上其他決賽的高手。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjOB9Pxcaio
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左手抵住箭靶，右手握住箭柄，發力拔箭…慢著！1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkYIFkRB3gI
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「呀遊～」1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Bgrm8RWSD
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童桐從後抱住我。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9UhnuKP6QL
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「童…童桐？！」1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCxxEWOwiim
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射箭運動中，其實很少人是被發射的箭矢射中而受傷，因為我們都特別注意有沒有笨蛋在射箭時越過發射線進入危險的射擊區。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ70QFafKQE9
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相反，最危險的是拔箭的時候。常有學生沒注意身後，把箭矢從靶上拔出時用箭尾插傷身後其他來拔箭的人。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvSvYdo3VRb
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「危險呀！做咩黎左既？」被童桐抱住我沒法從箭靶上拔箭。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwnBKR9XvVl
1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSIBOPjCDw8
「掛住你囉。」童桐用頭輕蹭向我撒嬌。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9BnlX8vTz
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「嗄？我地一個鐘前先食完下午茶…」1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJzEQShQS6
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「成一個鐘無見過你喇…」童桐扁著嘴說。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3BM5nkVDlp
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因為我這樣被她定身在射擊區內，後方其他師兄師姐都沒法射擊。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb7JlJTI7yF
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「師兄，你…抆箭先呀不如？」1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBaomGyEAQi
1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX0lMejW0Fl
「喂要攬唔好係度攬啦？！」1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHtvyC3ir0G
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惹眾怒了…1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjKvCUD23MQ
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好不容易說服童桐回沙發區等我，我連忙高速拔出箭矢收回箭袋，跑去沙發安撫被罵而扁著嘴的童桐，結果練習次數比計畫中少了一截。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡESbQuWoATQ
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又例如有一天晚上我和情聖在聊Facetime.1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlzsbxCHZn3
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「個邊零下四十度既話，普通雪櫃算唔算係熱櫃既一種？」我問。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqSbDjC44Z7
1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdFpYNNXkCM
「呃…不過其實又無想像中凍，同埋難得黎加拿大渡蜜月無理由唔北上睇極光，我地之後會去個香港人開既牧場度玩…呀遊。」1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOndAOFPUAv
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情聖突然面色發青，明明他那邊是中午，他還在吃午飯。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcDoXefgyGa
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「做咩？」但我這邊是半夜，農曆七月那種。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxxUdM8PzF1
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「你後面有個人影郁緊。」1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡamB1VzLBsH
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「嘩我屌呀？！…童桐？」1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXRU9IhAS0W
1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt3y81HE8DL
那人影一晃後突然從黑暗中高速欺近，把我嚇得差點尿褲子的人正是童桐。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrT8pKLi2MV
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「你唔係話訓覺啦咩？」我問。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5A1VqfCyIa
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「我見到你呢邊有光。」童桐一雙眼死瞪著屏幕說，「你明明仲同我講左早抖…你呃我？」1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUeHrSWrThm
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她一直在那邊監視著我的窗戶？1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwtXd6V5VKy
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「就…我同情聖傾緊計呀。」1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH0UJ5Dxlei
1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD0bU3OlPCW
畫面中的情聖不安地吞吞口水：「Hi, 童桐～」1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt0QvsKPr1x
1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY1EjW2NFwX
「好耐無見，情聖～」童桐馬上笑盈盈地揮揮手，和剛剛判若兩人。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsTsLaACdZk
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我和情聖隔著屏幕不安地交換一個眼神。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQnizm0xMQ
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童桐這樣黏我我其實很高興，我也想像過各種和童桐糖痴豆一樣的畫面，各種摸頭，牽手，擁抱以至更親密，但是現在這也太過…1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbOHMdP2TlW
1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA3l4WQFrGP
「喂你個邊咁夜，唔阻你訓啦。」情聖察言觀色，「之後再傾，明信片等陣返酒店寄，拜拜。」1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHxo1vukelR
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「拜拜～」1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77tT1t34St
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情聖消失在畫面上，黑掉的屏幕倒映著我與童桐。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmcvYL0L9No
1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1TGW5BUM2F
…半夜自己開門進來，真的好嗎？我們始終沒有同居吧，白天也算了。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdlemZUq3ee
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「今次真係訓？」童桐問。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBKmxKC7HYE
1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8NHQgk8mTY
「嗯。」我笑著說，「攰啦都。」1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVDZlcG960Z
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但看到她這表情，我也不能說甚麼。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1dOmkt8qMz
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「咁我睇住你訓。」童桐在床邊坐下，「使唔使我摀耳？膝枕？」1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8NMKIYflak
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「唔…唔使，咁，真係早抖啦。」1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY86VFfnjYX
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結果還是被童桐摀著耳朵，輕輕按摩頭皮直至我失去意識睡著。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9KKQjb058V
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童桐愛我，我感受到了，應該說感受不了才怪，有時連亞基都為之側目。但是這樣是正常的嗎？即使我沒有經驗，我也有看過小說漫畫電影之類，情侶即使是熱戀期也不會這樣子吧。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXIzP9fVwM
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童桐…沒事吧？她好像又瘦了？1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8pnp2egVfZ
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更何況我們早就相處了不多年，童桐這樣黏著我反而有點一反常態。她時不時要擁抱要親吻要摸頭要撒嬌，每天都和我如膠似漆，更加顯得有點…突兀嗎？1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWdFbedXup2
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然後。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoa7SJ3UdP4
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「妍妍今晚上黎食飯，執好間屋。」我媽拿著買回來的一袋二袋說。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyie1ZSZxxp
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「咁…突然？！」我看看身邊臉色沉了下來的童桐，又看看我媽手足無措。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy8gq1roUpM
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「嗯，佢搵工個度有野問我…Ｄ後生女真係，仲有幾個月就畢業，連自己想點都唔知，ＣＶ都未寫過。」我媽扶著額搖頭。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9yf8hUf6SG
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「呀遊，我幫你執屋。」童桐站起來說。1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNchy0QpUI3
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「唔使啦，係我同亞基整到咁亂…」1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzv53Lr03nU
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「你同我坐低！！間屋我會執，只可以…」童桐回眸的雙眼放出殺氣，「…由我執。」1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA7QsrL5GFt
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「係。」1065Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOzXa4ihB8N
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我和正跳來跳去耍蠢的亞基連忙坐回沙發上正襟危坐。
