厭食症。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81SZENUM10
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在心理疾病之中，厭食症的死亡率也是數一數二高，標準死亡率達5.9。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMpYukvL4r
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5.9是一個怎樣的概念呢？這代表厭食症患者的死亡風險，是一個普通人的5.9倍之高。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡopZ13Kh2KF
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作為參考，使用可卡因的標準死亡率，是6。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyiBNvnz8QN
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重度吸煙，也只是2.6。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvR1h63YqcA
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精神分裂症是2.5，躁鬱症是2.2，暴食症是1.9，抑鬱症這麼普及而可怕…也才是1.6，而厭食症可是5.9啊…887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrbWX6HrArl
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雖說這病不是甚麼不治之症，但致命率極高，變成長期厭食症的話死亡率高達20％，我不知道這比喻對不對，但玩俄羅斯轉盤往自己頭上用左輪開一槍，中彈率也才是 16.6％ （六分之一）！887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQZw4YqBPk
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童桐…怎麼了？887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeThSly48by
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是我做錯了甚麼嗎？是我待她不夠好？還是我那兒惹她生氣了？她怎麼會有這樣嚴重的病？887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyS7z1Mg2xc
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRALG4bzclV
從那時開始，我便陷入了自責和內疚中，我每天都把這段日子以來的每個片段在腦中重播，苦苦思索，尋找自己做錯的地方。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnRp2L67da8
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…這樣下去我早晚會和她一樣，但…不行，我不能倒下…887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEtK873dCcY
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX7nUl6wElb
那晚送走妍妍後，我好像發了瘋一樣把Google搜尋頭十幾頁的厭食症資料都通通看一次，我知道這沒有任何幫忙，有病就應該看醫生，上網問診是大忌。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiAW6MEzkRT
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但…我停不了，只要一停下來便覺得好像愧對童桐一樣。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkRSWadJ5BV
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Xj8IYevai
厭食症不是那些人一直斷食，節食減肥，最後失去控制變成甚麼東西也吃不下嗎？童桐雖說吃很少，但也只是和我相比，她一直也有好好吃飯才對，她竟然在吃飯後偷偷去廁所扣喉？她說自己減肥應該是藉口，她明明沒有在斷食節食，為甚麼會…887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBjB8nc1f3T
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她這樣用心裝出一個正常的樣子給我們看，她到底有多壓抑自己？887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfkqt9iJlfb
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…是心理因素。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡleSMcWbBSL
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「環境變化、事業失敗、失戀、挫折等，都可能成為厭食的契機，“不善表達意見、喜歡隱藏不安與不滿的人“，是特別容易厭食的類型…」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1RPhgzUw2n
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我看住這段文字，在屏幕前抱頭崩潰。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz4IFtZzgcM
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ZW5A5wJH8
想不到，我想不到自己做錯了甚麼，但是我也不知該怎麼辦。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMrdA0UH88M
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童桐不是那種減肥減到失去了自控而變成厭食症的典型病例，她是因為心理壓力而變成這樣子的。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQzde2TE7c3
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不行，這樣子下去…童桐…童桐會死的。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFrcI1Sfsz
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童桐真的會死掉的。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB4qsldbETk
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只要這件事，求求老天…不要…唯有童桐，我犧牲自己也要保護她。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZoPeZya6d
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〔嘟～嘟～〕887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqwYejKpox
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是植嵐晨打來了，那邊慢這邊六小時。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJOJMIqhvbV
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我抹抹臉，打開鏡頭接聽。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP3T3dyqVl8
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzeqpfEnRU4
「呀遊，呢排點呀…喂，你個樣搞咩？」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡytlHQGkhtG
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不行，表情騙不了。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNbUKpPdHVF
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPdKwQ1ipRZ
「課金抽卡爆死，嗚…」我胡亂掰出理由。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2FgGM4x05U
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt1S0zlA7Bo
「量力而為呀，你話…Kay點樣？」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaNJ5soZHqJ
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmomtPanjzU
「佢…佢最近對我好大敵意。」我避重就輕避開核彈之類概念，「大概係將你同佢分手，去外國入左我數，我救你個時辦事不力之類…唉，我都唔知點解。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9stdMNjHGU
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBPwyc12qVC
「…都似佢既諗法。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlGiEbYpXc2
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「佢係咁既人？」我問。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2O7onPS1DE
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOzKFv10ihs
「我就直接講，我去哥本哈根某程度上關佢事…我同佢根本無拍過拖。」植嵐晨凝重地說。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNla5VEIcAP
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkBBCFNyd62
「下？！佢又話分手既？」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPn5sDQpOP
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7igJ99DRYh
「呢個就係重點，佢…佢會成日分唔到幻想同現實，我承認個時佢同我有曖昧過，但係我地真係無一齊過。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg7HgbtDJyr
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「係…」我呆然。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbPF94uYsoD
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「但係，佢成日覺得自己係我女朋友！佢試過係我屋企樓下截我，如果我唔俾佢入黎，佢會守係我屋企門口成晚，仲要撕到自己衣衫不整！有人行過就喊晒口咁拍我門，搞到我又被人報警，好在門口有cam證明我清白！」植嵐晨說。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoafNAuGiJe
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神經病。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXWf7VOaomW
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBAAVHQGgQ3
「我阿爸前排有請看護，佢竟然呃個嬸嬸話自己係黎替假，然後推左我阿爸去飲茶話要孝順佢，個次之後我就知呢個女仔唔係痴情少少咁簡單。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbek9kXjQjy
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一切連起來了。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB5rMDq8wJS
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHzNNPPsUvB
我嚇得吞了吞口水，然後說：「之前…大學聆訊個日，佢本身諗住用界刀捅個主席頸。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVzNKNCyMqp
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPN59Atd8BS
植嵐晨的樣子同樣變青：「本身？」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGrThsq7hVR
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGifiFrqHUF
我點點頭：「嗯，好在我發現到阻止佢，不過俾佢車左巴。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyRsMFLcXfw
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3wqiL3mJpv
「…完全係佢會做得出既事，即係佢為左我…應該話為左佢想像出黎既我，連殺人都夠膽死。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMfU28M3oz
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8MztZwZoLr
「痴線…」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRUV9fDMZ5j
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那個Kay病得不輕啊。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrlDlOGO3iH
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4Om1otMge
「你避佢避到去哥本哈根？」我問。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0wWdtHoTQ
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLyeT7j3O5N
「一黎啦，二黎我都想去海外讀書好耐，呢邊北歐既產品設計…嘿嘿，串啲講句，世界第一，我仲考到獎學金添～」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqCsBCoyBO2
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我無地自容，既然植嵐晨考到了世界第一的北歐讀設計，也說是說他本人的實力同樣到達世界第一的水準。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI0gyVngRpt
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所以之前的抄襲指控，完全是誣蔑。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqO2XNhlwha
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbRyMfXh8dz
「咁…咁就好。」我說，「依加呢個Kay咁癲，喂佢咁痴戀你，你同佢傾下得唔得呀。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLcPWyLdUG3
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因為對我來說最有就說服力的人就是童桐，她也應該類似吧。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEtUQZlDkaV
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiyHuuZSw0i
「唔得。」植嵐晨搖頭說，「之前同佢嘈左一次好大獲，佢唔會再聽我講。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWCUQlw0bN6
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「嘈咩？」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnTAKVyzJQq
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIpnFHMkbXb
「就佢係都要話我係佢男朋友，但我地根本無一齊過，所以我只好順手推舟同佢講話我地分手，然後係佢死纏爛打前飛走左。」植嵐晨說。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡICumpStXSN
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然後他便把那舟推過來我這邊了！原來又是我自己扔出去的回力鏢！887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVo4e1z3bqm
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJzi0JVgLez
「我大概都明係咩一回事。」我搖頭說，要煩的事還要幾多樣？但當務之急是童桐的厭食症，我的安危不重要。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3yEZ5AVfy3
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沒有事比童桐重要，包括我的命。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9GVp6W8luo
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQ49pmQZx9
「呀遊，你真係要小心，如果你話佢當日想捅個主席，我怕…佢真係會對你不利。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW0GRje9BZd
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我怕嗎？老實說我怕。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPnpCEjeZIW
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRNGxamaQ5a
雖然我體格比她強壯，高她兩個頭以上，但是Kay應該會帶武器，而且她在暗我在明，不知道會不會在下個轉角路口便遇上拿著界刀的她。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8LjQOmu4RU
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但在她做出甚麼事之前，去警局備案也沒用吧，之前那個瑜珈女教練也備了案，也是遭到了毒手，警察也沒可能天天跟著我貼身保護。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡecC6tfYTmx
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而且我更怕的是她遷怒到童桐身上，即使她不知道是童桐截下核彈，但她身為我女朋友，這種瘋子已不能按常理推斷。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxkKZAK9Bq5
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwodqkjHLcx
再說了她也不知道是我發射核彈害植嵐晨，她大概是通過「童桐喜歡植嵐晨」和「我喜歡童桐」而推理出我是最大得益者，光憑這猜測便盲射核彈。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXcwwYj5fKx
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早就是有殺錯無放過了，她不是甚麼神機妙算，她只是無差別轟炸。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDIGQESPsnO
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「我…我會小心，都無計。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSwuK0LXBG
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGw5og4CmDL
「嗯…咁再聯絡啦，記得出入小心。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEMmKqH3b64
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「拜拜。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRqXfrBTD32
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視訊通話中斷。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoRsl3I0CrY
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…唉，再看看厭食症的資料好了。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXwE7nsUrcr
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這一看便是看到了天亮，我覺得自己很無力，始終我又不是醫生，更加不是精神科或心理醫生，我甚至不知道要帶童桐去那兒求醫，社工嗎？心理學家和心理醫生又有甚麼分別？認知行為治療師又是甚麼玩意？精神科有沒有門診？887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlfnm6wE2Ir
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我想起了當日不好笑醫生的那句：解鈴還需保齡球…牽鈴人。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡueVrnIWQeQ
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牽鈴人大概是我吧。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5TIAU2ZvsP
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童桐沒有安全感，才這樣黏著我不放，但這原來只是冰山一角。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4FHXFCtDo
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植嵐晨的順手推舟，也許我也能學一學。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZbFLedfucZ
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得到了我爸媽的同意後，第二天晚上我去了童桐的家中。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTIwEgjN9TE
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「童桐，過黎。」我拍拍自己大腿。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGRhUlpuQIs
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「嗯？做咩？」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlyzKK59zmM
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童桐還不知道我已得悉她患上了厭食症。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ95dyrzrgD9
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa6APJkb5wA
「想…抱下你囉？」我裝成想撒嬌。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSVOY5vI30q
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbS5KwFzshc
「好好～呀遊好乖，今日練射箭都好俾心機～」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1y1C7VpH0l
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2zpNFkmbt4
童桐騎在我身上抱住我，用力把我的頭埋到她胸前扭腰磨蹭讓我撒嬌。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQeQjkgMGhB
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真爽。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFeruH3yBKX
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但我身上感到的重量可是明顯輕了不少，我甚至有種只抱住亞基的錯覺。那些厭食症患者變成活骷髏般的可怕照片在腦中閃現，我不安地抱緊童桐的腰再三確認。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4YAMnXZnpm
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也變得更幼了。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzA0eAdai8
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好輕，輕得像幽靈一樣。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgNdLRBiRwl
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7UbHrO7La0
這不是甚麼好現象。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF2Tz166C7h
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA2HKJZbewZ
「童桐，我問左我阿爸阿媽，就睇你想唔想。」我把頭從她胸前挪開，抬頭瞪住她雙眼說。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡudwyddny36
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZesUx0nHso
「係咩事…？」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ5y3Ks9LT0
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxUpLNrDVfW
「我諗緊…反正我地都識左咁多年，雖然個時我地未一齊，但係其實有時我都覺得自己好似同你拍緊拖咁。」我說。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyGuEDCogZW
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHSM1bnl2X3
「嗯嗯…你想講咩呀，傻呀遊，嘻。」童桐笑著抱住我用頭輕蹭。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡABhxBibPUF
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8pDNwxmAL
「唉。」我嘆一口氣，成為了童桐男朋友後似乎我也沒甚麼進步。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWSEWKO8ox3
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEyG8NmFrQk
「你慢慢講，我去熄左部電視先。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpC7pcQikrc
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPWuCxuk2s5
童桐從我身上滑下去。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW6Fu71Vfud
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDmvXnlEDs5
「…太平洋既熱帶低氣壓升級成熱帶風暴後繼續增強但移動緩慢，日本氣象廳正式命名為“氣槽“，預計移向南海…」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5wAqQIEkJh
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡevKPMZYYSG
魚腩盃是在室內舉行，應該不要緊。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWUf8g5t4FZ
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnX4irH6uB3
童桐把電視關掉回到我身上，我甚至能聽到她的心跳聲。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFFXOw7uQx5
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsXQxfpjr9N
「我知道…你最近好大壓力係唔係？」我說，「我覺得你好似擔心緊好多野，俾好多負擔自己咁，童桐。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCOuyvYuy3j
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFwNvpUjUGd
「無呀？」童桐笑道，「做咩咁諗？」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVquSBfyM1k
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe704skkWhb
…不，我不能說穿我已經知道她的病，這樣她為了治癒自己只會更痛苦，例如表面上吃更多東西，然後以更隱密的方式扣喉，她就是這種笨蛋。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJik2iuT0K4
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoaTTVz5jlv
但這樣下去童桐會死的。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoASxlbNRKl
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYdo1GwIKPb
童桐死掉，我也不算活著了。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ92OMfltNxq
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrqUcbfoqRf
「…你鐘意我既，係唔係？」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqSWdgH0Fjd
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZWLmjZcpJe
「嗯。」童桐點點頭說。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBbF7jrrqeN
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXhXFYGic2L
「如果我既支持同陪多啲你，你可以自在啲開心啲…童桐，雖然我地起埋一齊無幾耐，但係…」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZt1X5ykGJs
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRngkiEUO6z
我深呼吸，童桐帶著笑意等著我問。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQQhXoFJrF
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9DUjElK6AC
「你想唔想過黎同我一齊住？」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLDMNudotOc
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡASKCYP9vxO
對，我知道我知道這樣很快，太快，超快，但是我和童桐可是從幼稚園認識到現在，所以我覺得還好。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoTGXi66P28
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而且我和她一起住的話，我能更易察覺到她的變化，她的心情，也能多點陪她。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ41Qyxk4QbL
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTyEqlMubkv
沒待她開口回答，我便繼續說下去。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZRQ39gymn
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡinkRDrsN9U
「我好鐘意你，童桐，我已經早就無左你唔得。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcDSixfD6ac
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJGbf6SFDeE
既然童桐的壓力來自不安，來自我沒有給予的安全感，來自她怕一但失去我便一口氣失去一切，又一次被拋棄的話…我便慢慢為她重建信心吧。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxwE035hYfW
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6vad18Qsvz
「所以…就算你只係住我隔離，我都覺得唔夠，我想再見你多啲, 我想再陪你多啲，我知道可能太快，你亦無同過其他人同居，但係我…」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXd84cVBNDz
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlzl2nDY3Vi
「好啦好啦。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCa35NERO9O
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Dmn2F8V20
童桐深深擁吻到我身上，把我的話打住，我們互相深吻至肺活量用盡為止，她的心臟穩穩的在躍動，而則我貪婪地傾聽著。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3T9M8AoyNZ
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsNmXEXvTL6
我沒法想像這脈動會消失。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqEnonaiaHZ
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt3xE1batfw
「咁…我黎打攪你喇。」童桐紅著臉說。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPMGai2z4KZ
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1R0GYBSTWC
「真係可以？！」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡesqueD43NV
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSHg9uwfBSH
「反正都係一牆之隔…爺爺嫲嫲唔介意既，但我夜晚要返黎幫佢地做家務。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVrIeLkBKxx
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVdrzddmlax
「嗯！我都過黎幫你手，嘿嘿，睇下點槽肥你啦。」我抱住她說。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn60HBBcBHs
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQEF2qgBY7
「下，我肥左既你唔要我點算？」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqGvZ9q6ee3
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwS3gKLleOy
那個人教的話術真的和我自己想的是兩個層次，童桐果然按住他的計算來接話。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP3wZtDhsoA
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgRZJWdOso
「點樣既你，邊個身份既你…都係你，童桐。」我牽起她的手直擊她的心理弱點說，「只要係你，我就會係你身邊，我就會一直鐘意你，陪住你…保護你。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGzW6RBoH6V
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX01VRzIAH0
「我都係，呀遊。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfujOWxdOK
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd12WmFeNMa
童桐眼眶有淚水晃動，同居的生活要開始了。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSDEu9MmMNP
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyEmlRUUCpR
…絕對要在病魔手中保護童桐，想到這兒我便輕輕再握緊掌心中童桐略顯瘦削的玉手。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6R8VgUdzO
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