妍妍一直陪著我回家，明明我知道她根本就不順路，但是她也送我到附近的地鐵站後才和我道別。929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2Oc4Iv2F0
929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHxjpYNa1Sn
一路上她也再沒有提起Beta，也就是黑PR的事，就只是在和我聊著天。929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8osbJUwd9w
929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqCR6vnA9Xc
當然，我到最後也沒有問，以免我尷尬，也以免她尷尬。929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8D5NCSDdd5
929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3aU3wVefBp
本來她的形象就是知性，比起童桐成熟的女生。929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfPLQCqwqkU
929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1FQ3nusKej
「頭先咁，好失禮係未？」但沒想到是她主動先提起。929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcBszLyErfC
929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRXYBwAN42O
「每個人都有情緒，唔好放係心。」我說，「相反，你肯係我面前表露情緒，我仲覺開心添。」929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbW1C6RA7Qt
929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnXYz1NrAXW
「下，點解會開心？」929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlqgvCOaufc
929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDes1Pf6N0j
「起碼你當我真係朋友啊？」929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMq8jAGaM0
929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ28bzSomvQi
「……返去敷藥啦你！拜拜！」929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7kqvAay14d
929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUjvjCq4BAb
妍妍用小手袋輕拍我一下，又回到扶手電梯升回月台，她就這樣消失在視野中。至於我，則一邊咀嚼著她的一字一句，回到家中。929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV4FRNXZlpe
929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ338VJKGBE0
亞基你這黑白色混蛋你以為上了報紙就能抓門了對吧。929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg5KcsS6kut
929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5vOdHA12dK
929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWIJGJf4UeD
我還記得小時候，我或是童桐生病的時候我們總會互相照顧對方。929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEIlO7gdGYK
929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCUkk5MIbYJ
我生病時，她會自己開門進來，把我學校的功課摔到我臉上，然後檢查我有沒有準時吃藥。最重要是仔細檢查我有沒有吃多吃少，再把我媽煮好的粥，米糊之類的東西翻熱來餵我吃。929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf9rY12Ebm4
929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqkEVyuLXZh
小病是福，我完全明白。929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcn4jjDFFY3
929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnruwXqmNtP
她生病時，我同樣地會為她拿來學校的功課，最大分別是我還會幫她通通寫完。這都歸功於我和童桐都能得意地互相模仿對方的字跡，這是長年累月下來互相幫對方做功課練成的無用技能。929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSOcA8ikaw0
929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJsUTUf8wZ
還有就是我們的字無論寫得多潦草，我們也能看懂，也只有我們能看懂，這在小時候上課傳紙仔時發揮了不少作用。929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUKuFkIBQJw
929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7CZ61jjkE6
不過我始終覺得模仿她裝得比較好，雖然她不承認。畢竟我幫她做功課的機會太多了，甚至上了大學後一些特殊情況，例如焊燈帶，倒模翻模，3D Print，航拍那些都是我幫她。929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS2S6EO2Nu1
929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBLg3yUEGH
這種關係在她有拍拖時也一樣，似乎我的命在她眼中還算有點價值。929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ14LOIIjdml
929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc882NPkVCA
離題了。929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSCOFpfrSCB
929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJpN25QlqL
總之，現在她這樣在照顧我的光景，我一點也不陌生。929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ63yIsMsgCe
929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbjFqXxdtL
那麼為甚麼我心跳得這樣快呢？！929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4qvKD9XdP
929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDxwOF3qY2u
「叮～」929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTb7qFIKG91
929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68y5dPRY7y
［警告：心率過快］智能手錶也多此一舉地提示。929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN79TJkiGMX
929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQyj9ydlEQH
正伏在童桐大腿上的我甩掉手錶扔到一旁。929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzdtMiT98q
929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVVrvEUDazb
「呀遊，咪叫左你隻手唔好郁…」她鼓起小咀說，然後順手撿起了手錶自己戴了起來，反正密碼也是她生日。929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmkzu42hSl
929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGGvZnzZMi2
「抽筋，Sorry。」929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIpamqOhhSw
929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4YuqlxqStb
「下？！真係既？！邊度？痛唔痛？…」童桐認真起來，當然在她眼中我手抽筋可大可小吧。929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡej4cUV3rRr
929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhG0aS9CaQc
「無啦，無事。」我說，「其實我就咁扒梳發都得…」929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5QPam5uR19
929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGyDDazYE8
「唔得，等陣我唔控制住你，你隻手就自己郁。」童桐說。929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3ybXfbcgF
929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYTXRpC5dWQ
膝枕一般是臉朝上，這臉朝下真的太刺激了，雖然我和她雙腳之間有個萬惡的枕頭擋著，但…929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzwFBzPCXxm
929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaNNeAm5TG6
好吧可能真的只因為我自己有邪念…929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPrBqhxGtM7
929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyhuS8vWDrS
「比賽仲有幾耐？」929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYNljxPtufD
929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHb29MWriv
「一星期唔夠。」我把臉埋在枕頭中說。929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgeO5nO5UNT
929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGsKqODeEKj
「…唔好勉強，呀遊。」929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqmJ4lhitLY
929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0C2p91oLNk
「我會有分數。」我說。929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPTuuQW5Iyz
929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡehAMMfpYuV
不，我沒有。929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWTtf0XZ1eN
929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnRk2zykLXy
即使能上場，已經是必敗無疑。929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYG7s8Cbhc
929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnccwB9lYti
鐵師傅說我最快只能在比賽前一天短暫練習，然後出賽，還要使用磅數不同的弓，這是他和英姐一起討論出的最大折衷方案。929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJSGEr95hko
929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSrVTBZHPkt
輸是輸定了，就是看輸成怎樣。929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvr5lUNABDj
929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8X8wiLBvHe
老實說，我自己都想退賽了，運動員因傷退賽在體育界也見不少吧，而且我還勉強算是為了救（自己害的）人而受傷，不算難看。929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5jCioDhY6
929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmrrE6cQr12
難不難看是一回事。929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaGKasUkoHt
929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ejAd2l5Ry
甘不甘心又是另一回事。929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0uCKciUwF2
929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIGXVqCCMiS
「呀遊…」童桐讀懂我的心思，輕輕用手梳我的後腦勺頭髮，絲絲蘇麻感從後腦勺散開。929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9MqcyA8IuW
929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8dhzthZS09
但我不甘心。929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIepQPTGoEm
929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkBmZXhzKsF
這是我擅長的東西，能有成功機會，能在童桐面前威一次的東西。929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7tmCURTvbF
929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ03tcpDQsMP
還是我熱愛著，努力過，一直努力著的東西。929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1lidC2wZLW
929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZXLfXgSyC
我不甘心。929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfacvyAS854
929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZenJGHAWh
「就算輸我都想落場。」我把臉埋在枕頭中說。929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPUGTY2dXNT
929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9rO9ETqpi
「…真係？」童桐說。929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlPFhRpc5Up
929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ58MKMJbO2l
我停頓了片刻。929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2rbCi52CHK
929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpqOpU6yijq
那一瞬間，我發深思熟慮與時間無關。929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSIpNeIb2w
929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuM6kJXDOfN
「呢樣野係我所愛，我努力過，我努力緊既事。童桐…我想落場，即使會輸。」929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDobYJIyVoi
929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGjWRnA1EKG
就和你一樣，童桐。929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaRXvT0jYjp
929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7gawRP6vm
和你一樣。929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyktlzUSLPF
929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNoMb6lV8cr
我有做過失敗的盤算，和童桐連青梅竹馬也做不成最壞敗局。929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXZCqigfwy
929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVWvolZEuV9
但至少我試過了，即使後悔也是後悔「自己為何要不自量力」，而不是「自己連試也沒有試」929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0SYReCAJtx
929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡasUy4bC7sr
連試也沒有試的懊悔，比起試了後失敗的挫敗更傷，更沉重，相信我。929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61f0Ke32zP
929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT3T3DWdU2P
「既然係咁…我就黎睇你喇。」童桐說。929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQPee6Ied6
929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKddz3Eywj2
「下？」我抬起頭看她，她馬上一手把我的頭「質」回枕頭中不準我亂動。929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd0a7Fds5ki
929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJQciA6JBG
「上次我唔黎係怕影響你集中，但既然你今次點都係算既…我就黎睇你，陪住你輸，陪住你灰，再陪住你企返起身好唔好？」929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOMnOJyzah
929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2MDIee3F9R
童桐溫柔地輕撫我的髮絲，然後雙手環抱我的頭，溫暖的胸脯輕壓到我的側臉，接著後腦一下輕壓，不知道是她的淺吻還是只是用額頭蹭磨我的頭髮。929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYwUGdl1uDC
929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡphm9mGQZDC
「多謝你，童桐。」929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR82AfeVaaP
929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡERB2u5TnLS
這大概是我這麼多年和童桐最親密的瞬間，我整個頭被童桐抱在懷中輕蹭，耳邊只剩下隆隆聲和她的香氣，她的體溫。929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnbReP6GBaU
929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvnEtfR5Hek
「叮～」929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK84Varp6Zz
929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3uaS31Uj6v
熟悉的警告聲，這是代表［警告：心率過快］，但我現在沒有戴著。929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmTTrF6n7iD
929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLl0w0qfqgu
戴著智能手錶的人，是童桐。929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZotwSIPAQ
929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQemRK9gP37
「……」童桐和我都沒作聲，然後她默默地脫下手錶塞到茶几一旁。929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbi17h9YVS7
929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoXuq8dkZW7
「嗚嗯嗯嗚嗯嗯童桐嗚？？！？！」她死命地把我的頭往枕頭塞，這是要悶死我吧？！929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1cOVmBF1Yp
929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjHoy8yq3fm
似乎她發現這樣作弄我會亂掙扎，所以她還是放開了我。929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡux6amE2Xue
929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmnjJ3xSVAs
「依加…幫，幫你清走Ｄ藥膏，唔好拎轉過黎！傷頸呀！」929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKUCyxl1lHJ
929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ219nOSOpE6
我被她扭回伏向下的姿勢，但那一瞬間已看到滿臉通紅如喝醉一樣的童桐的害羞樣子。929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkJo58vsOzp
929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgHYYIiZA4V
太可愛了。929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBVB9B26yP
929Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpAVlbftenL
如是者，已成敗局的魚腩盃準決賽如期來臨。
