妍妍一直陪著我回家，明明我知道她根本就不順路，但是她也送我到附近的地鐵站後才和我道別。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAYZ7amN3b7
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一路上她也再沒有提起Beta，也就是黑PR的事，就只是在和我聊著天。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKmm0JoAfKC
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當然，我到最後也沒有問，以免我尷尬，也以免她尷尬。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡakTyTUghZF
930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEcZyw7r8Qo
本來她的形象就是知性，比起童桐成熟的女生。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSrN2ThxnE3
930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq4G350DXlm
「頭先咁，好失禮係未？」但沒想到是她主動先提起。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKX1clKEvRy
930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMtj2fAkRho
「每個人都有情緒，唔好放係心。」我說，「相反，你肯係我面前表露情緒，我仲覺開心添。」930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ59emE502qD
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「下，點解會開心？」930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8oznnFLPU
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「起碼你當我真係朋友啊？」930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhmrdJwAc0Z
930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWPRRJmJd4v
「……返去敷藥啦你！拜拜！」930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYdW7cpTPv8
930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEcItF9CAOQ
妍妍用小手袋輕拍我一下，又回到扶手電梯升回月台，她就這樣消失在視野中。至於我，則一邊咀嚼著她的一字一句，回到家中。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh4lNWeVaMO
930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTc8CKTHFAG
亞基你這黑白色混蛋你以為上了報紙就能抓門了對吧。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTj5WRdPCTk
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我還記得小時候，我或是童桐生病的時候我們總會互相照顧對方。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtCiRETTTOA
930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1jFF1hBukG
我生病時，她會自己開門進來，把我學校的功課摔到我臉上，然後檢查我有沒有準時吃藥。最重要是仔細檢查我有沒有吃多吃少，再把我媽煮好的粥，米糊之類的東西翻熱來餵我吃。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9eIFtSTxTs
930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9Lr9bkaWq
小病是福，我完全明白。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUWeZvrlucl
930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsvsl2d0eBp
她生病時，我同樣地會為她拿來學校的功課，最大分別是我還會幫她通通寫完。這都歸功於我和童桐都能得意地互相模仿對方的字跡，這是長年累月下來互相幫對方做功課練成的無用技能。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb0bB4joeCw
930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGpFekAMUSW
還有就是我們的字無論寫得多潦草，我們也能看懂，也只有我們能看懂，這在小時候上課傳紙仔時發揮了不少作用。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR7u4i5URVL
930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoq5ASz1DRu
不過我始終覺得模仿她裝得比較好，雖然她不承認。畢竟我幫她做功課的機會太多了，甚至上了大學後一些特殊情況，例如焊燈帶，倒模翻模，3D Print，航拍那些都是我幫她。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3SuWeSpMz
930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8CosQf7i1a
這種關係在她有拍拖時也一樣，似乎我的命在她眼中還算有點價值。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeMrcF4Tc3H
930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡThTxxAWeZg
離題了。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡizMwx6fIUm
930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeyo9CkEtoH
總之，現在她這樣在照顧我的光景，我一點也不陌生。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcvxRxo7e4a
930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5c1LUz3VVD
那麼為甚麼我心跳得這樣快呢？！930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXOkcQmjuhB
930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvfGpGRCTBP
「叮～」930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxMENkzd7hi
930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcUTzltvgcl
［警告：心率過快］智能手錶也多此一舉地提示。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwzuuhavvxP
930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhJDYPll4C
正伏在童桐大腿上的我甩掉手錶扔到一旁。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEeNGlfp2O3
930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitsS52ceLq
「呀遊，咪叫左你隻手唔好郁…」她鼓起小咀說，然後順手撿起了手錶自己戴了起來，反正密碼也是她生日。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy0aw7CgqC1
930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA2Lx74dLQa
「抽筋，Sorry。」930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5W8rHB4RUh
930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgwwxXJkcdi
「下？！真係既？！邊度？痛唔痛？…」童桐認真起來，當然在她眼中我手抽筋可大可小吧。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRXiQ6hoo56
930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0vR98B9nmw
「無啦，無事。」我說，「其實我就咁扒梳發都得…」930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvpiqdzt9u9
930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd78m6Fqhhl
「唔得，等陣我唔控制住你，你隻手就自己郁。」童桐說。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWYgZzwRZ7
930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHsjs0lpLUj
膝枕一般是臉朝上，這臉朝下真的太刺激了，雖然我和她雙腳之間有個萬惡的枕頭擋著，但…930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdMWuCQxGw
930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXgxzpYreH3
好吧可能真的只因為我自己有邪念…930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuovelyOF3k
930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7NRvG36Vm
「比賽仲有幾耐？」930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH31uybU0AV
930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrweylXWNCD
「一星期唔夠。」我把臉埋在枕頭中說。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoVs4HXSeh9
930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJHXZFDCuDm
「…唔好勉強，呀遊。」930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJZIXxyMKBK
930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrboZCR3IEh
「我會有分數。」我說。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPD0XOS8Buk
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不，我沒有。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcCVIVUJQSW
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即使能上場，已經是必敗無疑。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo8woDZRrcJ
930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwYAa6ahW8u
鐵師傅說我最快只能在比賽前一天短暫練習，然後出賽，還要使用磅數不同的弓，這是他和英姐一起討論出的最大折衷方案。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvaEs3f6GyX
930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpAMiH7lKoK
輸是輸定了，就是看輸成怎樣。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdtLzzPAug
930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡACdF2A5vs4
老實說，我自己都想退賽了，運動員因傷退賽在體育界也見不少吧，而且我還勉強算是為了救（自己害的）人而受傷，不算難看。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0irL07wDyf
930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfR4Gf9leE0
難不難看是一回事。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqV2hSmDUPx
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甘不甘心又是另一回事。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOxwxTEvOoB
930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUdqPivpi3b
「呀遊…」童桐讀懂我的心思，輕輕用手梳我的後腦勺頭髮，絲絲蘇麻感從後腦勺散開。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzgxyNZIoVw
930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLrsJnEEtI6
但我不甘心。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcMC3vruXOE
930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡld3TQcJYU4
這是我擅長的東西，能有成功機會，能在童桐面前威一次的東西。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFRe7knJ62c
930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLtyHe7AdVz
還是我熱愛著，努力過，一直努力著的東西。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡprkwwb9uLL
930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3iN9Z88kc
我不甘心。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn2OizneFCU
930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRQ1E6rZxqL
「就算輸我都想落場。」我把臉埋在枕頭中說。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5dhBALq91H
930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGgcwx7wm49
「…真係？」童桐說。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjNXQPzmv7
930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1zFzivCO0z
我停頓了片刻。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xF8rSqIa0
930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgelawvzSmu
那一瞬間，我發深思熟慮與時間無關。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfcn03qQzOO
930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpImvEOUBgW
「呢樣野係我所愛，我努力過，我努力緊既事。童桐…我想落場，即使會輸。」930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFxdMcQCY5G
930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwx1IPUkySL
就和你一樣，童桐。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6QVU2N8XWk
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和你一樣。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSFa574FG6y
930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMToMlRjWsk
我有做過失敗的盤算，和童桐連青梅竹馬也做不成最壞敗局。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKw8ToYR3E5
930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6cQMQI1qR
但至少我試過了，即使後悔也是後悔「自己為何要不自量力」，而不是「自己連試也沒有試」930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8fzjK8dsV2
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連試也沒有試的懊悔，比起試了後失敗的挫敗更傷，更沉重，相信我。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzMbCi7BFF
930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzvtn4y0nj1
「既然係咁…我就黎睇你喇。」童桐說。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPeiCJ3VGJm
930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU8YFTl1Sfb
「下？」我抬起頭看她，她馬上一手把我的頭「質」回枕頭中不準我亂動。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQL5z0Yu5Ee
930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVuI6nqdE5J
「上次我唔黎係怕影響你集中，但既然你今次點都係算既…我就黎睇你，陪住你輸，陪住你灰，再陪住你企返起身好唔好？」930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTOB6wxitV6
930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDyeNB0vzKu
童桐溫柔地輕撫我的髮絲，然後雙手環抱我的頭，溫暖的胸脯輕壓到我的側臉，接著後腦一下輕壓，不知道是她的淺吻還是只是用額頭蹭磨我的頭髮。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdU00dzFyG8
930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Mpx0eTGhl
「多謝你，童桐。」930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOfMWMyS3eH
930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Qw1WTmdQn
這大概是我這麼多年和童桐最親密的瞬間，我整個頭被童桐抱在懷中輕蹭，耳邊只剩下隆隆聲和她的香氣，她的體溫。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxvkMcGeVu5
930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1vxnqIC1kw
「叮～」930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwkYcKzlsxW
930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33MzhhJJYL
熟悉的警告聲，這是代表［警告：心率過快］，但我現在沒有戴著。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnTy8mDPEJ3
930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvwFWKDJwsu
戴著智能手錶的人，是童桐。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd5KfiMACvI
930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7yIKVzWqTu
「……」童桐和我都沒作聲，然後她默默地脫下手錶塞到茶几一旁。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxnhLAKDppr
930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHYGeYfaxXA
「嗚嗯嗯嗚嗯嗯童桐嗚？？！？！」她死命地把我的頭往枕頭塞，這是要悶死我吧？！930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgUHZoARoBJ
930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2H71oiuKmc
似乎她發現這樣作弄我會亂掙扎，所以她還是放開了我。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ46UyQzqdUd
930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzpmCwX9Vm5
「依加…幫，幫你清走Ｄ藥膏，唔好拎轉過黎！傷頸呀！」930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMUb4mDh0Ik
930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRgTAIEGNcy
我被她扭回伏向下的姿勢，但那一瞬間已看到滿臉通紅如喝醉一樣的童桐的害羞樣子。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZq6QEjGsk
930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwmLIhUIBsi
太可愛了。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡespKxMLINv
930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUCgBwCcbIh
如是者，已成敗局的魚腩盃準決賽如期來臨。
