妍妍一直陪著我回家，明明我知道她根本就不順路，但是她也送我到附近的地鐵站後才和我道別。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQCURyATSnt
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一路上她也再沒有提起Beta，也就是黑PR的事，就只是在和我聊著天。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUSRKGYRlQZ
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當然，我到最後也沒有問，以免我尷尬，也以免她尷尬。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdZ4cgPRxVm
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本來她的形象就是知性，比起童桐成熟的女生。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnNEmJAEQ80
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqKEQE9oQSk
「頭先咁，好失禮係未？」但沒想到是她主動先提起。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW02OHOLIES
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgPWNIPzkFT
「每個人都有情緒，唔好放係心。」我說，「相反，你肯係我面前表露情緒，我仲覺開心添。」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtYFfZAjHXU
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJOAVM0r1r
「下，點解會開心？」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZus5KVxwm
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「起碼你當我真係朋友啊？」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbg9GaDHIru
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJTGUo6Uot
「……返去敷藥啦你！拜拜！」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ2j484HFXi
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妍妍用小手袋輕拍我一下，又回到扶手電梯升回月台，她就這樣消失在視野中。至於我，則一邊咀嚼著她的一字一句，回到家中。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZyyjMqJVr
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亞基你這黑白色混蛋你以為上了報紙就能抓門了對吧。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVB39KyTc7X
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhMlL5XhCAM
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我還記得小時候，我或是童桐生病的時候我們總會互相照顧對方。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWpNNJacMmL
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy03kbvZgUL
我生病時，她會自己開門進來，把我學校的功課摔到我臉上，然後檢查我有沒有準時吃藥。最重要是仔細檢查我有沒有吃多吃少，再把我媽煮好的粥，米糊之類的東西翻熱來餵我吃。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSa1j1YsNhJ
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小病是福，我完全明白。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBwrVGoG1h
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ18JDgMJM3
她生病時，我同樣地會為她拿來學校的功課，最大分別是我還會幫她通通寫完。這都歸功於我和童桐都能得意地互相模仿對方的字跡，這是長年累月下來互相幫對方做功課練成的無用技能。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKW7gwau0WE
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還有就是我們的字無論寫得多潦草，我們也能看懂，也只有我們能看懂，這在小時候上課傳紙仔時發揮了不少作用。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAqzfhM3dk0
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQwT1xhAiUb
不過我始終覺得模仿她裝得比較好，雖然她不承認。畢竟我幫她做功課的機會太多了，甚至上了大學後一些特殊情況，例如焊燈帶，倒模翻模，3D Print，航拍那些都是我幫她。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHvsLOtTAIL
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5edOQDGHtg
這種關係在她有拍拖時也一樣，似乎我的命在她眼中還算有點價值。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYvUtFj7RhS
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡku4klktmFm
離題了。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR7WMMXBjS6
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Uf9WmHMKi
總之，現在她這樣在照顧我的光景，我一點也不陌生。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFFAqbEnmH
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx52DskykL0
那麼為甚麼我心跳得這樣快呢？！913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKxv0SrJTFv
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8mUWLYddUV
「叮～」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7z1MOR0Ia
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDSz535WFtd
［警告：心率過快］智能手錶也多此一舉地提示。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL6iPQeWT2Q
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ885vRgDgEy
正伏在童桐大腿上的我甩掉手錶扔到一旁。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQLSK4vFAfv
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNpc0gU5X58
「呀遊，咪叫左你隻手唔好郁…」她鼓起小咀說，然後順手撿起了手錶自己戴了起來，反正密碼也是她生日。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoeZTrybJrR
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC68Tc2FmsT
「抽筋，Sorry。」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXlDLR8FGDC
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68EsVu7I5d
「下？！真係既？！邊度？痛唔痛？…」童桐認真起來，當然在她眼中我手抽筋可大可小吧。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBvnu6wWcbg
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT01i1MNxOy
「無啦，無事。」我說，「其實我就咁扒梳發都得…」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCCBhLeerl2
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLM0y6YsdBb
「唔得，等陣我唔控制住你，你隻手就自己郁。」童桐說。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgnQ0wdpdB1
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWNqWjRdR0d
膝枕一般是臉朝上，這臉朝下真的太刺激了，雖然我和她雙腳之間有個萬惡的枕頭擋著，但…913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4K35ljNoZv
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6kFuJQlHSc
好吧可能真的只因為我自己有邪念…913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf8VFVfu91a
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDKG4alfiG
「比賽仲有幾耐？」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBArMWKeoHi
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQgWzT7ljWZ
「一星期唔夠。」我把臉埋在枕頭中說。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHUNFq49Dct
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTtOb5nbKWZ
「…唔好勉強，呀遊。」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZC05EW1UEO
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq0JOIYhnFs
「我會有分數。」我說。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuEYFSzBhbv
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不，我沒有。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNt8fiumccI
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即使能上場，已經是必敗無疑。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJy9wlccqr
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDjK6W51xsB
鐵師傅說我最快只能在比賽前一天短暫練習，然後出賽，還要使用磅數不同的弓，這是他和英姐一起討論出的最大折衷方案。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhabtEJp4iS
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輸是輸定了，就是看輸成怎樣。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQbNKoxYyCu
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老實說，我自己都想退賽了，運動員因傷退賽在體育界也見不少吧，而且我還勉強算是為了救（自己害的）人而受傷，不算難看。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJpBVdHTZO
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難不難看是一回事。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMIsGDN0VhC
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甘不甘心又是另一回事。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ2iR3yhZJ6
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3g0SDI8phE
「呀遊…」童桐讀懂我的心思，輕輕用手梳我的後腦勺頭髮，絲絲蘇麻感從後腦勺散開。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi7wgvXXNvK
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0A0glJx3e2
但我不甘心。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMeEHQUJRpj
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這是我擅長的東西，能有成功機會，能在童桐面前威一次的東西。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ41QTsBs9uZ
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJuiysPA43
還是我熱愛著，努力過，一直努力著的東西。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPygC4FFLKt
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4DekDZepE0
我不甘心。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtFB7Y8vsgg
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2XipynDlOJ
「就算輸我都想落場。」我把臉埋在枕頭中說。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsgysMJ43hu
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbvknJZgbae
「…真係？」童桐說。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVsIYwybplW
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我停頓了片刻。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpqLFUyFJet
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那一瞬間，我發深思熟慮與時間無關。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZNEzdPY9NP
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaRXdR3pFjK
「呢樣野係我所愛，我努力過，我努力緊既事。童桐…我想落場，即使會輸。」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdfgWKYgMCb
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzcfiY6Io2C
就和你一樣，童桐。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrnIrGtvPsY
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和你一樣。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvMkYFLwbOJ
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我有做過失敗的盤算，和童桐連青梅竹馬也做不成最壞敗局。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxYvNPEP8jx
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHy3CigxOHu
但至少我試過了，即使後悔也是後悔「自己為何要不自量力」，而不是「自己連試也沒有試」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfL787iDbG7
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUqesUtL32H
連試也沒有試的懊悔，比起試了後失敗的挫敗更傷，更沉重，相信我。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡphEjTvWOA2
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ509tBwSu71
「既然係咁…我就黎睇你喇。」童桐說。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDzBQ1yUBxQ
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ72tMa6D0Wc
「下？」我抬起頭看她，她馬上一手把我的頭「質」回枕頭中不準我亂動。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6i7uChNhDu
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA2E7rNZiyd
「上次我唔黎係怕影響你集中，但既然你今次點都係算既…我就黎睇你，陪住你輸，陪住你灰，再陪住你企返起身好唔好？」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMA1Cajkeds
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu05dMY48xt
童桐溫柔地輕撫我的髮絲，然後雙手環抱我的頭，溫暖的胸脯輕壓到我的側臉，接著後腦一下輕壓，不知道是她的淺吻還是只是用額頭蹭磨我的頭髮。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7MvIUqeaHP
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV8MC3hQNBo
「多謝你，童桐。」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZMH5UwY8Y5
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFqwTv666od
這大概是我這麼多年和童桐最親密的瞬間，我整個頭被童桐抱在懷中輕蹭，耳邊只剩下隆隆聲和她的香氣，她的體溫。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIouQUcBj1O
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMq7md2NkaI
「叮～」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSlkxfGFFCt
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6oE3io4RQD
熟悉的警告聲，這是代表［警告：心率過快］，但我現在沒有戴著。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsAuc2g6kyV
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSqgqx9PoiL
戴著智能手錶的人，是童桐。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAQOq6sEgkP
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWhdjxfqErU
「……」童桐和我都沒作聲，然後她默默地脫下手錶塞到茶几一旁。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1pTORIDQxh
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyiMesFAweo
「嗚嗯嗯嗚嗯嗯童桐嗚？？！？！」她死命地把我的頭往枕頭塞，這是要悶死我吧？！913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4kgwyCYu70
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiEB89QhY11
似乎她發現這樣作弄我會亂掙扎，所以她還是放開了我。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7w2cOEKzIs
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ918ac67ZrI
「依加…幫，幫你清走Ｄ藥膏，唔好拎轉過黎！傷頸呀！」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnllFcg0VcF
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc7IRI6zIMH
我被她扭回伏向下的姿勢，但那一瞬間已看到滿臉通紅如喝醉一樣的童桐的害羞樣子。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitkdvK7OFU
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX0C8yxWSUq
太可愛了。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCAadQ73MHg
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如是者，已成敗局的魚腩盃準決賽如期來臨。
