妍妍一直陪著我回家，明明我知道她根本就不順路，但是她也送我到附近的地鐵站後才和我道別。867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRPnOytz1zj
867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQC2kWYVLgv
一路上她也再沒有提起Beta，也就是黑PR的事，就只是在和我聊著天。867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrjaU5Ycyz
867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGviFi6IslM
當然，我到最後也沒有問，以免我尷尬，也以免她尷尬。867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJq4n0Fc7Th
867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrpQDsWXFWC
本來她的形象就是知性，比起童桐成熟的女生。867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHVFtXNqxxX
867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAusBxXfoQO
「頭先咁，好失禮係未？」但沒想到是她主動先提起。867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsnvfFab8zK
867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhMMVyxAwzN
「每個人都有情緒，唔好放係心。」我說，「相反，你肯係我面前表露情緒，我仲覺開心添。」867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGW8KV8ahtw
867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqFlhX7pNEP
「下，點解會開心？」867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡveNcsseKB0
867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoz5WkKIfrA
「起碼你當我真係朋友啊？」867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj8udH1yYc3
867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOkxVCOolGm
「……返去敷藥啦你！拜拜！」867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQw46e0wIQ
867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDalizUfCb
妍妍用小手袋輕拍我一下，又回到扶手電梯升回月台，她就這樣消失在視野中。至於我，則一邊咀嚼著她的一字一句，回到家中。867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrDyK2liykA
867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy8Q5aRQqWQ
亞基你這黑白色混蛋你以為上了報紙就能抓門了對吧。867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2KmN3egfBc
867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡca0eHJdzax
867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmHjoGdLD3P
我還記得小時候，我或是童桐生病的時候我們總會互相照顧對方。867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgCt12CySmc
867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwk8UqXRk4s
我生病時，她會自己開門進來，把我學校的功課摔到我臉上，然後檢查我有沒有準時吃藥。最重要是仔細檢查我有沒有吃多吃少，再把我媽煮好的粥，米糊之類的東西翻熱來餵我吃。867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbOO5NgJ7R7
867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWlR4HTCC7g
小病是福，我完全明白。867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3cuYVdS0Is
867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡckfFQGmTIK
她生病時，我同樣地會為她拿來學校的功課，最大分別是我還會幫她通通寫完。這都歸功於我和童桐都能得意地互相模仿對方的字跡，這是長年累月下來互相幫對方做功課練成的無用技能。867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWAVw1N9aC8
867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx65aAVJ5U9
還有就是我們的字無論寫得多潦草，我們也能看懂，也只有我們能看懂，這在小時候上課傳紙仔時發揮了不少作用。867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3aq3yzKCi
867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIMLPTDcpu8
不過我始終覺得模仿她裝得比較好，雖然她不承認。畢竟我幫她做功課的機會太多了，甚至上了大學後一些特殊情況，例如焊燈帶，倒模翻模，3D Print，航拍那些都是我幫她。867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwiqqdGfes
867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡirCI11Imn8
這種關係在她有拍拖時也一樣，似乎我的命在她眼中還算有點價值。867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEoXhjCCEv0
867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb0E6rLkypF
離題了。867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1CjRCENwSP
867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkjlszs5e2y
總之，現在她這樣在照顧我的光景，我一點也不陌生。867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡieU3zzlMfu
867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZsINsdf0l
那麼為甚麼我心跳得這樣快呢？！867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2PVGUl8MaM
867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDfK8m36Qt4
「叮～」867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbXXVnvec3v
867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzISXocaOgF
［警告：心率過快］智能手錶也多此一舉地提示。867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCALoJMUQJR
867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡamL7DXHqLL
正伏在童桐大腿上的我甩掉手錶扔到一旁。867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9dXa47Gx8s
867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdsQltTRCP7
「呀遊，咪叫左你隻手唔好郁…」她鼓起小咀說，然後順手撿起了手錶自己戴了起來，反正密碼也是她生日。867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3bBcoVJWvs
867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG7IhvnzwTZ
「抽筋，Sorry。」867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEjzfXcHlml
867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Ct3FOGoHK
「下？！真係既？！邊度？痛唔痛？…」童桐認真起來，當然在她眼中我手抽筋可大可小吧。867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Em3zgW9Ww
867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYOG2xSZCY
「無啦，無事。」我說，「其實我就咁扒梳發都得…」867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbmKEiin9ep
867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq7ojT75FT1
「唔得，等陣我唔控制住你，你隻手就自己郁。」童桐說。867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9XyiC6CYCh
867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe88dONgAC0
膝枕一般是臉朝上，這臉朝下真的太刺激了，雖然我和她雙腳之間有個萬惡的枕頭擋著，但…867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNwDy5lW4w
867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJYtCo9SWV
好吧可能真的只因為我自己有邪念…867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFWhIFp4NRm
867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzgbwBWyYar
「比賽仲有幾耐？」867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrw3hE6yPDH
867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmbMzHJbhba
「一星期唔夠。」我把臉埋在枕頭中說。867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFkMbJTXelu
867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy8Ea8sMha5
「…唔好勉強，呀遊。」867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Vo9Ov0bmg
867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS4qeqftKnJ
「我會有分數。」我說。867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi99Jda4YmV
867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMyn2qHtDoF
不，我沒有。867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM1cK93pIE3
867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRIQCjaj2pz
即使能上場，已經是必敗無疑。867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡygwPIrj88c
867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLwPEqvszka
鐵師傅說我最快只能在比賽前一天短暫練習，然後出賽，還要使用磅數不同的弓，這是他和英姐一起討論出的最大折衷方案。867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡswdYDshq5c
867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqnyXKPdiow
輸是輸定了，就是看輸成怎樣。867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMljuBoCNs
867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡviya86GOsH
老實說，我自己都想退賽了，運動員因傷退賽在體育界也見不少吧，而且我還勉強算是為了救（自己害的）人而受傷，不算難看。867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr7hXVPdbnv
867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ja1SgO8MI
難不難看是一回事。867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZ8iIP38bX
867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5J0UibhJZW
甘不甘心又是另一回事。867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi7IfqZdFdE
867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBU3QctldsQ
「呀遊…」童桐讀懂我的心思，輕輕用手梳我的後腦勺頭髮，絲絲蘇麻感從後腦勺散開。867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwYM8UeU8p1
867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡphILbrJWlA
但我不甘心。867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7GCirsrEXS
867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI4apQsspDr
這是我擅長的東西，能有成功機會，能在童桐面前威一次的東西。867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJpWp1uiDJP
867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJDwqXCwS8
還是我熱愛著，努力過，一直努力著的東西。867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7E5dNcjBgd
867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUvFsEiLagN
我不甘心。867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrjxtRq6I94
867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxpeDkoDO9f
「就算輸我都想落場。」我把臉埋在枕頭中說。867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjDdteiPSVs
867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8tYTfuSt7r
「…真係？」童桐說。867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ98SJ7799Za
867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqjvPNZAc0
我停頓了片刻。867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcR14M5uwnR
867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsuSJq6nYcC
那一瞬間，我發深思熟慮與時間無關。867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGGktxd4KV
867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcgfFYlAYt3
「呢樣野係我所愛，我努力過，我努力緊既事。童桐…我想落場，即使會輸。」867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAZlvuNfmaX
867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAvpm2OSyCM
就和你一樣，童桐。867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAnS4BfE7M3
867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ44qOteU0r
和你一樣。867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡknCVfJKIqz
867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUppBzy9ya
我有做過失敗的盤算，和童桐連青梅竹馬也做不成最壞敗局。867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWsG7Iwap3E
867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Rjjr6vuTU
但至少我試過了，即使後悔也是後悔「自己為何要不自量力」，而不是「自己連試也沒有試」867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlRGEEAl2O9
867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGfm4a18ryX
連試也沒有試的懊悔，比起試了後失敗的挫敗更傷，更沉重，相信我。867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNwU527lQiy
867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLmek4SiC93
「既然係咁…我就黎睇你喇。」童桐說。867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3m1cnXAetm
867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJPMPACnBJ
「下？」我抬起頭看她，她馬上一手把我的頭「質」回枕頭中不準我亂動。867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Uu4WsVZX9
867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw840ZErIFu
「上次我唔黎係怕影響你集中，但既然你今次點都係算既…我就黎睇你，陪住你輸，陪住你灰，再陪住你企返起身好唔好？」867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7YEoovEkpE
867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdignKO9QZ
童桐溫柔地輕撫我的髮絲，然後雙手環抱我的頭，溫暖的胸脯輕壓到我的側臉，接著後腦一下輕壓，不知道是她的淺吻還是只是用額頭蹭磨我的頭髮。867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp6s8ov6tvy
867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMMBGGT0W7s
「多謝你，童桐。」867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNIZ904fRs0
867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqmsjFhkUQJ
這大概是我這麼多年和童桐最親密的瞬間，我整個頭被童桐抱在懷中輕蹭，耳邊只剩下隆隆聲和她的香氣，她的體溫。867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpRUR8BDenP
867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaczrKFxMCh
「叮～」867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgvFEZ6bcNS
867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoVJlJ8vxGt
熟悉的警告聲，這是代表［警告：心率過快］，但我現在沒有戴著。867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTnXZEwLrhW
867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO3ph52mNKa
戴著智能手錶的人，是童桐。867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡanzyDun6ak
867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHak9bTtYbn
「……」童桐和我都沒作聲，然後她默默地脫下手錶塞到茶几一旁。867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Gym4wu3sQ
867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0LosyvhX9q
「嗚嗯嗯嗚嗯嗯童桐嗚？？！？！」她死命地把我的頭往枕頭塞，這是要悶死我吧？！867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUEoNBbjrCM
867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh4l14gPFSW
似乎她發現這樣作弄我會亂掙扎，所以她還是放開了我。867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYAybgO5AoD
867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡttR40K8zts
「依加…幫，幫你清走Ｄ藥膏，唔好拎轉過黎！傷頸呀！」867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0zvTdI9JyF
867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFjC2QEnuYG
我被她扭回伏向下的姿勢，但那一瞬間已看到滿臉通紅如喝醉一樣的童桐的害羞樣子。867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9i6VEo8uwT
867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxMypZyeMAg
太可愛了。867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiyQVu10CVH
867Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs2lIbkrXb5
如是者，已成敗局的魚腩盃準決賽如期來臨。
