我作了個惡夢。964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlzrXlMdpOQ
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「童桐…？」964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡySTEwfdvI7
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一邊是穿著直播時那套內衣的童…Dora。964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMKNflPgNH
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另一邊是穿著高中校服的童桐。964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHXsIRdi5Ez
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兩個相同長相的她穿著不同的衣服，手上拿著刀子在互相廝殺，這可不是甚麼劍術較量，而是如野獸一樣的死鬥。964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVWBhAnwMcj
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「呀遊…救我…救我…」童桐不敵。964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAS5v7cDfJd
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「童桐…」站起來的亞基把我按在地上，仔細看其實是布偶衣般的牠比我還高。964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ98Hlzy8KXT
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最後Dora把童桐殺掉了。964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQjeW7ABAG
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「咁就可以同呀遊永遠起一齊…哈哈…嘻嘻嘻…！」只穿內衣，頂著童桐臉孔的Dora搖搖晃晃地拿著刀子，全身血淋淋狂笑著走向我！964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuPyC66NSoG
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…可能我始終拒絕著Dora和童桐是同一人的事實吧。964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoK1kMGPgUD
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…怎可能接受得了啊。964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF4vY1oQTch
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醒來的時候是夜晚。964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj5SLeFGuWy
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空氣中有消毒藥水的氣味，身上穿著粗糙的格仔病人服，我人是在醫院沒錯。964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgRgRYIiF2t
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「咳，咳咳，咳咳…」964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZ3Oe1a0EV
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喉嚨乾到好像要裂開一樣，我掙扎坐起來，卻馬上發現手背多了一個吊鹽水的那種「豆」和喉管拉住我，身上還有電殛之類連接著一個屏幕，顯示著我的心跳。964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8e67rVXT5g
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不行，全身沒力…我倒回床上喘著氣，要渴死了。964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSTvlBxc5gY
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「我幫你。」身邊一把女聲說。964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLndDFo6GyQ
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「唔該…係你？」964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4UKnOLm9AW
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妍妍幫我倒來一杯水，還輕輕按下病床上的召喚鈴。964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmE9i2KA2h3
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「好失望？唔係你個童桐。」她笑著說，「你連昏迷個時都叫住佢個名。」964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHjxjrvX8D
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「昏迷…我…」我摸摸自己的身體，除了很想去洗手間外似乎沒甚麼大礙，就是手指頭被縫了幾針，隱隱作痛著。964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz88fAn5jbD
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「唔記得發生咩事？」妍妍問。964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNABNWzzzHM
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「…係就好。」964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMTZGLC3MQd
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記得一清二楚。964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡed1uSTmMgC
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連一絲的模糊也沒有，童桐錯愕的表情，逃走的背影，但恐怕送我到醫院的也是她吧，回家看看寵物鏡頭便好。964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9sxuaOIKR4
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「醒返喇，馬川遊。」一個當值醫生和護士走來，「記唔記得你自己點解會係度？」964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkcvgzG0XgK
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「我屋企隻狗送我黎。」964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW8VkGA9QXx
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「病人精神錯亂，智力衰退…」醫生愣然說。964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbX2mEfVYg
964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4PnjHVlFD2
「咪亂講啦呀遊！」妍妍倒很認真的阻止我。964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUpKda8pavk
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「講笑，講笑，我係救護員送黎？」我認得逆光中救護員的制服。964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpmtlv5qfmW
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「嗯，之前呢？」醫生點點頭，護士檢查讀數。964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9eS2KlyTl
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窗簾上的光斑。964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZsHU0Q7SWK
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逃向黑暗的背影964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKrBcNcaMOp
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逆光中的那個人…964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRxm6DCiUmf
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「心口痛，然後無力跌親，呼吸困難之類。」我說，和病情沒關的就不用說了。964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfnjpUuemyD
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「嗯，我地幫你檢查一下活動能力同清醒程度先。」964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvxtmFtcDPg
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「好…」964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qWFFvHM69
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醫生別過頭問：「小姐你係佢女朋友？」964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ25ByJOy7SN
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「要視乎邊晚。」妍妍作弄我，以下巴輕點向我。964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXhK3aCFIl5
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「兩位關係有Ｄ複雜啊…」醫生汗額，護士揚揚眉毛忍俊不禁。964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1JFNEbkWuV
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我心虛地左看右看然後說：「唔…唔係？我估唔係。」964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0K9JuWbkcS
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「賤男…」護士輕聲說，喂我可聽到了哦？！964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjvQnwwAFLt
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「咁請唔係女朋友小姐迴避一下。」醫生完全無必要地強調說。964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡplN7u4GB7s
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護士拉起病床旁邊的窗簾圍住我後，隨便為我檢查著活動能力，確保我完全醒來。完成了後當值醫生回來，手上多了一個計時器。964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN6pACQzikn
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「計時器係做咩？」964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7kM7K0HV9h
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「哦，提我個杯麵幾時食得。」964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRqlB8XDLtf
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「挑！」我還以為是甚麼能力測試。964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2xWtsThCYA
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「咁精神就好，等陣私人醒你食個。」醫生說，他拿出一份報告向我解釋我的情況，「你呢種情況，你既主診醫生判斷係心碎症候群。」964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNC5Hl9jsCW
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心碎症候群是一種由親人離世，生活出現巨變，情緒受到巨大衝擊而觸發的急性心臓病，病徵就如心肌梗塞類似，會好像我那晚一樣呼吸困難，胸口痛，全身無力，昏迷。新聞上一些人大喜大悲而昏迷，除了是血壓問題外也有可能是這種情況964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0GVJfHpcK
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「你並無客觀既急性心臟病發證據，亦無心臟病病歷，加上超音波檢查，所以我地判斷你係患上心碎症。」964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa0SfFQQVBo
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「嗯。」我點點頭。964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWsvgIjzQ4o
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妍妍問：「咁樣佢即係心臟無問題？佢健康？佢唔會死？」964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMHPixE66E6
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「無問題，死唔去。」醫生說，「馬川遊既心臟相當健康，心碎症只會短暫阻礙心臟既泵血功能，通常幾日至幾星期左右就會好返，你可以理解成因為大腦分泌而影響健康既心臟，心臟本身係無問題。」964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdpnFSPl6sG
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「所以有問題既…係個腦…」妍妍輕抓我的頭髮。964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ74LZiFCTjZ
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「都唔係。」醫生說，「有問題既係情緒，換句話說如果情緒上處理唔到既話馬川遊你好可能會復發。」964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMZAwe3f9vR
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「亦換句話說…只要情緒上處理到既就無問題。」妍妍舉一反三。964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ca65aFtwD
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「無錯，呢位小姐幾聰明，黎，獎你食糖。」964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXZ3TL4uqb
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「多謝醫生…？」妍妍笑著卻把糖塞到我口中，挺甜的，但不關糖的事。964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81xXIO7l0u
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「心碎症並無專門療法，亦無需要，因為病人既心臟本來就係健康，馬川遊你亦後生，本身無心臟毛病…但心病還需心藥醫，疏導情緒，排解壓力先係最重要。」964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfxR4v9gnrB
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醫生收起報告，瞄瞄計時器，這傢伙是有多餓啦。964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxY5uj7yYb
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「唔該醫生。」我苦笑。964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPyrm0PiSIq
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但疏導情緒，排解壓力？964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGucFjGS48l
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你開點遺忘藥我吧。964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHHYlxd8wEq
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人類身體其中一個缺點，就是沒法主動遺忘。964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK39uKGinss
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「朝早醫生巡房會再同你跟進，無事既好快走得，請你好好休息，記住，其他心臟病病人呢句或者唔岩用，但你岩用，心病還需心藥醫，解鈴還需保齡球。」964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOO875MFUsX
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醫生似乎在努力地逗我笑，但只是爛得發笑擺了。964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVVDyDEoiuM
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「俾下面笑兩聲好唔好？」他說，「我諗左好耐。」964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ78rWRpozES
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「幾耐。」我問。964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfr2TAIezNC
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「嗶嗶嗶嗶」計時器響起。964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbSCTwDDTGA
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「三分鐘。」他說。964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9btZ8yij1J
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這不就是煮杯麵時才順道硬擠出來嗎！難怪這樣勉強！964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbhCsCTpAkG
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醫生和護士收好用具和文件便離去，這是一房二人的那種病房，另一張床沒人，房中只剩我和妍妍。964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGcB8hyTRg
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「點解你會係度？」964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgTJJaqOxpx
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「我搵唔到你，問姨姨先知你係醫院。」妍妍說，「所以咪黎睇下你，係你應承一世記住我，我先唔準你咁快就完左呢一世。」964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTHmXwJWJsJ
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「……對唔住。」964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJsXhBtkxdS
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她看著我：「你個樣好唔開心。」964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfuPCo0QKVx
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「少少…如果你眼訓既…」我說。964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzynzCd9Ef2
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「我就會係度訓。」她說。964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlxKqyqNhb6
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「唔好啦，多病毒。」我說，「走左之後記得洗手，最好沖涼。」964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlc4kj9LHMm
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「我會等到姨姨佢地黎為止，放心，我通知左佢地。」964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd9PQb5nZVj
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「妍妍，我係要自己一個靜下…」我搖頭說。964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLgJlstfW0
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「咁我同你一齊靜。」964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDfe6tJs6mC
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似乎妍妍堅持起來也是叫人頭痛的那種。964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJYnK1mnIk
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「你點都要痴住我？」964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYnJuBn3Cu2
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「嗯。」她說，「你大把責任要對我負。」964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPkA6oHfuw9
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我露出挑戰眼神說：「咁我去廁所。」964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJgCO68vu6j
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妍妍冷笑一聲：「我未見過？」964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEemheEI0AF
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這…！964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡso4y5eA03Z
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被她反將一步棋的我拿她沒辦法，只能去廁所解決後乖乖躺回床上。964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ89RYJ7pHWQ
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「睇黎你搵到答案啊。」妍妍拿著一本求職雜誌在床頭昏黃燈光下閱讀。964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhaIvp4BmnJ
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「嗯，搵到。」964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh98vklNos8
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「係會搞到你心碎症既答案…好既唔靈醜既靈。」964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOIl8kchuN8
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「我唔想提。」964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd9GdygjmwW
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「又無叫你提。」她舉起筆圈起一些招聘會的廣告。964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZrtBV18Y4i
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都甚麼年代了，還看求職雜誌找工作，她只是想找個理由陪著我吧。964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXNUL816xN
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我還要欠她幾多才夠？964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg6lsGzMOia
964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVYyLnQWUQ2
更加…我還不可以向她提童桐的事，嫌還不夠多人知道嗎？即使沒有露臉，但童桐的身體以至最私密的地方，可是有上千人同時觀看…964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXZPM2kOZf
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…嗚…心又隱隱作痛…964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcgIkRn4AqU
964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJa3FfLW6y
「你冷靜D。」妍妍扔下雜誌捉住我的手，打斷我的思路。964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm7no5jBN6C
964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgGZ58VSOsb
看似一臉輕鬆的她手心滿是汗，微抖的捉住我的手，側頭憂心忡忡地望住心電圖的頻率，另一手已經碰著召喚鈴，隨時準備按下去。964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡctPtUrdGd6
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她也很會照顧人呢。964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMOxevrXLLk
964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3pfNSQ4KJ8
「唔好激動，你依加個心唔受得。」她說。964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFBZF7SWyF
964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡayKu679LdZ
還好我這程度，這環境，還有妍妍在…應該能行。964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ24MHd0Z52Q
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冥想開始。964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYFVucRM9ZQ
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明鏡…964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZvawe3YEE2
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「久仰大名Dora小姐」「哈欠…多謝今日陪我。」「我就黎都睇唔到你。」「無論出面幾大風幾雨都好…你就係我旁邊，就係對面陪住我。」「感覺上你個邊，我個邊，早就無咩分別。」964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZIpzw9v7j
964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHz9bpDStWl
明…明鏡止水。964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4BOxg2gue
964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHuzQ0ZGnJ
「呼…」緩長呼氣的我，勉強地以冥想心法把心率壓下去。964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5CiQR7Djw
964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnmt7OKs81U
「你可以主動控制心跳？超能力黎？」妍妍傻眼。964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpaQ4uHudw3
964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGGNlZeNILT
「唔係控制啦，只係用冥想平伏心情，射箭用…不過都有佢極限。」964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRyRgJ1HbLI
964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCOaJ6WUoB4
我把頭枕回升起的病床上閉上眼休息，雖說只有手指頭刺痛著，但全身無力，妍妍捉住我的手也不敢放開。964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0cxypOqYc
964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpTojFTOn8y
「捉住你隻手但我諗住另一個人，我係唔係好衰？」我自責地說。964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJqLn9NWdSB
964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXM7PJrbBx6
妍妍這時卻安慰我：「我慣晒架啦。」964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZcXf2cpQL
964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZOLblUhl2
不知道她是說當她的EX牽著她手時心中想著另一人，還是身為 PTGF的她客人總不會真心只記掛著一人。964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZSmNDGEXj
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但習慣了這種情況，其實也很糟糕吧。964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRFmSy1FMtB
964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH90lVYuiJr
「你搵工既話，我問下我阿媽？」我說。964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ66HJc3eWM7
964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7oySJeMSF
「姨姨？」964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYx0uQ9YKTZ
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「嗯，佢生我之前係龍頭獵頭公司既HR總監，雖然性格有Ｄ扭曲，但係都樂於助人個Ｄ黎。你想返Ｄ咩工？就算唔係你個行，唔太過份既有佢推薦都應該無咩問題…」964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSuIxL8dyJ1
964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvBHQVuO8u8
「好啦好啦，你又覺得對我唔住？」964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnYfosNuvO4
964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaj3i9h4XkJ
「…嗯。」964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR43mfDOsQc
964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmH7p8AusKN
「咁樣對你個心唔好，唔好再諗啦好無？乖。」妍妍輕抱我，把我的頭埋向她胸前輕蹭，馬上心跳率又上升了，這才是對心臟不好吧。964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNjK55NefSX
964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeIG2X6utvU
「你要既就搵我，我阿爸都識唔少人。」964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF3VAhcF8fX
964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLyp9eMM2o1
「我本身仲有Model Job既Freelance，IG賣下衫，儲左都唔少錢去Working Holidays ，你唔使擔心我，更加唔好覺得對我唔住好無？」妍妍溫柔地說，「最緊要係你，你學識少少自私喇。」964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkVBvNoPRGa
964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWA9XXL1Krd
「俾童桐帶壞左。」我苦笑。964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqoiRBRjlQt
964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkWcNmJizM
我和她那種說不清，朦朦朧朧的關係目前似乎沒有明確定義的必要。964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXCPEab9876
964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGPkkHOxr6g
「…你連昏迷個時都叫住童桐個名，老實講我好羨慕。」妍妍說，「但係我知道，即使你已經知道答案，你都唔會一下子就放棄佢。」964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1qqObMzts0
964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMgC3uu1tQF
童桐是Dora，我知道了。964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6qcELW8JMX
964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5zGBYdWoWh
那麼我們從此恩斷義絕，老死不相往來…才不會這樣。964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0SREdG0Q5S
964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLG06LOD0nC
但我不知道如何再面對她。964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7X3Pj4PKta
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恐怕她也不知道如何面對我吧。964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs37dBZJzje
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要些時間。964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRvl8yyaJMb
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我點點頭。964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeN3VetA2tS
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「好在個日你無同我一齊。」妍妍說。964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj1dqpfd0og
964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡthwusRN5Zk
「下？」964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbWPDM98lEJ
964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9YMCyvB6yG
「如果唔係，受傷既就會係我地全部。」妍妍說。964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR3axCEZaT1
964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNjEyzEjVqk
是這樣嗎，但我，童桐，妍妍三人本來早就遍體鱗傷了。964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡklSvDtV9EC
964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyEjSMoaQee
「你黎陪我但我唔可以同你講咩事，對唔住。」964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUrHzRaf7C9
964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡki0NYnUP0Q
「…唔好用咁既表情係度無啦啦道歉。」妍妍說，「要報答我既就健健康康出返去，搞掂你同童桐之間D事。」964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM4Vd8Tp2c2
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有可能嗎。964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡesogBKKB8q
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人是沒法主動遺忘的，難怪有人說無知是幸福。964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxfDRiQAdyh
964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbWUZ5bQUSl
不知道童桐另一面，傻呼呼的住在她旁邊，間中打情罵俏曖昧一下的我…那時我是何等的幸福。964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeqfXv7LU9i
964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu2G7JzKUfZ
紅藥丸和藍藥丸，我也許不會像Neo那樣選擇。964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSaWatDzZJW
964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfRbNi0myT6
我們都憧憬泡影，因為夢幻泡影通常是美好的。964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkf3Os4IcfU
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現實之殘酷，未必人人能受得住，例如我的心臓。964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKErms9Paz3
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但如果我不是對童桐痴迷成這樣，我大概也不會直接心碎症入院吧。就如我根本不介意妍妍是PTGF一樣，做了甚麼真的不要緊，重點是…964Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3xxTuwW9V8
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…我也說不上了。
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