門後沉默，但是防盜眼中再次滲出微光，說明童桐已經發現了我察覺到她而避開。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO20oUQnmcu
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總要面對的，對吧。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1kxehwm3R
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「童桐，傾兩句。」我說，同時透過外賣程式下單。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ15neWVzFDp
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「呀遊你…」門後傳來她的聲音。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLWF3KYFGA
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老實說，我褲袋中也有她家門的鎖匙，但是不是她自己開的門也沒意義吧。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1rOpx6FY5a
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…正如當天應該親口問她，而不是用甚麼撚屌觀星筆。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNxRaQtfyB
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「今次無辦法不了了之。」我說。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyppKtEZKSU
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5RdsacSDVd
「呀遊，我…我…爺爺嫲嫲都係度，求下你，唔好同佢地講…」998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqB6y9pZmkX
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「交俾我處理好唔好？」我說。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqSb3Z10tio
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhLL6fpcQS5
「咔」一下，童桐打開了家門，她站在昏黃的燈光中，穿著Ｔ恤和短褲，卻看著地板角落不敢和我對上眼。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD0YvT04JK2
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她…瘦了？998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQAyjW0JW9
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不，這不是變窈窕的那種瘦，而是雙頰微凹，雙目無神，好像生病了的那種瘦。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7wDUZAXycf
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzWz6JdQJuz
童桐的爺爺嫲嫲正坐在沙發上看著台灣布袋戲，音量扭得超大，因為二人都或多或少有點耳背。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtx1Ji7Oqxg
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「伯！！伯！！婆！！婆！！」998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1c0tzE3NM6
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二人聽到後回頭看，童桐的爺爺是說國語的，嫲嫲廣東話比較好。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAVcsfqPnpp
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「阿遊，出院啦？沒大礙？」爺爺說。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡue64m1w9CO
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJBaHX1dTp
「呀遊你無事就好，個日童桐話你心臟病發擔心死我地！」嫲嫲說。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5hHitTQNt9
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmaJuWDFuVb
「有心！你地煮左飯未？我阿媽買左燒鵝話想叫埋你地兩個過去食！」不是我沒禮貌，真是要這種音量二人才聽到。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjGSAznXKl3
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「哎呀怎麼好意思…」998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSCTLtNThTq
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「我地自己食就得架啦…」998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi1AVDQ4qY6
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsid1YS3wRI
「我岩岩出院唔可以食油膩野！中醫話燒鵝毒！我阿媽一個食唔晒！你地過去幫手食喇！」998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL2cw7b44sE
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老一輩在被請吃飯時總要拉扯一下，這些年來也習慣。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgH5fQvbQVI
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ft2UB1UWt
「那…我去拿瓶好酒過去吧。」爺爺站起來，一拐拐的走向櫥櫃。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz6ZUrtovwW
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2NqecV8ORo
「咁你兩個呢？」嫲嫲問。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSF7VcEa7k1
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童桐聽到她這樣問，不知所措地望向我。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdnFfVTshy
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxPGnI0RM51
「我出院要食清Ｄ！我同童桐係呢邊食就得！借個廚房黎用下！我會清潔返！」我說。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2O1PRhp4Lr
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhlh0MTMnKB
嫲嫲也是通情達理那些人，看我做到這份上也沒說甚麼：「童桐，幫下呀遊手啦，佢岩岩出院唔操勞得。」998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpSVTK8c0ic
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqCmduWRiIP
童桐唯唯諾諾地點頭：「嗯，我會幫手。」998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMkqipYAO9M
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這麼細聲能聽到？998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdzrQENLdXl
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說罷，爺爺便拿著一瓶茅台扶著嫲嫲走過去，手機的外賣程式顯示外賣燒鵝已經到了樓下，馬上便上樓，不愧是運費最貴的外賣員。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUcEQH0ad9o
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRvRIORxkk
雖說我媽不知情，但憑她的才智應該猜到怎麼一回事吧。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6itC0sxBFy
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA51Jt4g4vn
童桐的爺爺嫲嫲出門後童桐輕輕關上門，屋內只剩我們二人。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0L44IjpdNG
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUr2yfo6yX2
「呼…好攰，嗄…嗄…」我躺到沙發上喘著氣，沒想到光是提高音量吼穿童桐爺爺嫲嫲的耳背已使我這樣氣喘。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡML11qM7LiA
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXckllfHl0v
「你有無事？個心點？」童桐憂心忡忡地說。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbUi8XaQJn3
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD4d0VEDbZL
「嗄…個心…嗄…個心碎一碎係咁。」我道。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVbjHhPDmy7
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqz50nAYAjM
「對唔住…」童桐難過地低頭。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkwrKlC7Q4V
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjgHLNd5nhR
心頭狂跳，這不會又要碎了吧。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcF440q5Y9w
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlsO8MBEGkH
不過還好我坐在沙發上，閉上眼暗運明鏡止水冥想後心率便降下來，至於童桐好像甚麼做了壞事的小孩一樣一直站在遠遠看著我。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpN5Prltx64
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJkkJhQ44Zp
老實說，我很心痛。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPW9YIxhYba
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsYDEB3MYwP
我很想看到童桐快快樂樂的過每一天，我想她永遠就是那個完美清純可愛的鄰家青梅竹馬。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9SJg51GzSY
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJtpqQYRTn
她這個受傷樣子，消瘦的雙頰，使我心底隱隱作痛。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2M79fmXYHa
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但…998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbL5tij5FG
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閉上眼，那天的直播影像又閃回腦海中。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxXIVaHXe12
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「坐低啦，你自己屋企黎。」我說。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuNGRrDha5M
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCj47XrstDp
童桐聞言，才緩緩地走到我旁邊的沙發椅上坐下。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmArQZKE0BB
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKIjHdlKEhf
不行，光是看到她的腳指丫我又想起那晚Dora如何用腳指也挑弄那根假的…998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJ6UXSeX2l
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoPzSbJqCoO
「唉。」我把頭算到沙發背上，抬頭看著發黃的天花板，那兒空無一物，正合我意。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj7F5AAZf2b
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ekpzdpA5q
感覺很多話要說，但不知從何說起。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPzTDfMU3lj
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHoa08zJ2M5
我不想對童桐惡言相向。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhI6LnCUEAq
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJnX8bS1oZV
但我又沒法裝成毫不知情。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡldepyZtsrA
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlAv4AR4Jwy
「好失望係唔係？我不但有紋身，原來仲唔係你想像中既青梅竹馬。」童桐說。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGGfjN15HmA
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4dj9H5VexJ
再說了，一星期後對我專用的核彈便會發射，到時…只會雪上加霜吧。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd5r0eg8W8Y
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互相厭惡的兩個人，還能走多遠？998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3sa9iHR9PP
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb7aJ5WmTNp
「係啊，Dora。」我說。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY2As5ss3Bm
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXWnwLnYGp
「……」童桐喉間發出「咕」一聲。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡibLMIBjlHJ
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD9FyaSIPar
「呀遊…我無傷害到任何人。」童桐低頭說，「而且我亦無出樣，我…我會引退，從此再無Dora…」998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6OjBruOj0
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6DOyaFd2M
「之前你話唔可以做我女朋友，就係因為呢件事？」998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUEZvai5bU8
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUiEk91ocp5
抬頭看著天花板的好處除了看不見童桐外，還有一個：眼眶的淚水不會輕易掉下來。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJ4zxa8HbQ
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZhgPfIJwp
「係…」童桐說，「我個時好怕…好怕同你太接近你會發現，然後連你都討厭我。」998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNKma0i54ye
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlctjNPffjE
「既然係咁，就唔好咁做啊！」我揮錘擊向沙發。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7xj9UzJ7Ck
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvp7u36MTQg
我在說甚麼呢。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbIdU5hFsi
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童桐知道是我向植嵐晨發射核彈，也一定會討厭我不是嗎。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡInTJXYgyf5
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW8haG8EbFG
我還是這樣做了…我和童桐又有甚麼分別？998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtUjywxEyA1
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDIZOKgT49
我又有甚麼資格向她說教？998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0a3Z152lIR
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9E7jf03rr3
我們每個人都明知故犯，心存僥倖。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡop93gG8IR8
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzeAzDFSN9
若要人不知，除非己莫為；修合無人見，存心有天知。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGdSRuVHS4n
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeG9JpnGOje
「我夠知喇…」童桐聲音有點沙啞。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ299BsroxVd
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHzcTL7hplT
「咁點解你要咁做，點解你要做Dora？」998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQkxKTeDqUE
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhou06iFzRP
我希望她有甚麼苦衷，理由。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0dRZ0n1ROF
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNItbHb0LJt
我希望她其實要照顧她的爺爺嫲嫲，幫父母還債，學生貸款要還，有個Ｎ年沒見的失散兄弟姊妹然後有絕症之類。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkLU8Vvi5yp
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡadrJuUpot3
至少這樣便能合理化她的行動，告訴我她這樣做是情有可原，身不由己。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2HkiPdSON9
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我希望是這樣的答案。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAc66ZxlB2L
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但童桐先是沉默。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3BMhT7frOe
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8f03qbSvzj
然後她以抖震著的聲音開口說：「原因…你問原因既話…」998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr6K95hz2jF
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfppRJyi47y
求求你，給我一個苦大仇深的理由吧，童桐。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ4u41gjJOv
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQjQC9wUoNi
求求你可憐一點，求求你身世悲慘一點，這樣我才能夠…998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTKOWXpKMl
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7cZUwpUQr
「你問得原因既，我諗你對我誤會真係好深，呀遊。」童桐帶著哭腔說，「不過…或者都係我有份做成。」998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡldnXFJYSkU
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuPScoZVaF7
甚麼意思。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8srs3Un0XH
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ14wf7qw4Z3
這到底是甚麼意思。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeaHgGlVEca
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTPPBkKO5em
「你問得原因，即係你覺得我唔係咁既人，係有咩苦衷先咁做係唔係？」998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAuhvMMuA38
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxL1LwpPgZf
因為過於震撼的我，終於忍不住垂下了頭，看著坐在眼前的…Dora.998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxLvgp8Gy8g
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcl6EfC9Xj3
我不知道自己為甚麼會有這種感覺，但是坐在我面前的不是童桐，絕對不是那個我從小就認識，一起玩耍，一起長大的童桐，即使長相一樣，打扮一樣，背景一樣，那凌厲卻藏於陰影中的眼神…998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNAzbOBhdXk
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZduglgZRf
…不可能是童桐，我認識的童桐才不會露出這種近乎說是淫邪的污濁眼神。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPyNFn8bJD7
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJiBIWPpA9
是你嗎…Dora.998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKAinWcfDMv
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2O62fgSj99
「你…」998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvHDUkUYfZ2
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIwFGDEyblW
「唉，呀遊，我地都大個，我地無可能永遠都係小學生，中學生。」她說，「我…我其實都唔想咁，但係我…我變左，或者你覺得我唔係童桐，而係Dora…嗯，睇你眼神就知道，呀遊係唔會用咁既眼神望向我，佢永遠都係好溫柔咁望我。」998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRW943Xadda
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYCEzOR3wrN
Dora苦笑搖頭，以抖震著的手揮去眼眶中的淚水。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohjZJ1hV5v
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE5q7kcL04j
「但係Dora同童桐就係同一個人，反而你想像中個個完美既清純女神先係由頭到尾都唔存在，純粹係你想像出黎。」998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJTBFR95jPG
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2yxgqIKmiz
我覺得自己瘋了。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡphQy930rWG
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡITmAL7Ha4C
我看到了Dora身後有兩個人影在，一邊是穿著中學校服，記憶中的童桐；另一個是穿著情趣內衣的Dora，二人走向我眼前的這個…不知誰，然後一眨眼便消失。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoLIihcrXkK
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Dora，童桐…不是甚麼一體兩面。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5BoJksQci5
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童桐的黑暗面不是Dora。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5hzpmuzn17
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童桐就是Dora。
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「你講大話，童桐，你…你唔好呃我！快Ｄ講你既理由！講你既苦衷我聽！」998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGnH3TZqv86
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不知甚麼時候，變成了我在衰求她。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaNrm5NvKjN
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0lEeHddXXC
「我一定會幫你，就算我唔得…我阿爸，阿媽，Beta，情聖，妍妍，甚至利律師，菁婷小姐都好…我一定會搵到方法幫你。你係唔係好需要錢？係你爺爺嫲嫲身體有毛病？」998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡES3WO7tClf
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我開始在為自己虛構出我希望聽到的理由。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVJZ9e34uec
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或許我比起Dora更想有一個藉口去合理化這一切。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkAvPj33Lax
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡemTg8Z6tRJ
「無，佢兩個好健康，助聽器岩岩換左最新款，其實你唔使咁大聲佢地都聽到。」998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSu7LVvwE01
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或許我才是最沒法理解的人。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmOXmEerwvq
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcecCHSObe3
「咁點解…無可能…」998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkCnSVeFBZR
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUawmQNbi0k
Dora掩著臉搖頭說：「夠啦，呀遊，你要接受同理解…我地經過十幾年後，我同你都變左，邊個可以永遠唔變？」998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLCVfXJj8mI
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「我唔理解…我理解唔到…」998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqiFrkWuex
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眼前明明是我最鐘愛的童桐，我卻好像看到鬼一樣不敢直視。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9SqYdoQL94
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接著Dora站起來，走向一個小抽屜。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1pTskmCmM6
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她拿出了一包香煙和火機，我認得那是她爺爺的煙。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk4dydhQttJ
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然後Dora把香煙叼到口中，點火抽了一口，然後說：「你唔知我識食煙係唔係？」998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC787ygO45f
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「童……」998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF6OLKFXfYz
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簡單的一幕，我好像在尼古丁的煙霧中，與甚麼神話妖怪對上眼，全身石化。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWFK9i8c8YG
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童桐…抽煙？！998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDXpxE1DCQ
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「事先講明，我無食開煙，但係我識。」Dora說，「個年考DSE太大壓力，食過一排，考完後未上癮之前就戒左。」998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0UpU0WoJTr
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「童桐…」998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRgROGXfwzi
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「我都唔想打擊你，呀遊，我…」Dora把煙頭掐熄，扔到垃圾箱中，「但既然你已經知道我係Dora，我覺得…或者呢一日遲早會黎，就算我地做唔成情侶…你遲早都會知。」998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4HTUaZLFTg
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Dora哭起來。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzRvIW20YlS
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「我天真到…以為我地唔做情侶，我就可以呃你一世，我永遠都係你想像中既個個童桐…」Dora抱著自己說，「但係，明明青梅竹馬比起情侶仲要親近，即使我地無肉體關係，但係早就超過左情侶…我原來呃唔到你一世…」998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0zu9pHp85
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIP4kqVor1w
「你為左…你就係為左咁，打算呃我一世？」998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH1UAEJJ7jE
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEdeqNW8pFh
「我最唔願意睇到傷害既人，就係你，呀遊。」Dora說，「因為我鐘意你，同你一樣…由第一眼見到就鐘意你。」998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD50m75HzmD
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「見到你第一眼。」我說。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBNDstncxT
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「嗚…！」童桐似乎有點意外，接著一手把自己那邊的餅卡推塌掉，然後又自己在疊起來。
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「……咁你中途又拍拖？」我問，「如果你係鐘意我，但唔想我既幻想破滅，唔想同我太接近而被我識穿而被我討厭既話，中途你又拍拖？你仲叫我幫你手追植嵐晨？！」998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2DsrXbEY9
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「…你夠同其他女仔表白，中六個年你表白左幾多次？」998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcbhdkWkclT
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡion5G7O5GI
老實說我沒數清，我其實不太在乎結果，反而隨便找一個女生答應就行，證明我不是次貨，證明我…還是有資格去被愛。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIIoIG44uXi
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結果當然是…998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVEz40INDrd
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「我鐘意你，係。我唔想你太接近我，而知道我既真面目，都係。」Dora說，「但係我都想拍拖，我都想有人錫…」998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7bxeF3jAjo
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKMJYRW5uCj
「魚與熊掌都兼得，真係好。」我出言諷刺，「果然你只係鐘意自己，鐘意自己有人鐘意既感覺，講到尾就係自私…」998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkxzemm3KAM
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡibQK5jI5hT
「咁你唔係都鐘意我，點解又追其他女仔？」Dora反問。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUrtclAVYH
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「咁我同唔到你一齊啦嘛！我都想拍拖，我都想…」998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2XGHO2AyQp
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIUG11n6n8d
「我都一樣。」Dora說，「矛盾，自私，同你一樣，我地都一樣。」998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdjlZ1UlN4B
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhzwHxP9rjC
正如情聖說過，他最喜歡的人其實不是他老婆。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKCXV1ZfJAJ
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX824fcf2QT
他最喜歡的是他大學時期的一個師姐，但是那個師姐和他只拍了兩個月拖便分手了。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSrI1TObQv
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但是情聖到現在還記掛著那個師姐。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbBVFxGECAw
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這是錯的，這是不合乎道理的，明明結婚的人就應該是畢生最愛，但這就是現實。
