妍妍一直陪著我回家，明明我知道她根本就不順路，但是她也送我到附近的地鐵站後才和我道別。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX7UFX6dZhh
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAz1LfxF8yF
一路上她也再沒有提起Beta，也就是黑PR的事，就只是在和我聊著天。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHiAWBiuqpv
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl185gKg98f
當然，我到最後也沒有問，以免我尷尬，也以免她尷尬。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdpsNF22i3H
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQEiSZMgXJO
本來她的形象就是知性，比起童桐成熟的女生。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrXfK8tMdic
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSkKcuH7akR
「頭先咁，好失禮係未？」但沒想到是她主動先提起。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIGAWudQLLH
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZkeebRzJ3Q
「每個人都有情緒，唔好放係心。」我說，「相反，你肯係我面前表露情緒，我仲覺開心添。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ05BWwvrC4x
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZTEuR5nUh
「下，點解會開心？」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIwbIkSocO0
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlffNGo8fIO
「起碼你當我真係朋友啊？」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSfiRLalzRs
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEdY7iC2GzV
「……返去敷藥啦你！拜拜！」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFaAJqvpCXr
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTnEBiodCTx
妍妍用小手袋輕拍我一下，又回到扶手電梯升回月台，她就這樣消失在視野中。至於我，則一邊咀嚼著她的一字一句，回到家中。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQqYgXQgH7
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlKO0U7d9Z5
亞基你這黑白色混蛋你以為上了報紙就能抓門了對吧。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtLHwTCfIHa
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKXfO46VOS
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw19aoQh1pR
我還記得小時候，我或是童桐生病的時候我們總會互相照顧對方。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdiUww9nZSb
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzDi8WihJZo
我生病時，她會自己開門進來，把我學校的功課摔到我臉上，然後檢查我有沒有準時吃藥。最重要是仔細檢查我有沒有吃多吃少，再把我媽煮好的粥，米糊之類的東西翻熱來餵我吃。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtkZF1YoKKU
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwY7EvOqjpJ
小病是福，我完全明白。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5FqTwHxWFr
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIPcd9PAJG8
她生病時，我同樣地會為她拿來學校的功課，最大分別是我還會幫她通通寫完。這都歸功於我和童桐都能得意地互相模仿對方的字跡，這是長年累月下來互相幫對方做功課練成的無用技能。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQbKIbWxLb
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4lfiXVEgBk
還有就是我們的字無論寫得多潦草，我們也能看懂，也只有我們能看懂，這在小時候上課傳紙仔時發揮了不少作用。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy4d4My50ds
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLH9vsSEfaw
不過我始終覺得模仿她裝得比較好，雖然她不承認。畢竟我幫她做功課的機會太多了，甚至上了大學後一些特殊情況，例如焊燈帶，倒模翻模，3D Print，航拍那些都是我幫她。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMY7ZjCgedZ
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8wgLlap5U
這種關係在她有拍拖時也一樣，似乎我的命在她眼中還算有點價值。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaPwcMBkW0s
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD7qoKD7Fs4
離題了。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIKHgijxmoK
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4XNtNI1RwA
總之，現在她這樣在照顧我的光景，我一點也不陌生。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf0S9NsfA5m
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKSqq30LtLU
那麼為甚麼我心跳得這樣快呢？！887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuyovUL2uC7
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGe2DUTSLp3
「叮～」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1jQYltUDJU
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEOzap4zSyd
［警告：心率過快］智能手錶也多此一舉地提示。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOcf4YkRGe
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUaSWb46utT
正伏在童桐大腿上的我甩掉手錶扔到一旁。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIne8FaLG2L
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡswIdZAaNWR
「呀遊，咪叫左你隻手唔好郁…」她鼓起小咀說，然後順手撿起了手錶自己戴了起來，反正密碼也是她生日。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLixkvk7cC
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU7G39M88fG
「抽筋，Sorry。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEeheHR9P6d
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWcYWZ8ETgk
「下？！真係既？！邊度？痛唔痛？…」童桐認真起來，當然在她眼中我手抽筋可大可小吧。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJTQWudJIq
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeowjfW2Hcn
「無啦，無事。」我說，「其實我就咁扒梳發都得…」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmFujjdI8qI
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRPKOavzxU5
「唔得，等陣我唔控制住你，你隻手就自己郁。」童桐說。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAmNfP9UEgp
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcrHSWpxhjx
膝枕一般是臉朝上，這臉朝下真的太刺激了，雖然我和她雙腳之間有個萬惡的枕頭擋著，但…887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbNapysgBJe
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡStJcuGEEgH
好吧可能真的只因為我自己有邪念…887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Ac0LZXEJu
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxBqR3L1ES3
「比賽仲有幾耐？」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Ie3ODDlgc
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0xWgfAKZLR
「一星期唔夠。」我把臉埋在枕頭中說。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBz4xblpum2
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ01WrHnk7TB
「…唔好勉強，呀遊。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBtGl8OX9z
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPULl9yZCjE
「我會有分數。」我說。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8l747L9K6g
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7LVLGqJ58
不，我沒有。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf4tzDLQrFc
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnjiSpncMa1
即使能上場，已經是必敗無疑。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZDNiHXlnY
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6q43N8ePS
鐵師傅說我最快只能在比賽前一天短暫練習，然後出賽，還要使用磅數不同的弓，這是他和英姐一起討論出的最大折衷方案。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbWQxcx9Ix1
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHn8NSxN4F3
輸是輸定了，就是看輸成怎樣。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Lo2kwR5zA
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTjpmZJjUvp
老實說，我自己都想退賽了，運動員因傷退賽在體育界也見不少吧，而且我還勉強算是為了救（自己害的）人而受傷，不算難看。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ak2GOUFDb
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAg9U1MboaW
難不難看是一回事。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0n7Jwc7gbK
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsaFaUYBXgK
甘不甘心又是另一回事。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ3Ho46Yrfs
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqGXWDqftXm
「呀遊…」童桐讀懂我的心思，輕輕用手梳我的後腦勺頭髮，絲絲蘇麻感從後腦勺散開。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3l7G82EBNx
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6Ag8cMMl5
但我不甘心。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWzSefLqC0q
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡenJz3JZ67q
這是我擅長的東西，能有成功機會，能在童桐面前威一次的東西。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW2sjxtX6Wj
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ96PlLJxhsT
還是我熱愛著，努力過，一直努力著的東西。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdOPmx4rUBR
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9fyjkP6ujA
我不甘心。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1TTqDUKOIZ
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfz9HQ47XLu
「就算輸我都想落場。」我把臉埋在枕頭中說。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgAh5C6M3bb
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ39lHJknvMh
「…真係？」童桐說。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuwjMAdkbDh
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTUa55okk3x
我停頓了片刻。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh8wCCgNXBM
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZ05AnBWnA
那一瞬間，我發深思熟慮與時間無關。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywXG6AxT5N
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUxtMl7yO25
「呢樣野係我所愛，我努力過，我努力緊既事。童桐…我想落場，即使會輸。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoU7Lyov0NT
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjmNiUhhmDI
就和你一樣，童桐。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUY4YEiFbIk
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF7x1Pdy7X7
和你一樣。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsy3hPa7sYa
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdy9RZnim4N
我有做過失敗的盤算，和童桐連青梅竹馬也做不成最壞敗局。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWPopH4y6ra
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfsxVjZSqi6
但至少我試過了，即使後悔也是後悔「自己為何要不自量力」，而不是「自己連試也沒有試」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBvD9oClBI7
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4tnmrIthIk
連試也沒有試的懊悔，比起試了後失敗的挫敗更傷，更沉重，相信我。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeSJfDtzaNh
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXH3kkjeDz
「既然係咁…我就黎睇你喇。」童桐說。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCzj9kxwgJS
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzcYjYrig2z
「下？」我抬起頭看她，她馬上一手把我的頭「質」回枕頭中不準我亂動。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaloHfg68AH
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcC4kDYVEkn
「上次我唔黎係怕影響你集中，但既然你今次點都係算既…我就黎睇你，陪住你輸，陪住你灰，再陪住你企返起身好唔好？」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQW8YxsBZ4j
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv2OWk6PsfV
童桐溫柔地輕撫我的髮絲，然後雙手環抱我的頭，溫暖的胸脯輕壓到我的側臉，接著後腦一下輕壓，不知道是她的淺吻還是只是用額頭蹭磨我的頭髮。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65bUadBEPb
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQa3rp7Njq
「多謝你，童桐。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsvlbHZ9x3r
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsUqmz1R1mI
這大概是我這麼多年和童桐最親密的瞬間，我整個頭被童桐抱在懷中輕蹭，耳邊只剩下隆隆聲和她的香氣，她的體溫。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJSWkaEmVU
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZDbV3SRmYj
「叮～」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1BYYjyryEB
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Vd388cuZH
熟悉的警告聲，這是代表［警告：心率過快］，但我現在沒有戴著。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfPUrXlibUg
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjIaAEX7vR
戴著智能手錶的人，是童桐。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFQABeKJDt0
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOE2nDHGOar
「……」童桐和我都沒作聲，然後她默默地脫下手錶塞到茶几一旁。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmkOtC8KUUM
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnTaTWTlDeC
「嗚嗯嗯嗚嗯嗯童桐嗚？？！？！」她死命地把我的頭往枕頭塞，這是要悶死我吧？！887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtYEksRlVjF
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTI286sZZ69
似乎她發現這樣作弄我會亂掙扎，所以她還是放開了我。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWFej1kLTJF
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3nhjM17mrt
「依加…幫，幫你清走Ｄ藥膏，唔好拎轉過黎！傷頸呀！」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxkLs6evjgb
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuE12f1LPtR
我被她扭回伏向下的姿勢，但那一瞬間已看到滿臉通紅如喝醉一樣的童桐的害羞樣子。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ21WXc9NeeQ
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2GTdc8IzDD
太可愛了。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ41zLpnGRAD
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4nyewSNb9h
如是者，已成敗局的魚腩盃準決賽如期來臨。
