「人生若只如初見，何事秋風悲畫扇」942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq4BpnHZb0Y
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說的是人和人之間如果都能如最初相識時美好，便不如發生之後的種種憾事。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1gjVTy3Iwf
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeSHS7bQpcp
那天童桐的語氣中好像已經知道了某事一樣。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKzpaGjCg0
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡODWpSrCtUQ
「呀遊，我地都有唔想俾任何人見到既一面…我相信你都有。」
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMxX5LlEGg
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWhhJKMTF8r
原因是因為在那之前。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1j5LUg3EyO
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYNM8YaL3mJ
在我還在醫院中的那段時間。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdkqdpT1qB8
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhsP4oK3CH
「童桐。」942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxW8LNBmkYf
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLIra9vindd
電話對面傳來一把女聲。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3MzOX9CSe
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnpzpNtaLXT
「Kay…？」942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp1dQy47oty
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyyyFhSB253
「嵐晨已經到左哥本哈根，下年佢會再由Foundation開始讀起，雖然佢無乜野…但係佢可能三十歲後先大學畢業，你知唔知佢由夜校開始努力左幾多年？」942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe42iy75B8k
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡamqNXxWEbY
「Kay，你喊緊？」942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS2DRKR6OR2
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA3gNGWsNed
「…想唔想知道係邊個害到佢咁？想唔想知邊個害到佢差D自殺，佢要同我分手？」942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGZRBInLTT
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0fYBa85YNq
「唔好咁話自己啦。」Kay輕搭他肩膊說；942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAH0KVUVCkK
「童桐，呀遊！」Kay竟然是第一個到；942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjr1fVsO21
Kay最近怎麼這樣關心植嵐晨？最近二人好像親近過以前，連我這種路人都發現了；942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡteVYBPLXyu
Kay手中的𠝹刀被我以巨大臂力壓住按回衣袋中；942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEpFVioI8N3
Kay想摸亞基，「胡吼…」亞基竟然罕有地後退，還發出威脅的低聲咆哮；942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpvekXKTgSn
坐著輪椅的植嵐晨從人群中被推出來，背後推著他的正是Kay。
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUDyls79Np2
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Ay3dsqAAf
「有人害佢？但…」942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG6QQRzRhWq
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhanSkoaJBD
「想知既，就去問你個馬川遊！！」942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7EKGeAXHOL
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRTkpxvrki5
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMwvgEDqfl
距離核彈爆炸，只剩下72小時不到。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvUXEYLF0sb
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡolqg1G2EAw
那個倒數的介面就如詛咒一樣，我沒法忍得住自己的手不去點開來看，那種心養養的感覺鑽入心底，好像我每次打開看看剩下時間，那倒數時計就會為我停下來一樣。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOH4ZBLyEoC
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡANAeB3Mc0e
當然不會。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6h08pFrW7I
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvdeN2D21c6
我就好像被判了死刑的囚徒一樣，被困了在那個介面之中，只能歇斯底里地不斷重新整理網頁，看著倒數漸漸的往零墜去。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvpEtU3nac8
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8uqwbkpciU
因她的事而崩潰，因自己的事而崩潰。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJGLq6j2hb2
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYFstY2ko3
這幾天以來我都沒有找過童桐，連在手機上聊天也沒有，我一直以為我和她住得這樣近，即使不透過網絡總會見到。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLhhVcMuc47
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpf9INA2rCr
但事實完全相反。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw0hf3HvgMm
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ibSXhb3Dj
原來住得這樣近，是真的可以連一面之緣也沒有。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQMSErzD9r
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj5n883EYRC
我間中會聽到她家中的開門聲，關門聲，我相信她也是的，但是我們也沒有去找對方。我們之間的那一道牆漸漸厚得沒法打破，把一切都隔絕起來。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡreakkz3cIl
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpwHDIamg8P
我好想她。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXRpPU2C23
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZbB6y3GTK6
即使我還沒法接受，我卻又矛盾地掛念著她。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkp34IxVpI4
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxGyCyUTfYj
童桐…942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ05uXlVaR88
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3EEMZpLUFh
也許在這段時間內，我們都需要好好和對方隔絕，整理好自己的情緒和想法吧。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ404uTktYKE
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyrnCrlNc3M
「汪嗚…」942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUAuJ8bw3Rw
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzdTLGeJL3f
因為這麼多天沒有向童桐撒嬌討摸，亞基也垂頭喪氣的樣子，甚至帶牠去散步後回家，牠竟然走向童桐的家站起來想抓門。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJn3DZJU6xO
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOC8YwQ8Co
「汪！汪！」942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd0m6MWPv1V
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUqd9SiJAth
在聽到童桐開門，聞到門後童桐的氣味後，牠甚至會跑去抓我家大門，吠兩聲，希望引起童桐的注意，期待童桐會打開那扇門和牠玩耍，如以前一樣。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8eWxT3t1Zn
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9SRvy2md4C
「好啦，佢走左啦。」942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBsZJqXFiUy
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwXM7kEePXE
但換來的只有遠去的腳步聲。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡICVfkiaauD
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAv2n8H4ASv
看到牠這樣子，我也不罵牠抓門了，童桐離去後牠便會停下來，尾巴無力的垂向地面，然後在門後伏下，等待童桐回來時再抓一次。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7705VaCXE
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjUv3Q8CQt
「…算啦，亞基。」我說，「童桐佢…唔係我地認識個個童桐。」942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfT3SW36Zcc
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvSNxHM3jcD
那個童桐從沒存在過。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlR4bzieIDP
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp69Ju8Vjqs
我抱起亞基，扔回牠的狗床上。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLypwiRTXJi
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzOeF763P3a
「胡汪！」亞基站起來向我吠叫，好像在怪責我一樣。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxU86751Bq
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUyBwFkaF57
也對，亞基不知道甚麼是情色直播，不知道誰是Dora，牠眼中童桐永遠只是童桐、她做了甚麼，做過甚麼也只是童桐，一個在隔壁親切可愛的大姐姐，如是牠女主人一樣的動人少女。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMf2KaYJy1f
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9d0Hr5OuEq
我竟然羨慕起亞基起來了。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQCjgPhkgr
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpECiAKX2NI
「我想架？」我說，「我夠想好似以前咁，你教我點呃自己囉！仲有，得返60幾個鐘，就到我…」942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJkzaijf4aY
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNplGcGT8S
亞基看看我擺擺尾巴，伏回狗窩中。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3oikj4l0DR
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF5xKqikwe6
「唉。」我竟然對一隻狗發脾氣。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1k06Bso6Ke
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWfP1TRo71S
我看看手上的清單，即將被核彈波及者有我父母，當然，但我覺得至少二人不會和我脫離關係吧，痛罵一頓的話已經算是不錯。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNpoud2Qtxd
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrLnFNgw5Na
問題是妍妍和童桐…942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPh0e9pCmf
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLNtcZijnvG
妍妍身為當事人，我和她之間的關係不算是黑幕，植嵐晨和其他事被她知道最壞情況也是被她完全討厭，雖然是很可惜但…也沒有辦法，我沒可能避掉所有傷害。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKqC04ZavP4
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv1wzvEDp6g
童桐…問題是童桐，現在我們是互相疏遠對方，但萬一核彈轟下來…942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8urg2Vk8G
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBXuXDaZRc
我連想像也感到恐懼，但明明我又在和她冷戰，矛盾的心情把我心頭壓得死沉沉。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOuTjS4LbIg
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJfJg3kEBSk
逃避再逃避，以為自己能想到甚麼神機妙算去化解危機，也覺得至少躲在家中便不用面對童桐，我就這樣一直自我封閉起來，如那段日子一樣。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBWICfDpSMg
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQNuvrx8Gi
據我媽的描述，那時候的我如一個黑洞一樣，附近的氣氛也被我的負面悲觀污染，漂上死寂的氛圍，全身散發著絕望的氣場。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTT1hMONptU
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS72f3VLp7H
但…我…我…942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1mQA4qK0PJ
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcTNaAS68yI
果然沒法子永遠逃下去，這次真的不行。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdEddDh6MjT
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrlQ2VMcD4W
距離核彈爆炸：06：49：05942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm5EKniftid
距離核彈爆炸：06：49：04942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVqSk6IJlR9
距離核彈爆炸：06：49：03942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZaJivHnm3n
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOyVEcHr5j3
就是今天晚上了嗎。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBi0Me6uqU
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHyBYKUVwTa
到此為止了。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyeqRjW5x23
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1lW3urCoIA
至少…至少…我想是由親口說出。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGGYdDMF0ay
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaNK35qHYDz
我明白由自己發現的沉重打擊，那份窒息，那份絕望，比起甚麼都痛。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNUnME7MbQ9
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVdTaDs7kyJ
「童桐。」942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8MEAMaoms
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2OEdAGu12R
在她回來時，我攔在她面前。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDPTZN0XSMw
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡasZtMZlJRf
咦她是不是又更瘦了？夏天這麼熱她以往是如普通女生一樣喜歡穿短裙熱褲，現在卻穿上了一襲黑色長紗裙。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGwjX7ezfUK
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡga7TDPWiZz
「…呀遊。」她臉上有點尷尬。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJRPcvIFOKY
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnyuKzi4ArX
我擋在她家門前。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIs05siloLR
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlwE1ptMdsC
「你今晚屋企有無人？」我說，「我有事要同你講。」942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyzH75veRHs
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrIH5GR0mBz
「…係咩事？」她低頭說，聲音有點沙啞。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnB69WSpG72
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJd9EGfLmLO
「一啲我寧願親口同你講，而唔想由其他人講你知，或者由你自己發現既事…好似個晚咁。」942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoLzS5gWxHc
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwdeVwbm750
這樣子她便明白了。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8locgxcuyf
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDynaqMIkNm
童桐似乎有了心理準備，但她卻難為地說：「今晚我爺爺嫲嫲都係度。」942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtLeQvtl1YD
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡegisyxEODO
但我早也有兩手準備。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqYpUmgNEHA
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnPHdVW9Gmm
「我屋企無。」我推開門。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgEuWemCL1m
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHo4ZJlpDq6
「咁…」942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJL7tRNHkS
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRqKKTkSGbf
「嗚————汪—！！」942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡajqIl45tUd
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWdsEA8NwCF
家門才一打開，亞基如炮彈一樣飛奔而至，猛然撐地躍起的牠撲向童桐懷中。結果就是這笨狗根本不知道自己這段日子胖了多少，消瘦了些許的童桐直接被牠撞飛！942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMUR8dySdRg
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4G2SIEiVIp
「小心！」942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfPNYNyysyS
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6LTVEx0xFW
眼明手快的我輕輕摟住正要往後摔童桐，如果不是我她便要摔到地上了。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFMbqunT0y
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvEnok4iuRE
好輕？942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkFk1wR10lk
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfi2vmkNzAe
「亞基！Sit！」942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqjI8QZ7pnl
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfKTcm4vJW
亞基聞言馬上從童桐身上爬下來，四平八穩的坐到地板，但尾巴還是狂搖，抬頭看著童桐的雙眼閃閃發光。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGA6LmD2S0s
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTsqz7CDesD
…真的好羨慕牠。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpuFGkYqx4W
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFxXCS19I0Y
「佢無見你太耐，有無事？」942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBaxJElMGKc
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsqb9iIwFNB
「嗯，無事。」她溫柔地撫摸亞基的頭，亞基高興到連嘴角也有口水流下來。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhyGKFNy4y
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCzWuT7ndFJ
「你…係唔係瘦左？」942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTXhcopCLPI
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUwpf2g2y4Z
「少少，減緊肥。」她從我臂彎中走開，走進我的家中。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ZLKs40bjn
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYoXQoxoc7
她身材這樣苗條，減甚麼鬼肥。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeyWmla62sz
942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHlYNps9Nbf
「亞基，Dismiss.」我說，亞基馬上站起來搖著尾巴屁顛屁顛的跟著童桐。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNmARQKssue
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我看看手機中的倒數介面。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJQN1gDNrsy
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距離核彈爆炸：03：11：46942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSN3wKLZWRl
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童桐與我，再次獨處一室，無論之後我和她之間會變成怎樣，這晚將會是改寫一切命運的轉折點。942Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9J3hKRY79z
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但那時我還未發現Beta口中的核彈到底是怎麼一回事，自以為已經做好了最壞打算。
