妍妍一直陪著我回家，明明我知道她根本就不順路，但是她也送我到附近的地鐵站後才和我道別。889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBl4e4LupHc
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhbP8fsyATD
一路上她也再沒有提起Beta，也就是黑PR的事，就只是在和我聊著天。889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtuiHUSQpL1
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy5c7nGHa68
當然，我到最後也沒有問，以免我尷尬，也以免她尷尬。889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcI4gcH3UPk
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYrXaYexMtO
本來她的形象就是知性，比起童桐成熟的女生。889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Psv94fHIj
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTPr8T3rhRb
「頭先咁，好失禮係未？」但沒想到是她主動先提起。889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQjMlIiXMf
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcew0pZDoxE
「每個人都有情緒，唔好放係心。」我說，「相反，你肯係我面前表露情緒，我仲覺開心添。」889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOTHzZyoXj7
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0LzPcE11Bh
「下，點解會開心？」889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgw2v3mEV2i
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmctUV8Gnts
「起碼你當我真係朋友啊？」889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPZno56goOG
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW8C4GEXk1S
「……返去敷藥啦你！拜拜！」889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡak2aWD7iaT
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaWYMpLykiZ
妍妍用小手袋輕拍我一下，又回到扶手電梯升回月台，她就這樣消失在視野中。至於我，則一邊咀嚼著她的一字一句，回到家中。889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPUzMrQoHZx
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWBXqGrUGXK
亞基你這黑白色混蛋你以為上了報紙就能抓門了對吧。889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqe9ipfaVJl
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRM3xtzL0mE
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyzLM9pCgyS
我還記得小時候，我或是童桐生病的時候我們總會互相照顧對方。889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡji3BvRRGXJ
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9FHxt81oRD
我生病時，她會自己開門進來，把我學校的功課摔到我臉上，然後檢查我有沒有準時吃藥。最重要是仔細檢查我有沒有吃多吃少，再把我媽煮好的粥，米糊之類的東西翻熱來餵我吃。889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQMjq54omFa
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSpPliMR52y
小病是福，我完全明白。889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYglIdN99G
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyDLyk8Bxtl
她生病時，我同樣地會為她拿來學校的功課，最大分別是我還會幫她通通寫完。這都歸功於我和童桐都能得意地互相模仿對方的字跡，這是長年累月下來互相幫對方做功課練成的無用技能。889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzIALxTcetn
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHGyDTMK4DS
還有就是我們的字無論寫得多潦草，我們也能看懂，也只有我們能看懂，這在小時候上課傳紙仔時發揮了不少作用。889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZsWT88HubX
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡktcMtiNxsw
不過我始終覺得模仿她裝得比較好，雖然她不承認。畢竟我幫她做功課的機會太多了，甚至上了大學後一些特殊情況，例如焊燈帶，倒模翻模，3D Print，航拍那些都是我幫她。889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3pwMZZVEbo
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZqGfaqyA9m
這種關係在她有拍拖時也一樣，似乎我的命在她眼中還算有點價值。889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhoO5LOXWy
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwX19dJwBk
離題了。889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7LRXLJuwha
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAhDjR0kqKt
總之，現在她這樣在照顧我的光景，我一點也不陌生。889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgGJdy3tR8X
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJuF6GiHMl
那麼為甚麼我心跳得這樣快呢？！889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdHnP3BKwkV
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡySebHxbfUT
「叮～」889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDIYuVwfBq
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2bgD9YRqXy
［警告：心率過快］智能手錶也多此一舉地提示。889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQOxA2XDeFQ
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlXEwzLZC8u
正伏在童桐大腿上的我甩掉手錶扔到一旁。889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBVZqW8COz0
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhyqzDg2dSY
「呀遊，咪叫左你隻手唔好郁…」她鼓起小咀說，然後順手撿起了手錶自己戴了起來，反正密碼也是她生日。889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ53FfmdFq0n
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5DEg3Jo2KV
「抽筋，Sorry。」889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5GJAAaHM5p
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMOFO7Qtl9
「下？！真係既？！邊度？痛唔痛？…」童桐認真起來，當然在她眼中我手抽筋可大可小吧。889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0lTgu1DLKG
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsl4wuqzfqp
「無啦，無事。」我說，「其實我就咁扒梳發都得…」889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4cU1PWeGlh
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBP38WY7Qk8
「唔得，等陣我唔控制住你，你隻手就自己郁。」童桐說。889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkj6RBj9wLF
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7pZzmSH8Cp
膝枕一般是臉朝上，這臉朝下真的太刺激了，雖然我和她雙腳之間有個萬惡的枕頭擋著，但…889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfm1yFjobQv
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMGgKR44hO
好吧可能真的只因為我自己有邪念…889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUktZIHyWXO
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxyFuRcO0oG
「比賽仲有幾耐？」889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡorMGeaEw7s
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZr4S8qFG3
「一星期唔夠。」我把臉埋在枕頭中說。889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOvZKzxeSij
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSAXspJOIhv
「…唔好勉強，呀遊。」889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡce3LNnnSh9
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxyuPCB2aA
「我會有分數。」我說。889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ae9G1rVjn
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQrB8C1KRT
不，我沒有。889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa4i5PPkjtt
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS4oCj7iPIs
即使能上場，已經是必敗無疑。889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAvxD8x0COi
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlUfZrScuky
鐵師傅說我最快只能在比賽前一天短暫練習，然後出賽，還要使用磅數不同的弓，這是他和英姐一起討論出的最大折衷方案。889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhRMbMuKyuO
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpw1SnSCxlJ
輸是輸定了，就是看輸成怎樣。889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Vs4SEZRH7
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQvhp9NQZHf
老實說，我自己都想退賽了，運動員因傷退賽在體育界也見不少吧，而且我還勉強算是為了救（自己害的）人而受傷，不算難看。889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZdBphc6Y1c
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNaM7qNkurI
難不難看是一回事。889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAv3EUAsVuX
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvnkvl6lDp3
甘不甘心又是另一回事。889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2XO8tSziLx
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBjQx6NTDLo
「呀遊…」童桐讀懂我的心思，輕輕用手梳我的後腦勺頭髮，絲絲蘇麻感從後腦勺散開。889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7tC4CeyFOg
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZibamwHnAr
但我不甘心。889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDCzj14Lk1O
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyhdRkiHbVh
這是我擅長的東西，能有成功機會，能在童桐面前威一次的東西。889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGY4jRdkxjj
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuHmAWjcWVY
還是我熱愛著，努力過，一直努力著的東西。889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ec5DmRkOC
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeWYpyAlZ9O
我不甘心。889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWOC8arrRRG
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV1HHXNWi3l
「就算輸我都想落場。」我把臉埋在枕頭中說。889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAGEV6kQdpQ
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUovGQjhBVi
「…真係？」童桐說。889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7IXVHDwbLd
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnNZgKuYXGn
我停頓了片刻。889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGIzcOy0T6s
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgNPJJzJBEK
那一瞬間，我發深思熟慮與時間無關。889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzXUDQ7EUty
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeLcxDSVJ7P
「呢樣野係我所愛，我努力過，我努力緊既事。童桐…我想落場，即使會輸。」889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDr5Xab1G6E
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsG0c1xnWI9
就和你一樣，童桐。889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKPZ0aANguk
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBSQbvLgRgz
和你一樣。889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYvyxW88TyJ
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvkbSpncuak
我有做過失敗的盤算，和童桐連青梅竹馬也做不成最壞敗局。889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEg8BUZ4IcL
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4wLYrq7N5X
但至少我試過了，即使後悔也是後悔「自己為何要不自量力」，而不是「自己連試也沒有試」889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNeUA1WDxr7
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0E1IdRmOhW
連試也沒有試的懊悔，比起試了後失敗的挫敗更傷，更沉重，相信我。889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNZTd8vlU0r
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmPCVquGaBv
「既然係咁…我就黎睇你喇。」童桐說。889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNPCAlBsKRu
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxTrRjt9X7K
「下？」我抬起頭看她，她馬上一手把我的頭「質」回枕頭中不準我亂動。889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5gJfzVo7gT
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx4Nwb0hdwN
「上次我唔黎係怕影響你集中，但既然你今次點都係算既…我就黎睇你，陪住你輸，陪住你灰，再陪住你企返起身好唔好？」889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZNf67rIXrs
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpoSCQLS3NS
童桐溫柔地輕撫我的髮絲，然後雙手環抱我的頭，溫暖的胸脯輕壓到我的側臉，接著後腦一下輕壓，不知道是她的淺吻還是只是用額頭蹭磨我的頭髮。889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiSTwVTIVgt
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGTKNW5STuK
「多謝你，童桐。」889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDa0TjslPuX
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6GfVgAdoIm
這大概是我這麼多年和童桐最親密的瞬間，我整個頭被童桐抱在懷中輕蹭，耳邊只剩下隆隆聲和她的香氣，她的體溫。889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9kmRkVZenZ
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw27tx8zmXa
「叮～」889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjf13yYHjU2
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOvuIYOOJ3T
熟悉的警告聲，這是代表［警告：心率過快］，但我現在沒有戴著。889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡatN2JyOZgZ
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXpzBbEvmve
戴著智能手錶的人，是童桐。889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ34gT8zFlzl
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0pSorCT0K
「……」童桐和我都沒作聲，然後她默默地脫下手錶塞到茶几一旁。889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj1dMGVYQZh
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBLE1wMmBm5
「嗚嗯嗯嗚嗯嗯童桐嗚？？！？！」她死命地把我的頭往枕頭塞，這是要悶死我吧？！889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwEN0Xgkro
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM6OJoBLfZb
似乎她發現這樣作弄我會亂掙扎，所以她還是放開了我。889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡopGV66qoWS
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF5IJKlZqzi
「依加…幫，幫你清走Ｄ藥膏，唔好拎轉過黎！傷頸呀！」889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHCLZfORAuH
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLTiOLQwG9G
我被她扭回伏向下的姿勢，但那一瞬間已看到滿臉通紅如喝醉一樣的童桐的害羞樣子。889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCKgxEPotJC
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaxXOA9VWwR
太可愛了。889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhc7LBhkHqW
889Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI04YjBmnmV
如是者，已成敗局的魚腩盃準決賽如期來臨。
