妍妍一直陪著我回家，明明我知道她根本就不順路，但是她也送我到附近的地鐵站後才和我道別。928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRIp7o2tR1a
928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17O6tgBwrp
一路上她也再沒有提起Beta，也就是黑PR的事，就只是在和我聊著天。928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ibwu5Pk1o
928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDtlQLAlrxH
當然，我到最後也沒有問，以免我尷尬，也以免她尷尬。928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeu0d8wXgmM
928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbHG36MfmjN
本來她的形象就是知性，比起童桐成熟的女生。928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6VDK0E3jF7
928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGeY1h1U2jb
「頭先咁，好失禮係未？」但沒想到是她主動先提起。928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwhIapXdEsd
928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUTA9tQXGz9
「每個人都有情緒，唔好放係心。」我說，「相反，你肯係我面前表露情緒，我仲覺開心添。」928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPTPKO2fd2H
928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4nrNC9BC2w
「下，點解會開心？」928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvBo962OCNN
928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQSilsYU6m
「起碼你當我真係朋友啊？」928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp1GQRKNDqb
928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKfDnAYOn9Z
「……返去敷藥啦你！拜拜！」928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUqZEzQzp2E
928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIxblulcBNS
妍妍用小手袋輕拍我一下，又回到扶手電梯升回月台，她就這樣消失在視野中。至於我，則一邊咀嚼著她的一字一句，回到家中。928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvsBwt0OaYe
928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqCD40WWgx9
亞基你這黑白色混蛋你以為上了報紙就能抓門了對吧。928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJADYyvTfzp
928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJc0OQPlcOl
928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMKGRhJLkAp
我還記得小時候，我或是童桐生病的時候我們總會互相照顧對方。928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFxu2p7uh0U
928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQFCbbhNdgw
我生病時，她會自己開門進來，把我學校的功課摔到我臉上，然後檢查我有沒有準時吃藥。最重要是仔細檢查我有沒有吃多吃少，再把我媽煮好的粥，米糊之類的東西翻熱來餵我吃。928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1nOlIz6mu4
928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZXIziEeayO
小病是福，我完全明白。928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFmzvwBpHC
928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhqEvCmf4CE
她生病時，我同樣地會為她拿來學校的功課，最大分別是我還會幫她通通寫完。這都歸功於我和童桐都能得意地互相模仿對方的字跡，這是長年累月下來互相幫對方做功課練成的無用技能。928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0LGLLDaveI
928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRjasnP8aM8
還有就是我們的字無論寫得多潦草，我們也能看懂，也只有我們能看懂，這在小時候上課傳紙仔時發揮了不少作用。928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5JOCCx3u8f
928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOxPKlSEYFL
不過我始終覺得模仿她裝得比較好，雖然她不承認。畢竟我幫她做功課的機會太多了，甚至上了大學後一些特殊情況，例如焊燈帶，倒模翻模，3D Print，航拍那些都是我幫她。928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5YMY29zqjN
928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzA6xqHm2WA
這種關係在她有拍拖時也一樣，似乎我的命在她眼中還算有點價值。928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyqOETVQMAl
928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ZN2IJNBdE
離題了。928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsukAb32qK1
928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7T1hcTBUQ
總之，現在她這樣在照顧我的光景，我一點也不陌生。928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhT3xbtZiEy
928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU6fCG6KjMl
那麼為甚麼我心跳得這樣快呢？！928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvg4pO7hT6
928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmR7gp9fVu5
「叮～」928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOPv3UQiS8
928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPxOWAtdNhK
［警告：心率過快］智能手錶也多此一舉地提示。928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfDYKpWXf0U
928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdzF5zzWlmB
正伏在童桐大腿上的我甩掉手錶扔到一旁。928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq7Rk3VsMmD
928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQPjf2hR4t
「呀遊，咪叫左你隻手唔好郁…」她鼓起小咀說，然後順手撿起了手錶自己戴了起來，反正密碼也是她生日。928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4oTKVysWb9
928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0HQYsfzn6R
「抽筋，Sorry。」928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqX6z47w3lX
928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Ils2YobOK
「下？！真係既？！邊度？痛唔痛？…」童桐認真起來，當然在她眼中我手抽筋可大可小吧。928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5xfJsPpVF9
928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyk1PHC7z4n
「無啦，無事。」我說，「其實我就咁扒梳發都得…」928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSMxiAN0Ozg
928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLahd4FvWOo
「唔得，等陣我唔控制住你，你隻手就自己郁。」童桐說。928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Y2bxtRJEk
928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZWVeDoZkqM
膝枕一般是臉朝上，這臉朝下真的太刺激了，雖然我和她雙腳之間有個萬惡的枕頭擋著，但…928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsEvK8fkUyR
928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdM4kiv9IrC
好吧可能真的只因為我自己有邪念…928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnmv75ILfRP
928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwo8Kn5wmb9
「比賽仲有幾耐？」928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9DOYdkCaFD
928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPRtO7cgR2g
「一星期唔夠。」我把臉埋在枕頭中說。928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ71KjjSWFrw
928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡivHvvkeyyi
「…唔好勉強，呀遊。」928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzAN286R9We
928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzVcOcei46L
「我會有分數。」我說。928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAVlavvVnKf
928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcfn2atj0XD
不，我沒有。928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI1wGr4LQrA
928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpEXMU4mdyM
即使能上場，已經是必敗無疑。928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkCD2S3rByh
928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb6nTpqjrP7
鐵師傅說我最快只能在比賽前一天短暫練習，然後出賽，還要使用磅數不同的弓，這是他和英姐一起討論出的最大折衷方案。928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI8vicve8pG
928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcUZpnhIUy7
輸是輸定了，就是看輸成怎樣。928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ92NhGySwYn
928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoIVRcfPZXV
老實說，我自己都想退賽了，運動員因傷退賽在體育界也見不少吧，而且我還勉強算是為了救（自己害的）人而受傷，不算難看。928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIwS6Gnrufz
928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfRxcjvzrBn
難不難看是一回事。928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5kOYgB2JV0
928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZDOkBtc0Ts
甘不甘心又是另一回事。928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM4dYyycroW
928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBngsjpW8CP
「呀遊…」童桐讀懂我的心思，輕輕用手梳我的後腦勺頭髮，絲絲蘇麻感從後腦勺散開。928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0zVORGJca0
928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZYgggQ1rAE
但我不甘心。928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7KLYA7T72N
928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUen9u8b0QO
這是我擅長的東西，能有成功機會，能在童桐面前威一次的東西。928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKR3qm3iygy
928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTGOc0JHSar
還是我熱愛著，努力過，一直努力著的東西。928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkm2fEUYhSA
928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7UgEUcPETG
我不甘心。928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjo9B0s0LWg
928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5W3jYAQV2
「就算輸我都想落場。」我把臉埋在枕頭中說。928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfhfjaeAWy5
928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmixPhvgrqW
「…真係？」童桐說。928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJob4poRUl2
928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4SY2iO3Zb0
我停頓了片刻。928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7RruONA3u5
928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA0wVdtsdt0
那一瞬間，我發深思熟慮與時間無關。928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpTEiKtcjdp
928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFnCQDySzdU
「呢樣野係我所愛，我努力過，我努力緊既事。童桐…我想落場，即使會輸。」928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYkMYdOZp9D
928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0gyHrzjrkP
就和你一樣，童桐。928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEuXWoZ4OmU
928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAPDhS2bxr0
和你一樣。928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjLe3v26tZL
928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuVDn3yHvik
我有做過失敗的盤算，和童桐連青梅竹馬也做不成最壞敗局。928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9cHVUZ8Tc
928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMQdId1zbk
但至少我試過了，即使後悔也是後悔「自己為何要不自量力」，而不是「自己連試也沒有試」928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BSF3YK856
928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ37XqQhJ86l
連試也沒有試的懊悔，比起試了後失敗的挫敗更傷，更沉重，相信我。928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡizVi4WNYaV
928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmixGmNuAUO
「既然係咁…我就黎睇你喇。」童桐說。928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKyzS9N1cHG
928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqsl9Rsb4w7
「下？」我抬起頭看她，她馬上一手把我的頭「質」回枕頭中不準我亂動。928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ40txDfpPUI
928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3G6hr1ZC36
「上次我唔黎係怕影響你集中，但既然你今次點都係算既…我就黎睇你，陪住你輸，陪住你灰，再陪住你企返起身好唔好？」928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5hM3e8f2Dm
928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRc7QA7Dz4K
童桐溫柔地輕撫我的髮絲，然後雙手環抱我的頭，溫暖的胸脯輕壓到我的側臉，接著後腦一下輕壓，不知道是她的淺吻還是只是用額頭蹭磨我的頭髮。928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiBt3u3j1Z9
928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQN7SLl7eo
「多謝你，童桐。」928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe2t8QqPq4D
928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWkqo9eqO0S
這大概是我這麼多年和童桐最親密的瞬間，我整個頭被童桐抱在懷中輕蹭，耳邊只剩下隆隆聲和她的香氣，她的體溫。928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdZqQJfcd1X
928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkpSGdBD8t
「叮～」928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnUn84k1Yrw
928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4YIB0QIMxP
熟悉的警告聲，這是代表［警告：心率過快］，但我現在沒有戴著。928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNBsSfZuTIY
928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWbq3rnlabE
戴著智能手錶的人，是童桐。928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwnibP1PZhI
928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa2z4ZZfdto
「……」童桐和我都沒作聲，然後她默默地脫下手錶塞到茶几一旁。928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVeBQSKfarb
928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ04kzXWxFFr
「嗚嗯嗯嗚嗯嗯童桐嗚？？！？！」她死命地把我的頭往枕頭塞，這是要悶死我吧？！928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRNvi9r4dgc
928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG66tXDIyrE
似乎她發現這樣作弄我會亂掙扎，所以她還是放開了我。928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJliBTyP8sW
928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk8Xe6gfVBh
「依加…幫，幫你清走Ｄ藥膏，唔好拎轉過黎！傷頸呀！」928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjP1byfYpHl
928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPdboqATndx
我被她扭回伏向下的姿勢，但那一瞬間已看到滿臉通紅如喝醉一樣的童桐的害羞樣子。928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZElfbV60T
928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVbeOjeJlZ
太可愛了。928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAUB2hLMXx7
928Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA7wCPxk9dN
如是者，已成敗局的魚腩盃準決賽如期來臨。
