「人生若只如初見，何事秋風悲畫扇」974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhhwBjwJzmL
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說的是人和人之間如果都能如最初相識時美好，便不如發生之後的種種憾事。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZWh1VW0itl
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那天童桐的語氣中好像已經知道了某事一樣。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ87hgMnWnNv
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「呀遊，我地都有唔想俾任何人見到既一面…我相信你都有。」
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原因是因為在那之前。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡncmHPavTkI
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在我還在醫院中的那段時間。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm5uF2Dx1bk
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「童桐。」974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJD9cIjGJtl
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電話對面傳來一把女聲。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsyt8wyqqOp
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「Kay…？」974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVHynVwisD3
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「嵐晨已經到左哥本哈根，下年佢會再由Foundation開始讀起，雖然佢無乜野…但係佢可能三十歲後先大學畢業，你知唔知佢由夜校開始努力左幾多年？」974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFtcwbm6UJB
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「Kay，你喊緊？」974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBUGuOebD7
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「…想唔想知道係邊個害到佢咁？想唔想知邊個害到佢差D自殺，佢要同我分手？」974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxERM0D9s7s
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「唔好咁話自己啦。」Kay輕搭他肩膊說；974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFzYVC6v5p
「童桐，呀遊！」Kay竟然是第一個到；974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAO69UVHDvY
Kay最近怎麼這樣關心植嵐晨？最近二人好像親近過以前，連我這種路人都發現了；974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡygyVCfRfm8
Kay手中的𠝹刀被我以巨大臂力壓住按回衣袋中；974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXdpkjWPy15
Kay想摸亞基，「胡吼…」亞基竟然罕有地後退，還發出威脅的低聲咆哮；974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaEMZNaXhvg
坐著輪椅的植嵐晨從人群中被推出來，背後推著他的正是Kay。
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「有人害佢？但…」974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxHzYWnytdu
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「想知既，就去問你個馬川遊！！」974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqj8B3gXmy0
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距離核彈爆炸，只剩下72小時不到。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ54c5CILZeA
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那個倒數的介面就如詛咒一樣，我沒法忍得住自己的手不去點開來看，那種心養養的感覺鑽入心底，好像我每次打開看看剩下時間，那倒數時計就會為我停下來一樣。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMAijtVZMb6
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當然不會。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWP0WRmd1dx
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我就好像被判了死刑的囚徒一樣，被困了在那個介面之中，只能歇斯底里地不斷重新整理網頁，看著倒數漸漸的往零墜去。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxa8NfAibKZ
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因她的事而崩潰，因自己的事而崩潰。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzO3xKWMk8S
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這幾天以來我都沒有找過童桐，連在手機上聊天也沒有，我一直以為我和她住得這樣近，即使不透過網絡總會見到。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNwRWEUHIOi
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但事實完全相反。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4GxKwM9x3B
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原來住得這樣近，是真的可以連一面之緣也沒有。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdc7SGquSsY
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我間中會聽到她家中的開門聲，關門聲，我相信她也是的，但是我們也沒有去找對方。我們之間的那一道牆漸漸厚得沒法打破，把一切都隔絕起來。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgADIaL2MRs
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我好想她。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXYySWeq8RZ
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即使我還沒法接受，我卻又矛盾地掛念著她。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJmkeztylU
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童桐…974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgroDoz3Zaz
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也許在這段時間內，我們都需要好好和對方隔絕，整理好自己的情緒和想法吧。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMIBlOIyhkI
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「汪嗚…」974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbcosvdvgLW
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因為這麼多天沒有向童桐撒嬌討摸，亞基也垂頭喪氣的樣子，甚至帶牠去散步後回家，牠竟然走向童桐的家站起來想抓門。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwUhXrjjwbI
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「汪！汪！」974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9lWnHUJTLM
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在聽到童桐開門，聞到門後童桐的氣味後，牠甚至會跑去抓我家大門，吠兩聲，希望引起童桐的注意，期待童桐會打開那扇門和牠玩耍，如以前一樣。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfNo1Lcv5p
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「好啦，佢走左啦。」974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIDrpwyfluZ
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但換來的只有遠去的腳步聲。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5bkcxtdnWy
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看到牠這樣子，我也不罵牠抓門了，童桐離去後牠便會停下來，尾巴無力的垂向地面，然後在門後伏下，等待童桐回來時再抓一次。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIXFkd83hmx
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「…算啦，亞基。」我說，「童桐佢…唔係我地認識個個童桐。」974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwoOeA6gX0R
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那個童桐從沒存在過。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdUXLcx6Bim
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我抱起亞基，扔回牠的狗床上。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE3RexU6tm3
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「胡汪！」亞基站起來向我吠叫，好像在怪責我一樣。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIYOgBNpCxU
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也對，亞基不知道甚麼是情色直播，不知道誰是Dora，牠眼中童桐永遠只是童桐、她做了甚麼，做過甚麼也只是童桐，一個在隔壁親切可愛的大姐姐，如是牠女主人一樣的動人少女。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaWHQhm2VTq
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我竟然羨慕起亞基起來了。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfglyqvgK8r
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「我想架？」我說，「我夠想好似以前咁，你教我點呃自己囉！仲有，得返60幾個鐘，就到我…」974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgonPvzzjNY
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亞基看看我擺擺尾巴，伏回狗窩中。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlFBf8VoZR1
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「唉。」我竟然對一隻狗發脾氣。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡflIInemDit
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我看看手上的清單，即將被核彈波及者有我父母，當然，但我覺得至少二人不會和我脫離關係吧，痛罵一頓的話已經算是不錯。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLXDpI3WwIL
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問題是妍妍和童桐…974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ12JKhJNYhm
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妍妍身為當事人，我和她之間的關係不算是黑幕，植嵐晨和其他事被她知道最壞情況也是被她完全討厭，雖然是很可惜但…也沒有辦法，我沒可能避掉所有傷害。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0vZ25fubD2
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童桐…問題是童桐，現在我們是互相疏遠對方，但萬一核彈轟下來…974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoYblpFuzyw
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我連想像也感到恐懼，但明明我又在和她冷戰，矛盾的心情把我心頭壓得死沉沉。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBab4Ua9a0c
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逃避再逃避，以為自己能想到甚麼神機妙算去化解危機，也覺得至少躲在家中便不用面對童桐，我就這樣一直自我封閉起來，如那段日子一樣。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfXXDplHgI
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據我媽的描述，那時候的我如一個黑洞一樣，附近的氣氛也被我的負面悲觀污染，漂上死寂的氛圍，全身散發著絕望的氣場。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEPZo1z5q9a
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但…我…我…974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBs4RQDWK6G
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果然沒法子永遠逃下去，這次真的不行。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8WFA8eCUns
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距離核彈爆炸：06：49：05974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf34BcbhnNV
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就是今天晚上了嗎。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfyisqucmfq
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到此為止了。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt3fxCsTqFI
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至少…至少…我想是由親口說出。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPukz8Ewr3J
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我明白由自己發現的沉重打擊，那份窒息，那份絕望，比起甚麼都痛。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1S81qkXkcn
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「童桐。」974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkxcJ1KFxiQ
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在她回來時，我攔在她面前。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCaCcJvPcha
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咦她是不是又更瘦了？夏天這麼熱她以往是如普通女生一樣喜歡穿短裙熱褲，現在卻穿上了一襲黑色長紗裙。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlj2cOUf7OY
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「…呀遊。」她臉上有點尷尬。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJmUAhUX84
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我擋在她家門前。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJEbUhi39d
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「你今晚屋企有無人？」我說，「我有事要同你講。」974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWnphSKvIfx
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「…係咩事？」她低頭說，聲音有點沙啞。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa43khMSKR4
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「一啲我寧願親口同你講，而唔想由其他人講你知，或者由你自己發現既事…好似個晚咁。」974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnXG8FZ03kh
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這樣子她便明白了。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMTMIisU3YX
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童桐似乎有了心理準備，但她卻難為地說：「今晚我爺爺嫲嫲都係度。」974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡunNLgR2VW2
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但我早也有兩手準備。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXXuWlvkYUe
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「我屋企無。」我推開門。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ62uZSCefx3
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「咁…」974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZGUUNT1hg4
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「嗚————汪—！！」974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsdtQbKKTYH
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家門才一打開，亞基如炮彈一樣飛奔而至，猛然撐地躍起的牠撲向童桐懷中。結果就是這笨狗根本不知道自己這段日子胖了多少，消瘦了些許的童桐直接被牠撞飛！974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhYWFEu0mYr
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「小心！」974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDYiA4hhIL9
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眼明手快的我輕輕摟住正要往後摔童桐，如果不是我她便要摔到地上了。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ29dg5kwTy3
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好輕？974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFOjIzgBVUn
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「亞基！Sit！」974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8VrsHXZxIv
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亞基聞言馬上從童桐身上爬下來，四平八穩的坐到地板，但尾巴還是狂搖，抬頭看著童桐的雙眼閃閃發光。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoMPLZhMFuD
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…真的好羨慕牠。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMuXSqY32m
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「佢無見你太耐，有無事？」974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhaqyIW8hsC
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「嗯，無事。」她溫柔地撫摸亞基的頭，亞基高興到連嘴角也有口水流下來。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbD1q2F5t4
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「你…係唔係瘦左？」974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnHKxXf90di
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「少少，減緊肥。」她從我臂彎中走開，走進我的家中。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAvByWvePDJ
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她身材這樣苗條，減甚麼鬼肥。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTKTbN7dNKL
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「亞基，Dismiss.」我說，亞基馬上站起來搖著尾巴屁顛屁顛的跟著童桐。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpEvtkieZrw
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我看看手機中的倒數介面。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7PVq50RkHb
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距離核彈爆炸：03：11：46974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg79kQv842Q
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童桐與我，再次獨處一室，無論之後我和她之間會變成怎樣，這晚將會是改寫一切命運的轉折點。974Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmmNnMp5J6K
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但那時我還未發現Beta口中的核彈到底是怎麼一回事，自以為已經做好了最壞打算。
