妍妍一直陪著我回家，明明我知道她根本就不順路，但是她也送我到附近的地鐵站後才和我道別。957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJtT78bsXZn
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一路上她也再沒有提起Beta，也就是黑PR的事，就只是在和我聊著天。957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJx8O5vKJH
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當然，我到最後也沒有問，以免我尷尬，也以免她尷尬。957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBBmullbcDp
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本來她的形象就是知性，比起童桐成熟的女生。957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNLPhGZbOuq
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「頭先咁，好失禮係未？」但沒想到是她主動先提起。957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYxA0VYEX2K
957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk0mwcM5Siy
「每個人都有情緒，唔好放係心。」我說，「相反，你肯係我面前表露情緒，我仲覺開心添。」957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXpURzexd6
957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKNSQ27J8JY
「下，點解會開心？」957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuapyfX2qcX
957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjEa5cNDako
「起碼你當我真係朋友啊？」957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWKZxKIZ6wu
957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHBks6L97s4
「……返去敷藥啦你！拜拜！」957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡco8iVXHZje
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妍妍用小手袋輕拍我一下，又回到扶手電梯升回月台，她就這樣消失在視野中。至於我，則一邊咀嚼著她的一字一句，回到家中。957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxGu6wlAtF1
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亞基你這黑白色混蛋你以為上了報紙就能抓門了對吧。957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8dBi9VUodN
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我還記得小時候，我或是童桐生病的時候我們總會互相照顧對方。957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4eP11qEspJ
957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqpoLFIfkHd
我生病時，她會自己開門進來，把我學校的功課摔到我臉上，然後檢查我有沒有準時吃藥。最重要是仔細檢查我有沒有吃多吃少，再把我媽煮好的粥，米糊之類的東西翻熱來餵我吃。957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfrw47R9UVm
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小病是福，我完全明白。957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkwJRRCWGzH
957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡURp2trCp52
她生病時，我同樣地會為她拿來學校的功課，最大分別是我還會幫她通通寫完。這都歸功於我和童桐都能得意地互相模仿對方的字跡，這是長年累月下來互相幫對方做功課練成的無用技能。957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAWU7ohgD4P
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還有就是我們的字無論寫得多潦草，我們也能看懂，也只有我們能看懂，這在小時候上課傳紙仔時發揮了不少作用。957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAlxM2SXXmt
957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi03cTx8p7E
不過我始終覺得模仿她裝得比較好，雖然她不承認。畢竟我幫她做功課的機會太多了，甚至上了大學後一些特殊情況，例如焊燈帶，倒模翻模，3D Print，航拍那些都是我幫她。957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWOcWtd1tVx
957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm8LZoDgUVT
這種關係在她有拍拖時也一樣，似乎我的命在她眼中還算有點價值。957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaV6NKw7xUw
957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoOa1wpudQS
離題了。957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJVYvJIMLt
957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3H2gMLV8uz
總之，現在她這樣在照顧我的光景，我一點也不陌生。957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWoXSk6BjFI
957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjAcAy8VAhJ
那麼為甚麼我心跳得這樣快呢？！957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcuNaf8sbKz
957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpOg9uYIM0b
「叮～」957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaC9zZo17x0
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［警告：心率過快］智能手錶也多此一舉地提示。957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh36Wa7tdDT
957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8FXoZCsKqn
正伏在童桐大腿上的我甩掉手錶扔到一旁。957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQSrz8k01Yi
957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjGbvZ2rCM
「呀遊，咪叫左你隻手唔好郁…」她鼓起小咀說，然後順手撿起了手錶自己戴了起來，反正密碼也是她生日。957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡonzhY4XvpV
957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFT6oLIWjxI
「抽筋，Sorry。」957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzOizz4AbgD
957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUNjmDnJgEk
「下？！真係既？！邊度？痛唔痛？…」童桐認真起來，當然在她眼中我手抽筋可大可小吧。957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiANVXFoknX
957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkbg9erHtJZ
「無啦，無事。」我說，「其實我就咁扒梳發都得…」957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DAq5rIuMo
957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJPczKajDHv
「唔得，等陣我唔控制住你，你隻手就自己郁。」童桐說。957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6jBqG8mLhV
957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxdO9OIaMFq
膝枕一般是臉朝上，這臉朝下真的太刺激了，雖然我和她雙腳之間有個萬惡的枕頭擋著，但…957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQuWXZrG4h6
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好吧可能真的只因為我自己有邪念…957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡugamCI3Gk6
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「比賽仲有幾耐？」957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWZMGKAD6gO
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「一星期唔夠。」我把臉埋在枕頭中說。957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ZWo4kN6xv
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「…唔好勉強，呀遊。」957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNCcz04hDGP
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「我會有分數。」我說。957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj4ng3u18Pf
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不，我沒有。957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7L6F6Fuyz
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即使能上場，已經是必敗無疑。957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0mmt6c8XoC
957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywodPawUry
鐵師傅說我最快只能在比賽前一天短暫練習，然後出賽，還要使用磅數不同的弓，這是他和英姐一起討論出的最大折衷方案。957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb8EMiR413X
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輸是輸定了，就是看輸成怎樣。957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡty4zystDjd
957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwfPlKwvNEt
老實說，我自己都想退賽了，運動員因傷退賽在體育界也見不少吧，而且我還勉強算是為了救（自己害的）人而受傷，不算難看。957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz4sJSfBdVy
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難不難看是一回事。957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFdemHTLazd
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甘不甘心又是另一回事。957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQimoLUdBNn
957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiHexIM3lER
「呀遊…」童桐讀懂我的心思，輕輕用手梳我的後腦勺頭髮，絲絲蘇麻感從後腦勺散開。957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBvM2fvQRTv
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但我不甘心。957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRpBsr5njyT
957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEOzSjixLao
這是我擅長的東西，能有成功機會，能在童桐面前威一次的東西。957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHb0JdVxLIc
957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDzgNa8myLs
還是我熱愛著，努力過，一直努力著的東西。957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD0ZGBaMRUN
957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIqz0AWj6Yv
我不甘心。957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ875kMJlSTe
957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNByriQUgO5
「就算輸我都想落場。」我把臉埋在枕頭中說。957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn7JYeEVlMn
957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDLZhU7RCBa
「…真係？」童桐說。957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNj21U5TA7o
957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXodpIb3pBE
我停頓了片刻。957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ6HSnIAfQu
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那一瞬間，我發深思熟慮與時間無關。957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5bltTnFHLq
957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWzfdb3J6w6
「呢樣野係我所愛，我努力過，我努力緊既事。童桐…我想落場，即使會輸。」957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEa4sQ8Ol0C
957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh2knxq0YmX
就和你一樣，童桐。957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFvhbSiHFMY
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和你一樣。957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdO8qX4ZJeu
957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDwSo7KB3Nf
我有做過失敗的盤算，和童桐連青梅竹馬也做不成最壞敗局。957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6lOGkZNekn
957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo8EoUJNum6
但至少我試過了，即使後悔也是後悔「自己為何要不自量力」，而不是「自己連試也沒有試」957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPVaLf4Vuki
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連試也沒有試的懊悔，比起試了後失敗的挫敗更傷，更沉重，相信我。957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWMTm1f7aU3
957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0X7ifh0kDQ
「既然係咁…我就黎睇你喇。」童桐說。957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFk9PibTKpR
957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlqEZurOJhB
「下？」我抬起頭看她，她馬上一手把我的頭「質」回枕頭中不準我亂動。957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMLYmOzDNeT
957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7s4wjLRgb
「上次我唔黎係怕影響你集中，但既然你今次點都係算既…我就黎睇你，陪住你輸，陪住你灰，再陪住你企返起身好唔好？」957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7QkwKYMuaH
957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRbzyOK7W9C
童桐溫柔地輕撫我的髮絲，然後雙手環抱我的頭，溫暖的胸脯輕壓到我的側臉，接著後腦一下輕壓，不知道是她的淺吻還是只是用額頭蹭磨我的頭髮。957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO2zGA7EaI6
957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvSD76qRQVU
「多謝你，童桐。」957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvuBghuZoyS
957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡww4jWchgIx
這大概是我這麼多年和童桐最親密的瞬間，我整個頭被童桐抱在懷中輕蹭，耳邊只剩下隆隆聲和她的香氣，她的體溫。957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgiB09H8gek
957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOH6zxFCgvF
「叮～」957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5MBIc4phJv
957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeAriRo0RZj
熟悉的警告聲，這是代表［警告：心率過快］，但我現在沒有戴著。957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl8C32KK8vp
957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh4wAtEXo0X
戴著智能手錶的人，是童桐。957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6PF3XJ82F4
957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIS1hTIWa6n
「……」童桐和我都沒作聲，然後她默默地脫下手錶塞到茶几一旁。957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWfKCe71t07
957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpFhhBdSMQl
「嗚嗯嗯嗚嗯嗯童桐嗚？？！？！」她死命地把我的頭往枕頭塞，這是要悶死我吧？！957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFHdcHPkr9
957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkprMY3GaqM
似乎她發現這樣作弄我會亂掙扎，所以她還是放開了我。957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2mu9uGzuE
957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6slQ6Ph0lX
「依加…幫，幫你清走Ｄ藥膏，唔好拎轉過黎！傷頸呀！」957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJpiLnLkgio
957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3vltb56qtg
我被她扭回伏向下的姿勢，但那一瞬間已看到滿臉通紅如喝醉一樣的童桐的害羞樣子。957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Rb2myV88K
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太可愛了。957Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcxtvgWTFct
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如是者，已成敗局的魚腩盃準決賽如期來臨。
