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「做男人始終要成長，要學識長大，做大事，呀遊。」岑大師的聲音響起。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFH41VmSI7O
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「呢個係我男朋友，呀遊。」穿著校服的童桐說。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYS2v81jNVj
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歡迎來到第一千八百多…天？總之，那年我還中二。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeS4FkZD9BW
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我和童桐不是同一間中學，她成績比我好，她BAND 1，我BAND 2。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsBiG5Yo5Q1
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如是者月復月，年復年，來到高中。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBaVW2u7QTl
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亞基里斯這名字是童桐改的，我覺得太長，所以我叫牠亞基。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlOG1TplOQz
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童桐是個美人胚子，會談戀愛是正常的，如日升月落。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhPdxXRpRst
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正如那些我曾看不上眼的女生，那些我曾看不順眼的男生，既然連她們也找到愛自己的人，那麼正常來說——1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzH0mcBr5P
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所以那晚我們在散步時，牠想過去找童桐玩。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYHDjGVRuo7
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「亞基。」1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVzhuMfGsGx
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我拉住了亞基，走往另一條路，以免阻著童桐男朋友送她回家。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKVozLfaCYk
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「嗚汪…」1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzG8yNB1ffY
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亞基看著身後漸遠去的童桐，沒趣地垂下了尾巴。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCAwuFmkSak
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我拉著亞基往另一條路走，回家後開了牠喜歡的零食。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVr2uDzmPr4
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中學畢業臨近，對別人來說，既是興奮，又是害怕。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDIryj4mjtt
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升大學的人，讀HD/ASSO的人，去外國的人，重讀的人。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaGf0X5cOgM
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大家也有自己課題。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5vOqkA4g7
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四個，五個，六個，七個……1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY6etPPj23p
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一晚後我幾乎連她名字也忘了。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYfzp4pJIC5
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我向那些女生表白，根本不是喜歡她。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnrgs0cyIlh
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我只想在高中畢業前洗脫這毒撚污名，我明明不是毒撚，我可是一個學期表白十多次的表白之鬼啊！1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTrrAnOVOJA
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Last Day那天，我向名單上壓軸的女生表白。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtYgw0bLreo
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只是，她是最後有機會的人，所有我認識而有機會的人，我全部表白過了。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwM0uPkf7Jw
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女生嘆了一口氣。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpdswlLk1C2
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沒甚麼好說，喜不喜歡一個人，是自由意志。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡba8OQnaN6w
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她離去。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaRhNXrmRKw
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班房沐浴在斜陽中，只剩下被影子遮蓋的我。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIyFuZ4OAqo
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放學鐘如常地最後一次響起。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT7vGMXCPYx
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我每次失敗後，也會…安慰一下自己。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6sxm2IppuF
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這理由總能說服我。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnRarXPe7VG
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學校附近不缺商場，食肆，能想到的，想不到的也能買到，吃到。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhWTtwV6JdR
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店員們永不拒絕我，這是理所當然的。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8kLVnwyBS
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付錢，得到舌尖上的甜酸苦辣，就是這樣簡單。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJSxukWu69
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快樂，就是這樣簡單。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEY2Qp8nX1w
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「呀遊。」我媽說，「你…食多碗菜。」1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgCkfQ27n0G
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沒問題。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡICy2BEQ3eQ
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不是我自誇，以我的胃口，一碗菜簡直是滄海一粟。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRaRz10M4kx
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我的網名是「超丞相」，因為丞相肚裡好撐船，我的話應該能撐航空母艦。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgeEWkFx6KW
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但這種生活在我高中畢業後便結束了。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡspA8L9wcLc
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因為…一切已成定局，誰又能改變過去呢？1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡedJRP20m4T
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旁人說我減了肥，我其實沒有。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ78Vnbn1vtN
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我只是瘦了下來，其實沒有主動減過。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIeMArT3ndX
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因為我發現再吃也好，我也快樂不起來了。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYbzmrwfLv
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大概那兒如果有人給我一抹毒品之類，我也會笑著把自己餘生毀掉吧。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ44iYvyjMZ
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大概那兒如果有人給我隨便甚麼也好，我也會笑著把自己餘生毀掉吧。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsnfFlQdVGc
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別人說人生中最快樂時光是中學畢業後，大學開學前。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4WGXiLTlY8
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去畢業旅行的人，打工體驗生活的人，去學這樣學那樣的人，林林總總，不同的人。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUqS4W9iSyT
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但我沒有。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQSeHPubSHN
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我覺得我做甚麼也不會快樂了。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEgbf6RZySl
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我…失去了這種功能。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL5B1VmMwhD
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「如果你唔再射箭，我幫你賣左你把弓？」我媽問。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13HZ5KzFEi
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「隨便。」我答。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlGmrPZcS1k
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我很高興我媽沒有賣掉那把弓。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDS4YKzKGMF
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事後回看，那時的我大概已經是抑鬱症了吧。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCbf1gxhM3x
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但因為我沒有看醫生，我也不確定那時我是不是有病。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Cz2AZ0E4X
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有病還好。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoltaF4U1MG
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病能治。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5F3Fxlhxnh
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我希望自己是有病，那麼便能治好。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9kpf9KuEVw
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如果不是病，我要怎麼辦？1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHl1YvRlRum
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「你生日，我陪你去海洋公園好唔好？反正你免費，嘿嘿」童桐問。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFBYBs8HXzF
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「…你咁樣男朋友會嬲，童桐。」1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyyQezpBfSX
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「理得佢啊！」1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHGcEE5VorH
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「有拖拍，請你珍惜。」我說，「有Ｄ人係恨極都無。」1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLaP79fKtGq
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我關上大門。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0kboMpUoS
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現在回想起，很可笑吧。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg9eEHz6Znt
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我其實沒有受過甚麼大挫折，也沒有分手，被人飛，被人派帽之類。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOMUahBnifD
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我只是在無病呻吟，鑽進了牛角尖，被「沒拖拍的人是廢物」這思想纏住了。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn5VYRiaENF
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和之前的暴飲暴食相反，我每餐只隨便吃兩口維持自己活著，不知不覺便瘦了下來。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUaBq0aHOf7
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為甚麼我這樣堅持活著？1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrV7JWK5UQa
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我爸會傷心嗎？1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDnlMFHlBYC
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童桐…1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaEm7CktR5v
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她會的，大概。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfTkhZJu3MV
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雖然她不願意，但是童桐成為了我活下去的…我不想說理由。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRCMCi4LUtP
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大概是「藉口」吧。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh09PBpC4FQ
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別人最放鬆，最自由的夏天過去了，我只有在房間中等待自己腐爛。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZe2M0y18vQ
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甚麼OCMAP，活動，我全沒有去，我如個隱形人一樣出現在大學，又如個隱形人一樣消失。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp8j5JPBgRw
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曾經極力否定自己是毒撚，極力透過行動反證自己不是毒撚的我…1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnvYfOtjtFy
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…成為了自己最不希望成為的人。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡteo2ktefWJ
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兩天。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ03M7BXdeMX
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「呀遊！」1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK0vyvCrWKn
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漂亮的童桐出現使其他人第一次注意到我。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa4tllEli7r
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「你…點解係度…」1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Sqq4kNvP7
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我們又不是同一所大學。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoA3AmIV1jk
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「下？我黎搵你要理由既咩？」1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaMhFs3UJUD
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她一記往我額頭叩下去。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdkHiWb99pQ
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「哎呀？！」好痛，又好高興。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIXlu3ytK5n
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有好事之徒來搭訕。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcaadopOvFW
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「呀遊，呢個女仔係…」1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYwZzr1VAhz
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「我青…」1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDF4MZc1Bvj
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「我！係！佢！女！朋！友！！」1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxx9WmE2zGV
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「哈啊下？！！？」1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCS4U7KXC8e
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全場目瞪口呆，好像看到甚麼異象一樣。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfWGhXOyR6t
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「唔得咩？！」童桐摟起我的手，和我走了出去。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSg9sSzQ9yv
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「童桐，點解…」1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSCBL8Ha3zX
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「我要話俾佢地知，你係有人要既！！」1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡscjw4A7nu1
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「明明無。」1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ092ixIPgN7
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「明明有！」1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXN0vRGGsKC
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「但你男朋友…」1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgWFCBRkzVq
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「我會同佢解釋，唔到你擔心！！」1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsjaxdjYHsV
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我被童桐拖出Lecture Hall，拖出教學樓正門，再拖出大學正門，全程牽著手遊街示眾。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8rpwIBRe9N
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她的一番好意，我卻樂在其中，自我滿足著，甚至又起了非份之想。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAEh4xxNt9J
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我就是個這樣爛的人。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGn6N18ClUQ
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無可藥救的人。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0iDMvjhkCS
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「呀遊？你有無事？咁耐既？」1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1E0yP6dAiL
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門外傳來童桐的叫喚聲，我抆來抹手紙抹去臉上的水滴，心跳率回復正常了。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWG3ctNgF4c
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「我無事。」我打開男廁門，卻看到童桐正在提腿，「你…搞咩？」1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnpPdA8S7hU
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「準備踢門。」1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ713SplKN5s
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「女仔之家下下踢門既咩？」我輕拍她的頭。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMIvIgAk93e
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「點知你係咪係入面暈左…」1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡexopE3Yxrc
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我背起弓箭包，話說今天童桐為甚麼會來找我？1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVg8EixV2X
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不要緊，反正陪著她我怎樣也可以。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkN7yHlHXN0
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電話響起。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnEnsKN9H7Q
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「阿媽？」我接過。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv87lhI8HOi
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「你今晚返唔返黎食？」1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQGEza2IjZ
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「嗄？」因為我媽甚少這樣問我，如果我沒說，預設答案就是不回。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9TAFGeIQ8
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「返定唔返，咁返啦！」1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRQD5JlwZqx
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「你根本就係想叫我返黎食…」1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQl62Z8EvGr
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話說為甚麼？1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHYZXVbkHuQ
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「你老豆呀，釣左條大魚返黎。」1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAsScUdJSgF
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