夢醒來了。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBW2TcDW0kx
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不論是昨天的那個。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxkrcY4WXuG
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還是從孩童時期開始的那個。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡptpOHtSvWE
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早上８時。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4CgsAzs0Mw
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「嗶嗶嗶，嗶嗶嗶！」1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4CSwKPQFSi
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我拍熄鬧鐘，結果它自動轉成了收音機。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPSDuNENKJt
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「斯里蘭卡經濟一夜間突然崩潰，有專家以”雪崩＂形容，根據外電報道…」1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtAaQV4PR3S
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直接拔電！1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCrgDpoPPxy
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房中又回歸了平靜，我把電池扔到一旁，喘一口氣躺回床上。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7xk4wW76MD
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這下子該怎麼辦？我扶扶額頭，以眼角餘光望向躺在我旁邊全身赤裸的妍妍，沒想到最後我和她還是越過了那一線。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmcU60SimSZ
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本來應該是目標達成，處男畢業，我應該歡呼才對，但現在心頭更多的卻是不安。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUu5tA3WoOb
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz13Jl7XbYa
明明沒有對不起任何人，我又為何這樣動搖？我的良心為何在責難我？1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFCpfsw1ZPm
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxj4ZHNtolx
我聽從了自己的感覺行動和妍妍渡過了這一春宵，現在本應消失的另一個盤算卻好像冤魂不散似的，要把我從內撕裂！昨晚的躊躇沈澱成劇毒，鑽入我的骨髓中折磨著我！1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ4mxV8LkBe
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…總之，先穿回褲子洗個臉吧。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡipHh7SnBj8
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我到床尾執回自己的褲子和內褲穿好，跑到浴室胡亂梳洗一下。已經接近枯萎的體力經過一晚的睡眠後已回到了最低水平，至少現在能站穩。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGsGg0XZ7dB
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妍妍還沒醒呢，她也筋疲力盡了吧。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpdIDY7s7tU
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlRW5nUk6gg
感覺現在跑掉會使情況更加糟糕，所以我在妍妍家廚房搜索了一輪，然後熟練地煮起了早餐。油香四溢，感覺這早上要多吃點蛋白質補充一下。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSROXqOnqIF
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親身上陣比想像中更累人啊。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7TTG8km0KL
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW18jwIlH6a
不知道是香氣還是聲音，妍妍從睡房中探出頭來：「嘩，第一次事後朝早有人煮埋早餐俾我食。」1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb08auQ3cip
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeTECzMne5c
再炒一隻蛋。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVS4vk6OmFO
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJUvFgzutq
「煮慣晒。」我說，「希望岩你食，我係你間屋只搵到呢Ｄ。」1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8zFZ600lq
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSNNdTdOboX
「哦，我買返黎放架咋，我本身懶煮飯。」1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8BIDneNRS7
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8N4DJ14Pl
「你去刷牙洗面先，就搞掂。」1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9tRIJnOdr
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再再炒一隻蛋好了。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9mWYqYPGVo
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把早餐擺好，將幾乎全新的圍巾掛回原處後我坐下來等正在梳洗的妍妍。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ98muG7hmfz
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZyTEsWRRB
……屋中靜得耳朵發痛，這已經不是安靜。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPCcsHGRMtI
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這是冷清。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0LTocL3vHs
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當中的分別是…我們的家，我們居住的空間或多或少也有一些和我們掛勾的東西，飾物之類吧。我屋有我和童桐的合照，亞基成長的照片，我拿過的獎牌獎盃。無論是童桐的毛公仔，Beta的飛機杯，程太家中的刺繡之類，除了是一個空間外，家應該是我們留下歲月痕跡的地方。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEUuG0D08i2
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但這兒…甚麼也沒有。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqI7VGnP8Xn
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAnTWtIMrzA
牆上是空的，廚櫃的調味料連包裝也沒有打開，電視櫃內的遙控已經封塵。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvfiZQ3hfMm
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm6qFRGKkBt
相比起「家」，妍妍的這個單位我更覺得像是一個戲棚，只是裝成家的樣子，但根本只有表象，內在…1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡembIFVFOS8
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…甚麼也沒有。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLPUkHdXpdm
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這就是我所感受到的「冷清」，按我媽的說法就是沒有「人氣」吧。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1CAEa4ZerQ
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正常來說準備好早餐後我應該會玩著手機等她，但是現在我對自己的手機只感到恐懼。手機還躺在豆袋沙發上吹著冷氣，早就因為電池耗盡而黑屏。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk56vBCupAK
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8DO9EFdBDO
不過叉電線就在手機旁邊不到兩米，手機只要一插便能復活，但我卻不敢這樣做。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbl0aEhyQjs
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ytSQaU6iP
爸媽先不說，童桐會有多少個未接來電，未讀訊息？1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh5CsMXWfyR
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbWf7y03PJz
明明妍妍說叫我別再理童桐，我就是沒法…真的沒辦法。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo6TzGmCQQf
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5tT6BUSPrI
「唉。」我嘆一口氣，因為打從心底覺得自己無藥可救1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCHHNKvgqZO
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「晨早流流唉聲嘆氣做咩？」化好淡妝的妍妍冷不勝防地從後出現環抱著我，從後把頭輕輕枕到我肩上。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeGpIkLwl0W
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGcd1cIh6Lu
「哦無，我驚亞基無早餐食拆屋。」我撒謊。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0yMuWcYXPL
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdPSBS7Tlop
「……」妍妍表情微妙，然後放開我站起來，「收音機既電，你拆既？」1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlSiraI9MoD
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9k4bbSxjBt
我苦笑：「我對斯里蘭卡經濟雪崩無咩興趣。」1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrTGuPcccmk
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXRDM9obz31
「你撳呢度就熄到。」她把裝好電池的收音機型鬧鐘展示給我看，「我啊…自己一個人住，有時候全日都唔會同人講野，咁亦代表全日都唔會聽到人講野，所以我好似d老人家咁。部收音機除左做鬧鐘，夜晚有時都會聽下等間屋無咁靜，係唔係…好老套？」1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡECLWyzwPbG
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字句中，滲透著落寞。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHuT4TphWPS
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1wxL9b9HP1
剛剛屋中的冷寂感浮現腦海。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuS7IsDPZEZ
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJtOdAOalU
回想起剛剛她說有人為她寫早餐，那份發自內心的喜悅和喜出望外…1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSC3yLBuAPO
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…叫我心痛。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPuisvLfh79
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwgUysKdaVc
「點會老土啫。」我說，「今時今日一天都係衛星，我仲練緊射箭喔？」1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYjZpMqgXWF
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvADCB8YpYo
妍妍吃笑：「依加我知你射野叻啦…我地都就黎俾１０後叫阿姨，食早餐啦，唔使等我…咁多炒蛋?」1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ585VcT2imm
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJSQx7JwxB
「易整。」1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4pnIe19PFJ
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3jfHmxRN5t
我把那句以形補形吞回肚中。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBwqBhgMhte
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhieYfJPek0
妍妍與我都好像有種默契：誰也不正面提及昨晚的事，誰也不確認我們現在的關係，直到早餐完結為止我們都處於這種曖昧狀態之中。
終於連碗也洗完，我和她坐到沙發上，她摟住我的手臂把頭靠到我肩上。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa6otdMsGt4
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「……」1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqieMrnWFK3
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「……」1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTD8XWgJ1O2
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我們都不願打破這寧靜。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6XGDIMLq7w
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5Qo5c3kXp
我是她的甚麼人？她是我的甚麼人？朋友？但我們有這種關係；性伴？但我們只有過一晚這種關係；一夜情？我又不覺得止步於這種關係；情侶？我們誰也沒有向過對方表白，甚至—1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy3tdjw2MHS
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP2PC1DEJJj
—甚至知道我們對彼此都沒有愛情。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2MDCWj55Qc
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她只是想找人提供一個肩膊，一種慰藉；我只是想找機會鬆開煞車，試圖否定童桐是我的世界中心。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5z2TOGa7dj
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC6jwuVjBFX
老天，我做了甚麼。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡThuoxCRT9n
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJdzEMVWG8
感覺糟透了，我指心理上，五味雜陳也沒法形容現在我的感受，好像把所有人際關係塞進攪拌機打成一團然後喝掉，不難喝，但味道過於複雜混沌，難以陳述。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRgoexKxwrt
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpV5XhYM06R
「之後…你有咩打算？」我先開口，感覺在沒有感情基礎下和她有了這種關係，有點佔她便宜，所以我心中或多或少有種負責任的感覺，剛剛那頓早餐是，現在先行開口也是，我希望使她感受到我的關心。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSwomPJeZA0
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYEgrT20nnq
「…我應該唔再做ＰＴＧＦ。」1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK0lwNyZD9U
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXrOLH9UDMQ
「都好既，你係唔係就畢業？」妍妍比我大一年。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLX7owagwQW
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQU6ypRBHk
「就快。」她說，「諗緊…都係唔搵工住。」1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpqY639u6K2
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxAPN5jYhX
「抖下先？」1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs6ezLuoC5I
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhqkQ5Rav37
「嗯，我可能去個長旅行， Working Holidays之類。」她說，「我都唔知，我個人無咩計劃，可能話過去咁多年…我都無任何方向，得過且過，依加有種從新出發既感覺。」1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiz2RcmKN3F
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡORoOjNrYo3
她口中沒有一絲自由的喜悅，我想起情聖說看到我鎖定目標卯盡全力的身姿。我和妍妍可能有類似的過去，但我們的背影大概不一樣吧。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIwCyjbvfX4
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYtxBWLVv9t
「你會搵到既。」1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAvo2TnNs7P
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsLSEuM5Ovz
「…你唔係會同我一齊既咩。」妍妍卻說。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXXutMNCH65
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKXzgGEbT0F
「……」1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq5WEM7ZIev
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「其他人即使岩Feel，我信任佢…都未至於做到呢個地步。」她說，「你對我黎講已經係…最特別既人，呀遊。」1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP008BrsGZ8
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzbAJu8T2OG
妍妍已經說得好婉轉了，現在她已經把交球權交到我手上。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKhj89Hgeca
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0eUuyroZWV
她閃亮的眼神，又有點期待，又有點害怕。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnv6ukOYHLR
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa1xSAFaxhF
「…對唔住。」1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xogbAvPw6
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她先是默靜了片刻。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAhMzXFgszh
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRxiSxC8KQv
「點解要道歉？」1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTRQmRXTmbn
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLKdDfD1wsW
我搖頭說：「如果你想我同你起一齊，我好榮幸，係我修到既福氣，我亦都好樂意，搵一日我會正式向你再表白一次，然後正式係一樣…」1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQDETevPhuo
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7QnZLcG1r2
她嘴角揚起。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxVqFeZ5ynS
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvs5BRovfrQ
「…但係。」1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw8iB4pwF5c
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpFbCB4croR
她嘴角塌下。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMgn0X9APaI
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8MuURRgJvT
「我心入面仲有童桐，我仲未完全放低到佢，當然我可以呃住自己再呃埋你同你一齊，但我…唔想咁對你，我唔可以明知道自己仲掛住佢既情況下同你係埋一齊。」1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbG9xf0vQEA
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「………」我未見過妍妍這樣抑鬱的臉。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOpefQdd352
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那不但是傷心，更加是絕望，對上一次看到這表情是在被核彈爆破的植嵐晨臉上。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhOsQ8owQHM
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糟糕糟糕糟糕糟糕糟糕糟糕！1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡscmegpYbgC
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJdXw66zv0
發現自己鑄成大錯的我手足無措：「我，我，我會努力去忘記佢…然後同你係埋一齊！你你你俾少少時間，我處理好我同童桐之間既事，我就會…」1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHcnzIc9Gf1
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTEUrnmRzQ4
「你唔好呃人，馬川遊。」妍妍冷冷地說，她眼中充滿了冰冷。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd27HuTnDAs
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…我就說了，我從來不是甚麼好人。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡow9WFODkWz
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYB7qGNuNzr
「我無呃你，我會努力忘記佢…」1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB5Ozz69Wg2
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrz3G6qOjlt
「你係度呃緊既唔係我，係你自己。」妍妍凝視著我說。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhuu48mTaPe
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「……」我無言以對。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxzwrWyM756
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「我都係過來人，我都曾經同你都一樣，曾經將一個人視為我既一切，我既全部！」她痛心地掩著胸口說，「根本無可能！無論過幾耐都無可能忘記到！你唔止想呃我！仲要連自己都呃埋！！」1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUC19FZBFSV
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回音在寧靜的房間中激蕩，窗邊花瓶折射的晨光也如凝結了一樣。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGwjdmgWME
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「……我…」我沒法斬釘截鐵的否定她。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡayECFzdkBS
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由於壓制率不足，呀遊處於兩頭唔到岸的心理狀況
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡezt8w2i6tD
「我唔想做衰人。」妍妍說，「唔好搞到我逼你係我同佢之間揀一個咁。」1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwMtFuNs0zO
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcw7S8FoObE
不，童桐沒有錯，妍妍也沒有錯。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINRJX3r84u
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錯的只是我罷了。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsomINbnOg4
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8OBW1Q0Kb0
我才是那個最該死的垃圾，沒想到連我也有成為渣男，賤男的一天。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyoVmEMpvjO
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡskdz0JgatO
「我本來就唔期望你會放得低佢。」妍妍黯然地說，「…我係度期望咩啫…唔通你真係會放低佢…然後同我一齊咩。我只係個PTGF…俾錢就可以擁有既人…童桐係你眼中係完美女神…由細玩到大既青梅竹馬，我又點及得上佢…」1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXTPfDXslGd
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Y5LRDPTUl
一連串的喃喃自語我盡數聽到耳中，本來打算安慰妍妍的我，在一晚的縱慾後成為了傷害她的另一個混蛋。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUR4LnMePEd
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡASHG669QzF
老實說，我希望妍妍痛揍我一頓，這樣我心可能會好過一點。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ24cpZ2Bbk6
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX1Qj1mKaBO
我連說抱歉也覺得更抱歉，我不知道可以怎麼辦，果然沒有感情基礎就不應該在這兒過這一晚嗎。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqgCtUVGtbk
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這種級別的關係困境，已經不是我可以解決得了。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr60AvhNzE1
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面如死灰的我走向手機插回叉電線，開機。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgSL9Z8XBWh
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未讀訊息：７1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsX7fKdct8X
［來自阿媽的２個未讀訊息］1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsor9nc7Ncl
［來自童桐的４個未讀訊息］1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Ssu2AweI2
［來自英姐的１個未讀訊息］1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYTxJbKLXk
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ22bSTL4M0U
我通通無視，打開Beta情聖所在的群組，輸入：「黑色警報，集合時間２３００」1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFPGGJdIN9A
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[OK] Beta1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC0DxzhWtMH
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[黑色！？你唔同童桐一齊左咩，ＯＫ喇不過，不過個個時間我應該睇緊大瀑布未必收到漫遊]在渡蜜月的情聖。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKEUUpy7eod
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加拿大時差是１２小時，但情聖還是照樣答應。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡprZ0oUPE1B
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWAj3llr1QK
鎖機後我轉身坐回妍妍身邊，她臉上的愁雲慘霧沒有消散過，看到她這樣我也很難過。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ60RBx5Q8wd
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKlb0WkOfP
「…」喃喃自語完畢的她看著我，然後說，「我唔係個Ｄ…依加我係你既人，你就要負責任個種，其實尋晚對我黎講只係好平常。只係…你知唔知自己想點？呀遊。」1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzjaCIzKQLF
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2PX8CrRUuZ
平日那個成熟知性的她似乎回來了些許。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8fwTHiJVE
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7KCFACKz8V
不，好似不對勁？1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOlZHX04BEK
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「…我唔想你傷心。」我說出心底話。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0ctt9J98q
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡItEQDBuWKg
和童桐平日的那種一哭二罵三掀桌比，妍妍的確是在我和認真討論我們之間的關係。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz56ZO90iWA
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM1d1V1Kryp
「但係我又放低唔到童桐。」這也是心底話。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoh9bPlj18R
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNqtoGJ6P4o
「我亦唔想你扭曲自己，一邊掛住童桐而硬夾同我係一齊。」她苦笑,「點可以要你放低一個你愛既人，同一個你唔愛既人一齊？如果係咁，我就好自私。」1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNFQl0KYrdz
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但我可能是。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYKRk8kzB4
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「…你真係好好。」我說，「唉，我尋晚…或者真係唔應該…」1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeIqg2OP0Zz
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡALgCjGZ0rB
老實說我那時也是十五十六，可能沒這樣少，大概是七十多對八十多吧。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwSaELnD2kj
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnurIWwheyf
「我尋晚好開心，喊得好痛快，之後…都好享受。」她說，「你唔使覺得後悔。」1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp07jmaZDBl
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTdjHHIaBX
「…但我依加好似對你唔住咁。」我說，「明明無打算同你係一齊，但又同你…」1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtVByZJaM5b
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF2Kue35lmC
「我本來就唔應該期望你放得低佢，依加咁樣我都有份自己攞黎。」她哭著搖頭說，「其實我都唔知自己對你係咩感覺。」1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjWasxVjiBu
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解決辦法我真的想不到。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZBUmobiiRn
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但接下來妍妍的那一句，重擊了我的心坎。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCeWVatqo5a
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoIG90dDz30
「但係你再咁樣…我怕我真係會鐘意左你，呀遊。」
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ73GyzcNNd
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7CdeQFTlBF
和妍妍在一起，我便扭曲了自己，即使我自己願意也辦不到，她也不樂見。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAA0tynV9kg
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3yKLrgi3bu
放棄妍妍，我和她之間的關係更加是不知所謂，而且我也成為了傷害她的人。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeKGT1H78En
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我們已經走到了死胡同。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPmQNpT0Gu9
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「記唔記得尋日我話童桐一定有一個原因先唔做你女朋友?」妍妍說,「就好似你依加唔同我一齊既原因係童桐一樣。」1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYwmB6GtcDO
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhXPRvPg4F9
「…嗯。」1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhKvhBzAig1
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「或者你應該搞清楚呢個原因係咩，先至再諗我同你之後點算。」妍妍說。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7lZ4BbU4xP
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqU7MjNzsc7
不，我知道她在打甚麼主意。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfa8DqLPfI
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「個原因係咩，我都唔會放棄童…」1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡILN8VUwg76
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH0HpafW9YL
「你諗清楚先好講。」妍妍瞬速打斷我的狂言。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡesG9VDkfO7
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「…」1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9A26jxAYvu
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「你咩意思。」1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhrUlblxcGV
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「對我黎講，你唔同我一齊既原因就係童桐。」妍妍說，「佢既原因係咁既份量，咁既級數，而且我同你之間係無感情基礎，而你，童桐兩個之間係有，佢咁都拒絕你…佢個個原因既嚴重程度，恐怕超乎你想像。」1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhh3K03igKB
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Vx1COXbiL
「……」我突然心中生畏。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ015MF5arPD
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到底是…甚麼的理由？1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDv6W0jxxtp
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡafjn4Lmrip
妍妍有著情聖一樣對於人際關係的洞悉和掌握，她的分析合理得叫我恐慌。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkpl2XNp1f
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8DXAUdKDYL
「所以到時你搞清楚決定放棄童桐既。」她欺近我身前，「我又未必會肯同你一齊，你準備繼續打飛機喇，Ａ０遊。」1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ80VP6jO7wi
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…妍妍竟然…1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIubHTbaA7l
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKo2RvFigiG
「…多謝你。」我已經明白了她的心意。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEiXsZnZjPz
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Rw5rqKal7
「嗄？做咩無啦啦多謝我，我，我要脅緊你喎，我，我明明笑緊你A０，做咩…」1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEzMYnAMZmQ
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她只是在給我一個下台階。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFlu63r9TE1
1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVEg0vlKZIc
妍妍為了我不要這樣苦惱，故意叫我去查清童桐的那個原因，使我不用繼續在這死胡同中打轉，使我可以繼續前進，不用理會她，掌握著所謂的初心，所謂的理想，所謂的目標志向初衷決意真愛！！1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIHtCuEmq1O
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那麼。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJmeWgkp2E
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當下困在迷宮之中的人。1062Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmFEKWm18BO
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便只剩下妍妍自己。
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