妍妍一直陪著我回家，明明我知道她根本就不順路，但是她也送我到附近的地鐵站後才和我道別。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDikc7utb1d
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm6iOKHG4nw
一路上她也再沒有提起Beta，也就是黑PR的事，就只是在和我聊著天。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU4PHE6rZjC
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqbBil0zo44
當然，我到最後也沒有問，以免我尷尬，也以免她尷尬。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡivk0xytVZm
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTwT6hqfD1q
本來她的形象就是知性，比起童桐成熟的女生。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu1xZFfI7FN
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHY2twhg1hO
「頭先咁，好失禮係未？」但沒想到是她主動先提起。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh8YC1HGJjr
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqhaF70xRmU
「每個人都有情緒，唔好放係心。」我說，「相反，你肯係我面前表露情緒，我仲覺開心添。」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ZCbLaRPre
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxUItzJ07dU
「下，點解會開心？」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdfzTibed2j
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Q5rbYZVMI
「起碼你當我真係朋友啊？」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ORcHE2kgC
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUDVlWBbYA7
「……返去敷藥啦你！拜拜！」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqgJw3xwkeT
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6FsEPte0xR
妍妍用小手袋輕拍我一下，又回到扶手電梯升回月台，她就這樣消失在視野中。至於我，則一邊咀嚼著她的一字一句，回到家中。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr3IyqT6S5m
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTFQ5R6BmoA
亞基你這黑白色混蛋你以為上了報紙就能抓門了對吧。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoVeTubwF8I
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtL3kgypdVO
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUPk0MKwwJt
我還記得小時候，我或是童桐生病的時候我們總會互相照顧對方。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitXOkEVIHB
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPsggDeCjc8
我生病時，她會自己開門進來，把我學校的功課摔到我臉上，然後檢查我有沒有準時吃藥。最重要是仔細檢查我有沒有吃多吃少，再把我媽煮好的粥，米糊之類的東西翻熱來餵我吃。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7LU5mzGmwX
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ8jsXuY3DJ
小病是福，我完全明白。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdolfVEcApo
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDK4kQEzTU
她生病時，我同樣地會為她拿來學校的功課，最大分別是我還會幫她通通寫完。這都歸功於我和童桐都能得意地互相模仿對方的字跡，這是長年累月下來互相幫對方做功課練成的無用技能。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfYnGsbOGXf
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRA4dXqP1qO
還有就是我們的字無論寫得多潦草，我們也能看懂，也只有我們能看懂，這在小時候上課傳紙仔時發揮了不少作用。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYzOz2PRUmB
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV0EoTVJHtQ
不過我始終覺得模仿她裝得比較好，雖然她不承認。畢竟我幫她做功課的機會太多了，甚至上了大學後一些特殊情況，例如焊燈帶，倒模翻模，3D Print，航拍那些都是我幫她。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtaawZA5jpg
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwPPseZmRY
這種關係在她有拍拖時也一樣，似乎我的命在她眼中還算有點價值。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJxWQZB3cX
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSuZB2vfgNF
離題了。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZUPFCJfse
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTpw69VVfhW
總之，現在她這樣在照顧我的光景，我一點也不陌生。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ60iXoggn1u
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDyo2ofVKsK
那麼為甚麼我心跳得這樣快呢？！912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyuXeO2LVtw
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHmM3p388cE
「叮～」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIVucGYHr28
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZsMsa2Hpg
［警告：心率過快］智能手錶也多此一舉地提示。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDVwKocUzDm
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyNTl565xnh
正伏在童桐大腿上的我甩掉手錶扔到一旁。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTB4u2hp2l1
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZPHYBag6z
「呀遊，咪叫左你隻手唔好郁…」她鼓起小咀說，然後順手撿起了手錶自己戴了起來，反正密碼也是她生日。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE7kboEOlWk
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdjM5lcCHDy
「抽筋，Sorry。」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvqz5JfdYjW
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPLIJ1KYXtU
「下？！真係既？！邊度？痛唔痛？…」童桐認真起來，當然在她眼中我手抽筋可大可小吧。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsv6Z5W810q
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYktm8t6PH
「無啦，無事。」我說，「其實我就咁扒梳發都得…」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwzgR3gdlZr
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61IUsAvTcQ
「唔得，等陣我唔控制住你，你隻手就自己郁。」童桐說。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4GMACBy1F
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0LAhOJBUrw
膝枕一般是臉朝上，這臉朝下真的太刺激了，雖然我和她雙腳之間有個萬惡的枕頭擋著，但…912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1P6dKBIGvX
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4wo1D6KXMx
好吧可能真的只因為我自己有邪念…912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR9piUUU7ak
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsy1ze7LI5i
「比賽仲有幾耐？」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXynQAJBpmK
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJC0lVlFEWg
「一星期唔夠。」我把臉埋在枕頭中說。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHrC1j7Ho2
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgRk595Pjc5
「…唔好勉強，呀遊。」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7YfNwnih1p
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8JLknnCC2x
「我會有分數。」我說。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeSeU85iKAD
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWT28FvUtdO
不，我沒有。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR43U8aykUH
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMYpE3fdZJ
即使能上場，已經是必敗無疑。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY6gy5jhpp4
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvnd8QKN0vW
鐵師傅說我最快只能在比賽前一天短暫練習，然後出賽，還要使用磅數不同的弓，這是他和英姐一起討論出的最大折衷方案。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgY41U2mqJ3
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUVfhBnLY4I
輸是輸定了，就是看輸成怎樣。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgq4bhXDNHh
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBKwOSWiXba
老實說，我自己都想退賽了，運動員因傷退賽在體育界也見不少吧，而且我還勉強算是為了救（自己害的）人而受傷，不算難看。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBwhXJFlQC
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtLRjhQJqJE
難不難看是一回事。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu1iXxbwhtv
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4bMToDWwFK
甘不甘心又是另一回事。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7UCHBv9AO
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQOCVEIN3zM
「呀遊…」童桐讀懂我的心思，輕輕用手梳我的後腦勺頭髮，絲絲蘇麻感從後腦勺散開。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU3mbCTGu8h
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVa6fFfIB3z
但我不甘心。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0XHFtgvce
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlc5crTi62h
這是我擅長的東西，能有成功機會，能在童桐面前威一次的東西。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡscQszAYru3
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡysTW45oNUr
還是我熱愛著，努力過，一直努力著的東西。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNSkoi39VJH
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxSQTk3H95X
我不甘心。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF5DC02vkqQ
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0fSY2iv4hm
「就算輸我都想落場。」我把臉埋在枕頭中說。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0QXlWoJ7XU
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyW7vFXY2ae
「…真係？」童桐說。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdgBbBA8sM9
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGEM65nThc1
我停頓了片刻。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqVSLA7eLt
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEfMLRkckC7
那一瞬間，我發深思熟慮與時間無關。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeVTkJkgKOA
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTFWSkgw67A
「呢樣野係我所愛，我努力過，我努力緊既事。童桐…我想落場，即使會輸。」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVEG3060p0h
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsgSuzWt64x
就和你一樣，童桐。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDE2PxPvcGc
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6BXAQzQyif
和你一樣。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFvSxG5z2sZ
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJYLEEXgBz
我有做過失敗的盤算，和童桐連青梅竹馬也做不成最壞敗局。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQbnkCV7PEP
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4Kdmjj74o
但至少我試過了，即使後悔也是後悔「自己為何要不自量力」，而不是「自己連試也沒有試」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBtCyxDMJj
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡULrFBjEQs1
連試也沒有試的懊悔，比起試了後失敗的挫敗更傷，更沉重，相信我。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7hXlcwvkJA
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPotnLSxQB
「既然係咁…我就黎睇你喇。」童桐說。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyEdOyDTlOo
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQgXxz88jFs
「下？」我抬起頭看她，她馬上一手把我的頭「質」回枕頭中不準我亂動。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGkezkeH8k9
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtUt1kesYPZ
「上次我唔黎係怕影響你集中，但既然你今次點都係算既…我就黎睇你，陪住你輸，陪住你灰，再陪住你企返起身好唔好？」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7AjDRBGvER
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡet5rHM4KN5
童桐溫柔地輕撫我的髮絲，然後雙手環抱我的頭，溫暖的胸脯輕壓到我的側臉，接著後腦一下輕壓，不知道是她的淺吻還是只是用額頭蹭磨我的頭髮。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA8gCiFsqnh
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡswEgVMC6Yg
「多謝你，童桐。」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnVdxEq189C
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1l4vFIVF6i
這大概是我這麼多年和童桐最親密的瞬間，我整個頭被童桐抱在懷中輕蹭，耳邊只剩下隆隆聲和她的香氣，她的體溫。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSBZYONeOqQ
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkRhAfbzmDU
「叮～」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2btWh58C25
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz9b9FFTCHR
熟悉的警告聲，這是代表［警告：心率過快］，但我現在沒有戴著。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfNDBI29OC
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1wCNJspacj
戴著智能手錶的人，是童桐。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8wwQFslfi8
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6yAfVxK2QN
「……」童桐和我都沒作聲，然後她默默地脫下手錶塞到茶几一旁。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8lnJzDuOO
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhDXChP15bI
「嗚嗯嗯嗚嗯嗯童桐嗚？？！？！」她死命地把我的頭往枕頭塞，這是要悶死我吧？！912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrjVJhOUQOE
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡziYuMYEbBQ
似乎她發現這樣作弄我會亂掙扎，所以她還是放開了我。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5SSXKmfI2U
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2zyOgh6hhw
「依加…幫，幫你清走Ｄ藥膏，唔好拎轉過黎！傷頸呀！」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2CNSCJHekA
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ScEuNthzp
我被她扭回伏向下的姿勢，但那一瞬間已看到滿臉通紅如喝醉一樣的童桐的害羞樣子。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsWR8KHp6BR
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRkOxkr6krw
太可愛了。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡslPZwgWVzl
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqgsD63SxPN
如是者，已成敗局的魚腩盃準決賽如期來臨。
