門後沉默，但是防盜眼中再次滲出微光，說明童桐已經發現了我察覺到她而避開。1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡweXfSGGE1E
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總要面對的，對吧。1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOK28rjho8
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「童桐，傾兩句。」我說，同時透過外賣程式下單。1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdNWOjk9wcM
1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOq3jDDGHwY
「呀遊你…」門後傳來她的聲音。1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwTXxAG6TJ
1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3FDMeiqO4n
老實說，我褲袋中也有她家門的鎖匙，但是不是她自己開的門也沒意義吧。1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAsUuJqfL2K
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…正如當天應該親口問她，而不是用甚麼撚屌觀星筆。1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡolr6F553nD
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「今次無辦法不了了之。」我說。1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ4TwlqgLzd
1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjzo7ZXvSw1
「呀遊，我…我…爺爺嫲嫲都係度，求下你，唔好同佢地講…」1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhYNKxwdYAL
1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqsKHlwpSjG
「交俾我處理好唔好？」我說。1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7YtEuSSHT
1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkx8pNLTZD4
「咔」一下，童桐打開了家門，她站在昏黃的燈光中，穿著Ｔ恤和短褲，卻看著地板角落不敢和我對上眼。1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTdD0eH4z5Q
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她…瘦了？1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgVVjlR4rGf
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不，這不是變窈窕的那種瘦，而是雙頰微凹，雙目無神，好像生病了的那種瘦。1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3nvrvtR85X
1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJvQB7JVRhZ
童桐的爺爺嫲嫲正坐在沙發上看著台灣布袋戲，音量扭得超大，因為二人都或多或少有點耳背。1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyspVrupz6v
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「伯！！伯！！婆！！婆！！」1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1oPgdd1r7
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二人聽到後回頭看，童桐的爺爺是說國語的，嫲嫲廣東話比較好。1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwcML12WR9Z
1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡboNMJmAw7Z
「阿遊，出院啦？沒大礙？」爺爺說。1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlHRPsQkszN
1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdWeFA5bOu
「呀遊你無事就好，個日童桐話你心臟病發擔心死我地！」嫲嫲說。1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2dSFgxkQd
1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3hAxvWJVmU
「有心！你地煮左飯未？我阿媽買左燒鵝話想叫埋你地兩個過去食！」不是我沒禮貌，真是要這種音量二人才聽到。1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ935wszcsTv
1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN8yWF05XwH
「哎呀怎麼好意思…」1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3CvB8jVIqj
1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6b8D1EZNdX
「我地自己食就得架啦…」1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqr0qhU9Ej4
1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ04jqzEX2F8
「我岩岩出院唔可以食油膩野！中醫話燒鵝毒！我阿媽一個食唔晒！你地過去幫手食喇！」1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUevdnnIVW9
1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6jHnQdlbf
老一輩在被請吃飯時總要拉扯一下，這些年來也習慣。1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYxiyjJMT4B
1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcwAgmuWhMS
「那…我去拿瓶好酒過去吧。」爺爺站起來，一拐拐的走向櫥櫃。1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZlYQkGShMn
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「咁你兩個呢？」嫲嫲問。1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhkV9zdTqUc
1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVuY41vjgv
童桐聽到她這樣問，不知所措地望向我。1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG31z1wkA9O
1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl9GICzfz4o
「我出院要食清Ｄ！我同童桐係呢邊食就得！借個廚房黎用下！我會清潔返！」我說。1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKFagGmB6nM
1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeXG2YFltbl
嫲嫲也是通情達理那些人，看我做到這份上也沒說甚麼：「童桐，幫下呀遊手啦，佢岩岩出院唔操勞得。」1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKmIgTPFQJR
1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxD99ubF9n2
童桐唯唯諾諾地點頭：「嗯，我會幫手。」1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkcppEkcScX
1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbCf3jw8cf
這麼細聲能聽到？1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpWLpAyNzI8
1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0deraqKgq
說罷，爺爺便拿著一瓶茅台扶著嫲嫲走過去，手機的外賣程式顯示外賣燒鵝已經到了樓下，馬上便上樓，不愧是運費最貴的外賣員。1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbGzBTS7dkd
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雖說我媽不知情，但憑她的才智應該猜到怎麼一回事吧。1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbxPmBye0nj
1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdvdlploQCy
童桐的爺爺嫲嫲出門後童桐輕輕關上門，屋內只剩我們二人。1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYX6FQcmkYm
1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbAN9VMjgYh
「呼…好攰，嗄…嗄…」我躺到沙發上喘著氣，沒想到光是提高音量吼穿童桐爺爺嫲嫲的耳背已使我這樣氣喘。1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhW7UNTAirk
1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjCJVGyOXLx
「你有無事？個心點？」童桐憂心忡忡地說。1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡENbscwBLvX
1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAQDUmyNuQ6
「嗄…個心…嗄…個心碎一碎係咁。」我道。1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJkg1wqVsg
1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0avOMtzAg3
「對唔住…」童桐難過地低頭。1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjccMdQvH4
1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUW7CIUV2Ct
心頭狂跳，這不會又要碎了吧。1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqPaV2ORpqr
1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw9frhPgQLp
不過還好我坐在沙發上，閉上眼暗運明鏡止水冥想後心率便降下來，至於童桐好像甚麼做了壞事的小孩一樣一直站在遠遠看著我。1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfcckeknQ4
1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbHyE5QS47u
老實說，我很心痛。1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJtBJe75Ry
1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8yop0YloJ
我很想看到童桐快快樂樂的過每一天，我想她永遠就是那個完美清純可愛的鄰家青梅竹馬。1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5aYRqaJq90
1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbUTP49SBm2
她這個受傷樣子，消瘦的雙頰，使我心底隱隱作痛。1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDa5i9rp2zk
1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDpQ6hqBts
但…1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZuLCWoc6e
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閉上眼，那天的直播影像又閃回腦海中。1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv4bR4J3zuA
1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT7wP7GrSIV
「坐低啦，你自己屋企黎。」我說。1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3v4y4CCnZ
1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1llS1QdYV
童桐聞言，才緩緩地走到我旁邊的沙發椅上坐下。1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWRbm1Acqs8
1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk3qIHYYJA9
不行，光是看到她的腳指丫我又想起那晚Dora如何用腳指也挑弄那根假的…1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1sA1vpBxW7
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「唉。」我把頭算到沙發背上，抬頭看著發黃的天花板，那兒空無一物，正合我意。1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSBYn3nvxw
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感覺很多話要說，但不知從何說起。1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrFrTP3y3bF
1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ7xe8qqYhR
我不想對童桐惡言相向。1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnAZoCWC0Cy
1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmS0dRumH6u
但我又沒法裝成毫不知情。1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWbCk2vCT9q
1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiyU1ZoS5Xe
「好失望係唔係？我不但有紋身，原來仲唔係你想像中既青梅竹馬。」童桐說。1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg8vDMBgpDX
1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDmeW7mgA3R
再說了，一星期後對我專用的核彈便會發射，到時…只會雪上加霜吧。1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW841th3YAY
1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBWPmkYJUnM
互相厭惡的兩個人，還能走多遠？1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ41L8o8O9P
1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy8wZ5zPRd4
「係啊，Dora。」我說。1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkDOKLmGyL
1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1eTGpg8NY
「……」童桐喉間發出「咕」一聲。1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtXPcLjjaFe
1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡin82Y8ZH8Z
「呀遊…我無傷害到任何人。」童桐低頭說，「而且我亦無出樣，我…我會引退，從此再無Dora…」1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡALLPzBwP1Y
1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ72R0FBtniN
「之前你話唔可以做我女朋友，就係因為呢件事？」1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlxq3f6MqER
1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQnKSDxnGPw
抬頭看著天花板的好處除了看不見童桐外，還有一個：眼眶的淚水不會輕易掉下來。1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJdqJrryMl
1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6cVMRs8QEC
「係…」童桐說，「我個時好怕…好怕同你太接近你會發現，然後連你都討厭我。」1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5TsO4C82QL
1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMiGif1pdNp
「既然係咁，就唔好咁做啊！」我揮錘擊向沙發。1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6R7hi8cfVs
1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ74el3ARdY4
我在說甚麼呢。1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIIMhYj8jo4
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童桐知道是我向植嵐晨發射核彈，也一定會討厭我不是嗎。1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM4NH4hjmcA
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我還是這樣做了…我和童桐又有甚麼分別？1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxvk2hykMf0
1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlSY1McHvH0
我又有甚麼資格向她說教？1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkFC73E4CaH
1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4voEqKErxX
我們每個人都明知故犯，心存僥倖。1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5rxwzyaVtK
1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXjsPptV38b
若要人不知，除非己莫為；修合無人見，存心有天知。1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhO4Z7V3McC
1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhtJEKhWuDd
「我夠知喇…」童桐聲音有點沙啞。1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhhqQ6FBFOv
1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyzC0gdMI7H
「咁點解你要咁做，點解你要做Dora？」1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13FBmL2Umm
1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQBMuHseIj
我希望她有甚麼苦衷，理由。1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJnSVlTtL1F
1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpxVhahCxSu
我希望她其實要照顧她的爺爺嫲嫲，幫父母還債，學生貸款要還，有個Ｎ年沒見的失散兄弟姊妹然後有絕症之類。1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQhj1mBxdj
1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg5ODEB9krC
至少這樣便能合理化她的行動，告訴我她這樣做是情有可原，身不由己。1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfK2GgJVfJU
1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIAUeRjEhXc
我希望是這樣的答案。1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAMlbiEEVCC
1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwL5V1XK1cI
但童桐先是沉默。1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCq0JuvEPGu
1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQo5Egb6qa
然後她以抖震著的聲音開口說：「原因…你問原因既話…」1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT8UEllL9T1
1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2kjcl3lLEr
求求你，給我一個苦大仇深的理由吧，童桐。1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6HFH4lCJHw
1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVv3iFFtpC
求求你可憐一點，求求你身世悲慘一點，這樣我才能夠…1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfAQ5ps6DeP
1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8oeUpW0BYp
「你問得原因既，我諗你對我誤會真係好深，呀遊。」童桐帶著哭腔說，「不過…或者都係我有份做成。」1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvqNN5llNgv
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甚麼意思。1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUCmeYpHSeP
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這到底是甚麼意思。1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpxIWJtpV01
1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3nP9aXrTL3
「你問得原因，即係你覺得我唔係咁既人，係有咩苦衷先咁做係唔係？」1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLSr50CjSH
1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaDIxehw0DW
因為過於震撼的我，終於忍不住垂下了頭，看著坐在眼前的…Dora.1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqv5ba8ltu
1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2LSDoi5css
我不知道自己為甚麼會有這種感覺，但是坐在我面前的不是童桐，絕對不是那個我從小就認識，一起玩耍，一起長大的童桐，即使長相一樣，打扮一樣，背景一樣，那凌厲卻藏於陰影中的眼神…1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxb3gM8YUa
1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5xpRAMhyAr
…不可能是童桐，我認識的童桐才不會露出這種近乎說是淫邪的污濁眼神。1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWUgvo2myV8
1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjwjLsIvApN
是你嗎…Dora.1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlteRXM36Aw
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「你…」1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqRnOAaduf
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「唉，呀遊，我地都大個，我地無可能永遠都係小學生，中學生。」她說，「我…我其實都唔想咁，但係我…我變左，或者你覺得我唔係童桐，而係Dora…嗯，睇你眼神就知道，呀遊係唔會用咁既眼神望向我，佢永遠都係好溫柔咁望我。」1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1gzokrhTGm
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Dora苦笑搖頭，以抖震著的手揮去眼眶中的淚水。1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3SsixkhRqa
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「但係Dora同童桐就係同一個人，反而你想像中個個完美既清純女神先係由頭到尾都唔存在，純粹係你想像出黎。」1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmMo1i1WLiy
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我覺得自己瘋了。1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVe7nDOQvEV
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我看到了Dora身後有兩個人影在，一邊是穿著中學校服，記憶中的童桐；另一個是穿著情趣內衣的Dora，二人走向我眼前的這個…不知誰，然後一眨眼便消失。1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfONHjiq8j1
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Dora，童桐…不是甚麼一體兩面。1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4wzENB2wRK
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童桐的黑暗面不是Dora。1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1rYzlbR8Pk
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童桐就是Dora。
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「你講大話，童桐，你…你唔好呃我！快Ｄ講你既理由！講你既苦衷我聽！」1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPro3Zhpl6b
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不知甚麼時候，變成了我在衰求她。1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdwfGYbmQuP
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「我一定會幫你，就算我唔得…我阿爸，阿媽，Beta，情聖，妍妍，甚至利律師，菁婷小姐都好…我一定會搵到方法幫你。你係唔係好需要錢？係你爺爺嫲嫲身體有毛病？」1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKsJmjJTiwZ
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我開始在為自己虛構出我希望聽到的理由。1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQsszBbnCz1
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或許我比起Dora更想有一個藉口去合理化這一切。1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDMIs3JmaYT
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「無，佢兩個好健康，助聽器岩岩換左最新款，其實你唔使咁大聲佢地都聽到。」1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDlqNeQWL15
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或許我才是最沒法理解的人。1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6hvNJ8MAFA
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「咁點解…無可能…」1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXEZ0giX96K
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Dora掩著臉搖頭說：「夠啦，呀遊，你要接受同理解…我地經過十幾年後，我同你都變左，邊個可以永遠唔變？」1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUkS30EewvL
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「我唔理解…我理解唔到…」1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsmScqUWQiX
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眼前明明是我最鐘愛的童桐，我卻好像看到鬼一樣不敢直視。1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx4YVR6h2nY
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接著Dora站起來，走向一個小抽屜。1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡejUmlKRthV
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她拿出了一包香煙和火機，我認得那是她爺爺的煙。1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡILhehgJnGi
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然後Dora把香煙叼到口中，點火抽了一口，然後說：「你唔知我識食煙係唔係？」1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRtbVwnyZnf
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「童……」1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡantFu3mgBr
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簡單的一幕，我好像在尼古丁的煙霧中，與甚麼神話妖怪對上眼，全身石化。1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxIuDth3sou
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童桐…抽煙？！1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ89Sha4ygYT
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「事先講明，我無食開煙，但係我識。」Dora說，「個年考DSE太大壓力，食過一排，考完後未上癮之前就戒左。」1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwlrkfKKVBs
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「童桐…」1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ594iROjg2X
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「我都唔想打擊你，呀遊，我…」Dora把煙頭掐熄，扔到垃圾箱中，「但既然你已經知道我係Dora，我覺得…或者呢一日遲早會黎，就算我地做唔成情侶…你遲早都會知。」1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuic5nlXctD
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Dora哭起來。1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXutAXfOprB
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「我天真到…以為我地唔做情侶，我就可以呃你一世，我永遠都係你想像中既個個童桐…」Dora抱著自己說，「但係，明明青梅竹馬比起情侶仲要親近，即使我地無肉體關係，但係早就超過左情侶…我原來呃唔到你一世…」1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNRK55vpIrG
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「你為左…你就係為左咁，打算呃我一世？」1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmk1U2G05O4
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「我最唔願意睇到傷害既人，就係你，呀遊。」Dora說，「因為我鐘意你，同你一樣…由第一眼見到就鐘意你。」1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIghY8aqrVV
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「見到你第一眼。」我說。1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8fio2dubO
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「嗚…！」童桐似乎有點意外，接著一手把自己那邊的餅卡推塌掉，然後又自己在疊起來。
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「……咁你中途又拍拖？」我問，「如果你係鐘意我，但唔想我既幻想破滅，唔想同我太接近而被我識穿而被我討厭既話，中途你又拍拖？你仲叫我幫你手追植嵐晨？！」1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKNdjbCFYBg
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「…你夠同其他女仔表白，中六個年你表白左幾多次？」1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGW3KCqSP4C
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老實說我沒數清，我其實不太在乎結果，反而隨便找一個女生答應就行，證明我不是次貨，證明我…還是有資格去被愛。1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRCAdchSEcK
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結果當然是…1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs28nHEEjHI
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「我鐘意你，係。我唔想你太接近我，而知道我既真面目，都係。」Dora說，「但係我都想拍拖，我都想有人錫…」1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgk8NdYWwfn
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「魚與熊掌都兼得，真係好。」我出言諷刺，「果然你只係鐘意自己，鐘意自己有人鐘意既感覺，講到尾就係自私…」1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6veTSQOkV4
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「咁你唔係都鐘意我，點解又追其他女仔？」Dora反問。1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6fROHOAFNd
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「咁我同唔到你一齊啦嘛！我都想拍拖，我都想…」1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡReggaXk3qb
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「我都一樣。」Dora說，「矛盾，自私，同你一樣，我地都一樣。」1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRC8JIAHX3R
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正如情聖說過，他最喜歡的人其實不是他老婆。1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcnJ0w83zOI
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他最喜歡的是他大學時期的一個師姐，但是那個師姐和他只拍了兩個月拖便分手了。1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTpRrvXW0Hs
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但是情聖到現在還記掛著那個師姐。1077Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1aXr5diIlC
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這是錯的，這是不合乎道理的，明明結婚的人就應該是畢生最愛，但這就是現實。
