那晚在我家,從警局回來後,我媽攔住拿東西去童桐那邊的我。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAfcJzvFUkN1
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAk2Weqinqqt
「喂,你有幾鐘意童桐?」我媽問。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAoejFtjPpdJ
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAeWYquda2Mi
「要幾鐘意就有幾鐘意。」我。1062Please respect copyright.PENANARS3aQuF7iY
1062Please respect copyright.PENANA1YwMr30aF0
「照顧佢一世,用一世人陪佢對抗呢個病你願唔願意?講緊既係一生一世。」我媽問。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAP3cVyqAJJG
1062Please respect copyright.PENANA1rJl2xjeao
「幾多世都願意。」我口出狂言。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAizFG6lzTi2
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAOKCNlZ3gsy
「既然係咁。」我媽舉起右手,「就交呢個俾你。」
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAfWv9QCY2p7
1062Please respect copyright.PENANATKlhvIRVhG
當晚我媽把手上的兩枚戒指之一脫了下來,放到我心中。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAXQur4Fm5hK
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAZ9aPD1zjHJ
「咩黎…」1062Please respect copyright.PENANAE47mA30Tdd
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAtP2DIDD6zn
「你馬家既家傳戒指,本身唔貴,但係係由你太嫲傳到黎我手上。」1062Please respect copyright.PENANAmb7YWgZBGU
1062Please respect copyright.PENANA6gh5weuY5B
這比起單純昂貴還要珍貴吧!1062Please respect copyright.PENANAouIs2Nrsno
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAFRdIi1KlV0
我媽輕推我手指,使我以手心輕輕握住:「呢隻戒指話傳女唔傳男,有女既就傳俾個女,無女既就傳俾個仔既新抱。」1062Please respect copyright.PENANA6JwdX3yUDM
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAN5Za6slgxn
但我媽這凝重的表情是前所無見的。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAzqSWUQjoYq
1062Please respect copyright.PENANA7OcDFDXPo6
「而且一經送出去,就唔可以收返,更加只可以係結婚前送…你阿爸當日就係送俾我做訂婚戒指。」1062Please respect copyright.PENANA8P1zGP41bd
1062Please respect copyright.PENANA4XLyYkqzSf
換句話說,有在結婚前送出去,後來卻沒有一生一世的風險。但因為不能收回的規則,這代代相傳的戒指便會從此失落。1062Please respect copyright.PENANALmGIHjCygL
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAIV45iQFiXE
「但點解突然…」1062Please respect copyright.PENANAFJ2JGyqMzi
1062Please respect copyright.PENANABEIUxyZSdx
我媽的笑容之中信心滿滿:「因為我專登向童桐講過呢隻戒指既事。」1062Please respect copyright.PENANAlt5XeLCxdF
1062Please respect copyright.PENANA9VKOvOdpWN
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAx4IGqDYcgm
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAyI9Bv8GeHT
因為河水暴漲,從沉沒的辛巴二號到街道上倒不難,跳到水中游兩步便到。這兒不像剛剛那程死亡航海,河水的水面升高淹到大街小巷中,使水流並不急,但待會兒風眼過境後便難說。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAOMFkhKMYo6
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAU7eUofpdlz
「童~~桐~!!」1062Please respect copyright.PENANArFlHUAHEFk
1062Please respect copyright.PENANArXgktqNpdN
「桐……桐………桐……………」1062Please respect copyright.PENANAKN9a1NScmW
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAfU0N9HwCxi
我回音在風眼中回蕩,卻未有人回應。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAhF1OcYAVyi
1062Please respect copyright.PENANA6AMO2y97JV
辛巴二號這樣暴力靠岸,加上現在大澳恍如鬼城,在這兒的童桐應該聽到才對。1062Please respect copyright.PENANArmRPtHD6Rx
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAwYvcbDpPi1
去關帝廟看一看嗎?時間不多了,沒有賭輸的餘裕。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAfwzF618ObR
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAiOXAVpwMiD
耳邊只有腳下泛濫河水的嘩啦嘩啦聲,我自己的呼吸聲也顯得吵耳,心跳聲更是愈聽愈叫我自己不安,她不會在這段期間出事吧。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAIK3rjU1Xsq
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAAGY64FPQdI
…等等。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAGbfZPRbZtU
1062Please respect copyright.PENANACxWmJvlESB
我靈光一閃。1062Please respect copyright.PENANA4w7jsgVjrW
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAY1bSbhSVej
如果是童桐的話,的確會這樣犯傻。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAMNI4AGOkSM
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAOTrRwyjzZM
…我了解她。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAdDjCXV8g0b
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAvMGjJAHtAf
這種感覺我知道,這很難解釋,大概是我代入了童桐的位置,去思考如果是她按這些客觀條件會怎樣行動,這樣的瞎猜。1062Please respect copyright.PENANApuV5cTPiyh
1062Please respect copyright.PENANA6gheECHpBl
我自己會稱之為默契,只屬我們青梅竹馬之間的默契。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAl86NvGOcip
1062Please respect copyright.PENANA2l3D00dBpY
我鼓起對自己的信心,我鼓起對童桐的信心,轉身往關帝廟反方向走去。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAGD9N7oKyUm
1062Please respect copyright.PENANA7VhOwukOJd
「…天…沙沙…文台……十號颶風信號現正……過境…市民請勿…沙…水邊…沙…留係安全地方…」1062Please respect copyright.PENANACIOh9zooev
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAehFAqp1TO3
街市攤擋不知那處有收音機未關閉,加上空空如也的街道,只有我一人涉水前行,感覺就像甚麼災難電影一樣,眼角甚至看到有些昆蟲之類游到水中。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAJwtp3CvLN7
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAgGiUZS4Nqf
這樣恐佈的地方,童桐竟然自己待了兩天。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAFEbaZeamDF
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAaxW7zj8rvG
…要快點才行。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAHeT2RzFljO
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAS2dVdhyE3C
「痴撚線…」抬頭看,風眼的雲牆無聲地旋動,潛藏於藍天白雲後的是撕裂天地的毀滅之風。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAwyjXLR0KjU
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAa6ztksRZAo
機會只有一次,這是以我的全部換來,只有一次的機會。1062Please respect copyright.PENANARSUJiqyv4b
1062Please respect copyright.PENANABMCld9SfCR
我自己一個走在化為鬼城的水鄉之中,每走一步身體和直覺也告訴我要馬上離開,因為這兒極為危險。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAWf2iGicvk5
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAmWWllCyyET
但是我卻一而再再而三地違背我的直覺,同時直直另一邊的海傍走去,正是那間文物酒店所在的海傍。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAwwapqaGCEm
1062Please respect copyright.PENANApQSdbX5TZa
我退縮過很多次,我放棄過很多次。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAt7mZoGT9xQ
1062Please respect copyright.PENANA7ND81PpLgL
但現在即使是不是情侶,我們有沒有將來也好,把童桐帶離這險境…我也是責無旁貸吧。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAlPlpTbtTz8
1062Please respect copyright.PENANA5vzY4Gixxm
我可是親口答應過她的。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAQa7V4jVqve
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAvfFkr4CSTN
這邊不但是在海邊,更加突出在防波堤和避風塘外,直面一望無際的汪洋,由古蹟改建而成的酒店立於風暴之中,孤單地挑望著空無一物的蒼海。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAubzeJGsYcg
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAIZifnbgHOw
童桐再笨也不會離開相對安全的市中心前往這邊。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAJiWjU4uMVu
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAGUbr1tinxQ
除非她聽到了辛巴二號強行靠岸的巨響,然後卻以為我們在這邊靠岸。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAhqchjBqebS
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAIFXrrBINua
但是。1062Please respect copyright.PENANA9omnOhyB6C
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAVwjRL4DJsG
當我來到沉入海中的海傍時,那兒卻空無一人。1062Please respect copyright.PENANArGWPhnZMjl
1062Please respect copyright.PENANA3g9MiP3igj
…1062Please respect copyright.PENANAXrChwFoq3C
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAr7cPcJUF6H
「唉,童桐…」1062Please respect copyright.PENANARW6iGspFNj
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAx52v35AMPl
…失敗了嗎。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAv67EjZ20nA
1062Please respect copyright.PENANADZK87O4VXV
果然連我對她的了解也是我自作多情嗎?1062Please respect copyright.PENANAEVIwcKea6M
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAp5JRmlQjiW
果然從頭到尾都只是我的美好幻覺嗎?1062Please respect copyright.PENANAB1PVsGAk17
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAkqEfUPLjry
我抹去眼角的淚花,用意志掙扎出最後的體力,揉揉滿是瘀傷的臉,準備轉身繼續尋找。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAb3KFCTN93u
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAA8SJHSwxni
但是原來童桐也了解我。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAgJycIJ06dY
1062Please respect copyright.PENANASminh6gppU
更令我心動的是她還了解「我對她的了解」1062Please respect copyright.PENANACXdyAQaHZ9
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAFsTNd2QV7V
「呀遊…」1062Please respect copyright.PENANAo1oNneSvZb
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAIciKM1WhB2
不惜穿過風暴也要尋覓的那個身影,就在我回身剎那站在我面前。1062Please respect copyright.PENANArFE22E1ZIX
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAJoQMpGB55g
她就在那兒。1062Please respect copyright.PENANA91He16N92V
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAWb8JRzmiey
我的青梅竹馬就在那兒。1062Please respect copyright.PENANA0c1fwyvIfP
1062Please respect copyright.PENANA11nsLVJxaH
我的女朋友就在那兒。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAi0Tu4VxC2i
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAUGWcVkMrqC
「童…」1062Please respect copyright.PENANAVIzMbUBAYF
1062Please respect copyright.PENANATxr5iCczOm
牽腸掛肚的她,就在身後一步之遙。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAlzOSxonpYn
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAz9FXD3klSh
「童桐…」1062Please respect copyright.PENANAu7fFf3JtMx
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAMLMKx44tFQ
而且還是實實在在的在我面前,不再是夢中的幻象,也不是想像中的虛形。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAvZPvs4nlyq
1062Please respect copyright.PENANA8opKNxAnaS
「童桐!!」1062Please respect copyright.PENANAGk9ln9X22l
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAMcCRrwKBYI
突破水阻的我踢起水花,穿過泥水奔向童桐,然後緊緊的抱她入懷。1062Please respect copyright.PENANABeXD0E3cMe
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAidRhStMXhT
「童桐,童桐,童桐…」1062Please respect copyright.PENANAzjIP7wpHQN
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAB99XxAxOSR
除了叫喚她的名字,我甚麼也不會說。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAiTvueVfmJ1
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAFHOJtbQFjB
她安全,她沒有受甚麼傷,而且她就在這兒。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAuQAEoEU3ds
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAqTBqVGDdzY
童桐就在我懷中,而我能叫喚她的名字。1062Please respect copyright.PENANANyMZmDiZIZ
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAn7PFC6FtU0
曾經理所當然地以為她是我的青梅竹馬便會陪伴一生,曾經理所當然地以為我們排除萬難終於接受彼此,到了最後才發現,世界上沒有事是理所當然的。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAFVdbGjw5eD
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAu9Ep4oLSZE
除非我們親自去掙取。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAM8JLe0aSlE
1062Please respect copyright.PENANA736pzbVU1j
童桐住在我旁邊,我沒有努力過,這也許是巧合。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAk3l5vkrdqk
1062Please respect copyright.PENANA7CoNHwCe1n
但現在她在我懷中被我擁住,這就是我自己選擇掙取回來之物,我與她的未來。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAziE6R5qL3Z
1062Please respect copyright.PENANA7mAaxFyvVI
唯有親自掙取回來的事,才是理所當然。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAosBSbzdkgZ
1062Please respect copyright.PENANACD9cT0I381
「點解你咁傻…」我與童桐異口同聲地說,但始終沒放開彼此。1062Please respect copyright.PENANA26BYEswr8Z
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAHcU2c6cZAp
撞聲的我們沒有一絲尷尬,面上滿是欣慰。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAke7hwwLHEW
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAm3Vy5vwdx6
「我黎左啦…童桐,就好似我應承你一樣!」我哽咽著說,「記唔記得我話過,就算你走失幾多次,我都會搵返你?」1062Please respect copyright.PENANAP5FAeriKFK
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAiLjPplLhOn
有點虛弱的童桐笑問:「你幾時講架?」1062Please respect copyright.PENANAA56BkS7UJL
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAf2KDoSFuU1
「咪就係當年你媽咪黎個晚,你自己走左去後山個晚。」1062Please respect copyright.PENANA6lLxpSMaR1
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAg1tDrbmemd
「咚——噹!!!」1062Please respect copyright.PENANAlBCo91t4Xr
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAqXOvKE31kG
即使呀遊掩住了我的耳朵我還是能聽到巨大的一聲轟鳴,狗群馬上被巨響和爆出的火花嚇得停步,掩著我耳朵的他,正笑盈盈的低頭看著我,不知說甚麼。1062Please respect copyright.PENANACpMw7TDnNt
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAHTzmSardeL
雙唇一開一合,就不知他在說甚麼。
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAXUV2cOE8DV
1062Please respect copyright.PENANArDScw7sR7M
那晚逃下山後,我爸以魚桿擊向欄杆以巨響嚇跑流浪狗。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAFdYlpYMESj
1062Please respect copyright.PENANArR98eweCSf
怕童桐被嚇倒,所以我掩住她的耳朵後和她這樣說:「童桐,就算你走失幾多次,我都會搵返你。」1062Please respect copyright.PENANAOrARhueu5S
1062Please respect copyright.PENANACUXteIxZEL
現在,在這風眼之中,童桐難以致信地掩住口。1062Please respect copyright.PENANACCi1TFTWQO
1062Please respect copyright.PENANArqmObUgkp7
是的,即使眼前是超強颱風,我對童桐的承諾還在。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAvyOsrHuO9F
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAA7nni6GlZ6
我還在。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAiCFx1TnuCY
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAMfx23OxV6S
「個晚,原來你…原來你係話…」童桐喜極而泣,如多年的心結終被解開。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAWxVn5hJRjq
1062Please respect copyright.PENANA72tbyWnDnQ
即使你再迷失,即使你走失幾多次,即使追尋幾多次也好。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAbkQktONViU
1062Please respect copyright.PENANA1guNpc6DXi
我也不會放棄。1062Please respect copyright.PENANANVboidYXwD
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAPPjH3hm1Yy
我都會追上來,帶你回家。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAKa8mGg2gZM
1062Please respect copyright.PENANApPz7XVQO5k
「呀遊!」童桐哭著擁住我:「好在你無事!好在你無事!」1062Please respect copyright.PENANAPX3y6TWTac
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAVlp6OOQ3HC
「我應承過黎一定會黎搵你架嘛!」1062Please respect copyright.PENANAzqVf0Lufpo
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAAIwBczoTSX
全身濕漉漉的我們互相在風眼下相擁,我輕撫著她的頭髮。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAPivZrMR5tJ
1062Please respect copyright.PENANA4ETQw0Tc9n
「對唔住,對唔住,因為我,都係因為我一個人,因為我控制唔到自己,對唔住…」1062Please respect copyright.PENANAzkC0E1QenX
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAREuLPZKVYN
看著一股腦兒在道歉的她,我好像看到昨晚的自己,更使我想起妍妍教我的那件事。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAVOQ7qDnWRs
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAPSdPBbJhzz
「呢個時候講多謝會比較好,童桐。」1062Please respect copyright.PENANAn54NsZ1ioX
1062Please respect copyright.PENANA33DrjvkrYC
我說過要帶她回家好好教訓她一頓,但是現在…不需要急在一時。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAk2SLdsAQiR
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAH62cyrCkBM
「…咁,多謝你,呀遊。」童桐破涕為笑說。1062Please respect copyright.PENANADlD4Y3oAoa
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAybWbIF6QH8
「我知道如果我有咩事,你都會咁樣黎搵我,帶我返屋企。」我說,「所以就算你幾唔開心,幾諗唔通都好,我都一樣會黎搵你。」1062Please respect copyright.PENANAgLC95qOZcm
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAH61NvF046v
「我…我唔會再咁,呀遊,我唔會再連累你…我…」1062Please respect copyright.PENANA87LEwJWm9K
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAutRoe29kJF
「咩連累唔連累,你既問題又好,我既問題又好,我地都會一齊解決。」我說,「之前係,今次係,下次係,永遠都係。」1062Please respect copyright.PENANAnxNfcDDGdv
1062Please respect copyright.PENANA4ieAEGU1uo
「下次…唔會,我唔會俾自己仲有下次…」童桐低頭說。1062Please respect copyright.PENANANrh3cjOFLE
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAd0bGbqKOJz
「唔好逼自己。」我說,「慢慢黎,你一定會好返,要幾耐都好,我都會陪你。」1062Please respect copyright.PENANAF4JpYamUiN
1062Please respect copyright.PENANA8Y7RaXtHeF
我扔開遠方的雲牆。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAbbdyO52KLX
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAi5DhKrWpF0
我無視頭上的風眼。1062Please respect copyright.PENANA5uLvip6nXY
1062Please respect copyright.PENANA6Zl0yeFj62
我把懷中的童桐抱到身前,然後低頭深吻。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAyWREolvGfQ
1062Please respect copyright.PENANATzzJyVzgJ8
童桐閉上滿是淚水的一對妙目,與我相擁相吻在風眼之下。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAC730CuXMd4
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAmzrT9ydU71
1062Please respect copyright.PENANApBIXhSUhIh
1062Please respect copyright.PENANArRjueEOw4B
暴風的漩渦之中,太陽沉向地平線的盡頭,雷雲被染成赤紅,夕陽餘輝閃耀在雲隙之間,風眼雲壁罕見,而被日落映成火燒般的雲牆更加罕見,大概一生人也沒法見到一次這樣的氣象奇觀。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAUYKQv1oFB9
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAbgFan0tIWV
但我不看在眼內。1062Please respect copyright.PENANADhSROsHT7H
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一生中唯一?別開玩笑了。1062Please respect copyright.PENANA1YKFk52dHY
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因為我真正的一生中唯一,便在我眼前。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAlORxUxLu3u
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAzjp5FIlkeB
我的一生中唯一,就在我懷中。1062Please respect copyright.PENANATQZLlKQ18z
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAl0V9w5FSEF
我們自小已相愛著彼此卻不自知,不坦白,更因為各種原因而不斷錯過彼此。1062Please respect copyright.PENANA7xWqNTxYaz
1062Please respect copyright.PENANANcO2G50fVs
既是為了保護對方,更加是保護自己。1062Please respect copyright.PENANASDykXBW7OI
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAOZCPkjOXTU
不想面對現實,更加不想對方面對現實的自己,於是以青梅竹馬之名來尋求只存在於夢幻泡影中的永遠。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAvTZ3PyNF8d
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAsmmYpWmBXZ
現在夢醒了,我們赤裸裸的,不完美的活在彼此的現實當中。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAv5j9iDav3a
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAsb4ta12VVE
但正因為不完美才要學習接納,除左接納彼此的醜陋,更加要接納自己的不完美。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAjeWdEPpbA2
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAlamUl1ntAV
因為我們終於知道,自己的不完美在對方眼中…或者就是完美的。
「童桐,我地識左幾多年?」1062Please respect copyright.PENANALf4LlAmoRx
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAKhXQABqMPY
「幼稚園計起…十幾二十年?」她說。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAxQlZmQzIDZ
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAMZN52k6IwQ
「…嗯,咁做或者好狂妄,但係我講過由第一眼見到你已經鐘意你。」我說,「我地都相處左十幾年,如果係我地既話…我諗…我諗會唔會其實…可以…既話…我…」1062Please respect copyright.PENANASrEOMwVt56
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAae61BLpXPm
勇氣,給我最後一次的勇氣吧!1062Please respect copyright.PENANAqudESrf2So
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAPtVgWNyRDZ
連暴風雨中的航海都挺過了,這又算甚麼?!1062Please respect copyright.PENANAd99BxKpdyF
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAiH5CdIs5Vo
「童桐,我意思係…我意思係…」1062Please respect copyright.PENANAmeVLoDKP73
1062Please respect copyright.PENANARzbQWrpvP9
「呀遊。」她笑著打斷我,「你想講咩?」1062Please respect copyright.PENANAO2xP2wrIc1
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAtQfz7CIwTb
她的笑容比起那赤色雲牆更加美麗。1062Please respect copyright.PENANA8IjzsRPrS5
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAGW75IFMlo7
「童桐。」1062Please respect copyright.PENANA9QW8KSXhWG
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAnzCAduyB5c
明鏡止水—我深呼吸。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAX61wH2A6EK
1062Please respect copyright.PENANADtcjyNHL6D
即使不是為了給予她安全感,我也打算這樣做。1062Please respect copyright.PENANASEnnevt0Qv
1062Please respect copyright.PENANARLyjLqJKp5
我媽叫我這樣做,就算她不知童桐人格障礙一事,大概都是猜到童桐對他人陪伴的依賴吧。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAgPv7vntp0M
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAQxB1q6TsBI
這東西,代表著畢生的陪伴承諾。1062Please respect copyright.PENANA6ccD20nEso
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAM2UB1HnbtE
「未來幾大風雨都好,世界變成點都好,你同我變成點都好。」1062Please respect copyright.PENANASuTV2m8lAW
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAQLXJgdm8GA
我把手探進衣服中的防水暗格,掏出那隻戒指,然後忍著身體的疼痛單膝跪下。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAtoCDMXGLg9
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAT1iMOWdljK
「童桐,可唔可以一生一世咁同我係埋一齊?」1062Please respect copyright.PENANAbaTSDU8b4T
1062Please respect copyright.PENANA6EVSUYQLoK
童桐似乎沒想過我會有這一著,先是呆住,然後本來已止住的淚水湧出。1062Please respect copyright.PENANA5UflrVxPRL
1062Please respect copyright.PENANA6n9Jh4qlmp
「呀遊…」她低頭看著單膝跪在水中的我。1062Please respect copyright.PENANA40VPsIDhQg
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAopUisAoHWe
即使正式在一起的時間不長。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAqfL4ssQ78C
1062Please respect copyright.PENANA5VyPBeUBT5
即使我們都傷害過彼此。1062Please respect copyright.PENANASK2K4Osz3g
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAkqf3ONlLua
但我們已經在彼此身邊很久,很久的時光了,漫長得叫人…沮喪。我們繞了很多遠路,也自以為自己曾經到達過終點,但是我決定給童桐再一個承諾。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAKFbyshW4T8
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAbQOiKjDBmA
這枚戒指,值得由我戴到童桐手上,直至我擁有的時光盡數逝去。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAozxxvW1kLm
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAYHif2ukK0r
即使她反悔,我也不後悔為她戴上這戒指,因為她就是我畢生的唯一。1062Please respect copyright.PENANATkFCMib3bI
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAVREJII9wFE
「真係…可以?我…我…我既話…」童桐也深知道這戒指的意義。1062Please respect copyright.PENANA4PXZ2Zfoz2
1062Please respect copyright.PENANApbi5sqxZGd
「唔係你可以,而係只有你先可以,先配得上。」我說,「童桐,我地就係呢個風眼見證下訂婚喇,你記唔記得我仲差你一次正式表白?」1062Please respect copyright.PENANAFnJdamhANT
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAbYaiz4g57o
「你又話會向我表白既?」童桐說,「表左架啦?」1062Please respect copyright.PENANAvQoPldHE66
1062Please respect copyright.PENANATT27BuQLt3
「下,表左架啦。」1062Please respect copyright.PENANAzwUNu6I3ed
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAorp5b3MMSX
「唔制!」她輕拍我一下,「快D,我都要好浪漫咁俾人表白!」
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAaOP5DO28rV
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAWjEAu5NfIv
「嗯!你,你,你依加係…!」童桐含著淚點頭。1062Please respect copyright.PENANA5YgZBwQhrs
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAmSR0vULMVp
「…依加就係個一次。」我說,「不過係直接訂婚。」1062Please respect copyright.PENANAPRbnynh3K2
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAVDWtj9sOfk
「呀遊,呀遊,我…」1062Please respect copyright.PENANA0qIA4P8zeU
1062Please respect copyright.PENANALRR9wLbxor
無數選擇交錯下,我要在此奠定我與童桐的未來。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAkmwjOote78
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAQ9Jp7uwxdh
「呢個時候講我願意,我會開心D。」1062Please respect copyright.PENANAxoTXyjzCPz
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAjm2QK7LOBk
童桐看著我,我看著童桐,我在心中下定決心,這表情我要永遠記著。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAb7ur4VUASx
1062Please respect copyright.PENANA7l7pbHnbDx
因為現在的童桐比任何存在更要美麗,連那氣象奇觀也為之失色。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAEIBpbLuspF
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAVxNrsTFzA9
「我願意!」
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAEFEOKjqvsD
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAYcAVbVlDyv
童桐向前伸出手,我把那訂婚戒指套進她的中指,即使她瘦了所以尺寸雖然有點太大,但只要我牽住她的話——1062Please respect copyright.PENANAvbEX8E1iGF
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAZAWrzXFLVS
——便永遠都不會分離。1062Please respect copyright.PENANANHFVWLbDuV
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAgdfiq1ZNnm
這是第三次自以為和童桐到達終點。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAswCZpcEFNc
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAPXZ9f7hiQI
第一次,我與童桐在情聖的婚禮上接吻,我那時覺得我們拉近了距離而變得更加親密,所以能衝過終點。1062Please respect copyright.PENANA9J90QvjZik
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAKqvfeMExhh
結果我被童桐的另一面直接摧毀,還差點心碎而死。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAEyhiOgzelH
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAUxfqZBdcMv
第二次,認清現實的我在童桐面前坦白,我與童桐都只是一介凡人,都有自己的秘密,我們都有自己的邪念。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAkrI6yFRMHT
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAZcGJAVWjTo
但我不會稱之為黑暗面,因為只有不同面向互嵌,才是完整的我們。那次我以為我們都接受了彼此,而正式成為了情侶。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAnKpi2y2CnN
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAS5xpPf5neG
到此為止嗎?大功告成嗎?其實不然。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAvQreIvOxQz
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAZErRVrT6Fr
結果我們是做了自己畏懼了十多年的事,積壓一生人的擔憂在眼前步步逼近,龐大的心理壓力更使童桐的人格障礙發作,最後變成了現在這局面。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAflE5i4JCy0
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAQm6mb6Imai
…還有Kay的悲劇。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAPqMNcVmBQS
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAq6k32R30OR
現在第三次,我覺得我與童桐訂婚後又再次衝過了終點線。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAp2zpnEft2J
1062Please respect copyright.PENANALUWgH5m179
一切來到這裡,便應告一段落了吧?1062Please respect copyright.PENANAXb2QACvr8t
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAnQmvXGFiPY
追了這麼,總算能停下腳步了吧?1062Please respect copyright.PENANAyf06nBJ5WO
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAc6ohVj6RcW
這麼漫長的衝刺,到了大功告成的時候了吧??1062Please respect copyright.PENANAW8eDb2GiC2
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAgPo1TtCp60
其實不然。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAUI1KNiA0Ze
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAplc2bskEUl
「童桐,咁以後…都要你好似咁多年咁照顧我。」我站起來擁著她。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAt9G8HX0RW8
1062Please respect copyright.PENANARrhFijUreW
並不是這樣的,人和人之間的關係從來都沒有終點線。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAeg39dMMZwn
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAaNpufMDd4p
即使我們得到了一時的結果,不論是之前那兩次,還是這一次,我和童桐還是要繼續走下去。1062Please respect copyright.PENANA6hziNAc7L0
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAekI5cAhrUI
「當然,我亦會照顧住你,好似咁多年黎咁。」我說。1062Please respect copyright.PENANA7v1rwBgDDT
1062Please respect copyright.PENANA29xBlCYCAq
「嗯,勾…手指尾?」童桐問。1062Please respect copyright.PENANATv2ZtFgFKt
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAKylbbZ7qWT
童桐舉起尾指,不同之處是她中指上多了一枚戒指。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAi3AfXLt2cY
1062Please respect copyright.PENANA6xh3de0zUu
而我手心中,多了一道保護她而來的疤痕。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAGKoe0RJ3y5
1062Please respect copyright.PENANArRNlsxz4ft
我舉起尾指,如孩童時一樣輕輕勾住童桐的尾指,但現在勾起來的手指也能感到那戒指的重量。1062Please respect copyright.PENANATGGUfQdS2L
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAClPtipkYNQ
唯有不斷地了解彼此,不斷地與彼此並肩前行,一直一直,一直地走下去,直到我們時光的盡頭,直到人生的彼岸。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAxuEGxQOtt3
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAuOZTKhylm8
這並非登山,也不是賽跑。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAgQ0nceZldS
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAuONTQSycEi
沒有頂峰,也沒有終點線。1062Please respect copyright.PENANA2si0RXuppW
1062Please respect copyright.PENANApgGQ75Qbqf
這是無盡旅途般的航海,與童桐漫向無邊無際的未來,與童桐一起互相扶持著,直到比遙遠更遙遠的彼岸。1062Please respect copyright.PENANACebgp5SxFB
1062Please respect copyright.PENANANkMYvzzC4P
「以後就交俾我,我…會努力。」1062Please respect copyright.PENANAMmbqk2EG2K
1062Please respect copyright.PENANA88TnuAAfzl
「嗯!」童桐嫣然一笑,「…咦?咁我依加咪就係係你既…未…未…未婚…未婚妻?」1062Please respect copyright.PENANAQvoRv6L6C9
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAL7loxrfnKb
意識到自己新身份的童桐,她的臉蛋比那美麗而恐怖的赤色風眼更紅通通。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAkeNdBrLgQr
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAeEvZIqNVk9
「你呢~係我既女朋友~兼未婚妻~」我說,「最重要係,我天下第一最可愛既青梅竹馬。」1062Please respect copyright.PENANA5rat6HVdEJ
1062Please respect copyright.PENANApzsv1mppSw
「好…好肉麻呀!你你你幾時變到咁咁咁咁肉麻架!個,個風到啦我地係唔係要走?!我地,我地走走走…走去邊?」1062Please respect copyright.PENANAOkmZHOGaOE
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAzBlc57CFYq
我忙裡偷閒欣賞著童桐手忙腳亂的樣子。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAiyNbnyI6PW
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAo3RqPbl4r2
雲牆逼近,街道上的水開始再次翻騰,我牽著童桐穿過被水淹沒的街道,這樣子下去可大大不妙!1062Please respect copyright.PENANAYcctU5DndQ
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAEOKP86YuAv
「童桐,我地去酒店喇!」1062Please respect copyright.PENANAgnxgAYPZEA
1062Please respect copyright.PENANA3R2E77N7dG
「咁,咁快?!」1062Please respect copyright.PENANADw5bK9Wa2o
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAM8xsBKcnbH
「咩呀,避風呀!」1062Please respect copyright.PENANAuEHlNBefoq
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAQC1hu5a8TM
結果那文物酒店也是空無一人,但即使這樣我們闖空門進去也不太妥當,所以呆在有上蓋的二樓走廊便足夠。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAuldCUoCbjh
1062Please respect copyright.PENANA6ULNxhOG4O
我從廚房找來了一些乾糧食水之類,然後放下了阿強退回給我的鈔票,即興寫的道歉信和自己的聯絡電話。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAS8wu2twl6y
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAMgKLYCRkvT
那夜我與童桐在酒店的走廊席地而坐,相依偎著渡過了狂風暴雨的一晚。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAVY1Cyok7di
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAnP87V4JnAv
只要她在身邊,多大的風雨我也不怕。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAp4eqKziVJ2
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAYdzrRnhZdq
甚至在這樣的暴風雨中,我也能睡著,而且夢中再沒有那一夜的煞車聲和慘叫。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAIcVTaJksa4
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAkmkQD8LjHo
「呀遊…」1062Please respect copyright.PENANA9Tl0Qy1eNf
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAmUaxskL7J3
「童桐你俾我訓多陣…」1062Please respect copyright.PENANAlV7OcNU2Z0
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAngmBLP5GvK
「但天光啦喎…快D睇啦,個日出勁靚!!」童桐興奮地拍醒我說。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAUkaEp5EPTv
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAWvfGtbkwrT
我揉揉眼睛,不知不覺間天空已經是晴空萬里。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAFQ1OSnOpWn
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAwRgGl6BCY7
蔚藍的澄空從東方漫延,童桐興奮得像個小女孩自轉著走向露台,舉起雙手迎向被風暴洗淨的天空,昨夜的風眼變成了柔和的海風,輕輕吹動著童桐的秀髮。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAVYiAcKFB6M
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAjSkQ2ZU2Ef
即使風暴再完美,也會有藍天在萬尺之上守候;1062Please respect copyright.PENANApYPTJ4DeQa
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAzaEY7A8ISF
即使風暴再完美,也會有過去消散的一天。1062Please respect copyright.PENANADAsK8SL85W
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAFGKu7oJLW9
正因為有風暴過境後的風捲殘雲,才有現在眼前的這片蔚藍澄空。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAQ0rCZSwZBJ
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAVrKuPZrUuo
破曉的金光中,我走過去牽起她的手。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAbVDl60TIGe
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「返屋企喇。」1062Please respect copyright.PENANALkj2lmguVp
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「…嗯!」1062Please respect copyright.PENANAxrU7r4PYCM
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAnWYMrjAnkT
曾經我們這樣說過:無論多生氣多不滿,也不準和對方絕交,消氣後便要找對方,因為我們是彼此唯一的青梅竹馬。1062Please respect copyright.PENANARGDyAvmnBp
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAdwPIsA6brK
曾經我這樣向童桐說過:無論你走失幾多次,無論追尋幾多次,我也一定會來找你,帶你回家。1062Please respect copyright.PENANA4sj4gdy7TI
1062Please respect copyright.PENANAbB7SPjW1FN
現在我會這樣說。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAmk8cHOdcjH
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未來多大風雨也好,世界變成怎樣都好,我與童桐變成怎樣都好,也要一生一世地一直走下去。1062Please respect copyright.PENANAyg4MW7OlQl
1062Please respect copyright.PENANA3JTs82r31S
晨曦之中,童桐的回眸笑容令我心醉,如過去十多年的每一次見面。