妍妍一直陪著我回家,明明我知道她根本就不順路,但是她也送我到附近的地鐵站後才和我道別。929Please respect copyright.PENANAV2Oc4Iv2F0
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一路上她也再沒有提起Beta,也就是黑PR的事,就只是在和我聊著天。929Please respect copyright.PENANA8osbJUwd9w
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當然,我到最後也沒有問,以免我尷尬,也以免她尷尬。929Please respect copyright.PENANA8D5NCSDdd5
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本來她的形象就是知性,比起童桐成熟的女生。929Please respect copyright.PENANAfPLQCqwqkU
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「頭先咁,好失禮係未?」但沒想到是她主動先提起。929Please respect copyright.PENANAcBszLyErfC
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「每個人都有情緒,唔好放係心。」我說,「相反,你肯係我面前表露情緒,我仲覺開心添。」929Please respect copyright.PENANAbW1C6RA7Qt
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「下,點解會開心?」929Please respect copyright.PENANAlqgvCOaufc
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「起碼你當我真係朋友啊?」929Please respect copyright.PENANArMq8jAGaM0
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「……返去敷藥啦你!拜拜!」929Please respect copyright.PENANA7kqvAay14d
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妍妍用小手袋輕拍我一下,又回到扶手電梯升回月台,她就這樣消失在視野中。至於我,則一邊咀嚼著她的一字一句,回到家中。929Please respect copyright.PENANAV4FRNXZlpe
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亞基你這黑白色混蛋你以為上了報紙就能抓門了對吧。929Please respect copyright.PENANAg5KcsS6kut
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我還記得小時候,我或是童桐生病的時候我們總會互相照顧對方。929Please respect copyright.PENANAEIlO7gdGYK
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我生病時,她會自己開門進來,把我學校的功課摔到我臉上,然後檢查我有沒有準時吃藥。最重要是仔細檢查我有沒有吃多吃少,再把我媽煮好的粥,米糊之類的東西翻熱來餵我吃。929Please respect copyright.PENANAf9rY12Ebm4
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小病是福,我完全明白。929Please respect copyright.PENANAcn4jjDFFY3
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她生病時,我同樣地會為她拿來學校的功課,最大分別是我還會幫她通通寫完。這都歸功於我和童桐都能得意地互相模仿對方的字跡,這是長年累月下來互相幫對方做功課練成的無用技能。929Please respect copyright.PENANASOcA8ikaw0
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還有就是我們的字無論寫得多潦草,我們也能看懂,也只有我們能看懂,這在小時候上課傳紙仔時發揮了不少作用。929Please respect copyright.PENANAUKuFkIBQJw
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不過我始終覺得模仿她裝得比較好,雖然她不承認。畢竟我幫她做功課的機會太多了,甚至上了大學後一些特殊情況,例如焊燈帶,倒模翻模,3D Print,航拍那些都是我幫她。929Please respect copyright.PENANAS2S6EO2Nu1
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這種關係在她有拍拖時也一樣,似乎我的命在她眼中還算有點價值。929Please respect copyright.PENANA14LOIIjdml
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離題了。929Please respect copyright.PENANASCOFpfrSCB
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總之,現在她這樣在照顧我的光景,我一點也不陌生。929Please respect copyright.PENANA63yIsMsgCe
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那麼為甚麼我心跳得這樣快呢?!929Please respect copyright.PENANAN4qvKD9XdP
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「叮~」929Please respect copyright.PENANATb7qFIKG91
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[警告:心率過快]智能手錶也多此一舉地提示。929Please respect copyright.PENANAN79TJkiGMX
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正伏在童桐大腿上的我甩掉手錶扔到一旁。929Please respect copyright.PENANAXzdtMiT98q
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「呀遊,咪叫左你隻手唔好郁…」她鼓起小咀說,然後順手撿起了手錶自己戴了起來,反正密碼也是她生日。929Please respect copyright.PENANAJmkzu42hSl
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「抽筋,Sorry。」929Please respect copyright.PENANAIpamqOhhSw
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「下?!真係既?!邊度?痛唔痛?…」童桐認真起來,當然在她眼中我手抽筋可大可小吧。929Please respect copyright.PENANAej4cUV3rRr
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「無啦,無事。」我說,「其實我就咁扒梳發都得…」929Please respect copyright.PENANA5QPam5uR19
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「唔得,等陣我唔控制住你,你隻手就自己郁。」童桐說。929Please respect copyright.PENANAL3ybXfbcgF
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膝枕一般是臉朝上,這臉朝下真的太刺激了,雖然我和她雙腳之間有個萬惡的枕頭擋著,但…929Please respect copyright.PENANAzwFBzPCXxm
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好吧可能真的只因為我自己有邪念…929Please respect copyright.PENANAPrBqhxGtM7
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「比賽仲有幾耐?」929Please respect copyright.PENANAYNljxPtufD
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「一星期唔夠。」我把臉埋在枕頭中說。929Please respect copyright.PENANAgeO5nO5UNT
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「…唔好勉強,呀遊。」929Please respect copyright.PENANAqmJ4lhitLY
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「我會有分數。」我說。929Please respect copyright.PENANAPTuuQW5Iyz
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不,我沒有。929Please respect copyright.PENANAWTtf0XZ1eN
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即使能上場,已經是必敗無疑。929Please respect copyright.PENANATYG7s8Cbhc
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鐵師傅說我最快只能在比賽前一天短暫練習,然後出賽,還要使用磅數不同的弓,這是他和英姐一起討論出的最大折衷方案。929Please respect copyright.PENANAJSGEr95hko
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輸是輸定了,就是看輸成怎樣。929Please respect copyright.PENANAvr5lUNABDj
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老實說,我自己都想退賽了,運動員因傷退賽在體育界也見不少吧,而且我還勉強算是為了救(自己害的)人而受傷,不算難看。929Please respect copyright.PENANAX5jCioDhY6
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難不難看是一回事。929Please respect copyright.PENANAaGKasUkoHt
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甘不甘心又是另一回事。929Please respect copyright.PENANA0uCKciUwF2
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「呀遊…」童桐讀懂我的心思,輕輕用手梳我的後腦勺頭髮,絲絲蘇麻感從後腦勺散開。929Please respect copyright.PENANA9MqcyA8IuW
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但我不甘心。929Please respect copyright.PENANAIepQPTGoEm
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這是我擅長的東西,能有成功機會,能在童桐面前威一次的東西。929Please respect copyright.PENANA7tmCURTvbF
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還是我熱愛著,努力過,一直努力著的東西。929Please respect copyright.PENANA1lidC2wZLW
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我不甘心。929Please respect copyright.PENANAfacvyAS854
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「就算輸我都想落場。」我把臉埋在枕頭中說。929Please respect copyright.PENANAPUGTY2dXNT
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「…真係?」童桐說。929Please respect copyright.PENANAlPFhRpc5Up
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我停頓了片刻。929Please respect copyright.PENANA2rbCi52CHK
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那一瞬間,我發深思熟慮與時間無關。929Please respect copyright.PENANACSIpNeIb2w
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「呢樣野係我所愛,我努力過,我努力緊既事。童桐…我想落場,即使會輸。」929Please respect copyright.PENANADobYJIyVoi
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就和你一樣,童桐。929Please respect copyright.PENANAaRXvT0jYjp
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和你一樣。929Please respect copyright.PENANAyktlzUSLPF
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我有做過失敗的盤算,和童桐連青梅竹馬也做不成最壞敗局。929Please respect copyright.PENANAUXZCqigfwy
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但至少我試過了,即使後悔也是後悔「自己為何要不自量力」,而不是「自己連試也沒有試」929Please respect copyright.PENANA0SYReCAJtx
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連試也沒有試的懊悔,比起試了後失敗的挫敗更傷,更沉重,相信我。929Please respect copyright.PENANA61f0Ke32zP
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「既然係咁…我就黎睇你喇。」童桐說。929Please respect copyright.PENANATQPee6Ied6
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「下?」我抬起頭看她,她馬上一手把我的頭「質」回枕頭中不準我亂動。929Please respect copyright.PENANAd0a7Fds5ki
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「上次我唔黎係怕影響你集中,但既然你今次點都係算既…我就黎睇你,陪住你輸,陪住你灰,再陪住你企返起身好唔好?」929Please respect copyright.PENANAUOMnOJyzah
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童桐溫柔地輕撫我的髮絲,然後雙手環抱我的頭,溫暖的胸脯輕壓到我的側臉,接著後腦一下輕壓,不知道是她的淺吻還是只是用額頭蹭磨我的頭髮。929Please respect copyright.PENANAYwUGdl1uDC
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「多謝你,童桐。」929Please respect copyright.PENANAR82AfeVaaP
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這大概是我這麼多年和童桐最親密的瞬間,我整個頭被童桐抱在懷中輕蹭,耳邊只剩下隆隆聲和她的香氣,她的體溫。929Please respect copyright.PENANAnbReP6GBaU
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「叮~」929Please respect copyright.PENANAK84Varp6Zz
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熟悉的警告聲,這是代表[警告:心率過快],但我現在沒有戴著。929Please respect copyright.PENANAmTTrF6n7iD
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戴著智能手錶的人,是童桐。929Please respect copyright.PENANABZotwSIPAQ
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「……」童桐和我都沒作聲,然後她默默地脫下手錶塞到茶几一旁。929Please respect copyright.PENANAbi17h9YVS7
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「嗚嗯嗯嗚嗯嗯童桐嗚??!?!」她死命地把我的頭往枕頭塞,這是要悶死我吧?!929Please respect copyright.PENANA1cOVmBF1Yp
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似乎她發現這樣作弄我會亂掙扎,所以她還是放開了我。929Please respect copyright.PENANAux6amE2Xue
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「依加…幫,幫你清走D藥膏,唔好拎轉過黎!傷頸呀!」929Please respect copyright.PENANAKUCyxl1lHJ
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我被她扭回伏向下的姿勢,但那一瞬間已看到滿臉通紅如喝醉一樣的童桐的害羞樣子。929Please respect copyright.PENANAkJo58vsOzp
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太可愛了。929Please respect copyright.PENANAmBVB9B26yP
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如是者,已成敗局的魚腩盃準決賽如期來臨。