我不知自己呆了多久，但回過神來我第一個自然反應是再次確認。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn9gpWzSjPt
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「你話…叫我試下追妍妍？」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOT9v5tulny
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「係呀。」童桐卻說，「你諗下有幾可會有咁好既女仔埋你身，只要你夠膽既話，我覺得都唔係無機會成功…」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPmXPvwyae
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甚麼有幾可。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWPANEPSdEo
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我幼稚園中班時已經遇上了最完美的女生了。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWjrSw8nX0x
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而她正在我眼前。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDjkgXE4vD3
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「我先唔追。」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVNVwa8ST2
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「下？」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHlz64XblOY
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「下咩下，唔追未唔追囉。」我別過臉說。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDcAhiJXeui
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「……呀遊，你眼角俾我想像中仲要高啊，你真係打算有亞基陪你一世就算？」童桐輕撫在我身上翻出肚子的亞基說。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWMHyZXZ2yZ
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〔汪…〕1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOgUO183zNF
（作者特別翻譯：唔好啦大佬…）1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgRv5wkUwC8
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「我，我先唔係眼角高。」我說。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfRNIV05ylm
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「咁點解你唔追佢？佢已經算係女神級啦，你咁都睇唔上？」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8TJINJAwH
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「唔係睇唔睇得上既問題，佢故然係女神級，但，但係…」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPa2dRKa9e8
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「如果你覺得自己高攀唔起既我又覺得唔會，其實靚女無你想像中難追…」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgVitOoQPOO
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出現了，都市傳說第4位「靚女其實無人追所以易追」。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD0J9AemlfF
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但你倒好意思說啊童小姐。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUoW8TGZq6B
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「唔係高唔高攀既問題啦。」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdj35tmMVWH
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「……睇黎你知道D關於佢既事，但我唔知。」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLruPjGiWuu
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「係…就係，但唔係重點。」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQef7qP7NH
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重點是我喜歡你啊，但我怎樣說出口？說了這不就是在表白嗎。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9X7iZlHwiL
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「咁重點係咩？佢有咩野係搞到你會對佢無興趣？」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyCgRPYaWdp
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童桐也太敏銳了吧。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgvuQLavMPT
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「如果連佢咁既女神，你都會話無興趣，一定係好嚴重既問題。」童桐說，「你就講俾我知啦？」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnGqmq4mHFZ
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「唔係…咁好。」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAYvoAbz1P4
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「我應承你，我唔同其他人講呀。」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1kwKo4gB9M
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又是這招！1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXrahDIfa5o
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自小到大次次套我話也用這招！夠了喔！還明知我每次都會中計！1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeBLpwhzYM0
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「呀遊呀～我好想知呀～」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQsdY11RI5L
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童桐對我撒嬌套話，正用粉拳輕錘我，「最多我今晚同你摀耳呀？好唔好？」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡayOuSd3Try
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「…我唔想講佢壞話…」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4dTAVw6tjI
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快變陣，快點變陣！有沒有方法胡弄過去？！1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdldzBleeqR
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「原來係咁…你覺得佢重要過我。」她低頭難受地說，「不惜要我失望，都要守護佢…呀遊你就唔可以對我都咁溫柔…？」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡENLNAZCsjd
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這可憐表情對我效果太拔群了！1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaN3YuehCR2
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「我，我唔係要你失望…」我慌了。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmG25n4J6K1
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童桐絕對不會放過這機會的吧！1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz9HtjWDHfC
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不要緊，我想好了。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaga96sEIZX
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「你唔好同其他人講。」我凝重地說。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIrN1TROlJO
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這不是謊言，也不是事實。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzNTqW0WicC
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「好，同你勾手指尾～」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6MKOapALOO
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「嘩，幾歲…」我笑著伸出手指尾輕勾童桐的尾指。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0H6Gg1IPE
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「咁係點？到底有咩原因令到A0遊竟然串到話對女神級既妍妍無興趣？」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT7igpC7LS0
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童桐雙眼發光，這使我想起測謊之夜她圍堵妍妍時的眼神。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9jL5W2Sh3
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「…嘛…」我支支吾吾地別過頭去。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqv2sMCmgoR
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「講啦講啦！」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEaa84k0n0k
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「佢…唔係A1啦，非正式黎講。」我選擇跳過ptgf這4個字。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBjQ0YMSSiU
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「我就知道…嗄？非正式？」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2bAq3NH5AL
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「佢私生活非常豐富，經驗…很多，你明唔明，經，驗…我無個種…經驗。」我愈說愈細聲。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT5D5UXgOd1
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我那時沒有面向童桐，所以看不到她的表情。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzH99SPm1Z3
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「……」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnVRNKoDprd
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那是出乎我意料之外的沉默。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpfI6sru1VY
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「…你原來唔接受呢種女仔啊，呀遊。」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdgpDjFd6GG
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我那時被童桐逼得手忙腳亂，所以也沒有注意她語氣中的失落。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnHjRJSdI9D
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這是我的過錯。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡogd7mwtuKN
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「你你你唔好誤會，我亦唔係咩處女情意結，只係妍妍佢…同我差太遠，我地簡直係兩種人，所以…佢肯做我朋友我好光榮添！但係你話叫我追佢，我知道我係無資格拒絕或者睇唔起佢咁既女神，所以我真係唔係話佢濫而嫌棄…應該話我係睇自己唔起…童桐？」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVRPyUUGwtJ
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我手忙腳亂，胡言亂語起來，才發現她不太對勁。。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJzS4JdKHWm
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「嗯？」她這時才刷一下變回正常的表情，剛剛臉上的哀愁瞬間消失。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmnzDiJoIrR
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「你無事？」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHGNcFdS26u
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「我有咩事？總之，你覺得佢好濫，所以接受唔到，係未？」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡccaFsU5T2k
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「唔係咁難聽，你咁講好似講到我係網上D渣男咁…」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxCMLu0yvCU
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「……你唔係咩。」童桐說，「正衰人。」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCcrBfhFwRJ
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「我梗係唔係！只係…我覺得同佢做朋友就好。」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ20eIPdZdm2
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「哼，朋友…」她說，「咁未同我一樣…車…」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡno4PnKN3P2
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我那一句惹童桐不開心了？1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhTzHCzBWL7
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「佢上次已經實牙實齒講過唔係鐘意我，叫我唔好誤會。」我補充，「無啦啦又食多次檸檬啦我。」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSxabJ73UIK
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「抵你死呀。」她還裝鬼臉向我吐舌，正小學雞。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ75RLRHJhzc
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沒辦法，我總不能說因為妍妍是PTGF吧。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj9xoSgYG3s
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再說了，即使我A0, 我還是能辨清愛意與慾望。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYad1OcFGeR
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我喜歡的人，始終還是只有童桐一個。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNWBrtlLHuw
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「咁你呢，依加嵐晨佢…搞到咁大獲。」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx3bgdF4tci
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「佢…」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR6L2ZEDDuM
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「搞大女仔個肚，教個女仔暪住屋企人落仔，然後再飛左佢…我都真係估唔到佢會咁。」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ851LUq6rx6
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我那時還不知更糟糕的在後面。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYwuYVMjT8w
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那天其實是雪崩的前夜，核彈根本還沒爆炸…應該說已經爆了，但做成的破壞還被我們所察覺。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBzGhC0mxhT
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我那時以為自己只是不知道核彈的內容，但知道會做成的後果。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkdSoyJoZgR
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不，我其實連後果也不知道。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbZyXsu7GZ
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不過，知道自己喜歡的人真面目是這樣，童桐心裡一定也不好受吧。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0HX7yKXAUg
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果不其言，童桐低下頭一言不發，洗衣機規律的「隆隆」聲在我們之間迴響不止，眼框中有淚光恍動。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9Ng07WaTV
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也許我卑鄙。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfP6mIXg9PS
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但是，這是植嵐晨自己造的孽，又能怪誰？1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFIVS7vKIw8
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「隆，隆，隆，叮叮噹～」洗衣完成。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBxco6wPha
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「我去幫你放去乾衣機先。」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy2dOcasSyT
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「…唔該呀遊。」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhwZFyFfEHB
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「黎，抱住佢先。」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHeRvubCrMT
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我把亞基抱起來，塞到童桐懷中，童桐輕輕擁住亞基，把頭埋進黑白交叉的毛之中不知是哭還是甚麼。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoMZHuPTnRB
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「嗚汪…」感受到童桐情緒的亞基伸出舌頭輕舔童桐的臉以示安慰。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiyehhpCdK0
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我走到廚房打開洗衣機，一陣潮濕的霧氣湧出，我拿過童桐的衣物扔到乾衣機之中…1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0xIBNmEiQ4
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洗衣袋中的，果然是胸圍和內褲…她和我也忘了這玩意的存在。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHHLIVdD32i
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算了，反正是童桐的，我不介意，我也不是甚麼迷信的人，黑色蕾絲和紅色蝴蝶結圖案我也覺得很可愛…喂喂喂，醒啊馬川遊。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGMrdihAgv
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關門，標準乾衣程序啟動。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh2sjgiCRCF
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「嗶嗶！」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSYZNxEaGb
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「隆，隆，隆…」乾衣倉開始轉動。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ebMItQhEx
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「你今晚係唔係度食野？」我回到客廳中問。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡubqFnxVK8i
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「嗯…好呀。」童桐的樣子看起來好像很疲憊。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuxf2WDpRka
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「壽司?」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTh9GogosEh
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「無所謂。」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy2DVKnxMDD
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正常發揮。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt9YyebAn84
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但也不用這樣早。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkpnjJtxzeX
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突然，童桐的手機和我的手機同時震動，打開一看竟然是今天早上植嵐晨與那大叔打架的片段，是那天水上樂園後用來傳圖片用的群組。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbLJX97g5DD
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〔嘩咩事？〕1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCRffqTNpi7
〔嵐晨你有無事？有無報警？〕1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡITGmeSvFFH
〔童桐你點樣？無嚇親啦嘛？〕1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyPCvPUWbm1
〔今晚集咩張咩望好似都話會提…〕1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9IFIKEnMWC
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「…唉。」童桐輕嘆一口氣關上，我倒是在時間軸上拖曳快速看了個大概，才知道二人都出重手，沒死人真是不幸中的大幸，難怪童桐一想起便怕成這樣子。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEvIkYUgtu0
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「唔好睇啦。」我輕按她手機上的鎖機鍵，手機「喀」一聲關上。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0xtUhrJmRJ
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「…」她還發呆地盯著回到鎖機畫面的手機。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1mPvdgnmAM
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很心痛，這是我害的，即使不這樣做不行。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyaAY3xmOGz
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我就說了，我從來不是甚麼正人君子。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2vbWfoOySi
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也許童桐覺得我是。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt9yaxB7zP8
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也許我也曾經覺得自己是。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiHjCUKyzl6
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但…既然發射了核彈，也沒甚麼好辯解了。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvf9ntYgldq
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她的表情使我回想起之前她和男朋友後分手的樣子，即使Beta和情聖那時怎樣說我只是水泡，私家兵，工具人，我也堅持陪在她身邊，直到她找到下一個男朋友為止。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXIosCWR1kd
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這是我只能做到的事。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2xovBeYVzh
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現在她已經算是失戀的一種吧？1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8aifObdeQs
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「童桐…」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTHbcB9lqUy
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鼓起勇氣，鼓氣勇氣，馬川遊，又不是未試過，鼓起勇氣吧。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuTftUvbIJ5
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「想喊既…就喊啦，呢度得我一個。」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡguKeIMyFdP
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我以震抖著的手橫跨童桐的背脊，試探式的摟住她。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5awQLzdrEW
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她沒有抗拒，臂彎中也傳來她的柔軟，她的體溫，她的脈動。於是我放開膽子搭住她的肩膊拉她往下，輕輕放於膝上，好像那時她以膝枕安撫我一樣。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Sn9keSqrZ
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只是現在我們位置反過來。我輕梳她的秀髮：「唔好理個Group, 唔好理其他人講咩，唔好睇手機。」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ420BJJsjG2
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我輕輕拿過她的手機，放到一旁的茶几上。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXFc0rgmhNb
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「我…我係唔係好衰，當自己鐘意既人同自己想像中唔同個時，我就完全接受唔到。」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPuwYwOIOf7
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「你只係自私，童桐。」
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妍妍那天的忠告突然在腦中響起。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8RshiKCby
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「我可能唔係鐘意嵐晨，而只係鐘意自己想像出黎既個個佢。」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjNK4rgKqtY
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「…你只係唔了解真正既佢啫，唔好咁話自己，傻女。」我模仿童桐那種搔癢的手法，雙手在她耳邊輕輕按摩，在她後腦遊走輕梳髮絲，她也閉上眼躺在我大腿上。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUkYLJHRR2T
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「你愛既人既唔係植嵐晨，而唔係呀遊，而係你自己。」
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…腦中的聲音煩死了。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhrwLhMj5Or
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「係咪個個人都係咁？當知道自己鐘意既人真面目既時候，就接受唔到…始終自己想像出黎既人，先係最完美，最美好。」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkKoyPmWVdg
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如果大家都是這樣，童桐應該沒這樣難受吧。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDoCtRrlQlB
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「…但又想呀遊留係你身邊，有咩事佢可以對你溫柔同保護你。」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNA6P7ENsUi
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好啦，你全部說中，我也清楚，閉嘴。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEwfSexerqQ
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「我諗，應該好多人都係。」我說。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYNXD2kXypn
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「……」閉上眼的童桐，皺了一皺眉頭，楚楚可憐的樣子得叫人憐愛，叫人心疼。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbuDI6zGKrl
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「唔好諗咁多啦，合埋眼休息下。」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9pCu8E2Jpg
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我用手輕捂她雙眼，然後雙掌往她耳上摀去，配以輕搔，梳頭，撫按，如她那時待我一樣，直到她緩緩睡在我膝上。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYNquSzWaxA
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那是最後一天的平靜。
